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Unusual dishes plus Illegal Trafficking
First
I was taken somewhere which is an Asian country & am in a room. The Asians are setting up table for a
meal. I’m not sure if I’m invited but it
seems I am & I ask sort of unsure of myself,
“Is
it OK for me to sit here also?”
***{Asians: To me are always those of the Higher World.
Heaven’s inhabitants.
I’ve
been praying for several days to Sri Kaleshwar, asking him to transmit his
Anointing to me, especially what has to do with the Womb Chakra, & to
understand it.
In
this prayer I’m not sure of myself, as I don’t know what I can give him in
exchange for it, but my conclusion is that it’s devotion & to continue the
work of the Guru. All Gurus want their
work to continue after they die, to help humanity. Same with Saints.} ***
Then
my position changes. At first I see
myself some feet from a smallish, perfectly square table like 4’ X 4’ with
kitchen chairs, rustic, not matching, at least one of them like the chairs I
had with the straw seats & white painted round frames.
** {My
position changes: I am ACCEPTED as child
or daughter of the Guru & he will transmit his Power to me!} **
But now I am as if I was an infant, & the chef is feeding me. There are several unusual, fancy dishes, with tastes that are such as I’ve never eaten before. He’s putting the food to me with a spoon or fork.
** {I am being fed the shakti or substance of God like a child! The Guru as a partner – Not sure who this could be. But this is something I have never tasted or experienced before – it is brand new graces!
Upon looking for images of Sri Kaleshwar I realized that he gave great honor to his Guru, Shri Shirdi Sai Baba. Here you will see images of him kissing the feet of Sai Baba & pouring water over the head of his statue, & doing so with some disciples. And so I realize that Sai Baba is his partner – he is the CHEF or producer of this Anointing & Sri Kaleshwar is pouring the water! The water is not just water – it is Shakti or Holy Spirit! Wow!} **
And his assistant is to my right, back, pouring ice cold water, a whole quart, over my head, like an Anointing! But it’s so cold & I’m not sure I want to get all wet – yet it seems alright. He also pours a quart of this water over most of the dishes the chef is serving me! There is something special about this, the two Asians working together on me. I do compliment the chef.
** {Water over my head & on the food! Water is Holy Spirit/Shakti, like Baptism or initiation. Yes, he is Anointing me, he & his partner!} **
Their
country is unusual to me, never been there before.
**
{Never been here before. Again, this is a new experience. Yes, Sri Kaleshwar is from
Then
it changes. I am in a building looking
down, in a bustling city. I see a huge
almost black square truck across the street, buildings right next to each
other, all kinds of traffic.
Then
an unusual sight. I see beneath me 5
bears that look like sloths but their fur is like black bears.Their heads are
very round like sloths, ears like sloths & some are bigger, some
smaller. Then to the left I see two
bigger black bears, similar to them, who are in some sort of vehicle that
they’re on top of, & they have dropped off these other bears here on the
street.
The
problem with these poor 5 bears is they are not oriented where to go, what to
do. They have no home, no money, no
friends or connections, - where will they stay, how will they get food? They are left there lost on the street not
knowing what to do & they are so innocent.
And another thing, they are animals, & humans persecute animals,
& they could get chased, shot, killed or imprisoned. I feel great pity for
them.
**
{Sloths, bears, disoriented, homeless & helpless, bears drop them off: This sounds the two unfortunately occasions
when stray cats came to me & mothered broods of kittens. I helped the Mom & took care of her brood
& fed them for months. Until all the
females got pregnant. Then it was time
to leave them at the cow farms & hope for the best. It was great suffering on my part &
theirs but I had no choice - One of those impossible situations. I had great pity & grieved for them a
long time, still do.
This
scene could be about suffering & how we cause suffering – I caused it –
without wanting to.
It
might be a lesson in judgment, not to judge the actions of others, because we
don’t know what compels them to do what they do.
The
people dropping off the unfortunate animals are also bears – bears means
suffering, like ‘the bear market’ – it was myself & a friend.} **
Then
I’m walking down the street in a huge, wide-open area. To the left of me I see a group of people
& one young female is sort of dancing or doing gymnastic tricks in an open
square, her friends around her; they’re jolly.
She’s wearing pretty light colors, she stands out.
I am
wearing an elegant outfit with my black fake fur vest. I seem to be on a mission.
**
{This might be when I was a cougar, having ‘fun’ in the street – I could be
that colorful girl. And I am also on
a mission, wearing that vest which I used to wear downtown, glamorous,
which I later gave to good will.
This
might also be a lesson in non judgment, as people did judge me for being a
cougar – like I had no right to have fun & sex, because I was old. And here I am looking at that girl on the
street & uncertain about her. But
this is saying my activities were a mission from God – don’t judge myself or
others!} **
The
next scene is I’m on my property, the old farm house, way down the field near
the woods & I’m hungry & have brought some food, when I see an animal I
call a ‘pangolin’ but he has dark fur like a sloth or bear & I call him
pangolin but think of him as bear. At
first I fear him, but then see not only is he tame, but he is tied to a brown
rustic rope, a long leash. I don’t think
anyone is feeding him & so I have food & I give it to him. He eats in a most unusual way, lifting his
head to the sky – I have to pour the food in, & he holds it like that &
something in his mouth & throat chews up the food in some mechanical way
without him chewing. I put the food in
his mouth again & again.
Then
I move away from him as maybe I must get more food & another animal comes
up to me, also tame, also tied to a brown thin rustic rope. He’s hungry also. This one is a light beige color, not sure
what he is except at first I thought he was a bear. I think I feed him also.
I
also am astounded that whoever put these animals here is using my property
without permission!
Then
I come upon the most wondrous site of all.
They actually built a large shed on my property, like 15’ long, 8’ or so
wide, nothing in it except I see at the end a row of animals tethered I guess.
I
put some sort of food at the opening.
It’s a black thing but it’s corn you can eat like off a large husk &
a couple animals come up to it & chew on it. Then I see there is a man with the row of
animals, both his wrists tied down, his arms spread to his side, a thin young
man & he caught my attention when he nodded his head ‘no’ at the food. His
skin is darkish, he’s from one of those countries that’s part Asian, it seems
to me, like
I
walk up to him & say,
“What’s
going on?”
He
says,
“
Which
means drug trafficking & all sorts of crime. I am about to untie him when his captor walks
in, another thin, small man, & when he sees me, an enemy being here, he
picks up a strong bamboo cane with a curved handle & is going to trash me.
But
I grab him hard & hold him, & at that, the young man finds the strength
to break his rope, which is now a thin green rustic rope, just one rope behind
him, exactly the same as the poor animals type, he breaks off it & then
grabs the captor from me & finds some sharp scissors, like the scissors I
think of in an operating room, & stabs him several times. I am fighting also, then the young man runs
off, I grab the criminal by his legs & pull them out from under him, so
that his head would hit the floor with a bang, but he holds his head very
strongly from not hitting the floor & getting knocked out.
I
leave him there & walk off to see what else is doing & see the young
man, now free, negotiating with another male about money. He tells me it’s a business transaction, let
him be.
But
there is bad news. I see beyond my fence
through an opening men coming, one of them is huge, like 6’5”, dressed in
layers, & he’s hurriedly walking to the scene of all those tied up as he
heard something went wrong, & another man is behind him.
As
he goes by me I pretend I’m not involved, & I say,
“I
was just here to see the nice animals,”
And
then I run like Hell down the road away from here, as I know he’ll see his
employee stabbed, roughed up & maybe half dead. In hindsight I wonder if the man had a cell
phone & called.
The
boss is dressed in rich layers of multi colors & I heard someone say,
“Here
comes the rich man.”
He
was extremely worried about his operation.
** {This
part was the hardest for me to analyze but I will make a guess. If it follows the theme of hurting others
when you don’t want to, but have to, & also not to judge others, as all are
trying to make it in this world & it’s hard to say what compels them. Here we have criminals trafficking animals
& also a human – so it’s some sort of crime.
I
intervene to help. I feed the animals
& stop the captor from trashing me & somehow help the prisoner to get
loose & injure his captor. Then the
man in charge of the entire operation arrives.
This
could be saying the way God looks at things is not so black & white as we do. Those who do crimes sometimes do them out of
harsh necessity & only God knows the measure of their guilt or
innocence. Leave judgment to God, do not
assume all criminals want to do evil, some are compelled by necessity. It shows the criminals suffering also.
And
it begins with my own ‘crime’ of leaving the cats at the farm to fend for
themselves, knowing they would suffer & some would die. But I have been there before, where I kept
cats & soon had a huge zoo of them with great trouble. I could not live through that again, trapping
one by one, forty cats, & taking them to far away.} **
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