2-22-20-RELATIONSHIPS WITH MEN-GENIUS LADY HAS THEM ALL-PAST REVIEWED

2-21-20-MALE SEES THE NEGATIVITY OF DRUGS

Dreams interpreted for friends

          I knew this amazing lady, whom I envied as she told me all the stories of her relationships with men. It goes on & on, & all her successful affairs.

          (THIS IS ACTUALLY YOU, SEEING BACKWARD REVIEWING THE PAST.  YOU ARE BEING INSPIRED BECAUSE A LONG-TIME AFFAIR WILL SOON MEET ITS VICTORY.)

          I see a scene where I walk through a familiar road in the woods,

(FAMILIAR ROAD IN THE WOODS:  WOODS IS A PLACE SORT OF LIKE ‘NO MAN’S LAND’ OR TRYING TO SORT OUT SOMETHING.  ROAD IS THIS PATH OR SITUATION HAS BEEN TRAVERSED A LOT – MANY TIMES HAVE TRIED TO SORT OUT A PROBLEM, DILEMMA OR SITUATION IN LIFE, CROSSING THIS WOOD OF UNCERTAINTY.)

 it crosses a large hill.  When on top there’s a shack or small building.  My Rottweiler has climbed on top 

          (HILL IN THIS DREAM IS GOLGOTHA, WHERE JESUS WAS CRUCIFIED.  THIS WAS A HARSH & TRYING SITUATION WHICH YOU WERE TRYING TO RESOLVE.)

somehow, & now, coming down, like a monkey, holds on to a vine & lets himself down.  It’s right on the corner.

(“I AM THE VINE, YOU ARE THE BRANCHES” JESUS SAID—THIS WAS GOD TALKING.  ROTTWEILER, DOGS ARE USUALLY AN INNER SENSE.  THE ROTTY IS BLACK, THIS WAS A DEPRESSING SITUATION & ONE WITHOUT A SOLUTION {BLACK BEING THE UNKNOWN AS WELL AS DEPRESSING}.

BUT YOU HELD ON TO THE VINE THAT MEANS GOD & YOU GOT DOWN FROM A DIFFICULT PLACE.

CORNER MEANS “CROSS” OR A PLACE ONE IS TRAPPED.  YOU COULD NOT GET OUT OF THIS PLACE BUT WITH THE HELP OF GOD.)

          I’m curious about the vine.  I look up, it’s a full good story high, like 10 or 12’—not a place you want to jump down from.  I pull on the vine to check its strength – no good – because it comes off immediately.  All that held it was a small natural hook.  It could hold the weight of the Rotty who in this dream seems lighter than real life – but never my weight.  I think ‘where do I put the vine now?’

(YOU SEE CLEARLY THAT THIS SITUATION COULD NOT HOLD ‘THE WEIGHT OF YOUR FLESH.’ OR IN OTHER WORDS, NOT THE FLESH, BUT THE SPIRIT OR INNER SELF COULD HAVE SOLVED THIS DILEMMA.  THERE WAS NO LOGIC OR HUMAN SOLUTION THAT COULD SOLVE IT.

BUT YOU DID GET FREE OF THE SITUATION.  YOU NO LONGER NEED THE HELP OF ‘THE VINE,’ – WHICH YOU CANNOT GET BACK UP THERE & HOOK IT UP AGAIN, YOU NO LONGER NEED THIS HELP OR GRACE BECAUSE IT’S DONE ITS WORK.  YOU TOSS IT OR LET IT GO WHERE THE GRACE/VINE CONTINUES TO FLOURISH OVER THE BANK.)

  So I just toss it over the bank.  The road apparently has a steep bank at least over one side.

          Then in front of the shack I see what looks like a sweater I used to own, with other clothing under it, but it’s been here a long time – all winter.  The clothes are covered with leaves & dirt, most of them would be beyond repair—it’s like I left a whole bag of clothes out of the bag.  But the sweater is beautiful, light blue, with thick ribbing & the collar is v-shaped with wide bands on either side converging into a V.  I believe I can have this washed & use it again.

          (THIS SWEATER & THE OTHER CLOTHING REPRESENT SOMETHING LOST OR LEFT BEHIND – IT IS THE VERY SITUATION THAT WAS A DILEMMA – IT WAS A RELATIONSHIP WITH A MALE THAT PROVED IMPOSSIBLE TO SOLVE.

          YOU LEFT HIM BEHIND ‘FOR THE WINTER’.  IN OTHER WORDS, LIKE A TREE THAT SLEEPS IN WINTER, YOU PUT IT IN SUSPENSION.  THE TREE IN WINTER SLEEP DOES NOT FEEL THE FREEZING COLD & RAIN, THE SNOW, THE WIND.  THIS SWEATER IS YOUR RELATIONSHIP THAT YOU SUSPENDED.  YOU EVEN FORGOT ABOUT IT, PUT IT OUT OF YOUR MIND, LIKE THE TREE THAT FORGETS TO SPROUT LEAVES & SEEDS.

          BUT THE SWEATER, LIKE THE RELATIONSHIP, IS BEAUTIFUL.  THE PASTEL BLUE IS LIKE SPRING.  THE COLLAR BEING A ‘V’ IS VICTORY.  YOU HAVE WON.

          FIRST, YOU THROUGH YOUR INNER SENSE, GOT OFF THE SHACK WITHOUT THE NEED TO ‘JUMP’ & HURT YOURSELF.  THE JUMP REFERS TO WHEN THEY SAY ‘I HAD TO JUMP THROUGH HOOPS FOR HIM’ OR ‘WHEN HE SAYS JUMP I SAY HOW HIGH.’  IT MEANS HE HAD YOU AT HIS MERCY.  NOTICE THAT THIS IS THE HILL OF GOLGOTHA WHERE JESUS WAS CRUCIFIED, & THE SHACK REPRESENTS THE CROSS.  YOU GOT OFF THE CROSS WITH GOD’S GRACE.  THE CROSS WAS WHERE THIS MAN PUT YOU – YOU COULD NOT GET OUT OF BEING HURT BY HIM THROUGH THE FLESH.  GOD LED YOU HOW TO GET OFF THE CROSS—{SUSPEND THE RELATIONSHIP}.

          NOW YOU CAN HAVE THE RELATIONSHIP AGAIN BY ‘WASHING’ THE SWEATER WHICH WOULD BE REVIVING THE RELATIONSHIP, IT’S AS GOOD AS NEW.  OTHER ELEMENTS OF THE RELATIONSHIP ARE LEFT BEHIND—THE CLOTHING THAT’S TOO FAR GONE.)

          In the next scene I’m with the lady again & she’s talking.  We’re in a large, rather luxurious room, with soft mint greens & blues, like curtains all over the walls, perhaps windows covered with same to the left, windows like 10’ tall as in a mansion.  There are velvet covered divans, sofas, against the walls.  One of these is on the left & seems to be the current boyfriend of the lady.

          (THIS IS THE LOCATION WHERE YOU USED TO MEET THE LOVER.)

          The lady is to the right on a couch against the wall, & there is a fancy devon to her right where another male has just walked in & is talking in a pronounced way.  He is adamant about something.  It seems he was either left behind or sent away.  He has a foreign accent, is young & handsome, with honey-blonde straight puffy hair framing his face.  He’s facing the lady & complaining loudly about being left behind or something.  It seems he is in need, he’s in a state of poverty.

          I get the feeling he’s connected to that missing blue sweater.

          (INDEED, IT IS ONE & THE SAME.  THE OLD LOVER RETURNS TO YOU, INDIGNANT THAT HE WAS SPURNED, LEFT BEHIND.  HE FINALLY APPRECIATES THE LADY BECAUSE YOU NEVER MISS THE WATER ‘TILL YOUR WELL RUNS DRY.  HIS WELL WET DRY, HE IS EMPTY, HE IS THIRSTY FOR THE WATER OF LIFE.  REMEMBER JESUS & THE WOMAN AT THE WELL, WHEN THE LORD ASKED HER FOR WATER.  SHE WAS SURPRISED AS SHE WAS A SAMARITAN, BUT JESUS TOLD HER IS SHE KNEW WHO HE WAS, SHE WOULD ASK HIM FOR THE ‘WATER OF LIFE.’

THE POVERTY OF THIS EX-BF IS HE WAS LEFT ALONE WITHOUT THE WATER OF LIFE, & HE HAD TO EXPERIENCE IT TO APPRECIATE IT.)

          The current boyfriend of this lady is sitting to the left, wondering what’s going on.  I say something to him in explanation but can’t recall what.

          (DO NOT KNOW WHO THIS CURRENT BF IS SUPPOSED TO BE.  PERHAPS ANOTHER SYMBOL OF THE SAME GUY)

          Then we ask her about the ultra-wealthy guy she used to be with – Rothschild - & she said,

          “Oh, he was the loveliest.”

          (THIS IS BRINGING UP THE PAST, SHOWING A PARRALLEL OR RESEMBLANCE.  YOU SUCCEEDED WITH A RICH MAN WHO LOVED YOU.  THIS LOVER WAS ONCE GOOD TO YOU ALSO, BUT HE BECAME INCREASINGLY ABUSIVE & SELFISH.  YOU COULD NOT FIGURE OUT HOW TO CHANGE OR FIX HIM AS YOU WERE TOO DESPERATE FOR THE TINY LOVE CRUMBS HE GAVE.

  THIS IS SAYING YOU HAVE SUCCEEDED AGAIN.  IT SHOWS YOUR RELATIONSHIPS WITH MEN AS A SERIES OF SUCCESSES.)

          I now see her walking up the street as I stand in front of my building in Brooklyn with her current male.  She is on the side of the street, he’s to her right.  He’s attractive but nothing spectacular, medium tall.  She’s attractive also but not amazing – both are wearing medium level clothes.  They are walking purposefully, not slow or fast, they are not holding hands or making any demonstration, just walking, a few feet between them.

          What amazes me is the way she kept her men for long periods of time, each one of them years.  She has a great track record of success with men.  I wish I could be her.

          (YOU ARE AMAZED AT YOUR OWN SUCCESS IN THE FLESH, THIS PREDICTS SUCCESS WHICH IS NOW REAL ON A METAPHYSICAL LEVEL.  THE GOD-SELF DREAMING THIS DREAM SAYS IT ENVIES YOU.  THAT’S A WAY OF EXPRESSING IT LIKE A JOKE YET NOT A JOKE.  TO EACH PERSON, THEIR LIFE IS SERIOUS, IT’S ALL THEY HAVE.)

  I’m envious of her, so far ahead of me, so much more successful.

         

          MEANING:  THIS WOMAN IS YOU.

          IT WAS THE GRACE OF GOD THAT GOT YOU THAT RICH MAN, & THE SAME GRACE FIXED THIS IMPOSSIBLE UNION WITH THE LATEST ONE.

          BOTH THESE RELATIONSHIP LASTED YEARS.

          WALKING WITH HIM NONCHALANTLY UP TOWARD THE OLD BUILDING IS LIKE IT’S A GIVEN, IT’S TAKEN FOR GRANTED, NO MORE STRUGGLE.

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2-21-20-MALE SEES THE NEGATIVITY OF DRUGS

Dream interpreted for a friend

          I am standing with a male to my right & we see a gruesome scene.  There’s a group of males lying on the pavement.  All of them are in short sleeves & their arms are cut off, mutilated, to different degrees, all from the elbow up, different heights.  They are more or less floundering or squirming on the street.  The entire dream has no color, only black & white.

          I say, ‘this scene comes out of a documentary on the effect of drugs.  This particular scene is one of the ugliest,’ & ‘they had to highlight this worst part.’

          (THIS MALE, WHO HAS BEEN INVOLVED WITH DRUGS, SEES HOW DRUGS HAVE DESTROYED THE ABILITY TO LOVE.

ARMS REPRESENT THE STRENGTH TO LOVE, HANDS THE GIVING OF IT.  WITH ARMS, YOU HOLD A CHILD LOVINGLY, YOU HUG ONE ANOTHER.  WITH HANDS YOU GIVE LOVE.  THESE MEN CAN NO LONGER GIVE BECAUSE DRUGS HAVE CONSUMED THEIR LIVES.)

          To the right is a group of what looks like dead men in robes – the robes have hoods, they are tattered with holes here & there – you can’t even see the bodies of the men, but you know they are in there, lifeless, completely still.

          (HE ALSO SEES HOW DRUGS ERODE ONE’S LIFE, TAKE IT AWAY, SO THERE IS NOTHING LEFT OF THE INDIVIDUAL PERSON, THEY ARE LIKE ZOMBIES OR THE DEAD.  DRUGS ALSO CAUSE PHYSICAL DEATH.

          THE TATTERED ROBES WITH HOODS, HOLES THROUGH THEM, ARE HOW THERE IS NOTHING LEFT OF GRACE OR LIGHT IN THE HUMAN ONCE DRUGS TAKE THEM OVER.)

          The male to my right feels like Dante with Virgil,  (‘the Divine Comedy from Dante Aligheri),Virgil being myself.  His appearance, though, is my good husband.  He’s been through an awakening as to the evil & futility of drugs.  He regrets his use of them.

          (THIS PERSON IS THE LOVER ZAK, WHOSE BEEN A DRUG ADDICT.  HE’S GONE THROUGH AN AWAKENING & CHANGE, LIKE THE GOOD HUSBAND.  HE REGRETS BEING ADDICTED TO DRUGS, HE’S REFORMED.)

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