Three dreams. One shows the results of a huge forgiveness
yesterday. The other shows my lover has
greatly evolved spiritually, he’s leaving his present female & loves me greatly.
I’m in a place where there are two small boys – like 5-6
years old. They seem to be somehow
‘bundled up’ in clothing & their bodies seem ‘round’ like cocoons, the
cloth they are in is soft & medium-dark, many layers.
The family of the boys is all around, we are on a platform
of sorts. I put out my hand to them to
shake – somehow my hand is huge, like a cradle.
But they cannot shake my hand, & I then realize it’s not a Muslim
custom—they are Muslims & restricted in many actions compared to us.
One of the boys says to me,
“I just want to hug you & kiss you.”
Somehow they are not allowed to hug & kiss me, but I
hug them anyway. One of them places his
hand on my left breast. I know it’s the
gesture of an innocent child, but I must take his hand off because someone might
accuse me of a wrong.
Then something happens.
I do a demonstration. I ascend
into the air so high – like 100, 200, 500’.
At that level I come upon a Heavenly or God-made frame for a building,
the frame is made of very thick planks.
This might be like a ‘resting
place’ for me high up here.
Amazingly, several women ascend into the air with me – they
are spiritually advanced. Some of them
go up halfway but can’t go higher & descend.
One woman is interesting – I think I knew her in life,
she’s gleeful to ascend with me high up.
She’s thin, her face & body has creases, not wrinkles, like
striated, I think she wears red, a revealing summer dress. She is beaming with joy that she could ascend
with me, but then she sinks back down after about 300’—but I was impressed that
these women rose into the Heavenly realms with me. It’s the first time in my life I’ve had such
an incident – never had anyone rise with me before.
I wanted to impress or do this demonstration for the Muslim
family, but unfortunately, when I come back down – they are all gone. They might not have seen me ascend at
all. I wanted to show them my spiritual
power.
MEANING: This is a
result of the prayers I did last night.
One of my friends hurt me & made me angry. I was saying the law of karma will get her
back.
Then I decided to forgive her. I didn’t feel like it but I said a righteous
prayer that should be remembered:
“It is my will that the person who hurt me will be
forgiven, as if she never hurt me at all.
I want no punishment or bad karma to come against her because of
me. Count her ‘no guilty.’
I then proceeded as I do periodically to forgive
anyone/everyone who ever hurt me & added to that I accept from anyone I
ever hurt their forgiveness.”
I repeated this prayer many times before I fell asleep,
& this is the result. There was
reconciliation with people – sharing of love, the blocks of unforgiveness being
removed.
The Muslims I have no idea who they are—my hand extended to
them like a cradle is the CRADLE OF LOVE & these two guys FEEL LOVE FOR ME
LIKE SONS FOR THEIR MOM—they might be former disciples.
The
females, the main one could have been the one I forgave. She rose up with me partway – she has
suffered greatly in the last ten years & it’s brought her much closer to
God. If this is her, my prayer made her
extremely happy.
What was the huge-beamed foundation high up in the
sky? Perhaps my home that God has
started to build. Since only these
planks were up this might be a sign saying I do have some time left to
live. I’m not always certain as I’ve had
heart trouble & been sick lately – always think death could be around the
corner when I’m sick – so God might be reassuring me.
……………………………………………………….
5-30-20-GLAM-BOY PERRY IN
LOVE WITH ME
I was sitting some place with my bare legs up on
something, doing something with
them—don’t know what, when this super handsome, sexy muscular boy Perry comes
up to me out of nowhere, from the right side, & he is madly attracted to
me.
*(PERRY: This
glamorous boy has always rejected me – have known him for years. For him to suddenly change his mind &
desire me like this is simply an indication of the lover coming to his
senses.)*
This takes me by surprise as he’s never liked me before
& rejects me when I try to get friendly.
He embraces & kisses me numerous times, it gets more
& more intimate. He has some sort of
black hair growing on is it his legs?
That is so thick, it’s like curly fur, long, curls on the end, sleek
& shiny, & I have the exact same hair on my legs he takes note. He says something about it & I say,
*(THICK BLACK CURLY HAIR ON LEGS: This is a great & sure sign of spiritual
growth {the hair} with mystical ability to travel or get some through energy or
metaphysical. LEGS mean the strength of
that, hair would mean the extra growth there or evolution. This is extreme growth – part of it is 6”
long & as thick & glossy as fur, jet black.
This hair shows an amazing increase in lover’s spiritual
growth—he’s become like me, that is why in the other dream he appears as my son
& devoted disciple. He has merged
into me, I into him the way the new disciple, Shiva, says he wants to merge
with me. {This happens with gurus &
their disciples.})*
“But I don’t have that type hair on my vagina any more –
half of it has turned grey.”
*(NO MORE ON VAGINA:
No more sex or I’ve been celibate.)*
We go back to kissing & there are some special kind of
kisses I give him on his face, like licking his face a certain way, which
finally the public notices, & when they do, they interfere. People don’t want him to be with me, like
it’s outrageous or a scandal.
*(SCANDAL: Not sure
if this is the past, how they bothered him, or the present if he’s telling
anyone about me. It’s in their minds for
sure.)*
Can’t recall what happens except we did not like their
attitude.
…………………………………………………………
5-29-20-NEW DISCIPLE-SON
STRUGGLES TO LEAVE A FEMALE
I first thought this was about my new disciple who appears
often as a nice guy with black glasses {he’s newly devoted to me as a spiritual
son, you might say ‘obsessed’ in a good way} - & I was unable to type it
out, but am recording it now as it’s about my lover.
*(SPIRITUAL SON:
This is your lover in the persona of this new disciple, who is devoted,
to show that the lover now realizes he is your spiritual son, you his mother,
& something will happen today to indicate he wants to come to you soon—you
are not aware of this event at the time of dreaming, it’s psychic.)*
I see this man with the black rimmed glasses & he’s
living in my bedroom at the old farm house.
I see a silver vase with plants in the window, sort of tucked into the
curtains; I see & feel the familiarity of that home.
The vase might mean something. It’s in the shape of a V, thin, I had not attended
to it for a long time & felt what was in it might be dead for lack of
water. It’s kind of attached to the
‘curtain,’ not standing by itself, in the front window. Inside are like soft thick-leafed plants,
don’t know what kind.
*(THE VASE: You bet
it’s significant. The V shape first of
all is
V: for ‘VICTORY.’ Second, it’s position
IN THE WINDOW: This
is a ‘window of opportunity’ which means an improvement, a chance or change for
something better, it ends a previous relationship, here shown as ‘Gina’ &
him, & will begin yours.
A CURTAIN, ATTACHED TO:
In between two curtains, attached, this opportunity or chance is
attached or connected– curtains, it signifies the end of this other
relationship, as when a play, an act, a show is over, it’s ‘curtains.’ When someone leaves you it’s ‘curtains.
GINA: Was a model
who was demon-possessed & also mentally ill. I did exorcisms & removed her demons, but
could not help with the mental illness.
I think she went crazy from having abortions every year.
This model represents his relationship which this dream
says he’s leaving. Why, could be
anyone’s guess. Is she like Gina? Was she, is she crazy, possessed? Is she pregnant & wants an abortion?
The vase being SILVER is a sign of the permanent
relationship of myself & lover.
The fact that it’s still filled with WATER, the PLANTS are
alive, means the permanent relationship is still going to be, the water is life
or grace, the plants are also the life of the two people in the affair – him
& me.)*
There’s
a bed here covered with a black satin sheet with dust & tiny debri on
it. ‘Gina’ - who lives here with that male – he’s leaving - tries to make him
stay, but this guy I watch him getting into his car below the window – it’s
black, & he says to her,
*(GUY
LEAVING: is your lover leaving the other
lady.
He
removed some of her details off social media today.
BLACK
CAR: Funeral car, end of the
relationship.
BED
WITH BLACK SHEET: End of their sex life,
either already ended or is ending now.)*
“I have to go to work.”
*(HAVE TO GO TO WORK:
My inner sense was this was an excuse, he wanted to leave & used
work as his reason. But he might not
come back.)*
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