Purgatory & Satan's Gospel

 

9-18-23    Visit to Purgatory last night & the Gospel of Satan

 

Trying times during the night – visit to Purgatory.  Now I know for sure when I dream of empty, restricted places that are like prisons; fenced in, limited, constrained, it’s Purgatory.  And by me going there & fighting to get out I am working to release the Poor Souls there.  This will be abridged as I have other work to do.

I’m in a city & everything seems alright until I go down this lonely street, empty, & appear on a street where every building is exactly the same, with fire escapes & a totally empty street & it is night, but I can see.  There is something ominous about this – the sameness of the buildings, the emptiness, & a sense that it’s closed in although I am outside.  I feel afraid & hurry back to the street I came from.

But when I come to the end of this street, thinking I’ll be free, back in the city, instead I’m in a YARD that is enclosed by strong wire fencing, high up, maybe 10’, & I see no way out except to climb.  But at the side I wish to climb on I see they have put a wire fence on top of it that has no openings, it’s so tightly knit you cannot put your fingers into anything.

In spite of this, I leap up, & then I see on top is a circular scheme of barbed wire, about a foot tall, with those huge kind of barbs you see on prison walls.  IN SPITE of that, I leap up & I’m past the fence.

However I meet a couple people I met earlier, a male & a female.  The male wants to RISE UP & I permit him to latch onto me, but he is SO HEAVY he pulls me down.  I tell him to let go, I  need to rise up, & I do rise up to tall buildings.  Then the female does the same & I must tell her also to let go as I rise up. 

          {These people are Souls in Purgatory who are TOO HEAVY in spirit to rise up to a higher level – I cannot take them to a higher place or Heaven yet, they must let go & let my soul rise up, which they do.  Remember the analogy in the Egyptian ‘Book of the Dead’ where your soul must be as light as the lightest feather or you cannot enter heaven:

 

“Maat’s feather is one of the most common Egyptian symbols used in hieroglyphics. The goddess Maat represented justice in Egyptian culture and the Ma’at feather can be seen in the context of “ensuring justice” in ancient inscriptions. This is because the ancient Egyptians believed that one’s heart would be weighed against the Maat Feather in the Hall of Two Truths when one’s soul entered Duat. If his heart was found equal or lighter than this it would mean that he was a virtuous person and he would go to Aaru (paradise ruled by Osiris). If not, then his heart would be eaten by Ammit, the goddess who ate the soul and he would be cursed to remain in the Underworld forever.}”

 

There was more – about my needing a place to stay & having trouble finding my nice, cheap but good motel.  I’ve been there many times in dreams – now I realize these were all about Purgatory.  It’s a hotel where my room is plain, simple, only WHAT I NEED & nothing else!  It’s a good location, good building, & the mgt. know me – they give me the room for $8!  I love going there, it’s a resort – I hate expensive places & I have my sights on finding this place again, although having a bit of trouble.

The trouble is I’ve lost my vehicle.  A taxi can get me there if I recall the name of the place, but alas, I am confused.  Is it this or that?  I keep repeating & am not sure. 

{Meaning:  This is my struggle to assist Souls in Purgatory. Why do I need a room for myself?  It’s probably where I will take the Souls to minister to them; I certainly don’t need to personally stay in Purgatory.  When I have a PLACE probably means I give them hospitality & Grace, but am having some trouble delivering.}

  

also  ‘The Gospel of Satan’ – Prosperity Preachers

 

          Rasa’s comments on this video of Costi Hinn {nephew of Benny Hinn who protests against Prosperity Preachers} “More than a Healer”         

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TYhOltiyhxA

 

          The Gospel of Satan:

That is the gospel of Benny & his prosperity preachers. "I will give you all the Kingdoms of the world & their glory, if you will bow down & worship me" - It was the last temptation to Jesus after several others {turn stones into bread, jump off the pinnacle of the Temple, lol - foolish tests}........These men & women are riveted on the world & its glory, which is the Broad Highway to Hell. Do they think life on earth is eternal? What will they say after the moment of death when they face God as a JUDGE instead of a FRIEND? They will be TERRIFIED, MORTIFIED, FRIGHTENED by the GOODNESS, THE MAJESTY, the BRILLIANCE of God, they will want to ESCAPE the VISION OF GOD & run into Hell & hide where they cannot see what they forfeited, lost, & trivialized. Indeed, God was IMPORTANT to them but only as a VEHICLE to USE for their enrichment. God was not someone to humble oneself, accept his/her Will, bow down, become empty, 'Put first the Kingdom of God & everything shall be added unto you.' For them it was 'Put first the love of money & use God to get it. Do whatever it takes to lure the masses into giving. Use the gimmick of the 'slain in the spirit,' but not God's spirit, HYPNOSIS, & lure them in. Snake oil for sale, chop the head off the rattlesnake & say IT'S IN THE ELIXIR WE ARE SELLING, except IT AIN'T THERE!

 

Jesus did NOT say, 'Get into our Rolls Royce & follow me,' lol, He said 'Take up your Cross & follow me!' What is the Cross? Hardship, pain & suffering, disappointment, broken Heart, Tragedy, dishonor, unfair treatment, sorrow, illness, loss & our daily struggles. Every day here on earth is little crosses, then once in a while, a Big Cross appears. How we handle the crosses & Big Cross God will see the quality & quantity of our LOVE. If we react with anger & bitterness, moaning & groaning, 'Why me, why me - God isn't fair!' then that isn't love. I know a lady I tried to help but she blocks God. She told me when being a child her alcoholic Dad abused her & no one cared. Where was God? And she still hates God & won't let God into her heart. That means she has forfeited ALL THE GOOD that God brings to her, & she has children! She cannot bring good to them as she blocks God! I warned her she will not enter Heaven this way & am still waiting for her to open the way for Grace to enter.

 

I love the lady that stood up {finally a woman!--yes there was a little girl too} & said she was unsettled & uncomfortable when recently she was very ill, & the church people prayed for her healing. Should not the prayers be directed toward God's Will? Isn't Heaven our home? She is asking why are we forever asking for healing, healing, should we not ask for God's Will? What if God doesn't want us healed, what if God wants to take us to Heaven? Should we not help the sick person prepare for that?

 

OK so we are so concerned about people. But remember - We are one of the species of animals. We are 'the Naked Ape.' How about caring about animals, praying for them, caring about wild animals? I do my charity by feeding wild animals. I have many species from the woods , coming to me, day & night, to my back yard – from bees to bears, coyotes, porcupines, possums, fox, deer, raccoons galore, skunks, coyote, etc. I buy food & cook for them each day – dog food, noodles & rice in chicken broth, cookies, brown sugar, etc.  Other animals also have needs, stop being so selfish & care only about this species. Humans are SO SELFISH.  First is me, me me, then my family {my blood} then if at all, they might mention others.  Care about others & God will take care of you. Buddhist daily pray for ALL SENTIENT BEINGS. 

I am no longer a 'Catholic' literally, I am ecumenical. However, they have GOOD TEACHINGS ON SUFFERING. I bought a set of tapes from Ven. Fulton J. Sheen on the Utility of Suffering, & I sent it to Joni Erickson Tada. She sent me a thank you letter. This was like 45 years ago. I'd seen her on the Billy Graham show. And she has endured.

 Also from Ven Bishop Fulton J Sheen: "God whispers to us in our pleasures, & shouts to us in our pain - Pain is the megaphone of God." When do people turn to God, when they are 'having fun?" No, when they are suffering, when tragedy strikes, when a loved one dies or gets very sick, when an accident happens. People just take life for granted when all is well & they turn to God when all is not. And so, God would be ignored if we were always happy, right? And so, pain seems to be necessary for us to remember THERE IS A GOOD & I NEED HER! May I remind people to PRAY DAILY, not just when hardship strikes!

 Healing for the soul is the main healing. The people I have met as I ministered {mostly} WANT HEALING - PHYSICAL THINGS. I had to tell them "Remember you can pray for spiritual things, such as VIRTUE, getting closer to God, loving God more. I had to TELL THEM before they asked for spiritual things. They don't THINK about spiritual things enough, their minds are on the world & flesh. Broad Highway to Hell. 

Costi mentions how Jesus did not always want to heal, heal, heal, & that for everyone. One time out of a huge crowd He only healed one man. Another time He'd done many healings in a place & they clamored for more, but he told his disciples to push off in the water to another town where He wanted to PREACH. People greedy to get their physical healings & miracles, but not greedy to be taught, to learn morality, theology. Always on the lower level - Get with it, people, it's not all about the flesh. Anne Catherine Emmerich {one of the world's greatest mystics, visionaries} explained how she saw two men run up to Jesus while He was traveling & pled for healing. But Jesus knew they only wanted to get healed so they could continue sinning, & He refused. By no means did Jesus heal everyone. And God does not heal all of us all the time. A lot of times sickness & sorrow, tragedy & pain, bring us closer to God. If you would pray every day, for everyone, all beings, animals included, you would fill up your spiritual bank account with much credit, & then in time of trouble it's more likely your prayers will be heard. 

"Touch not the Lord's Anointed" lol. Those prosperity preachers ARE NOT ANOINTED. God cannot, will not, give her Gifts, Anointings to those who are full of themselves, egomaniacs, lovers of luxury & status. There is NO ROOM in their Hearts & Minds! Where will God put her Gifts? No room, lol. They are BLOCKING God by their actions. Touch them all you want, they are Satan’s.

 Very good teaching on YOU CANNOT BUY HEALING - Anyone tells you to give a big donation, more likely you will be healed - No such thing. God decides who & when will be healed. And the quote of Kenneth Copeland saying he will get his treasure on earth? What an idiot! Your treasure will TURN TO DUST & you will have NOTHING. "What profit a man to gain the whole world but forfeits his soul? For what will he exchange for his soul?"

 My opinion re Paradise where lived 'Adam & Eve' was Matriarchy, where women ruled the world with LOVE. Mother is the caregiver, man is not in particular. He was 'designed' to obey the woman, to protect her & the children - but a segment of men WENT AWRY. They became rogue humans, & out of that came Patriarchy, the culture of DEATH - Necrophilia. Matriarchy is the Culture of LIFE - Biophilia. See the discoveries of Anthropologist Marija Gimbutas - who found that in the days of Matriarchy there were no weapons of violence, not even swords. When we worshiped God as Mother, there was Peace, NO WARS, NO VIOLENCE.

 Costi talks about going to the bible & set everything right if it's biblical. Now myself, yes, I believe in the NEW TESTAMENT but the Old Testament is a history of wicked warlords - Patriarchs - that were murderers & thieves. They invented God in their own image & likeness. But the New Testament I'm all for. Jesus & I are One, whatever He says, I do. Or He says don't do - I don't. Always trying to live up to him.

 Pattern of his Uncle - Moments when he 'repents' are THEATRICS. What a Charlatan. Hope he repents before death but to me, I doubt it. There will be no U Haul behind his hearse, lol.

 About sickness coming out of sin, let's get back to the ancient days when even Christians believed in reincarnation & karma. Sickness & suffering may be caused by PAST LIFETIMES, karma of them. What sin has an infant committed? Impossible. It might be past lifetimes. What else could it be? Could be a test for the parents & family. Indeed, all of our life is a TEST OF LOVE. There has to be suffering to be tested! St. Teresa of Avila had a bad carriage accident. She asked God why - I am your friend. And God answered, "I treat all my friends that way" & she said "No wonder you have so few." Lol -- We must pray for all the world daily & also Souls in Purgatory. Many Protestants do believe in Purgatory but they don't always tell you. John Alexander Dowie believed - I prayed & he took me there {I've been there many times, he took me again.} Saint Martin Luther King Jr. on his Feast Day 2 years ago used my office {portal} to get a huge group of his clients out of Purgatory into Heaven. {Saints in Heaven do not directly minister to Purgatory, but we on earth do. They work with us as partners to lift them up. God also allows us humans to help Souls Ascend.}

 The 'health & wealth' gospel is SICK - completely against Jesus - who represented Poverty & Emptiness for the sake of God. "Take up your Cross & follow me." "Sell all you have, give to the poor & follow me." Born in a cave, running for his life from Herod & all the Pharisees - facing all the fakes, phony hypocrites who kill by the letter of the law. I just gave away a household of goods to a family whose house burned down. Had so much stuff no longer needed as I gave up my 2nd residence {apt}, all that stuff cluttering up my house. I gave them the BEST I had, not the left overs, & GLAD of it. Felt so good. And still going through all my stuff to give to the thrift place. Get empty, get clean, then get happy with God. God is ALL.

 One last thing & I might be done, lol. What about the Gnostic Gospels? There are many: Mary Magdalene, Peter, Thomas - others. Why limit yourself to the books chosen by a group of men, excluding all the others? God has no limitation, only humans do. In fact, why not read 'Book of the Dead' from Egypt? You could learn something. Why not Protestants study Catholics & vice versa? I believe in tenets from both, & reject other dogmas from each. I choose what I believe, men don't choose for me. God is Infinite. Each religion is an ATTEMPT to reach that which we cannot, will not ever understand. Open your mind, stretch out, see what you can find out there.