Holy Mary Speaks to me!

 

6-6-24 Holy Virgin Mary Speaks to me!  She’s in charge of my work!

 

OMG! This happens rarely – She has not appeared to me in at least 20 years, dream or vision.  This is serious.

I go to a place where people gather to help the community.  Have not been to such a place since forever.  But there is a lull in my life or I’m bored or something, so I just go – only to observe, nothing else.  I know no one there, am not even serious about joining, just want to see.

The building is large, extended & modern. All the rooms have giant picture windows, like they start 4’ off the floor & extend to the ceiling, & on one side – the right – they cover the entire wall & that, in all the rooms.

I sit down at an extended table, looking to my left, the front of the room where I came in & seeing there are about 36 people in the room, of all types, male & female, dressed in many ways, some casual, some more business like.

People are standing, some sitting, some at the long table I am at, some on the sides,– all kinds people.

I speak to no one nor do I plan to but a lady sits on my left & begins speaking to me  She’s wearing a  white dress, has longish coiffed medium brown hair, is maybe 40 or so, tall & thin.

As she engages me in conversation she shows me art that these amateurs here have created – on the walls.  I am not impressed.  It’s not skilled at all.  I wouldn’t hang it in my house.  There’s one to my right close by which is sort of a series of a few people, so garish with terrible bright colors, so insensitive & awful, a black background – this is a cartoon. I suppose it was the best they could do.

I recall a series of paintings a while back, well done, sensitive, skillful, before I stopped making pictures - Beautiful backgrounds, real art.  I gave this series to a lady, don’t have it any more. If I got hold of this I could present it to this lady as an offering here, & to show her what I’m capable of.  What they have here is so bad its offensive.

The lady keeps talking to me but I am unresponsive in that I am worn out, tired & sleepy.  She tries hard, then she goes to this board on the wall & there are two things she shows me.  The first I don’t recall, but the second is a picture, framed, about an 8” x 10”.  She removed a plain cardboard from the front of it – it was also posted on the wall, the picture placed INWARD so no one could see it.  So she turns it around, removes the cardboard & shows it to me.

It’s a photo of HER, in her white dress & hairdo as I described.  The background is dark but sensitive, a landscape with many details.  And I see or sense Light around & behind her head.

Then the shock or surprise.  She goes to the head of the long table where we sit & sits - begins a meeting.  She is the HEAD of this organization & I DID NOT give her my attention!  And she wanted it for some reason!

First she’s to the left then she appears to the right & she’s holding cutout tiny images of people – the folks here, just about 4 or 5” tall.  She sifts through them & calls upon a woman to the left, standing, in plain clothes & loose pants, sort of off-green, & she asks abut her vote.  They had all voted ‘yes’ to something, now she asks if anyone has changed their vote & it seems she might have.  She asks her, slightly concerned, & the female shuffles, but then she said she DID NOT change her vote – it’s still yes. There was a misunderstanding that she had.  That’s a relief as we’re all ONE here I surmise, although I don’t seem to understand, see what’s going on, nor have I participated, but here comes the second surprise.

Before that, someone appears next to me on the left – a man.  And with him, a girl who’s running around here & there – a child – dressed in blue.  I don’t communicate with her, just the man, who’s close to me & we look at each other a lot.  She’s so small when I see her running here & there, at times, she seems to be a foot & a half tall.

The man has a good face – simple, straightforward, his features even, but not totally clear to me.

And when he & the girl appear, I think,

“Everyone thought I was alone, but now they see I have a support team.”

Then, there’s a stranger man, large, sitting in front of me by the window but at that moment, I thought was my associate & I ‘let the cat out of the bag’ in front of him without meaning to, as I thought my friend was sitting there.

I’m bending forward with some sort of bag in my hand, by the window & I say,

“So this entire building will belong to me.”

As I say it I am SHOCKED as I DID NOT KNOW it was going to belong to me but the revelation appears this way.

The building & all that is in it is extremely valuable - And what goes on inside the building seems to be a part of it – the activism, those who help humanity.

Now I want to show my male friend the SPECIAL ROOM from which there’s a huge vision of what goes on outside, that is deeply meaningful.  I bid him to follow me.

Before that occurred, he, the small girl & I both look for the room that has washing facilities as our hands seem to be dirty or sticky.  We do find a ‘utility room’ with a big old fashioned faucet {copper, large}, & we all wash our hands.  This building has tremendous facilities, all kinds of rooms that we’ve not even explored yet!  We only see the fringes of where people meet so far.  I can’t wait to see what else is here which will come later I imagine.

I take my male friend on the tour of seeking the room I have seen, but not sure of the way – it’s like a maze.  First, I lead him to the outside/back, which is not the place, it has a part where you can walk up on the side of the building – all white – but this doesn’t even have a banister, & it’s narrow.  I go back.

Right by this I do find the room, somewhat elevated, & bring the man here.  It’s a large room with huge windows as are all the others but the view!  I sit down on a seat facing 15’ of picture windows, he’s near.  And I say,

“Look!”

There in front of us is a large LAKE, & on the other side of the lake there are many people, all ages, male & female, with scanty clothes in & out of the water.  I see someone in a red bikini.  It’s warm & they are having a wonderful time, & I can sit here & enjoy the view every day – this might become my office!

Beyond the narrow beach there are tall evergreens, very thick. What strikes me as I analyze this is I only saw the lake & the other side, not this side.  The people were mostly to the left, I see none to the right.  It’s a super happy vision.  I had something to do with this or will, it’s like my work. 

I was fantasizing lately about filling my land with happy campers – Mom’s & their kids – on the river, near the little pond, all over the woods, even in my 3 acre back yard.  And we are Gaia Scouts or Wiccans, worshipping Mother God through nature.  I have so much beautiful land & opportunity!  And I was thinking poor children need to spend most of the warm months outside, not as much indoor learning but bushcraft, outside fire cooking, building shelters, collecting herbs – learning to swim – that sort of thing.  In the cold months there’s more time inside, not drudgery {as our spirits will be high even when we do mundane work like cleaning.} It includes stuff like dancing, indoor exercise & games.  And for hardly souls we’ll see if they can do winter camping!  If we have warm shelters with stoves it’s possible.  What a wonderful life children with their Mom’s can have!  {end}

MEANING:

         *{This is incredible & I credit the dream to my listening to Ven. Mary of Agreda’s Mystical City of God each day.

In it is the life of Our Holy Mother & now I’m once again connecting with her, which I’ve not done for a long time –being intimate. She comes to me through this book – WOW – wants me to pay attention I’M NOT, not AWARE, or sort of ‘comatose’ or half asleep to the message She brings me – to Her.  I have become spiritually groggy & distracted by the things of the world & its activities!

So you see, I say I have NEVER EVEN BEEN HERE means I have not visited, in consciousness, such an elevated place or Vision!

She tries to reach me but for a while, She can’t – I did not connect.  She then shows me an image of Herself – which is hidden to the outside world & I know She is Holy. One must be in an Interior State to see or appreciate this - & I wasn’t!  It took me some time to snap myself into place. The white dress is purity, the Light from Her head is Holiness, & the dark background with great details is the suffering of herself as explained by Ven. Mary of Agreda. The book is not only informative but in its production, great literature & art, & likewise the audio version, which has actors speaking the various parts both male & female, with echo chambers, & even little Jesus’ words are read by a boy actor!

Finally I realize or SEE Holy Mary as the Chief & Leader of this work when she sits down to preside.  And She was trying to reach ME & She is so important while I’m not! - Which is so astounding.

Mystery solved:  Who is that little lady where Mother Mary is holding the tiny paper images in her hand, & she comes up as one we’re uncertain of, but she comes forward & says she did not change her mind  she voted YES, she’s still with us.  Who is this?  It’s Freyja Derrickson!  I’m so happy.  This says our thinking she might have departed from our Cause & friendship was a misunderstanding!  Whoopee – God told me ‘Don’t give up on her’ so this is also confirmation.

Who are the 36 people here?  I suppose they are supporters although I’m not aware of them, all kinds people. It’s quality, not quantity.

Now who is the male associate & the girl running around?  The man must be Pete – who else could it be?  He is my biggest helper.  And the girl is my flesh.  She’s LITTLE due to obedience & humility.  Yes, my flesh obeys God.

And who is speaking, the dreamer?  The God Self, who sees my flesh as a little twerp!

Why do we all 3 go to an inner room & wash our hands?  It’s an old style, big & strong copper faucet.  This is us cleansing ourselves – similar to God telling Moses to take off his shoes as he was on hallowed ground.  Before we can see this vision we must cleanse ourselves, or have clean hands devoid of sin. The faucet of semi-precious metal is the Grace of the Holy Spirit preparing us from the inside out.

Now a revelation appears unexpectedly.  I had no idea this was about me & my ministry, that Our Holy Mother was in charge of it, leading me, & whoever else was with us.  I blurt it out that this place will belong to me & see it as I say it.

Who is the man who’s a stranger?  This might be an associate who is with us but I’m not close to him – not part of the ‘inner circle.’  It could be Steve.

After that, I lead my friend to see the vision, which at first, I don’t get to but then I make it.  And what is the vision?

It is SAVING SOULS.  Are they souls in Purgatory or any kind of souls?  It might be a mix.  The one in red is definitely Purgatory as that denotes suffering.  Is it al kinds of souls we are helping to get to Heaven or all kinds of people, Purgatory & the earth?  Not sure.

What I AM sure of is the lake is Grace; the souls are on THE OTHER SIDE which, because they’re HAPPY, is Heaven.

I see the lake of Grace & they are not on THIS SIDE, which is earth & living, they have arrived in Heaven.  And the EVERGREENS behind their beach are Everlasting life.  Evergreens don’t die – they are green in winter, they mean eternal life.

What is the bad art & the good art I once created no longer have but would like to get it back to present to Our Lady?  It’s that most people including those here, who are friends of God, are mostly in the ‘outside’ of God not in the ‘interior life’ or contemplative state.  You once were, but you’ve lost it.  You want to regain it & present it to Our Holy Lady.  But to be on the outside, with the mind & senses, is garish, amateurish style spirituality.  It’s crass, not something great.

My casual approach to arriving & being here is when I started listening – not taking it seriously.  But then I got drawn in & appreciated the sublimity of it & it tweaked my interior life.  {end}