As if by Itself - the Church is Here!

 

6-10-25 The Church Appears!

 

          I’m looking from a higher elevation at some of my property – a large field, where friends & I had been working. We created a SMALL PLACE like where someone could appear on stage or speak – not sure if it was a platform or what & about 10’ or so facing it, some sort of wall with seating in front of it for about 5-6 people. The whole thing is you might say for one family.  The field, the entire area, is lit up in strong daylight.

Now my friends & I are going about our business doing other things & one day I look over there & people have settled into the seats & there’s someone on the stage, & they’re holding a religious gathering.

          Prior to that I was sitting at a table elsewhere & there was an older woman near me to my right dressed in pink. She’s thin with brown hair to her shoulders. I have on a maybe pink jacket with a pocket on the left filled with a large stack of CARDS which are like business cards – some are black & white print, some are color pictures. The lady wants to EXAMINE me, like what am I about, so she takes that stack of cards, which identify me somewhat, & what grabs her eye is an image of Our Holy Mother in medium dark blue robes. She says,

“What is this?’

like she OBJECTS, so I assume she must be Protestant, but I don’t pay any mind to this.

Again, I am in a higher elevation looking at this gathering with my friends who helped build it. The people down there don’t know this is MY PROPERTY & I ask the friends, quietly, secretly,

“Shall I tell them it’s my property?”

But I’m shy about this, it might SCARE THEM AWAY & I want them to stay there - do what they’re doing. In fact, that’s why we built the place, hoping folks would come to start the Church - & THERE THEY ARE without us doing anything except preparing the spot!

So I go down there & stand among them, & now another 1 or 2 people come, so there aren’t enough chairs. My house is ABOVE this place, I quickly go there for chairs but don’t want them to SEE that it’s out of my house this is coming – so afraid they’ll know it’s ME who provided this & scare them away. But maybe they won’t notice it came out of my house.

I bring 2 chairs – they’re the old ones I left behind in my apt. The backs of these are straight, painted off-white, they’re rustic chairs, don’t go with what is already there but it’s urgent, people need seats. So when I put these chairs down its enough seating – I see a young lady {full bodied short, plain clothes} with black-rimmed glasses sit down in one as soon as I place it. The meeting continues. I’m just an anonymous person within this.

Then it changes – it expands.

It’s kind of still outdoors yet indoors.

Here is an elevated stage & the wall behind it is painted a strong darkish green. And the audience is standing. And behind the audience is the same kind of wall. Reminds me of when I moved into the B’klyn apt when I was 16 & painted my bedroom a “Hunter green’ & it had elegant wood décor which I painted GOLD. {It was beautiful – I made the floor a glossy light green.}

And I’m standing with the audience looking up at the choir – they’re all standing close together as are those in the audience, & we’re all singing. The lead singer who apparently has the best voice is a MALE - & this surprises me that we have MEN in our Church, as it’s the New Religion for Women! He’s young – could be 20 – with straight lightish hair of an off color like in between light brown & gray, plain face.

I try to sing along but don’t know the words – so I just make sounds for the melody, & here we are. Our numbers have increased drastically, I’d say the total people here is close to 100 – & I DON’T EVEN KNOW HOW THIS CAME ABOUT – I did nothing!

The message here is my friends & I just simply made a small place for a Church - & the people came without even know who this belongs to – whose property. The Church started & increased quickly & us friends are amazed & joyful – but how did it come about?

MEANING:

*{ME: As usual Mother God, I’m baffled. The only thing that’s been happening lately is articles have appeared on the internet I didn’t expect - & they’re talking about my life, all sorts of things, & people are responding – some interested, & my religion & ‘cult’ some call it is discussed. A couple women said they liked the idea of the Matriarchy.

Is that what this is about? Is the young man with the best voice Pete? Lol who else could it be? And when I provided that new chair the lady with the black rimmed glasses, could this be Freyja coming back? I’ve not heard from her but maybe her mind is on this.

First it’s a tiny gathering, that’s when Freyja appears – or DID. Me providing the chair is I gave her a SEAT in our Matriarchy, one of our members. Her glasses show DESK WORK or lots of close writing & study –& the black rims could be saying ‘serious work’ – as these type glasses were worn by Professors in the 30’s. And Freyja with her advanced studies might be a Professor today. And of everyone I had at the time – she was the most brilliant, a GENIUS. Then it segues into much bigger with the green walls. A rich green like this shows ‘earthly life.’ Singing is speaking or writing – words.

[And this reminder of how I painted my room when I was 16 was a brand new beginning – I felt like a million dollars as I had escaped Mommy Fearest & was finally FREE to pursue my dignity & happiness. And I was relatively free as Dad didn’t dominate me too much, I felt independent, having my own room I could decorate any way I wished – all that. It was a great feeling of a NEW BEGINNING – so the green walls Church is a NEW BEGINNING, new life. And here OTHER PEOPLE built it or made it, not me. So is this the new people on the internet including the guy who is planning to do a book on me?] Am I on track or is it something else Mother God?

MG: I think you’re getting reactions right now that were not expected. It’s your work or ‘property’ meaning work finally getting ATTENTION – Which is the beginning of a Church. First – the tiny area – was you on Face Book. There were so few.

Now the recent articles talk about everything including your Cougar years, the body building, the stripping - It’s all come together like a gathering. You’re here, just reading, not a part of it – you are NOT the words. You’ve done your work, now they react & somehow this is ‘a Church.’ YOU aren’t doing anything – THEY are, so you’re proud & happy the people have come together around your work. Again, about the MAIN young male doing the singing could be the guy who wrote in ‘Plague of Strength.’ That was a good plug. And the choir would be those making COMMENTS while the audience are the readers, including you.

ME: And the Protestant lady who sees the image of Mary in my pocket & objects?

MG: She reminds you of Kathryn Kuhlman. Who could she be? I need time to think. Maybe something will come up on the internet.  {End}