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Enjoy Life More! 3 Good Dreams
Revealing Dreams
(1) Dream says Splurge Once in a While – Go to a
Restaurant – Feel Good About yourself – Stop Suffering, Sacrificing &
Working Nonstop
(2) Next dream says prayers for people brought comfort
to many
(3) Next dream says Souls in Purgatory miss the help
when I fail to say the Holy Mass
Was so busy last days could not write down several dreams –
will do so now starting with one a couple days ago:
Rags or Riches?
I am some place with a male looking upon me – not sure if
he’s a Dad or husband figure, but he’s concerned with my welfare.
I see myself or other women in 3 ways. He is on the
sideline looking on. To the right there’s my sister dressed up in beautiful clothes,
most notably the lace casual shoes I was looking at to buy. Her hair is nicely
done & she is shopping for something – not sure what – maybe entering a
restaurant for a lovely meal.
To the left of me I see bags & bags of groceries,
spread out in a row. Beyond that is a lady before a huge field, maybe a cottage
beyond - Beautiful fields & trees – wide open vista beyond the trees
shading the groceries - A bag to the left on top are cashew nuts. I take one
& eat it & it’s delicious, but someone says,
“That’s Mary Ellen’s food!”
So I withdraw from that.
Then I see my own fare, together with my husband I see a
bag of dry noodles which has been crushed while still in the bag – there aren’t
many left, very dry. I’m looking to gather things for our dinner. There isn’t
much here. But then I see the bottom drawer of the bureau where I keep all
kinds of beans – I notice the multi-beans – all colors - in particular & I
exclaim to him,
“We’ve got plenty of beans! We’ll be able to make a decent
meal.”
As he looks at me I see myself in my gray short robe,
taking care of small kids. I’m weary from all my chores – tired – bedraggled –
my hair stringy, sweat on my brow. I am worn out – a big difference between how
I look & my beautiful sister. I had a thought, earlier in the dream – I
wish I could go to a restaurant & have a filling, delicious meal. {End}
MEANING:
*{I’m needing help with this, Pres. Nixon {he’s still
with me, I asked him to stay.}
President Richard Nixon: This is God telling you to let up
on your sacrifices, go easy on yourself, go out once in a while & have a
good meal. This doesn’t mean just physical pleasure but the joy of chatting
with someone once in a while. You’re suffering too much, thinking of spiritual
children – your physical appearance is how you feel inside. Whereas your SISTER
– which is the practical, pragmatic self is who you could be once in a while.
Dress up {like you do when you shop} – look beautiful & ease up on the
constant pressure.
When God told you long ago, “I want you to quit the
celibacy, go out & have fun” still applies. You are ENLIGHTENED; you have
had more than your share of suffering & it’s done its work – you have
nothing more to prove or attain spiritually. The constant beating up on
yourself ‘do this – do that’ takes its toll on you & I don’t like what I’m
seeing {I’m the Dad or husband - a man who cares about you looking on.}
The gray robe is your MIND: GRAY is brain matter. SWEAT is
EXERTION. The KIDS are in your mind – creatures, persons, you care for. The
SISTER is the other you as described. You do dress up whey you go out to SHOP.
Try going out just to have a decent meal in a restaurant, the constant
abstemious fare is not necessary – lol – symbolized by dry noodles & beans.
I’m connected to you now, so I see & feel you.
ME: While you’re here, Mr. President, tell me what you
think about my breaking up with this former lady friend who’s been looking down
on me all my life. What do you see as the benefits from my no longer speaking to
her? – if any.
PN: It isn’t just her you left behind; You divorced
yourself from a lifelong series of abuses starting with your Mother & all
that she brainwashed. This lady continued that Spirit to this very day, her
work the continuance of your Mommy Fearest. So in fact you cut off that Spirit
of HATE that your Mom projected & all those she influenced, a monumental
split away from great evil.
ME: Who is Mary Ellen & all her groceries? The big
horizon beyond, trees shading the groceries.
PN: You’ve been thinking of having your groceries
delivered. I’m saying NO. The cashews represents NUTS: It wouldn’t be good for
your MIND, your well being. It’s better you go out once in a while, get our own
materials.
You’re wondering why – let’s not get into all that right
now, you have other things to do.
You’re asking about the lace shoes: they’re a symbol of
marriage or some sort of
Effect of New Prayers
Praying in a new way for particular things – for people
who’re suffering from every thing imaginable & I name these things: Anxiety,
depression, confusion, desolation, grief & mourning, loneliness, emptiness,
despair, uncertainty, procrastination, fear, etc. And went into more than that
– it went on a while.
That night I have a dream & there are hundreds of
bankets of all colors folded up & stacked against a high wall the lanket go
about 6’ u to this 10’ wall, & someone observin this says to me,
“Yo comforted all those people.” {End}
MEANING:
*{Blankets are COMFORTERS & comforting.}*
Man Wants Pizza
I was too tired to say the holy Mass for two days in a row
A man appears to me, asking me to get him some pizza He does this twice –
coming back in my dream after a while.
MEANING:
*{Pizza is based on bread. He wants the Bl. Sacrament.
He’s a Soul in Purgatory. They need help every day – they are suffering
greatly, all alone, with hardly anyone ministering to them or helping.
Unfortunately the world’s minds are on the world 24/7, morning to night.}*
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Sunday, 19 October 2025
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I am the MIND of the New Order
http://embodimentofgod.com/college-of-matriarchal-love/i-must-be-the-mind-but-not-the-admin-of-the-new-order/
I am the MIND of the new Order but being the Admin would Interfere with my Work
I was
with people – then I’m by myself in my apt when something shocking happens. A
woman I’ve maybe met before – she has a guzillion friends – is suddenly here –
moved in!
I’m
baffled how this came about. I’m trying to LIVE WITH IT, ADJUST, but wow, is it
difficult. I keep asking,
“How
did you move in here, without permission?”
What
gave her the right?
It
seems she knew people I knew. I see a gaggle of friends. Some seem good, some
kind of wild. I see a man with a swarthy skin like partying – many faces. She
came from them.
She
& her friends heard I had an
EXQUISITE apt with lots of room & most of all, in a CONVENIENT location,
right in the middle of a busy area with access to all that is good – a perfect
place.
She brought
with her several ‘ballet barres’ – the kind on wheels that would usually be
against the wall but you can wheel them out to the studio floor when needed.
She has several of these, all loaded with reams of hanging clothes.
I look
around at my apt. All the couches – I have several – are covered with beautiful
material. I see one with thin glossy cloth with soft light on it; I just sat
down on it & made a crease. There are beautiful rugs on the floor. The
place isn’t HUGE but it’s big, but big enough for two? I don’t even see a
bedroom, I see two living rooms – not sure what else is here but I know there
is, just don’t see it in my vision.
I try
to think how to give her & myself privacy. Do I put a drapery across the
entire wall between the two living rooms & give her one for her living
space?
I see
her face, it’s eager & open, like she’s very bold to just come in here without
an invitation & somehow she expects me to accept her. I think maybe she can
pay rent? Maybe that would help. I’m paying $650 a month here, but it’s worth
double that. I could charge her the $650 & make a profit.
But she
tells me she hasn’t got a job! Then how could she pay? She’d owe me so much
money for being here. And has so much stuff the clutter has destroyed the ambience
& beauty of my apt, & the privacy.
But I
don’t know how to make her leave – what to do about this. I am baffled.
I wake
up & do exorcisms to make her leave, as if she really moved in – but I know
it’s in my mind – so I want to remove her from my mind.
Forgot
another scene. In an extended part of this apt is a light-haired male that’s
been loyal to me for years. He’s like a best friend or even fiancé, but we’ve
never been physical or intimate or even that close – but he’s always been here.
When he
sees this woman here he gets his lady fried to help him move a certain bureau –
a nice one – which he gave me. The two of them are dismantling it & will
haul it away.
I
accuse him of being an ‘Indian giver.’ We talk & negotiate. I tell him what
will I do now, go back to my best friend the lawyer? As we stand there discussing it he might
change his mind.
MEANING:
*{This
is a very telling vision of how your mind would feel if you actually opened up
yourself to a woman / women / & maybe their children, if you create the
Order-Village.
Their
PRESENCE would clutter up your mind to the point of being unbearable!
You
would not EXPECT this but they would INVADE your mind & live RENT FREE.
They would POSSESS or intrude upon you with myriads of problems / issues, &
there’d be no peace, ambience or privacy. You wouldn’t be able to free
yourself!
The light-haired
best friend could be PETE with HIS Guardian Angel giving you a MESSAGE or it could
be two of your Guardian Angels explaining this would interfere with your
writing & production of books. {You would go way back to the past when you COULD
NOT - were UNABLE to write a book! – Your lawyer best friend tried to help you!}
The bureau he’s taking back is where you keep your books! So he’s saying the intrusion
of people entering your life would disturb your mind & kybosh your literacy.
I can
fully understand this because in the last 3 weeks or so I’ve only had DAYS
needed to finish our latest book. But each day something comes up – just even
one problem per day – that I’ve not been able to finish it. A writer needs LOTS
OF TIME / PRIVACY, a clear mind, serenity, peace to write. That we all know –
People who work with their minds have to have a room where no one enters or
even a hut outside where they write in private. Isolation is needed to write –
it consumes one’s entire mind & the mind must be FREE.
This
could be telling me to write the blueprint, but forget about actually RUNNING
/OWNING such a place as this would stop my other work! If I make the blueprint someone with the
talent for the ACTIVE LIFE {at least during g that part of their life-I’ve been
in both states myself} – not a contemplative or writer – could create & run
it – an ADMINISTRATOR – which is not my cup of tea. I’ve had suspicions like
this for a while, but thought I’d push on & make it work. This dream warns
me on the side of how running an Order would affect me. {End}
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