8-31-19-Woman Thou Art God-The New Religion-Installment Eight:

Woman Thou Art God

       Principles of the New Religion

    Woman, thou art God:  If someone tells you to seek God in the east-do not listen.  If they tell you to seek God in the mountains, She is not there.  If they say north or south, don’t bother, for the Realm of the Queen, Her Royal Majesty’s Seat, her Bridal Chamber & Habitat is right there within your heart & soul.

    In order to find her, you are wise to employ the ‘inner senses,’ as all the mystical saints did.  They saw God in visions, heard the voice of God resonating within (both ears & mind), they tasted Her sweetness, they felt Her Presence, they smelled scents of purging & Holy Perfumes.

    You ask, ‘how can I employ the inner senses when I didn’t even know they existed?  I don’t know how to use them.’

    The reason you don’t use the inner senses is because we live in a world of Patriarchy—rule of man.  Give up this rule, renounce it, drop it, the way you do the devil & all his works & all his lies.

    The ‘culture of death’ lives by the personality of the male.  His frontal lobes are asleep – therefore he has no intuition, the faculty of women, whose frontal lobes are awake.  He denigrates & trivializes the abilities of women, including their ESP – he declares them to be either imagination or worse, mental illness – because he can’t do it – it doesn’t exist.

    The human male has made the world according to his brain, it makes sense to his restricted mind.

    But he does not represent the mind of a woman, whose frontal lobes are awake, who has compassion, empathy & intuition.  How can the two of us, male & female – meet on the same page?—We can’t, not when we have separate agendas, the woman wanting to nurture & heal, the  man wanting to exploit, one has to prevail, either nurturer or exploiter, & this world is the latter.

    This somnambulent person does not understand or encourage the extra-sensory powers of a woman.  In Patriarchy our gifts are stifled & obliterated.

    We aren’t groomed to appreciate our gifts from God, aren’t taught much about ‘mystical theology’ although the religious of Patriarchal sects are taught to pray, it’s mostly rote prayers, all approved by men, some are wonderful prayers, but we aren’t told about ‘channeling’ or hearing the voice of God, this activity would be considered suspicious, like Ouija Board business, sorcerers, magicians – because it’s a feminine ability it’s frowned upon like women are frowned upon.

                ABOUT SAINTS

    There are women saints as well as men saints canonized by the Catholic Church, but you must never look to Holy Mary as Goddess, as you are told strictly that He is GOD, but she is a mere mortal (a Holy one to be sure, with ‘Super Dulia’ or great veneration, but she’s eons below Jesus, our God!) 

    Most of the saints experienced the inner senses on a daily basis, & a lot of this was ‘channeling.’  They spoke to God or other saints the way you or I talk to friends or text, they could hear them, these communications were the highlights of their life.

    Why or how did the saints develop the ability to see, hear & sense God?  Most of them had to some degree or other, even the ‘active’ saints, turned their back on ‘the world.’

    If you want to be like them, spend hours a day in prayer, meditation, spiritual reading & contemplation (which is a passive state where you aren’t saying anything or asking, just waiting on God to reveal Herself to you.)  There are all types of ways to pray, petition, thanksgiving & praise of God, there’s prayers of channeling where you ask questions & hope for answers from God, the saints or angels.

    Saintly ALONENESS is a key to conjure inner senses.

    The world DROWNS OUT or OBLITERATES our ability to hear the Inner Voice of God – (within the unconscious)—it is DISTRACTING & confounding or confusing our ability.  

(What is meant by ‘world?’--people, television, gossip, time & space news, here & now concerns.)

I have two anecdotes on that.  The ‘Father’ of monasticism, St. Benedict, had to send monks out to get supplies.  When they came back they were surrounded by the brothers eager to know what was going on outside.

But St. Benedict chided them, saying,

“We came here to get away from the world, do not bring it back to us through gossip.

On a more recent scale, there was a great faith healer, Smith Wigglesworth of England, most active in the 1930’s.  A young disciple named Lester Summeral came to visit him often, carrying a newspaper under his arm.  When Smith opened the door, he grabbed the paper from the arm of the boy & threw it into the bushes, declaring,

“Don’t bring those lies in here!”

I, saw Lester on television talking about this.  I knew about Smith Wigglesworth from the course of Roberts Liardon, a wonderful teacher/minister in California, who taught on the great faith healers called ‘God’s Generals.’  I was eager to know how these Holy Souls acquired faith healing power & found much information from Mr. Liardon.
  
    HOW TO HEAR THE VOICE OF GOD, OR SAINTS OR ANGELS

    To get what is unconscious to become conscious you must SET THE STAGE for it to emerge.

    When your conscious is TOO BUSY it’s like a tangle of briars, bushes & weeds surrounding a pool.  The pool is there, but you can’t SEE it through the vegetation.  Remove the vegetation, & there it is, the Realm of Her Majesty, her Peaceful Land, NOT OF THIS WORLD, a different vibration, WAY MORE SENSITIVE.

    The world cancels our or drowns out this fine vibration, it’s timbre is course, gross.  The MESSAGE of the world is way different than that of the INNER PLANE, the unconscious.  The flesh, the world & the devil present a here & now, physical, believe your eyes, your ears, the news of the day type of information.  This worldly knowledge is that of those who think they are ‘realists—we are logical, we are scientific.’  Everything is judged by the OUTSIDE.

    But the spiritual plane, the unconscious, delves into a Universe of reality that is hidden to the physical realm.  It knows the secrets of men’s hearts, their thoughts, their plans, even their futures.  It can detect liars & deceivers, it can tell what is love or lust, what is a charlatan or a sincere person.  It can tell if someone is on a path of death or life, their karma, bad or good.  It can tell if a person is a bad sinner, even by their SMELL!

    There was a stigmatized monk named Bro. Gino, who later became a priest.  I received material about him from someone in Italy.  Bro. Gino met a man who was evil, but the man declared himself good.  Bro. Gino said,

    “THEN WHY DO YOU SMELL SO HORRIBLE?”

    I have never smelled sins on a person, but obviously, Bro. Gino could.

    If you want to know the INNER SECRETS of life you must spend a lot of time alone & in prayer, & in what is called the INTERIOR LIFE.

    Most people HATE being ‘interior’ or alone.  You’ll hear them wail when they are ‘bored,’ they need outer stimulation all the time.  They must either talk, watch TV, text, go places, always busy, busy, busy.  They think they are doing something, but usually are not.

    I had a disciple of mine, a good man, who told me of his experience in Brazil.  He went there to meet a Holy Lady in a Convent, & she was running a meditation retreat center.

    He just wanted to talk with her, but she told him he must be alone, but had to more or less drag him kicking & screaming to his hut.  He said he was TERRIFIED to be alone, with no people, no TV, no nothing around him.

    It is when we are ALONE that we look in a mirror on the INSIDE & see ourselves & without our EGO we are EMPTY.  This emptiness is something we are NOT USED TO.  The ego gives us a FALSE SECURITY BLANKET, telling us who we are & what we are connected to—which gives us some sort of IDENTITY.

    The ego has a family & friends, a job or vocation, hobbies, interests, opinions & the like.  The ego has a FAKE SELF IMAGE like I am ‘great’ or I am ‘worthless’ or ‘I’m just a normal, average person,’ etc.


    Strip away the ego & you are naked, & just the beginning of this process is TERRIFYING, because then you think WHO AM I?  What do I hold onto?  Where is my security?

    When you strip away everything is the first time you have the CHANCE TO SEE GOD – who is YOU – yourself.

    Remember when Moses asked God in the burning bush,

    “Show me yourself as you are”

    And God said,

    “You cannot see me & live.”

    What was God saying?  You cannot have an ego.  You must be stripped away of every sin, fault or vestige of attachment to people & things.  Then, only then, is the stage set.  God can then, if She wishes, LIFT YOU IN GLORY.    
    
    This process is explained by the great Saint, Mary of Agreda, in her four volume tome, ‘Mystical City of God.’

    Obviously she understood the process & had seen God face to face.

    
    As I keep telling you, Woman, Thou Art God.  But the only way you can truly believe & experience this is if you go through the mystical process called Death to Ego-Self, do as Mary of Agreda explained, & be lifted by God into Glory.

    You will be raised up through the sushumna canal into the Sahasrara – that is the TUNNEL.  On the other side of the tunnel you will see what is given you of ETERNITY / INFINITY, it will be GLORY.  While you perceive this you will also know that you are God, God is you, God is not far away in outer space, that the Creative Power of God is Love, & you are pure & perfect Love.  You & God are one thing at the core.  You came from God, God is still within you, when you die you will go back to God if you have no impediments (which require cleansing.)

    And that is the story in a nutshell......9-3-19  Rasa Von Werder

         

8-27-19-part VII-The New Religion-WOMAN THOU ART GOD-RECLAIM YOUR TERRITORY-Fin 8-28-19

Embodimement of GodWoman

            

        The religion which teaches women to worship the God within themselves

        RECLAIM YOUR TERRITORY

    All that they have, they have stolen from us.  We once owned everything, claimed authority over all things.

    This was brought home to me by clearing the creek once again.  I sat by the tiny ‘pond’ I revealed after clearing the brush from it.  This morning sitting meditating I looked beyond it, through the weeds, was surprised to see a fence, which I had installed many years ago, through another conglomerate of weeds, briars & bushes.  I thought,

    “That used to be uncovered.  I walked there & enjoyed that part of the creek – the fence proves it.”

    The vegetation had stolen my prowess over this part of my land, I had forgotten it like it wasn’t there, as if it was my neighbors, but it was mine, all I had to do was get rid of the brush.

    That I did, in a vigorous bout with my trimmer, greatly satisfied.

    We women have FORGOTTEN what we once owned, the authority, the prowess, like for instance, family.

        RECLAIM THE FAMILY

    WOMAN, THOU ART GOD.  No one should have AUTHORITY over your family but you.  You are the REPRODUCTIVE VEHICLE, the man is not, he is but a PARASITE on the body of a woman, as defined by Dr. Ashley Montagu, anthropologist, & Dr. Bryan Sykes, geneticist.  He gave his DNA to you to reproduce, without you, his DNA just dies.  Why should he have authority over you & your children?  Why should he have an equal say when he isn’t equal?

    In the days of Matriarchy, you had a group of females including the entire village, helping raise the children.  Males had no say in what was going on, no one asked them to baby sit – that would have seemed preposterous, as males have no nurturing capacity.

    Turning this around, giving males authority over children, was one of their foremost conspiracies, along with that of war & overthrow of women’s religions.

    They ENVIED the power of women over children.  Women got to hold, caress, be LOVED by children, it was sensible, sensual, physical—not sexual—contact, which they were not privy to.

    But for too many males, physical contact with kids provoked sex.  Sexual abuse was created by men when they gained access to children--statistics say that 49% of daughters are abused by Dads & 25% of boys (military statistics).  This does not include other men, which in my estimate, would raise it to at least 75% females & 50% males.

The NUCLEAR family is devised by men so they can have control over the wife & kids, to their detriment.  The woman he can intimidate or control—being stronger physically, more athletic, & a loose cannon. 

    He now has access to the children—a woman cannot be in all places at once, all her kinswomen are gone.

    When they abuse children who witnesses it?  What can the child do?  By the time the child is old enough to report it & decides they want closure – the law tells you IT’S TOO LATE – you should have reported this EIGHTEEN YEARS AGO!

    When a mother BELIEVES a child & reports it TO AUTHORITIES the authorities tell her ‘this doesn’t happen here.’

    She doesn’t understand THE PATRIARCHS STAND UP FOR EACH OTHER, IT’LL BE A MIRACLE IF ANY ONE ADMITS OR TAKES ACTION.

    MEN CLEAN UP AFTER ONE ANOTHER, THEY COVER FOR EACH OTHER

    In a world ruled by men, they take it personally if you accuse one of them.  They are not AGAINST MEN, these are their BROTHERS IN CRIME, the brotherhood of Satan.  I do admit not all are evil – according to the ancient myth of the ‘angels’ who went with Satan – it was one third of them.  But besides that one third, there are many FRIENDS of Patriarchy, who, although they are not part & parcel of it, nevertheless out of cowardice or fear or faith in men, they GO ALONG WITH IT, promoting the patriarchy, destroying the women (this I might add includes women, who like Jews who betrayed their brothers, they betray other women.  It ingratiates them with the demonics, they get passed over for punishment, the sister gets nailed.)

    It’s like Hitler hated Jews, not all Germans were as bad as Hitler, but many went that night, “The Night of Glass” to break their storefront windows & beat them up.  Many were probably side characters who usually said & did nothing, but when they saw the demonics working, they went along with them, a chance to vent their sadism.  And so men who are usually noodles go along with aggressive guys in gangs for ‘trains’ on innocent girls & women.

    Just two incidents I share that prove how men stick together:  A little black girl was raped by a police officer.  The mother takes her to the station to complain & is told by them to keep quiet or else they’ll retaliate.  (Why didn’t the good guys go against the bad one?) 

Remember this, sisters, you never go to the authority IN HOUSE.  For police transgressions you go to the FBI, for a school incident you go to the Supervisor of Schools, for a lawyer wrong doing there is a Counsel above them, for the Catholic Church priest abusing your child you go to the POLICE – the place where the crime was committed will not help you—they COVER FOR THEMSELVES, they have a reputation & a brotherhood to uphold.

    Another case, a cop broke up with his wife, who had their infant child.  She sues for support & he has a new girl friend.  The support & alimony will be a lot of money he wants for his new life.  He goes & butchers the ex wife & the baby in the bathtub.

    The police are called to investigate, they clean the scene thoroughly so there is no evidence—which is of course illegal, but they do it; they aren’t punished.  Without evidence the cop goes free, moves out of state with the new woman.  Why didn’t the good guys nail the killer cop?

    I could sit here & collect from memory & internet thousands of such incidents, including my own life, where males stick together & defend other men who have done wrong, but you get the point. 

    As you can see, a big part of the problem is going to authorities, complain against men, the authorities are men & if they are women, some are ‘dicks in skirts’.  I saw a female judge (on TV) dismiss a case of murder against a guy who killed a female & stashed her in the trunk of his car.  The car was abandoned on a street, they found it, it was his car.  Was the guy an easy conviction?  No, the female judge dismissed the case on a technicality – someone had tried to talk to a juror.

    TO SINGLE MOTHERS, YOU MAY BE THE LUCKIEST ONES

    Woman, thou art God.  You are a single mother & there is no man helping you, but there is also no man judging you, telling you what to do, interfering, intimidating you & abusing your children.  You may be free.

    The welfare system, the dole, takes the place of the male who’s supposed to help you – this is a blessing in disguise.  Use it as such, don’t moan & groan about the deadbeat Dad, he’s a deadbeat, you don’t want him. 

    This is the precious time you can use, especially if you’re not working, on yourself.  Woman, you will not find the God within you unless you work at it.  Look at the saints.  How many saints diddled with the world, neglecting God?  None, they all put God first.

    “Put God first, & everything shall be added unto you.”

    Trust God to show you the way, the truth & the life.

    Do not call God a Father but a Mother.  Teach your children that.

    Have faith, hope in God.  She is a great God & your needs are tiny before Her Power. 

    Depend on God, not men.  If She gives you help through men, take it, but don’t worship the man, worship God & She is in you.

    Have confidence in God.  It was the secret virtue of St. Gertrude the Great (one of my mentors)—the ‘Herald of Divine Love.’

    Have Love for God.  If you love God, really love, you will put no ‘strange Gods’ before Her.  You will put Her first & foremost, do not have faith, hope, confidence in the world but in Her – who USES THE WORLD to bring you what you need.

    Believe in Her miracles.  To the One who created the Infinite Universe, who maintains it we don’t know how, miracles are easy.  Call on them, expect them, they will happen.

    How much time do you spend in prayer & meditation?  How much time do you spend wasting it on television, movies, secular books or writings, meaningless music, chatting on the phone & internet, texting?  Time is precious.  I say spend two hours a day minimum, completely ALONE, with no interference, if not praying, meditating or better yet, contemplating, which means waiting to RECEIVE from God.

    I want no excuses – tell it to the Judge.  Take hold of yourself, stop dawdling, stop wasting time, stop complaining, call on the Infinite, Merciful, Powerful, All-knowing, All-seeing, All-loving God for more than the things of the world.  The greatest thing She can give you is HERSELF – YOURSELF:  WOMAN, THOU ART GOD, you will know when you are Born Again as YOU, the Infinite Being within you.  You will feel it, sense it, perceive it & you will HEAR HER / YOUR VOICE—Obey this Voice, not the voices of men.

To be continued.......8-28-19  Rasa Von Werder

8-23-19-PART VI-WOMAN THOU ART GOD-The New Religion Which Teaches Women to Worship the God Within

Embodiment of GodWoman

        Today I was trimming the weeds & brush around my creek, in a particular place close to a tunnel under the road.  My voice within kept urging me to get a move on, I couldn’t understand why.  When I spent too long in one place, it kept telling me  

“stop lolly gaggin’ here, move ahead”

until I got irritated & said,

    “Quiet!  I’m going.”

    It kept buggin’ me, suddenly I understood.

    I had just broke through a thick maze of weeds & there in front of me, completely hidden, was a little pond.  Small but cute, like eight feet long, five feet wide, just a foot deep, but I HAD NEVER SEEN IT & it’s right on my property.  It was a PLEASURE to discover.  I was then inspired & there wasn’t much to finish the job, I quickly trimmed (with a hedger) the remaining obstacles.

    My mind went to thinking,

    “This is an alternative place to meditate, I wonder if it’ll be suitable,”

    As right now I spend most of my time in one special place, meditating each morning for months.

    Mother God then spoke to me,

    “I wanted you to hurry up & get to this pond to make a point.  There are treasures within us that we never get to – they are totally hidden to us because of the impediments – the brush & weeds in our minds.  These are the people, things, events, always cropping up – normal things, not sins, but because we are distracted by these things, we don’t meditate, pray & spend enough time alone to find PRICELESS TREASURES.

    I was amazed because this pond was there for years, formed by the increase in rain water, but I had NO IDEA it was there as all around it was vegetation.

    This coincides with Jesus telling the story of the rich man & his party.  He prepared a great feast & invited his friends, but all begged off.

    One was training a new ox, another had a wedding, all had excuses.

    The rich man had no one for his table.  Pretty pissed off, he told the servants to find those begging along the streets & living under bridges, the poor & unfortunate, they would surely appreciate his feast.

    This story talks about people leading NORMAL LIVES, not sinning, & yet, because of non-sinful actions, they would miss the GLORIES OF HEAVEN.  How could that be?

    Because you have to DO SOMETHING to gain the ‘Kingdom of Heaven.’  You have to ATTEND TO GOD not people & things; you have to PAY ATTENTION to the spiritual life, infinity.  You cannot immerse your mind in physical things, be distracted by them, consumed by them, because you will MISS THE GLORIES OF HEAVEN.

    Understand that you do NOT have to be a murderer, thief or criminal to go to Hell, all you have to do is FAIL TO BE BORN AGAIN, you were born in physical but not in spirit, that means you are spiritually dead & the dead cannot enter Heaven.

    There’s a story from Germany called ‘Cry of a Lost Soul.’

        Two girls, Clara & Tesla, knew each other starting with Holy Communion.  Clara took the Catechism seriously, as well as the Sacraments, Tesla was told by her Dad that,

    “Nothing here matters except your white dress.”

    She did nothing outwardly wrong, she just didn’t take religion seriously.  She joined a spiritual sorority because it was fun, then she stopped going to Church.

    Eventually she got married. They were well off & became more so when an aunt died & left them money.  She furnished her house beautifully. They never had children so there were no responsibilities, they just enjoyed life.

    One day Tesla was being driven past a Church & heard the call of grace one last time.  Jesus called to her saying,

    “Why don’t you come in & receive Me?”

    She said NO!

    A short time later, they were driving & she saw a bright light & a searing pain took over her.  

    Suddenly she appeared before God—It was UNBEARABLE.  Her brightness, her Majesty, Her all-consuming perfection frightened her, she saw God as a JUST JUDGE, not a friend.

    Finding this Presence too much to bear, she begged God to be sent as far away as possible, & the next moment, she was hurled into Hell.

    Clara had heard about the accident & was praying for Tesla, when she appeared to her, telling her God sent her to tell her not to waste her time.  She said,

    “I am in a place where we hate everyone.  We hate ourselves, we hate you, I don’t want to tell you anything but God made me do this – None of us here can be helped.  If we could, we would pull you into Hell also.”

    And then she explained to Clara her life, which was a rejection of God & Her Love – She had lived for the flesh.

        This is all you have to do to lose Heaven & gain Hell – Live for people, things, the world, the flesh.  You don’t have to be a devil worshiper, rob, steal or kill, just ignore God & you’re lost.

    Don’t ignore God, woman, She is inside you.  Stay alone when you can, do not dissipate yourself, waste your energy, your time, your precious life, take a look inside where the treasures are & where you receive more.  The more you try, the more will be given.

    I had a vision not so long ago.  I saw a big road, thousands of people walking on it, men & women, sort of oblivious to anything, just walking.  Suddenly iron bars came down from Heaven & surrounded them.  Then fire came from below & began to burn & consume them.  They rattled the bars, screaming to get out of there – it was horrific, but NOTHING COULD BE DONE.

    I felt terrible pain & fear on seeing this vision.  It was THE BROAD HIGHWAY TO HELL.

    What is the broad highway to Hell?

    Matthew 7:13-14 (KJV)

    “Enter ye in at the strait gate:  for wide is the gate, & broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, & many there be which go in thereat.  Because strait is the gate & narrow is the way, which leadeth into life, & few there be that find it.”

    This is saying something similar to “dead bodies float downstream”, it takes the living to fight against the current.  This is not about being a demonic person, it’s simply following fashion, fads, the crowd, the status quo, which is, today, PATRIARCHY.  In Matriarchy, this saying of Jesus would not apply, because Matriarchy is a LOVING SOCIETY, the same that Jesus espouses, He was a Matriarch.  Following Matriarchy would not be the broad highway to Hell, because even if you do as everyone does, you would be practicing Love.

(Which reminds me, when they asked Jesus when he was coming back, he said ‘when you can’t tell the winters from the summers.  Right now it is August 23, 2019, in upstate NY & tonight it will be 48.  Jesus second coming is Matriarchy – the Culture of Life/Love – we are on the cusp of Matriarchy.)

Now, in this religion, I caution women NOT TO FOLLOW PATRIARCHY, the Culture of Death, Necrophilia.  It truly is THE BROAD HIGHWAY TO HELL.  Do not breed for them if you can get out of it, I went over that before.  Do not allow them TO DRAIN YOUR LIFE, STEAL YOUR GOD-IDENTITY, POLLUTE YOU WITH THEIR IDEAS & LIES, SADDLE YOU WITH THEIR AGENDA, RAILROAD YOU INTO DOING WHAT THEY WANT YOU TO DO & TAKE YOU ON A ROAD YOU DON’T WANT TO GO.

Woman, Thou Art God:  Follow your own road.  Keep your precious energy for yourself.  You MUST SAVE YOURSELF before you can SAVE THE WORLD.  

Understand this:  It will take time for you to hear your own voice, the still, small voice inside.  It may take a year or years.  It will take time for you to feel the real you, the God you, the Presence of Mother God.  Do not expect these phenomenons to happen overnight because you have made a commitment.  We are talking about Sainthood – through this you will become a saint – this is not automatic or easy, it’s more difficult than getting a PhD.

BUT HOW DO YOU FOLLOW THIS RELIGION?  WHERE DO YOU START, WHAT PRACTICES, WHAT PRAYERS, WHAT RITUALS?

Not saying that you cannot follow one of the religions popular in the world today – You can, but being aware at all times that the God they speak of is inside you, & you follow this God in your own way, your conscience is your guide, not their conscience.

I followed the God of Christianity, but I discovered my way & found the God inside.  You can follow the God of Allah, but not their culture (the bad in it, the pedophilia, the woman hatred, the honor killings); you can follow the God of the Judism, but know She is inside you.  Just throw away the misogyny & the things you don’t like or believe in, make your own way – it’s your life, your body, your soul, you answer to no man.  Religion is made for the woman, not woman for religion.

You can also follow Wicca or the Paganos, the nature, agriculture religions, they are older than ‘his-tory.’  They are not evil, they are One with Mother Nature God, yes, that Great Mother Nature who is making men extinct.

    Woman, Thou Art God, go forth, & find yourself.  Go forth into that Eternity Inside You.

To be continued

Finished  8-24-19      Rasa Von Werder

8-21-19-THE NEW RELIGION PART V-WOMAN THOU ART GOD

Embodiment of GodWoman

            The Religion Which Teaches Women to Worship the God Within Themselves

            THE GOOD OF BEING ALONE

        

        Woman, thou art God.  Does that mean you need another person or persons to hold you up all the time?

    Recently I had been obsessed with my lover / husband – He absented himself from me & this gave me grief.  But then God stepped in & there was a Mystical Marriage (to be explained elsewhere) & by this marriage I knew he was mine forever, physical absence did not separate us, when the time came, we would be together – according to God’s will.

    The obsession LEFT MY MIND & I was AT PEACE.  No more turmoil, anxiety, grief, I STAYED ALONE.  I did not go ‘downtown’ (clubs, bars) to see people, I did nothing in particular, just ordinary life.

    Pretty soon I noticed that I WAS IN A STATE OF BLISS.      What happened?  I had been plagued with anxiety for five years, going from that to frustration, confusion, every sort of mental / emotional turmoil.  Once it stopped & I STAYED ALONE why did BLISS appear?

    Then I remembered something  I read years ago, was it from Baba Muktananda?  He said,

    “Bliss is the NATURAL STATE of our minds.”

    Oh yes, of course.  A child (unless they’re abused or neglected) is in perpetual bliss.  You see them playing, not a care in the world, living in the moment, doesn’t matter what they do, they’re happy. 

    Why can’t we be that way?--Because we are PLAGUED by people, things & fears thereof.  We can’t be happy by ORDINARY THINGS like a child on swings in the park or the sand box or jungle gym, we have to think, imagine, fantasize about WHAT WE WANT & it’s all that WE DON’T HAVE, we plan a million things to do to get what we want.  These things bog down our mind, pull us into the flesh, a quicksand of time & space, & we LOSE ETERNITY.

    Instead of WISHING FOR WHAT WE DON’T HAVE would it not be better to adjust to what we have & be satisfied with it?

    This statement is not to be taken at face value all the time, in every case.  Some things you have to plan for, strive for, wish for & accomplish.  But there has to come a time in everyone’s life when they find PEACE & TAKE A REST, enjoy exactly WHAT IS, like God who ‘created the Universe & rested on the seventh day.’

    I also read somewhere, a minister explaining that in the bible God teaches that every eight years one must leave their fields fallow, let them rest, don’t do any work – let everything go, prepare those seven years, then take a whole year off, or else, you will not be in sync with the Will of God.

    This must be my EIGHTH YEAR.

    I also remember, on the side of ‘lack of ambition can be a good thing’ a story I read in a book.

    A man was speaking to a pundit about the path to Holiness.  The man told him,

    “Go to such & such a corner on the street, there you will see a man & talk to him.  He’s in a state of perfection.”

    The man, curious, went where he was told, saw a beggar.  He approached him & said,

    “Good day, sir.”

    The man answered,

    “Every day is a good day.”

    He then said,

    “The weather is fine today,”

    The beggar said,

    “It’s always fine.”

    The conversation continued this way with the beggar exhibiting perfect happiness about all things – he was in a state of bliss, he wanted no more than what he had, no nice home, no three meals a day, no nothing.  He had accepted his state & longed for nothing, nothing on the outside took his spirit down, he was always up.

    

        MY MESSAGE TO WOMEN

        Woman, you are TOLD what will make you happy.  You are TOLD you must GET MARRIED, HAVE CHILDREN, it is the normal, natural thing to do, no woman CAN BE HAPPY WITHOUT IT.    

    This is BRAINWASHING, this is INDOCTRINATION, this is PATRIARCHY telling you,

    “You have reproductive power, therefore you must reproduce, (& they don’t say FOR US but they mean it.)  They, (collectively, through men & brainwashed women) are telling you this & it’s FOR THEIR AGENDA.  What do I mean?

    Different men have different agendas, but it is always TO BENEFIT THEM, NOT YOU.

    First, & this is the worst:  they need men for war, ‘cannon fodder’ it’s called.  They take your sons before their brains develop, (their brains are not mature until twenty five), before they can vote, before they can make an intelligent decision, & they take the men who are ‘slaves of poverty’ in times of peace, in times of war, no one except the rich can get out of it.

    These men go out in UNJUST WARS to kill & be killed, wars started by WARMONGER BANKSTERS, the RICH WHO WILL BENEFIT, the poor will get wounded, killed, mental emotional scars, PTSD & LUCKY if they are taken care of as veterans.

    It’s well known that after every major war when so many males were killed or brutalized there was a step-up campaign for women TO BE FEMININE, to go back to the home, quit your job, be a WOMAN, fulfill your duty & START BREEDING AS FAST AS YOU CAN.

        YOU ARE BREEDING FOR WARS.    

    Second, many of the major religions – Muslim & Catholic to wit, but many others, if their anti-condom policies were revoked, if women stopped SERIAL BREEDING, the religions would SHRINK DOWN TO NOTHING; it is the serial breeding that makes these religions grow, NOT ANY INTELLIGENT CHOICE OR DECISION.

    The idea of NOT TO USE CONDOMS is men’s.

    What are you doing when you obey the laws of such religions?  You are PRODUCING CHILDREN FOR UNJUST, MISOGYNISTIC SOCIETIES THAT ENSLAVE YOU & YOUR CHILDREN, generation after generation.  Each progeny tells the lies to the next one, the lies keep living.

    WHAT DO YOU DO WITH YOUR LIFE IF YOU DO NOT HOOK UP WITH A MAN?

    That is precisely what this religion is about—what to do, why you do it.

    For starts, create your own society, a subculture of women.  Right now, there is no such thing, because if it existed, I’d be in it.

    The only female ‘subculture’ I know of is that of gay women & it’s not RELIGION BASED.  (Yes there are tiny offshoots from Patriarchs in Africa, all-woman communities, I’m delighted with them.  The men they left behind are failing, they are doing well.)

    (A matriarchy in China – the MOSUO - is run in a logical, efficient way.  Males visit females in their homes, leave in the morning, children stay with the Mom’s family.  Great – have sex with them & get rid of them where they can’t abuse you or the children.  You had your love/fun, that’s all they’re good for, you control the rest – the resources are in your hands, you don’t have to compromise your life to get money out of a man.)

    We have to start somewhere, & anywhere we start is good.  The journey of a thousand miles begins with one step, take it.  I have done what I can, now I pass it on to you.

    THE IMPORTANCE OF THE RELIGION &  SPIRITUALITY OF OUR MOVEMENT

    “Without a vision, the people perish.”

    This is our vision:  God lives in the Sahasrara, the energy center in the head, in the middle of the brain.  Siddha Yoga calls this ‘the blue pearl.’  I have a book where the Dalai Lama says God is there as an energy center in the middle of the brain.

    When you see images of saints with gold circling their heads it means that this energy center is radiating.

    Yoga describes the energy centers through the body, along the spine called the ‘Sushumna Canal’.  It starts with the Muladhara, near the reproductive organs.  When this ‘lights up’ you are ‘born again’ or it’s the beginning.  When the Power goes to the heart or Ajna center, Ramakrishna said it’s the beginning of true spirituality—true spirituality is sainthood.

    When it goes higher than that, you are getting the ‘betrothal’ to Christ or God, when it hits the topmost point; you are Enlightened or Self Realized, married to God – She has given Herself to you, you have given yourself to Her.

    This is when you, Woman, become God.  This is what God was telling me for many years, when I saw Her outside myself, in a vision she showed me my writings, & She said,

    “These are the writings of God.”

    I did not understand.  In 1971 I heard a Voice, clear as a bell, talking to me, guiding, directing me.  I had been in a place of solitude, meditation for a full year – I even quit work for this. (I did that again in 1980,  quit work for a full year to meditate & pray – wow, was I happy! - & in early 1981 I saw God face to face, first in February, then in March.)  After a year, being disengaged or abstracted from people & things, my mind cleared up & as I said, I heard a Voice.  I asked,

    “Who are you?”

    And the Voice said,

    “I am YOU.”

    And I said, 

    “You can’t be me, I’m me.”

    The Voice did not explain.

    This was 1971 – I was twenty six years old.

    The Voice could have told me that God was inside me, I had contacted that God, She was speaking to me from another level, higher than my flesh.  But for some reason, I would not have understood – Years of brainwashing, that God was in outer space must have blocked my mind.

    YOU CANNOT SERVE TWO MASTERS, YOU CANNOT OBEY TWO VOICES

    Woman, Thou Art God.  If you have reached the God within you, & She appears before your mind, your heart, your ears, do not listen to any other voice.

    I made that mistake later in the year when getting away from a Bogi Yogi – (a pot-bellied Hindu phony who got curioser & curioser—I ran for my life) & was helped by a lady minister named Verna Talbot.

    Now she was not a phony, but a flawed person –not flawed a little, flawed a lot.

    Here’s the story:  She got me under her clutches.  She helped me, then she hurt me.  Her Power was an Anointing – no mistake about that.  I saw she was flawed, I would find out how much.  My reasoning was that if God Anointed her, & I wanted to learn about God, I just had to take her as she was.  If I said she wasn’t ‘good enough for me’ then would I be judging God, who Anointed her?  It would be sort of like saying to one’s Mother – she’s flawed, I don’t want her.

    Here was a catch.  I was channeling my Voice, which had been talking to me past the Bogi Yogi, releasing me from him, showing me how to escape, presenting a Power above him, the Power intimidating him, then when I saw how dangerous he was (he told me if I could put a hatpin through my hand & make an instant healing/repair then I was ready to leave him), I had to run, & Verna helped me pack up, took only the barest necessities, left all else behind, & moved in with her.

    But she didn’t like my Voice!  She told me that yes, my Voice was guiding me, helping me, but she, Verna, was much older, wiser, more mature & HIGHER UP.  This went on for weeks.  She hounded me.

    I had to make a decision, listen to the Voice or to her?  Finally, it was hard, I said I would listen to her.

    I recall that sad day when my Voice said, 

    “If you listen to her, I have to stop.  And I heard a door close – no more Voice.”

    Now I was no longer being protected from HER – the woman supposed to be my savior.  She was nuts of course, but she did have some God Power.  How nuts?  By her words, she was HIGHER THAN JESUS CHRIST.  She was in the Kathryn Kuhlman choir, but it was her healing power that was authentic, not Kathryn Kuhlman’s – Kathryn Kuhlman was USING HER ENERGY.

    She declared to me that SHE WASN’T EVIL like the Bogi Yogi:  “I’m not using you for sex.”

    No, indeed, she was using me for money.

    And when it stopped, she used her Power – the negative end of it, to try to have me killed.  I am not making this up, I am telling the truth.  (I explain it in my You Tube videos.) 

    I was giving Verna a good deal of money proportionate to what I had – she demanded it.

    On her birthday we threw a party, financed by yours truly.  A dozen friends were there.  She did a trance thingy, where in the trance, she told us her plans for the future, including the land she told me WAS FOR THE CHURCH WHICH I PAID FOR.  She declared that ALL SHE CARED ABOUT WAS HER SONS & LEAVING THEM EVERYTHING, INCLUDING THE LAND.

    I then realized I was duped & told her the next day I was leaving, packed up, got a cab.  She physically tried to stand in my way, but I just walked around her & out.

    I checked into a motel.  Shortly after that, a young man began stalking me, attacked me with a knife to try & rape me – but I won the fight & he ran.  But that wasn’t the end.  He called me again & again at the motel, threatening to kill me if I didn’t let him, & said he’d rape me dead or alive.  The police got involved & spent hours tracing the call.  They found the 19 year old black boy calling from a coffee shop, they arrested him.

    My solution to the problem was to leave California.  A police detective friend drove me to the airport (not without trying to get me to go to his apt.)  I had had enough of phonies, users & killers.  Good bye California, there I go, back to New York & my father’s place.

    I called Verna to tell her what had happened, by her reaction I KNEW WITHOUT A DOUBT SHE HAD CAUSED IT, she tried to hide her glee but it was there.

    But Verna Talbot was not finished.  She had said ‘beware of ministers, they have abilities, they can hurt you’ & she was the worst one.

    I got involved with her again, then again I quit because of the financial drain.

    Sure enough, a second male after that got involved with me on the pretext of doing a documentary.  He was black also – his name was Jay thirty six years old.  He hung around me while I was talking to the youth I had collected for the ministry – I was never alone with him.

    The minute I was alone with him he was going to rape me—he grabbed me to start but I begged off saying I had to go to the rest room - & I found out later from God, if he had raped me he would have killed me.  HE HAD BEEN SENT BY VERNA TALBOT, her God Power gone amuck, using it to kill a disciple because she stopped donating.

    I was saved from this man by a miracle.  A young black male, 6’4”, who I used to play basketball with, saw us walking down the street.  He said God told him,

    “Do not leave her alone with him.  Follow her, knock on her door.”

    As I ran to my door & pulled it open (Mr Rapist was 20 feet away,) there was Bruce ready to knock on the door – God had saved me again.

    Eventually I did escape Verna Talbot with the assistance of a woman psychic – who gave me the courage & spiritual support to end it.  I wrote Verna an official letter of resignation from her Church.  She called to ‘bust my chops’ but I didn’t answer.

    The last note on that is she died three years later, appearing to me in Light & giving me her ‘mantle.’  I was the only one who could wear it.

    My point in all this:  Had I listened to my Voice, not her, all of this would have been avoided.  Verna persuaded me to ‘shut down’ my own God Guide, so she could preside over me.  Bad idea.  Whenever anyone else controls you, it will be THEIR AGENDA – I don’t care who it is, unless they are a great saint without flaws, people will take from you what they want & need, you need to protect yourself.

    I make the analogy here with you giving yourself to men & breeding.  I do understand, that you might be stuck in a Muslim society where you are so enslaved to disobey could be death.  But in a Catholic world, they can’t kill you, if you are railroaded into marriage make sure it’s what you want, & if you don’t want children or too many, use condoms.

    I also know other sects, like the marginal Mormon cults, can be brutal to women – I have interviewed two of their women for hours – these women escaped.  You can’t do much in these repressive sects except to escape.

    As far as your mind & soul in terrible communities – take care of it when you can—pray, meditate, to the God within you; stay alone when you can, be with like-minded sisters if you find any.

    If you are NOT FORCED to take care of men, reproduce & nurture children you never asked for – don’t do it.  

    I will repeat once again:  Woman, Thou Art God, the world depends on you to save it.  You cannot save it unless you save yourself.  You save yourself by finding the God within you, worshiping Her,  gaining Self Realization, receiving Her Power, using Her Power to help others;  spreading the truth, freeing the captives.

    The Patriarchy CAN GET NOWHERE WITHOUT YOU, the woman.  It thrives & works by YOUR COOPERATION.  If you stop COOPERATING it COLLAPSES.

    Males can do NOTHING – NOTHING WITHOUT WOMEN – they have no world without women, they are dependents on women, parasites actually, says Dr. Bryan Sykes, geneticist, & Ashley Montagu, anthropologist.

    Woman, Thou Art God.  Save the world by saving yourself, like in the airplane they tell you in an emergency, put your oxygen on first, then help the others.  Unless YOU ARE EMPOWERED YOU CANNOT HELP THE OTHERS, THIS RELIGION WILL SAVE YOU, THEN YOU SAVE THE REST.

To be continued  8-21 -19    Rasa Von Werder