My disciple loves me!

Kellie Everts, (Rasa Von Werder) early 20s

From Rasa  2  19  12

  Yesterday he sent me music composed by him with him at the piano.  Then he took a few new images of himself & sent me them.  I think he wanted to make up for the fact we could not talk yesterday & he knew that would sadden me.  My mind was on him when I saw his love, & I was able to write this artile:

Franz, Thou Art God

& I just love the way you dress, European style, such a gentleman.

I meant to tell you before, I did notice the cufflinks in your onsite shots - Americans don't wear cufflinks (except for the elites)

& this outfit is SUPERB!

You are too handsome & what is so different is the expression on your face.  It's a sweet, innocent purity......this quality is also obvious in your speech, no matter what you are saying even when you express anger.

You are truly one of a kind.

I can't wait for you to be all Healed, Perfect in God, no more pain, Enlightened, Liberated & Free, with the big Halo shining around your head because all your energy has been released into the Sahasrara.

I suspect you sent me these shots to console me, as we did not get to speak yesterday & you knew that would give me pain.  Thank you!

Lessons to my Disciple –

Lesson on the Meaning of the Cross vs. Prosperity              2  19  12

          My dear Franz

You want GOD & you also want PROSPERITY, as is well & good.  But there is a dichotomy or conflict between the two.  How is it resolved?

This is a fundamental lesson that everyone should know, but few know it for it’s not taught.

What is the meaning of JESUS ON THE CROSS?  What is poverty?  Did Jesus Christ not teach poverty or LOSS – lack of – in the lifestyle He lived & the death that He suffered?

Was Jesus not POOR?  Weren’t most of the saints POOR?  By poverty is meant poor in material things, poor in status (looked down upon), persecuted by others, facing great dangers for the sake of God, poor in not being loved, accepted or admired by others, poor in health.

There is another aspect of POVERTY & that is a blessed state.  It means NOT ATTACHED to anything but God, the same as “liberty of spirit”, being FREE to see God, as “the pure in heart shall see God.”

Frequently, the first kind of poverty mentioned facilitates the second kind of poverty. Why is that?  Consider how

“It is easier to get a camel through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to enter Heaven.”
This means the same as THE FEAST a great man gave & invited all his friends, but everyone was BUSY & so he told his servants to gather THE POOR, the homeless, the starving, the hungry, for the feast.

And so, in other words, the rich on this earth are BUSY with their eyeballs on THINGS but those who are POOR, lacking, suffering, have their eyeballs on GOD seeking RELIEF, not distracted by THINGS & so the POOR are more likely to receive the RICHES OF HEAVEN while the RICH OF EARTH – who are admired, loved, full of accomplishments, pass by the riches of Heaven – too busy for Heaven, which is an intangible, metaphysical, spiritual reality THAT FEW TRAVERSE – it takes all one’s mind & heart.

On another note, how poor do you have to be to enter the Wealth of Heaven?  Very poor, as Jesus demonstrates, all the way to MARTYRDOM.  That means

·        giving up all RELATIONSHIPS (“if you cannot leave your relatives for my sake you cannot enter Heaven”)

·        giving up MATERIAL THINGS  (“go, sell all you have, give to the poor & follow me”)

·        giving up all DESIRES FOR EARTHLY FAME & FORTUNE  (“what profit a man if he gains the whole world but loses his soul, for what shall he exchange for his soul?”)

·        giving up EARTHLY CONSOLATIONS such as addictions to food, substances (including alcohol) or any other FEEL-GOOD ENJOYMENTS such as SEX (that is why Saints, including me, gave up sex, not because it is sin, but because attachment to sex prevents one from putting all their mind & heart on God.)  When people SUFFER POVERTY they have to allow that suffering to LEAD THEM TO GOD without seeking relief along the way.  I suffered the Interior Divine Stigmata, & when it came, I knew I COULD SEEK NO RELIEF, the pain had to kill me psychologically, & I allowed it to take its course.  Had I then sought relief of the earth by any means whatsoever, I might not have passed this monumental test. Remember Jesus in the Garden of Gethsemane? 

“Let this cup pass,”

But then,

“Thy Will be done, not mine.”

The angels consoled & strengthened him to go forward into his Passion, he had gone earlier to his Holy Mother, to say

“MY MOTHER, LET US BEGIN THE WORK OF SALVATION.”

She would participate EQUALLY in his suffering & death.

(from the visions of Anne Catherine Emmerich)

When a great soul decides they want to be ONE WITH GOD they have to do what Jesus taught & give up all things for God.  God is a JEALOUS God & cannot be put second or third to anything.  To place ANY GOD BEFORE GOD means any INTEREST or ATTACHMENT before God.  If you want God, God is MOST IMPORTANT & you cannot place anything or anyone before God, you have to give up ALL THINGS FOR GOD.

That being said, if you give up all things for God, then how can you have PROSPERITY – which means having things – having good luck, health, fame & fortune, success, people loving you, friends, admiration, etc.?  This also includes SPIRITUAL ILLUMINATION OR CONSOLATION which is a supremely blessed state I experienced.  But when I entered into the DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL it’s duration was EIGHTEEN YEARS during which time I was poor in every way, I lost the Presence of God, lost the use of the Holy Spirit, could not communicate with God mystically, & this was SPIRITUAL POVERTY, the opposite of SPIRITUAL PROSPERITY, & so I was poor, & all the Saints who aspire to the Vision of God are poor IN EVERY WAY, including what I just described.  If one is not willing to endure this kind of poverty – on every level – for the sake of God, then one cannot attain God for, as I said,

“PUT FIRST THE KINGDOM OF GOD, & EVERYTHING SHALL BE ADDED UNTO YOU.”

          Buddhism:

At this point I might mention Buddhism.  What Buddha taught was that all suffering derives from our DESIRES.  If we want nothing, except peace, happiness, the Kingdom ofGod, then there is no suffering.  As soon as we put our eyeballs on people & things, you notice, the trouble starts.

          I know that it’s almost impossible to want nothing but God, but as I said, if God is first, & all other things a long second, then that is good enough.  Obviously, you have to do certain things to get through life like eating, bathing, going to the bank, whatever.  But where is your mind?  What do you think of most of the time?  Wherever your mind is, there you are, so if your mind is on people & things you will suffer the results of winning or losing people & things, but if your mind is on God, then God will never disappoint you until of course you reach the DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL & that is an inevitable part of spiritual growth – you grow in stages of illumination & “darkness”.

          Buddha said,

“Walk alone like the rhinoceros.”

Remember Jesus sadhana where He went alone into the wilderness for forty days & nights. What was the purpose of this?  He detached himself from the world & people to make contact with the Divine.  This is another lesson of how we must abstract ourselves. During this time Satan tempted Jesus with visions of PROSPERTY & POWER – take note, Franz!

The last thing Satan did was to take Jesus to a high mountain & showed him all the kingdoms of the world & their glory, & the devil said to him,

“All these things will I give you, if you fall down & worship me.”

These are the temptations of the world all put together, & you must say with Jesus,

“Begone Satan!  For it is written, you shall worship the Lord your God, & serve him only” (Matt. 4-11)

Franz, people HATE “POVERTY”, but it is poverty that brings us to God!  If you don’t get this, you get nothing.

Everyone wants prosperity, money.  Everyone asks for it, prays for it, thinking it will bring salvation from suffering.  It doesn’t.  More rich people go to Hell than do poor people.  No matter how many times the gospel is preached & taught, people don’t get the gospel of poverty.  You turn on Trinity, & it’s all about prosperity.

I went through the entire gamut of sufferings throughout my life, clinging to God, hope against hope that God would release me from my trials.  I put God first, God alone, no matter what I did.  The result of this was what?

“I take care of God’s business & God takes care of mine.”

(St. Teresa of Avila.)

All the while I obeyed God & trusted God in my poverty (I was poor on all levels including financial) God was taking care of my needs

God had a plan, God was working through myself, the universe, & people, to gain me security, love, respect & admiration. (This was all grossly missing in my life.)

I endured my sufferings & I obeyed God.  Years passed, slowly but surely, God returned to me all that had been lost & missing..

I could never have figured out in my human mind how God would take care of my business, but God did.  At the right time, the right place, certain people came into my life & others left.  Every situation, nothing was a coincidence, it was all orchestrated by God, all I had to do was LISTEN, obey God, understand my dreams, & do what God told me to do.

Franz, do as I did.  Follow God, & prosperity will follow at the right time, the right place, with the right people.  Do not try & figure the future out, figure God out.

Give up your desires for worldly fame & fortune, earthly glory, & put your mind & heart on God, who is inside you, the real you, your true identity.  Relinquish all things for God, trusting, believing God will restore to you all things at the right time.  This is the only pass to success.

I think you already know that lust after the things of this world & their glory will lead to the dust.

What I have stated is the one & only path to success & happiness.  You will achieve it. As I predicted, it will take ten years for you to reach Enlightenment.  That I can promise, but I don’t know about the earthly success.  That will unfold, according to what you & God want.

Rasa

PS  I might add, my Beloved, that the sufferings (POVERTY!) you have endured over the last many years are WHAT BROUGHT YOU TO ME & ME TO YOU.  These pains of yours were NOT IN VAIN, as I said, Poverty leads to God!

To be – as you are – sincerely looking for God first, nothing else, is extremely rare.  God has chosen you to fulfill your potential, the potential of knowing You are God, being God-Realized or Enlightened.

Do you see my point?  Think of the sufferings.  They made you want to die.  You did not escape into the things of the world, substances or sex.  You just kept suffering & wanted to end your life, it was not worth living.  You told me you felt empty, devoid of life, burned out, did not see the meaning of life, why God created you, & what was your purpose. Your pain has been DEEP, going to the depths of your soul.

This POVERTY achieved OUR RELATIONSHIP.  God sent you a God Realized Woman so you could be God Realized, Franz, Thou Art God.

The Gods Of Sex!

Recent photo of Rasa Von Werder

Exciting Times Re. SEX! Images: * Disciple - Franz - I found him on Match we talk daily! * NEW MODEL: Get a load of that dick! Can anyone estimate what size is the beast? Update from Rasa! 2 18 12 Things are really steaming up around here. Got a new book in my mind, & Derrick stimulated it – “The Gods of Sex.” Derrick is the most successful man I know as far as “playing” or “dating” & he shares his secrets with me. We’ve been talking regularly for four years, & finally HE IS COMING HERE IN MARCH for a week! This is big news, as we’ve been arguing for years how to meet up, me wanting him to come here & he vice versa, finally my latest photos made crack. While he’s here I’m going to take nude & sexy pictures of him for the book & maybe some with him; get all the secrets of his sexual success with women - & believe me, he has turned Love into an ART. He regales me with his methods snagging women – how to talk to them, how to turn them on, how to convince them to meet him, then have sex (not always on the first date, sometimes HE refuses because he does not want ONE NIGHT STANDS or use women as dumping loads – he wants RELATIONSHIPS with each woman he woos.) He usually has SEVERAL WOMEN at his beck & call – all ga-ga over him, in love, wanting to marry him (haha, I’m the only one das gonna’ marry him!) The stories he tells me are fascinating. Once he flew all over America to meet his dates. After a while he figured a more economical ploy – get them to come to him. Not only that, IN SOME CASES THE FEMALE PAYS FOR THE ROOM! How does he do it? There are several steps. First, the conversations. He’s a master at that. He’s let me listen in a few times, yes, those women are in love. What do they love? His smile, his tender hands, his romantic bent, etc. Is his dick alright he asks? Yes, it’s perfect. His tongue, oh, yes. What makes me laugh is when these women are so subtle, afraid to say, “I want your dick ramming me – suck me till I explode.” His latest game – you will find BEYOND BELIEF. He NEVER COMES. He had a lady the night before. He made love to her three hours that night, making out, oral (not for him, he doesn’t like it, only for her!) deep French kissing, stroking, fingering her deeply & on the clit, making her come AGAIN & AGAIN. All night he’s tender, touches & kisses the lady. The next morning, he makes love to her another two hours, same thing, he NEVER COMES! He’s practicing a thing called KAREVZA (which sounds like the ancient practice of Yogic tantra to me, where the man disciplines himself not to come, to give longer pleasure to the female.) Does Derrick BREAK THE MOLD? Indeed he does. After two days of love making, very little food consumed by beautiful Derrick, he goes TO THE GYM TO LIFT WEIGHTS FOR ONE HOUR! That’s before even eating! And he is FIFTY years old! (can pass for late 30’s - the secret to that, same as me, is proper diet! He knows healthy food gives him a mighty hardon! I know young men who can’t get it up or keep it hard because they EAT JUNK! Both Derrick & I eat lots of protein, eggs, vegetables, no processed foods or sweets!) That VERY NIGHT Derrick had to go to the airport to meet his next conquest – two women two days in a row – paying her own way from Colorado. He did pay for the room, & he is wining & dining her – but the romance he gives is PRICELESS. You see, he is affectionate in public as well as in bed – he knows that to turn a woman on you start outside, touching her, warm caresses, holding, sweet kisses, sweet smile. He makes the women melt before they even get into the bedroom, after the bedroom, he owns them! Please understand, Derrick WORKS AT THIS. He confessed that he was once a lousy lover like all the rest of the guys – who are SELFISH & just want a blow job & hump – they want to know what you, the woman, will do for them – they don’t care about what THEY CAN DO FOR YOU. Derrick is THE OPPOSITE & so, he has the women EATING OUT OF HIS HAND. (He proved it to me when he had me on three way convos on the phone – I heard dozens of women telling him they loved him!) Derrick BUYS BOOKS & looks up shit on the internet, all day, constantly, studying everything everyone knows about sex, about seduction, the ways of pimps, the ways of men who SATISFY WOMEN & therefore get ALL THE LOVING they want out of women! Sometimes I get weary of listening to him because he reads to me from these books – not exactly the greatest literature - & he describes to me what he did to this or that woman in minute detail – goes on for hours. But then it came to me, “This is good material for a book. Women will love it, men will learn, we gotta’ get this all down to educate people!” I told my friend Derrick, “Let me interview you, get this all down for a book.” He said, “Don’t write anything UNTIL I SHOW YOU.” ````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````` First Date Meanwhile, my first date from Interracial is coming here next week! He is hotter than hot. I hope he allows me to take some pictures of him! I will keep him private because of his job, but he is HOT & after we made our date, only then, did he tell me HE HAS A BIG ONE! OMG I would climb over a nest of rattlesnakes for a big one! I guess I’m not going to be lonely any more! `````````````````````````````````````````````` How to Score With Men What Derrick told me about how to score with men. This is so funny. He said, “Just give them blow jobs. That’s what they all want. Give them blow jobs the way I give women oral & romance, & you will have them eating out of your hand.” That very morning I tried the new ploy on Rodney. He called, & asked me to finish that letter where I was writing what I was going to do to him when he came here (in late March.) I said, “I can tell you. The minute you walk in the door I will take you to my bed & suck you until you come in my mouth. “Then I will make you a terrific meal. “Then I will take you to the bed & give you another blow job. “Then we will take a walk outside & get some fresh air. “Then I will take you back into the bed & suck you dry. Hahaha, it worked. He liked it. Such simple little things make a man happy! How easy it is to suck on his cock, make him come, & satisfy him. Then he will love me? I sure hope so, Derrick says this is the way to go. (Derrick says he won’t let a woman give him a blow job because he doesn’t want them to control him! What great points he makes!)

 `````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````` A new model lined up! OMG – don’t even ask, the SIZE OF IT! I will send an image of it covered with a towel. Can anyone guess? 10” – 12” - 14"? He called me YESTERDAY after FLIPPING OUT over my profile. He said he would PAY MY WAY TO FLORIDA, to come see him where he owns his own tattoo, body piercing center. He is a professional nude model when he goes to Europe, works for the art colleges & artists. I told him I am a photographer, he said, “Let’s go!” OK, he isn’t muscular like Derrick or Rodney – these guys are the shit as far as muscles, their dicks are normal. But this boy, his dick is not normal methinks, & so, he does not have to be muscular, the dick speaks for itself, it is a weapon, a work of art, something to behold, it’ll work. Of course, he is slim & fit, beautiful face, so that’s all she wrote – we have it made. I can’t wait! ``````````````````````````````````````````````````` Other Males There are other males on this list I want to photograph & love – Mell, are you listening? Anyone else out there? Not hearing much from any of you, just Mell, Dion, Ty, who else is listening? I guess I’m not the wifey type. I’ve been there, done that, been celibate 20 plus years. Time to have fun. No, I am not a professional. Some wise asses ask me if I am a professional (hooker) or a swinger. I said, “No, I give it out for free. No, I am looking for relationships, but no, I don’t want to be a (monogamous, bored, repressed) wife.” Is that so hard to understand? If any of you here on the list get bent out of shape because I am being open & honest, so be it. Derrick tells me, “You gotta’ play m'to get m'.” That means, play each one – let each one think he or she is the “one & only”. That works for Derrick for a while, but they find out....women who found out how he played them have started blogs about him, denouncing him, so it does backfire. But he always finds new ones. I guess the guys who are OVERLY jealous will not work for me (a big of jealousy is understandable, but we have to be mature adults!). If they are possessive, want to be the “one & only” – I’m not sure if there is such a thing. How does one find the one & only? Have you ever found the ideal, a perfect party that satisfied you in every way? What I see around me is men & women getting together with one, then breaking up, then finding another one. Most married people are not happy, they are bored & frustrated. So people are with multiple partners, but they PRETEND they WANT ONE – the ideal that NEVER MATERIALIZES. I admit there may not be just one. Or if there is, I will have to be, like all of us, with many until I find him. Might take years. Let us quit the pretense & hypocrisy. Women like sex as much as men do. They just don’t want to be used as garbage disposals for sperm, where guys get what they want, leave the woman hanging, act like they don’t know her the next day. ````````````````````````````````````````````````````` Bottom Line I am going to do that book, “The Gods of Sex” with Derrick as the main one, him on the cover. The other hotties, models, dates will be inside. I think it’ll be great. Rasa --- 2 18 12 P.S. My new disciple, Franz, who I got on Match.com, & he is a “10” hottie - & I are getting along just great. I am teaching him daily & he’s building an altar to worship me. I guess I’m “all things to all men,” – I know it sounds vain, but.....

I Have Met a Disciple on the Dating Site!

 

Rasa Von Werder

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His name is Franz.

It was a phenomenon.

What was different about Franz is that he actually LISTENED to all that I said, interjected little but what was offered was pertinent.

He had no anxiety to control the conversation, did not introduce any threads, said little but seemed genuinely interested, not bored by all that I said.  I was emptying my stories on Franz, including an episode with a young male I seduced – Franz was laughing & then my phone died.

The next day I looked at who I should call & remembered Franz – but then I thought,

“But he didn’t say anything...I did all the talking...Not sure if this is going to be a relationship.”

I looked at my list of phone numbers & left messages for those I had not spoken to enough.  Then I called Franz, all, just for being bored.

His sonorous voice answers.  I am thinking,

“The way I babble on, he might not even want to hear from me - & I transgressed by talking about other men – a definite no no, but I do it anyway.  Some guys get really PISSED.

How did the conversation start? - Can’t recall.  Somehow the subject of God came up.  He asked me some questions about God.  I asked him his history of the dating site, & he said,

“My experience has not been good.”

“Why?”

I don’t get responses.  I sent out hundreds of letters.”

That startles me.  Franz is a TEN.  He is chocolate 35 years old, very beautiful, classy, perfect features, perfect body, & super intelligent.

I read his profile to see if anything is wrong, & you can tell he’s a gentleman with a brilliant mind.  Is he too high up for the women?  No, it can’t be, he’d get the more evolved women.

As we are talking, mostly me, I say to Franz,

“Why don’t you tell me more about yourself?”

“There’s not much to tell about me, I just want to hear you talk.”

He asks me more & more questions about God.  Then he reveals the following,

He is the son of two evangelical Pastors who run their own church.  He works for them, but he has a need to escape his environment.  He tells me,

“Rasa, I feel stifled, drained & depleted.  I love my parents & their church, but I have a different feeling about God, my own perception, & I need to get away from where I am, but I can’t right now.  I feel empty – I’ve lost my spiritual spark.

“After we talked, I couldn’t get you off my mind.  I decided if it’s meant to be, you will call me, & you did.

“I think God sent you to me & I believe I can learn from you.”

The feeling from Franz was totally different than any other man, it’s like he wasn’t there – just a deep, magical voice responding to me, his accent British – a beautiful black man with a British accent in the middle of the South, well versed in Christian theology, looking to me to explain spiritual truths.  I said to him,

“Now I know why women aren’t responding to you...you are blocking them with your mind...you don’t want a woman YOU WANT GOD!

I then saw why the sensation he wasn’t there – he had lost his ego.  In fact, he told me,

“I FEEL LOST.”

But the place where Franz is at is a good place as far as spiritual journey.  He has detached himself from the world & the flesh – but he has not moved into the spiritual place he needs to be – he’s in transit.  Here’s where guidance comes in.

He never talked about sex but when I joked about a guy playing hard to get he said,

“I would give you some dick.”

That made me laugh - thank God he isn’t sexually repressed or guilt ridden. He is easy & natural with it, but it isn’t what he is seeking, he is looking for the ultimate cure– the Divine.

I told him,

“Franz, you understand where you are at, the emptiness, & that’s a great thing.  Most people feel emptiness & they fill that void with substances, repetitive (empty of love) sex & material pursuits.  This of course, doesn’t make them happy, & you have not fallen into that trap, you are seeking God, you are hungry for God.”

Our conversation went on for three hours – I had to beg off.  It continued the next day.  He & I spent four hours in two days talking about God, & we both feel it’s just the beginning.

Franz is now going to install me into his heart, which means I will be his Guru & he will be my disciple.  This is always an exciting supernatural event.  My Anointing will begin flowing into him & great things will happen.

1 31 12 ............update

Franz has installed me into his heart.

I “walked” him through it.

When we got done, he was laughing, filled with BLISS.

He told me,

“As soon as I put my hands on my heart, like you told me to, my hands were BURNING with heat!”

I am now “downloading” or installing the Anointing into my Beloved Disciple, Franz, & it’ll be 24/7!  I am so excited & so is he!

We SPOKE FOR 3.5 HOURS, from 1:30 am until 5 am when I begged off, & it did not feel like a long time!

He told me,

“I could listen to you forever.”

Do you see the miracle here?   A black male who is a “10” wants to listen to me forever about God – He IS NOT a type person looking to women for just sex, he is INTO GOD & he has found ME, THE EMBODIMENT OF GOD - & he knows it & believes it & did exactly as I told him to for the installation, & it worked.  I now live in him & miracles will happen!

From Rasa Von Werder

Rasa’s 15th book has MORE NUDITY & SEX APPEAL than any before!

 

Rasa Von Werder

Rasa’s 15^th book has MORE NUDITY & SEX APPEAL than any before!

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(See END for William Bond & Rasa on Pornography)

To show their erected cocks or not?  That is the question.  Yes, Rasa said to her book.  Besides Marcel, there are a dozen other lovers, with 10”, 11”, 12” & even a 14” “horse cock.”  Her fave is the one she calls “python” a curved one glistening dark from a gorgeous mixed race male.

The book also contains more of Rasa nudity & more erotic shots of the two of them, and the latest images of Rasa taken Nov. 2011.

Part II begins with the day-by-day account of Marcel & Rasa, describing euphemistically for Face book their activities & love making.  It culminates past day 14 when everything ends.

Marcel stole Rasa’s ATM card, jogged 7 miles a day 3 days in a row to remove $2,200. from her bank, when fortunately, Rasa was sitting by her pc / phone when the FRAUD DEPT. called.  Doors were locked, police were called, he was arrested with cash & info. on all 3 Rasa credit cards!

It did the boy no good.  He did some time in jail, Rasa retrieved all her money from his suitcase & got back what was in his pockets, case closed, love is grand, so is larceny.  You can take the boy out of the ghetto, but you can’t take the ghetto out of the boy.

Marcel could have gone two ways.  One, he could have continued benefiting from Rasa, who gave him gifts every time she saw him, or, he could BETRAY & rob Rasa, forfeiting the relationship, losing all.  He made a bad decision.  Marcel was attracted only to older, European women; one of these is a millionaire.  But none of them ever gave him anything – made him pay for the dates, HIS OWN BIRTHDAY HE HAD TO PAY WITH THE MILLIONAIRE LADY!  (She is a graffiti artist who convinced some yo yo in Germany to give her a fortune for her scribblings, with bullshit written all over them.  Got another friend to NOMINATE HER FOR THE NOBEL PEACE PRIZE, because she writes “peace” all over her graffiti!  I groaned when on Face book, after Marcel had stood me up, before he robbed me, there he was on a date with her, WEARING THE CLOTHES I BOUGHT HIM!).  Rasa, the only one who paid all his expenses, all the dinners, gave him money for birthday & photography, is the one he hurts.  But whom did he hurt the most?  Himself, of course.

We move on.  Marcel is only one chapter in a book that is finished, I have the gorgeous pics to use of him now forever.  But onward & upward to other dicks, big ones.  Onward & upward to meaningful articles, beyond the tantalizing pictures, there are always those great, inspired articles.

DESCRIPTION OF BOOK

This book contains tons of images of Rasa & her nude young lovers (mostly black), in their passion & positions! It has MORE NUDITY than any of Rasa’s books so far, more than in Part I.

In the days of Matriarchy, sex was fertility & love, & pleasure was happiness. God wants LOVE on earth as it is in Heaven, certainly not this Hell men have created where sex is DIRTY while death (as in war) is declared HOLY! How could all this have turned around?

Rasa declares in her vision that when Lucifer turned against God, & one third of the angels went with him, became Satan & his demons, is an analogy to MEN turning AGAINST MOTHER GOD & WOMEN & creating the totally evil world we have today, where SATAN (Patriarchy!) is THE PRINCE OF THIS WORLD, with everything collapsing including economies & ecological systems. The OLD WOMEN must rally now to SAVE THE YOUNG, the planet & the future of us all. OLD WOMEN with YOUNG MEN is a concept that is STILL TABOO, but Rasa Von Werder is working to CHANGE THAT!

Rasa’s 15^th book has MORE NUDITY & SEX APPEAL than any before!

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Jan. 4 2012

Rasa:

I have read this William & it is perfect for my next book, all about SEX....I will include my comments.

Men & women are at CROSS PURPOSES it seems within the Patriarchal setting.

I believe in Matriarchy, they were NOT at cross purposes.

It’s when men dominate that nothing makes sense any more; it’s all about them, nothing much for women except being slaves.

In Matriarchy males – the way I imagine it – could have sex with just about anyone,  without any problem or repercussion, it was a free-for-all, although I suspect they were not allowed to molest the underage. Thereby, the erotic needs of males were fulfilled, - without all the bans, taboos, repression, they could satisfy themselves & did not have to become rich to get women.

The reason for this is that all the privileges & resources came from the Mother, not the Father, the Father DID NOT MATTER so who put his seed in you DID NOT MATTER  The father was a sperm donor, & we are getting back to that within the welfare system – women paid by the state (subsistence wages) as they bear children.  The men are but a sideline.

Marriage is getting rarer these days as women CAN WORK.  Marriage was a form of SERVICE OF WOMEN TO MEN & THE ONLY WAY MOST COULD SURVIVE OR HAVE STATUS.  That has changed so drastically, the women in future will be the success objects, the males the sex objects, a whole different perspective.

There will be no more pornography of men face fucking & ass fucking women.  They will have trouble finding women to play these roles as opportunities for women increase.

Pornography, Love and Romance

William Bond

William:

Pornography is extremely popular on the internet, and this has revealed just many men like it.  At the same time, most women don’t seem to like it at all, and many are very hostile to it.  So why is there this big difference between the sexes on this subject?

RASA: 

because as you will explain momentarily, William, it is MALE DOMINATION PORNOGRAPHY, which is produced by the most vile, lowlife males – I knew some of them, they are the vermin who crawl the bottom of the earth, they are demons set out to degrade women.  What is there in this type of scenario for women to like?

William:

Pornography is about sex and men and women have different attitudes about sex. For men, sex seems to be about depositing semen inside women, but most men do not think much about, what happens afterwards.  But women cannot have this attitude, because if the semen makes her pregnant, then she then has a child growing inside her and when it is born, she has to devote her life into looking after that child.  So for this reason, what sex means to men, is very different to what it means for women.

RASA:

The men who produce these videos are mafia.  In their spare time they also do illegal gambling, extortion, drugs & murder – pornography is but a part of their criminal empire.  These men have no souls, no virtue, no sensitivity, they are DEMONS.  So it is WORSE than what you are saying, William, they are out to DESTROY WOMEN, destroy their image, destroy the respect for them, destroy all that has to do with love, compassion, & the precepts of Mother God.  This is not INNOCENT BOYS trying to deposit their sperm where they may, it is purposeful degradation of women, purposeful brainwashing of males to hate women.

William: 

How little men think about fertilization is shown in porn videos, because most of it doesn’t show man’s semen going inside a woman’s vagina but more inside a woman’s mouth or anus, or even just on her face or breasts.  This is generally the climax of the film. (no pun intended). All this is far too mechanical and limiting for most women, because women are more interested in relationships.

RASA:  Face fucking & anal fucking, like this, for the pubic, is DEGRADATION.

William:  Most women prefer romance rather than pornography;

RASA:  Little by little, as I take images of males, it will become sexier or more “pornographic.”  The women ALREADY LOVE MY PHOTOS because they are sex-positive, love positive, male/female relationship positive.

What we know as “pornography” is ONE VERSION OF SEX, the kind called DEPERSONALIZATION.

They do us the way they do animals or the occupied citizens in a time of war.  They separate their EMOTIONS from their actions, they depersonalize us – we are not human, we are THINGS.

When another person or creature becomes a THING you have license or permission to do whatever to them, including skin them alive, mutilate, rape, abuse, molest & murder.  That is what this pornography is about – it is BODY PUNISHING, SOUL DEGRADING, it is not LOVE – it is ABUSE.  The men who produce this, as I said, have no souls.  They hire actors who can act like they have no souls.  They teach & encourage the males who watch this shit to GIVE UP THEIR SOULS.

William:

 this is because romantic stories are about the relationship between men and women.  There is a very good reason for this.  Once a woman becomes pregnant, then she is going to be better off looking after her child, if she can receive the help and support of the child’s father.  So a romantic story of a man who falls in love with a woman, and loves her so much, that when she has children, he devotes his life to looking after her and her children is what most women want.  This then, is why romantic stories are far more appealing to a woman, than pornography

RASA:  It could also happen another way.  Give us back our Matriarchal families (we are getting them back anyway, without your help or consent, Mother God is empowering us), let us women take care of the children & the economics.  You deposit your sperm in us & work for us, then go away before you start beating us up or molesting the children.  Or if you want to hang around you have to behave like a human being, not a monster.

William:

So if romantic stories are very appealing to women, why aren’t they also appealing to men as well?  Why is it that so many men will prefer a pornography story, than a romantic story?  The reason could be about how men and women think about love.

For most women, love is not a choice; it is very difficult for a woman not to love.  The reason for this is that women have a powerful maternal instinct.  For most species of animal to survive, it is important that the female want to have young and nurture them, until they reach breeding age.  This instinct is even more important for human beings because the human baby is the most helpless newborn in the animal kingdom, as well as taking nearly 20 years to become an adult.  So, for the human species to survive, it means that the human female has to have a very powerful maternal instinct in caring for and protecting her children.  This means, women have very little choice in wanting to love.  This maternal instinct is so strong that women not only love children, they also love men and animals as well.  The caring professions, like nursing, old people care givers and social workers are also dominated by women.

RASA: I cannot believe that all men are as vile as these “porno” movies depict.  I have seen males sick & disgusted at porno theaters, walk out ready to vomit – when I was a dancer & they had these movies between shows.  We can’t give up on all the males & believe they are all like the ones who rule the world & worship Moloch. 

It’s true that male’s maternal instinct is not as strong as females, it is vestigial.

However, men have a strong desire to worship women & serve them, if this is encouraged.  I proved this in my articles about “Worship of Beautiful Women is Hunger for Mother God.”

I believe that a huge number of males will venerate, worship women & serve them once women are empowered & the demonic males are disempowered. Right now they are being BRAINWASHED by the evil, alpha old males, to think & act as they do.  We are moving toward a change.

William:

On the other hand, men do have a choice about whether he wishes to love others.  In evolutionary terms, men can fertilize many different women and therefore father lots of children and not be involved in caring for any of them, if he doesn’t wish to do so.  This is one of the reasons why human societies have marriage, laws and customs.  Is to try and force men to stay and help to look after the children they have fathered.  This attitude of mind is reflected in pornography.

RASA:  Marriage for women has been a mixed blessing, sometimes for the good, other times a trap, a prison.  Women you notice, who are working, are not getting married as much.  Then what was the purpose of marriage?  It became the only employment opportunity available to women!  When women are employed otherwise, they can take care of children without the male!  This is DIFFICULT, but women, who are great beings, can manage!

William:

One of the reasons why many women do not like pornography is that it is devoid of love.  Women like romantic stories about love, but men are not so sure about this.  The reason for this, is that, if you fall in love, then you are ‘hooked’.  In other words if you deeply love another person, then you many find yourself devoting your life to caring about other people.  For this reason, many men are wary about getting married, and forming relationships as they want freedom from this.  This is also why men like pornography, because it is mostly about sex without love.  Men do like to have fantasies about having sex with women, without having all the problems of loving relationships or having to care for children.  Women on the other hand have no choice in this, it is far harder for women to divorce sex from love and the nurturing children.

RASA:  Women like to have fantasies about sex, also, with lots of men, even though they don’t admit it.  But women, again, are pragmatic.  They take responsibility for what comes out of their body, but the male can run away.  In an ideal society women can take care of the children, because they are not lacking resources (Matriarchy) & can also have sex with all the men they want, any time they want.  We are also moving toward polyandry, I might say, which means women will have multiple steady partners.

William:

Another thing that many women don’t like about pornography is that some of it goes further than just being unloving.  Some of it, is about men degrading and hurting women.  So why is this?  The reason probably is, is that if men do fear loving a woman, then the defense against this, is hatred.  By hating women, allows men to have sex with them, without getting emotionally involved in them.

It can be even get more problematic that this.  Men do want and need women to love them, but when this happens, it is hard not to love women in return.  So hate becomes the antidote to love, as men find themselves in a position of hating the women who loves them.  This is shown in extreme porn videos, where women are shown being loving towards men and only receiving abuse in return.  These men do not even like to acknowledge these women are being loving, and accuse these abused women of being, kinky, perverted or masochistic.  Psychologists claim that women who love abusive men are masochistic because they lack self-esteem.  They do not comment on the powerful maternal instinct of women, that allows them to love these types of men.  So it is not about her being kinky, perverted or masochistic or any of the other labels people place on these women, but just about the expression of her powerful maternal instincts.

RASA:  Interesting point.  We see men as CHILDREN & as inferior, dysfunctional, needy persons.  We see their STUPIDITY, their neediness, their lying to themselves about how strong they are.  We see how WEAK they are, how lacking in character & virtue, when they have to beat on us, abuse us & helpless children.  What is wrong with them?  Something is – we know that.  We feel sorry for them until we are so fed up, can’t take it any more – then we leave. 

William:

The same cannot be said about men who abuse loving women.  It is true they are simply resisting feelings of love, they have for others.  Therefore, it is perfectly reasonable for a man, not to want to love, so he is free to do what he likes.  But it is not so understandable if he abuses women who love him.  Or fathers children and runs away, the moment his girlfriend is pregnant or gives birth.

Another problem women have with pornography is that the type of sex that is written about or shown, is unlikely to give a woman pleasure.  Certainly a woman is not going to receive an orgasm through having a penis in her mouth or anus, but this can also be true, if a woman has a penis in her vagina.  A very large number of women cannot orgasm through vagina stimulated.  The reason for this, is that orgasm can only happen, if the clitoris is stimulated.  If a woman has her clitoris close to the opening of her vagina, then the penis might rub against it while the penis is pumping inside her and so she may be able to have an orgasm. But if there is no contact between the penis and clitoris through penetrative sex, then it is very difficult for this to happen.  This is still true, even if the man has a gigantic penis.

RASA:  What you are saying is true.  Most women lie about orgasms, men want to believe they give us orgasms instantly, but it is tedious to make a woman orgasm, but easy for men It’s easy for men because biology has made it that way so he squirts his sperm as fast as possible – if the women climaxed easily she might terminate the act & the sperm would not be deposited.

William:

The problem is, that if a woman tries to explain this to some men, he can see it as a criticism of his sexual performance.  As a result, she can be accused of being frigid, and encouraged to see a doctor or a psychologist.  Because of this, many women end up faking an orgasm, to spare herself this aggravation.  This faking also happens in pornographic stories and videos.  For this reason, seeing a porn actress faking an orgasm from penetrative sex, is not going to excite a woman, who knows she cannot orgasm like this.

RASA: 

You can’t explain anything to men, most of them are daft.  You have to start teaching them in puberty, so many things they never learn; no one teaches them in a Patriarchal setting.  By the time they grow up most of them are impossible to talk to – they have a host of stupid opinions, all centering on themselves & their own needs, & their own delusions about superiority.  Who wants to argue all night? 

William:

It seems most women can only orgasm through direct clitoris stimulation, which means that the man has to either use his finger or tongue.  Pornography is full of stories and videos of women giving men oral sex but there is not a lot about men giving oral sex to women.  And even when that is shown, very few of it shows a man licking a woman’s clitoris until she orgasms.  So for this reason, as far as women are concerned, pornography is only about men’s pleasure and not about what women enjoy.

RASA:  There is so much more to what is called “sex” that the physical touch of genitals.  There is looking, talking, saying kind things, there is soft touching when no sex is intended.  Every kind & loving act that stimulates & RELAXES a person is part of the SENSUAL experience.  The genital act is but one percent of all the nuances & the foreplay of love.  True love is with all beings – you have to have love, you have to have kindness.  For a male & female to share love, it is way, way beyond the genitals. And if a person only wants their genitals stimulated, they are zombies & Cretans, they are subhuman.

William:

So the differences between the sexes, in their attitude to pornography and romance are all to do about their different feelings about love.   Women are looking for love and relationships in their sex lives, whereas many men prefer to separate sex from love.

RASA:  I have to stop you there in the middle of the paragraph.  How many males prefer to separate sex from love?  We should do some study on this, as males DIE WITHOUT THE LOVE WOMEN GIVE THEM, THEY BLOW THEIR BRAINS OUT, THEY COMMIT SUICIDE.  They TAKE FOR GRANTED the routine love women give them – Mothers, girlfriends, wives.  When they lose all their women, are rejected, no one wants them, you have SUICIDE.  You also have HOMICIDE.  Guys like TED BUNDY, serial killers, are LONERS, rejects, men that someone rejected or that NO ONE WANTS.  They are SO ANGRY they become KILLERS.  Women do not become killers (usually) through lack of love, but men do.  So how is it that THEY DON’T WANT LOVE?  Is this true or is it a DELUSION THAT THEY BELIEVE THEY DON’T WANT LOVE BUT ONLY SEX?

William:

In this, there doesn’t seem to be a lot of compromise.  Many men have learnt to have loving relationships with women when they live with them and have a family.  But it is very difficult for women to have sexual relationships without love.  It is true women working in the sex industry are expected to do this, but they don’t find it easy.  The stereotype of the prostitute with the heart of gold is true, because women find it too difficult to suppress their maternal instincts completely.

So the pornographic industry will continue while many men fantasize about sex without love, and women are willing to serve the needs of these men.

RASA:  Women WILL NOT continue to serve the needs of these selfish, deluded men.  We will un-delude them, we will un-brainwash them, & they will become human again.  It’s all about the programming, the old men VS. the old women programming the young what life means, what sex means, what relationships mean.