A few days ago I prayed thus: ‘God, give me the ability to present myself in person for the podcasts’…my Inner Voice said, ‘before this time next week, you will do it.’ This was Sunday the 21st so this Sunday the 28 is the deadline. What’s relevant is I accidentally popped into the ‘analytics’ of my podcasts & was dismayed to see the average view was 3.5 minutes. I then knew I should cut it way down, like an hour an a half is what I’m doing & if I stop it after each SUBJECT, chop it into segments of 10-20 mins each, the 3.5 mins would be more relevant…Also so many more videos on You tube, more chances of people SEEING the presentation…In addition God is showing me through these dreams, they want to see me & if I present myself, the show will be ‘packed.’ My friends have warned me, told me, to do it this way but I didn’t listen until my own inner sense showed me the way. I had a bone to pick with myself, lol.
I was somewhere in a public place with a hundred or so
people sitting in a group facing away from me.
One person stood out –
*{
But in the exact corner, closest to me, is a smaller person
who looks mixed race – part Asian- biracial & also sexual orientation might
be bisexual, {but this is vague.} He
seems kind of sad & is not the
*{What is NICK doing here? Lol, he represents FAILURE. He could not CHANGE or improve & died of
a drug overdose.}*
Then all the people disappear except the one in the corner -
& I se
This is not what I hoped for.
In a cheerful way I declare something that slightly
embarrasses me – I wished all the people in that group of 100 would disappear
& only that ONE {I don’t speak his name} person would remain, & I with
him. I did NOT want
*{I’m embarrassed to admit I want success, as the
religion of Jesus teaches poverty & I have renounced recognition. But my inner voice reminds me that Jesus
himself SOUGHT SUCCESS in the Salvation of mankind!}*
But the ‘little guy’ left with me knows & maybe that’s
why he’s SAD.
*{Nick is sad re his failure & so am I re mine.}*
Another scene. Arnold
is doing something innovative, like he’s an inventor & we’re going back in
time & space when he invented a unique system, like say, the wi-fi system –
something technical.
I want to be there with him, his friend, associate, back in
time, not sure why. He takes a 50’ long
pipe, covers it all the way around with cloth, & his eyes wide open in
anticipation, does something with it, hooking it up to something unique.
*{ME: Mother God
help. What is this?
MG: TUBE – you heard
of the ‘boob tube?’ lol. It’s a DOUBLE MEANING. One, the internet is like TV,
so you appeared, & 2, you appeared showing your BOOBS a lot & it was
VERY POPULAR & this is saying it’s a winning ticket to show your
well-developed body.
Next scene something to do with movies, but what?
There were several other scenes but forgotten.
*{Last scene says you will succeed again when you appear
– you‘re planning to wear the glamorous clothes, should be good.}*
Last scene after several more things with
There is a Broadway Show that I visit with a male
friend. The friend has something to do
with the production of the show, but he is at odds with the regular staff of
producers – 3or 4 of them – maybe wants to make changes. He’s youngish, has curly black hair, thin - I
see him walking up to the other guys confronting them.
I take a look at the show.
It stars CHESTY BIG. The show is successful – not an empty seat in the
house! All kinds people, men &
women.
It’s her LOOKS that make her a star. She SINGS, I hear her. Her singing is acceptable, but they are here
to SEE her.
I look at the other females who dance in the show by comparison. They suddenly appear before my eyes to the left, behind the stage - One more to the front, one behind her. They are both THIN but stringy, not shapely, small breasts – like A or B cup at most. And both are wearing black waist cinchers – not sure why as they’re thin. Both have medium short dark hair & are looking straight toward me. But they are NOTHING TO LOOK AT. They are supporting players, not stars.
The staff is arguing about Chesty, but she’s calm. I see her standing between shows talking or being interviewed, from the back. She’s wearing a conservative suit – light beige, with long sleeves, loose not tight, attractive. And her hair is longish & bouffant, not flat. I never see her clearly to her face. What is most relevant is her calm demeanor. {end}
The most important message here is her show is a SUCCESS. {end}
MEANING:
*{This says the same thing as the other dream –
if you appear in person you will succeed.
You are a celebrity – your body, looks, are the main thing they want to
see. Yes, you will speak, but it’s you
they want to SEE most of all.
ME: Jeesh, is it that
important? I guess so. I’m also reminded of how Aimee Semple
McPherson looked so beautiful in nice dresses, & she presented very
striking shows to her religious audience – like a broadway Show. Kathryn
Kuhlman wore striking dresses. Then
there’s Liberace. Without his getup, his
TV show got canceled. Then Elton John,
Boy George, all the rock stars with fancy getup. It’s show biz, isn’t it. And myself, when I look at presentations, I
do take note of how people look, what they wear & if they’re not
presentable, I feel disappointed - Or analyze how they could improve.
So according to Mother God, I will make an in person podcast
– several I trust – before this Sunday.
Maybe Saturday as I’ll be busy prior to that.
What
is the thing about her in the beige suit, wig, covered up, calm? – Being
interviewed. And the conflict between 2
parts of staff.
MG: It’s the conflict between you covered up,
unseen – don’t see the face - & you seen.
Look at the views on the greatest book ever written besides the gospel –
Very good and very informative dreams indeed. With the help of Mother God, it looks like you have it all figured out now. Break a leg! (Figuratively speaking, of course)
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And lots of great artwork and cute fuzzies as well 😊
ReplyDeletethanks for helping Ajax! Rasa
ReplyDeleteYou're very welcome, Rasa 😊
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