Friday 18 October 2024

Heaven & Purgatory

 

Several dreams re a soul in Purgatory Lifted up, Franco Columbu, & the Tale of Richard Burton & Liz Taylor

 

10-18-24 Ascension of young female

 

          Dream has a longish preamble. My brother is here & I’m annoyed, as he’s a ‘ner’do’well & seems to get help within our family – not deservedly. Just now he’s asked Dad for $3,000 & is receiving it! I see him walking here to the right, Dad following – why is Dad spoiling him? I ponder.

          Next, some sort of a treat – we’re being taken for pizza. I see this beautiful convertible car & it has 4 bucket seats, driver, passenger, & the 2 seats behind. The upholstery looks expensive, maybe leather. It’s red with furrows. My family members get in– each seat is taken. One of the members is a female but who she is I don’t know, has sort of pageboy style hair to her shoulders.

          When I see the seating situation & that I would have to squeeze in with one of my family members – God forbid my bro whom I can’t stand, I jut say,

          “I pass,”

          And allow them to go without me.

          I return to the house. It’s fairly roomy & decently appointed. But as I stand in the entrance, looking down a set of stairs to the street, this happens -& it occurs right after my family leaves, within seconds:

          A hearse has arrived in the street, & several family members walk up the stairs to see me. A mature man has black under one of his eyes from grieving. Don’t see the others clearly, but they’ve all come to announce the death of a young female family member.

          As I stand there, notice I’m wearing my ‘gold’ dress – completely covered with gold sequins.  At first I see their sorrow & sadness, but quickly I look up to Heaven & raise my arms upward,

“She has died & is already in Heaven – rejoice.”

I begin to dance, I think the others do also. I try my trick of being “upside down”, one of my fave dance moves in dreams – but can’t do it as my legs are too heavy.   {End}

MEANING:

*{For sure, someone has risen up to Heaven & the family has come to me to announce her death. But I tell them not to grieve, as she’s already in Heaven – no Purgatory! My Golden Dress means LOVE. This might be saying the LOVE that was transmitted to her instantly lifted her into Glory. It could be the effective St. Gertrude prayers I’m saying first thing each morning.

The preamble I need time to think about. What does it have to do with my earthly family & brother?}*   {End}

 

10-17-24 ‘James Brown’ is Franco Columbu in Purgatory

 

This dream bothered me so much I didn’t want to record it. But then I understood its meaning & it was actually good, so here it is.

James Brown is in town & I want to see him, but he’s usually with so many crowds & people, hard to get to But somehow I time it right & appear in front of him when he’s all alone & I greet him. I tell him my name but not sure if he recalls it, but then I take off my white shaggy fur coat to show him my body – then he recognizes me.  He has on a similar coat.

I’m wearing an outfit from long ago before I redecorated my apt. I went to the furniture store & when the sales man saw me take off my coat – he was so impressed with my body he got the manager to wait on me!

The outfit is some sort of brown skirt with brown suspenders & the top is a silky royal blue turtleneck.

When he sees my body he immediately knows who I am.

He looks unusual, not at all like the real James Brown. He has on a wig that has thick gray sausage’ curls but the curls aren’t hollow; they’re thick & also frizzy. The wig is big & thick – he isn’t tall – about my height.  His clothing is a few different layers & his expression is rather blank – like one who is not stimulated – no expression.

I really want to talk to him but then this mental case guy shows up he interferes. He might be a spirit as I see him in the air with only a partial body & I fight with him to try & get rid of him. He reminds me of an alcoholic/ex-drug addict who introduced me to the bars when I had to become a cougar. By the time the conflict is over, James is gone & I must go searching for him.

When I do find him he is amidst a crowd of people, signing autographs & such. Somehow I know he’s DEAD, so why is he still surrounded by fans?

When he’s like this I can’t get through to him.

The end is just frustration, can’t recall what else.   {End}

MEANING:

*{This is Franco Columbu in Purgatory & it describes what holds him there.  It’s his ATTACHMENT TO HIS LIFE & CAREER, thinking he was a major star – he wasn’t. In the body building world he was, but mainstream no. He was seen, at least to me, as the slave & submissive of Arnold, always in his shadow, having small parts in many of his movies, appearing with him on stage, being his best man – all that. He was the friend & supporter of a big star, but not one himself. That COULD be why he appears as James Brown – as he WAS a great star, standing on his own two feet, not in the shadow of anyone nor assisted by anyone else’s celebrity.

That is one delusion Franco has to give up. But nevertheless, even the great stars, like Elvis, were attached to their careers & had to be separated from this until they could rise up to Heaven – so either way, big star, little star or a nobody attached to their former life – they all have to be set free.

I discussed this with Franco a lot today, or rather, explained it to him.

I’ve been saying the Gregorian Masses for him, which is 30 in a row, & because of that, have come closer to his environment in Purgatory.  

The wig reminds me of those ancient wigs the judges in Englad wear – this could also be saying this is the judgment upon him, the attachment thereof.

My connecting with him is the same as God – because it’s God’s Grace that I’m transmitting. And it shows a negative person, one mentally ill {as this man he reminds me of in real life was} - when this spirit or cluster of thoughts takes ‘James’ aka Franco over, I cannot relate with him – I cannot transmit Grace to him! He disappears to me.  He’s lost in his delusionary thoughts of his great stardom.   {end}.

 

 

About 10-11-2024:  Man flies through the air to me – this & the next dream are related, both the situation of Richard Burton & Liz Taylor

 

This dream is over a week old & I was too busy to record it.  I see a beautiful radiant male in the air, with a white radiant jacket.  He flies through the air toward me & when we meet, he makes love to me or transmits love – I see no physical action, just the powerful spirit of love.

This happens several different times & it’s ecstatic.

He appears again, but this time he is stationary & covered with a black plastic, vinyl shiny material, like his physical self is only a foot & a half long covered with this material ‘he’s only like a stick figure.

And I say to him,

“No kiss for me today?”

And he says,

“Haven’t you had enough”

This bothered me so much I didn’t want to record it, but here it is.

MEANING:

*{At first I thought it was about myself & Nick but when all is said & done, it cannot be, because after death he is united to my soul forever, so no, he would not say that to me.  But I saw how Liz Tayor related to Burton the way I did to Nick – her world revolved around him, she was obsessed – he not so – he obsessed with his career – while my Nick was addicted to drugs They each had another God.

But in death, Nick did fly to me.

But in this, Richard does not fly to Liz, he wants to get away from her. In his retirement with his last wife, far away in Switzerland, he wanted escape from Liz & his career & all she put him through. Yes, she made him an incredibly high paying star – because of her celebrity, & he cashed in on that – but it would make anyone weary after a while & he wanted out.  But she did not want out.  So this shows the story.}   {End}  

 

About Oct 11, 2024  Is this Richard Burton & Liz?

 

I see a man who wants to be left alone, to escape this lady. He has gone off but she has a detective who watches his every move & reports to her his activities daily, & is even told to photograph him & transmit this to her.

I see the man going through an area on his way to ‘hide’ or be private. He has a mustache & beard I see from far away. I try to get his attention.

So before he goes through the door to be private & shut it, I say to him,

“Do you remember Brighteon?”

And then he looks toward me & that’s it, he goes his way past that door.

And I tell them that was the only way I could get him to look toward me, when I said that word.

MEANING:

*{See the meaning of the previous dream – this is what I call ‘parrallel dreams,’ & these have the same meaning.}*   {End}

 

Around 10 - 9 – 2024 re new book success

 

I have parked in the parking lot where I used to at my apt in town, when I was a cougar. To my right is parked a shiny, beautiful black car resplendent with lots of chrome & shining like anything, sparkling, brand new.

MEANING: *{This is the new book which will be a GREAT SUCCESS. It’s black because it’s toward the end of my life, like the capstone on the pyramid – the pyramid being the tomb of a great person, the capstone ‘caps’ their life. So this book, on my cougar days & other parts, will be so.}*












 

         

 

3 comments:

  1. Excellent work, Rasa! This one came out great as usual, interesting dreams, with great artwork and plenty of cute fuzzies of course. I will be sure to share it.

    Best of luck with your new book, and keep up the great work 😊

    Pete

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  2. thanks for everything Ajax!

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