Try to Assist a Man Seeking Love! But he can't receive it!

 

5-18-25    Struggle to help a soul – this time on earth! 

I was at a tiny ‘bar’ outside, sitting at it, - it’s on a corner. I’m struggling with something happening at the same time.

Someone told me to BE at tis place, which I see but have not exactly entered. They told me ARNOLD {meaning success, ot the man} would be there. I should go there & hob nob & maybe he’ll check me out, dance with me, we’ll be friendly. I see a large sort of white painted room, rectangular. No too many people. I see a person with a nice white shirt buttoned up, very neat, long sleeves. But who is this? Is it Arnold or me? Strange idea that I can’t tell the difference!

So I’m sitting at this bar preparing to go to this hall for hope-for success & I have this light blue sweater I might wear. But when I take it out, it’s been somewhere where it got soiled. The neck is not perfectly clean & not only that, has STRAW, like old straw off the lawn, embedded around the collar. I I try to brush it off, it’s hard. My time to be in this hall is imminent. So I think,

“I’ll put my blue kerchief around the neck, Arnold won’t notice the soiling, it’ll be covered, it’ll be OK – he’ll want to dance with me.”

As I sit there there’s a female right on my left – the wall is next to me on my right. Beyond us I see clear skies, this is outdoors.

Then a man is sitting a couple barstools away from me, past my lady friend. {You will see the lady next to me is the one I’ll possess!} He’s got blonde-ginger hair, a small mustache, maybe beard – he’s young. He looks at me, our eyes meet. But there is NO SPARK from him – he isn’t attracted to me, & so I CANNOT TRANSMIT SOMETHING TO HIM! It makes me upset.

He now looks at the female behind the counter – he was looking for a woman - he wants love, & I didn’t fill his bill.

Then it gets worse. I’m at a computer. A tall, very thin darker skinned male tells me to take all these numbers down from the computer – there’s a list of them. They must be copied exactly or they won’t work - & this will somehow help Arnold. I am working at this & going through all kinds of frustration because it’s hard to SEE the numbers, & this is an exact science.

I complain to a male on my left. That’s where it ends, me trying to do this, lol.

MEANING:

*{This pictures the expansion of my prayers – I’ve been praying lately to include all sentient beings – animals & living people. I thought ‘why not?’ They all need help. But even though I reached someone who is living – I could not succeed. Why?

Because his MIND is DISTRACTED. Somehow, I reached this man – who’s looking for True Love – God’s Love. But when the connection was made, he didn’t cooperate, appreciate or see it. Instead, he looked for love with another female – the one behind the counter – whoever she is. He was no doubt {as people, especially men usually do – looking at the FLESH.}

There’s a sort of MYSTERY that’s being described here – the way Jesus, or Saints, or Realized souls, can POSSESS a person to reach a living being with a message or a DOSE OF GRACE – an ANSWER to prayer. It’s called HOLY POSSESSION.

Jesus appeared to his Apostles/Disciples many times after the Crucifixion. Some of these might have been PHYSICAL, that is to say, He survived the Cross & came to see them in person, not bilocation or possession. Two examples of possession are when he was on the shore, they were in the boats fishing, & Jesus was cooking them fish & bread. He called them on shore, they came, & they recognized Him only after a while {breaking of the bread as usual, lol}.

Then again, on the way to Emmaus two of the Apostles met a man & complained to him re Jesus sorrowful Passion & death. And the man spoke at length explaining all that had to be. Then they stopped for dinner, & they recognized IT WAS JESUS only at the breaking of the bread. This was HOLY POSSESSION – Jesus entered an ‘ordinary’ mortal- but not so ordinary, as he could contain this Grace.

When I prayed to Jesus in 1981, if He wanted women to be priests {I’d been working toward that end & had gotten discouraged} He soon appeared to me in the body of a Priest at Annunciation Church & called me behind the altar. This was Holy Possession.

I suspect this incident with me & the ginger-boy at the counter – I entered into the BODY of a living female to transmit Grace to him - he might have been hoping & praying for Love. But the PHYSICAL BODY of this woman did NOT APPEAL TO HIM & he did not OPEN HIS HEART/MIND to receive the Light! His looking at the lady behind the counter is looking, as I said, to the FLESH.

Now the ‘dance hall’ where success awaited me could be a parallel dream. I was SENT by someone – an angel or Saint, in response to this ginger man’s prayers, but he did not respond when the answer was given.

The numbers I’m trying to record for success are metaphysical / spiritual addresses of those who need help & it is just as difficult, it seems, to reach living souls as it is those in Purgatory. Imagine Purgatory having trillions of souls & you’re trying to hook up with one to help it. It isn’t easy – you need the help of God, Saints, or angels. So I’m struggling this night. Purgatory is not a place like the earth – each individual has their own habitat & you must have the ‘exact address’ – either side, this one or beyond – it isn’t easy to connect.

Symbols are the BAR – place one seeks nourishment, the CORNER – Cross or hardship we appear in – me against the wall – utter frustration. LADY behind the bar – woman this man thought would provide nourishment or love {how BLIND mortals are!} The SKY I can see is the giveaway undisputable sign that this is a man of the earth, not Purgatory.

In the ‘dance hall’ it’s a parallel, as I said where a Saint or Angel beckons me to appear to this man transmitting Love. There is GRACE to give here {the white clean shirt. It might represent the CLEAN /SINCERE PRAYERS of the ginger man.}

The LIGHT BLUE SWEATER with the straw off the lawn the soiled neckline, which I hope to cover with my medium blue kerchief – is the PHYSICAL or OUTWARD APPEARANCE of the woman I possessed – but the man only saw her FLAWS & missed the Grace!

Question is why did I not possess the one behind the bar, who might have been more beautiful, then the woman next to me, who was less so? Because you can only possess a soul that is WILLING & ABLE to receive the Grace!  It’s so heart breaking. True Love exists in people not as attractive, but the beautiful get all the attention & within these lovelies are users & con artists, who use men for money – lying to them all the while.

And this REMINDS ME why I’ve PREFERRED ministering to Purgatory – they see the beauty of the soul & not the body – I RARELY FAIL when appearing to one of them – it only happens when they are NOT YET WORTHY of the Light.}*    {End}