I am the MIND of the New Order

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    I am the MIND of the new Order but being the Admin would Interfere with my Work

10-15-25 Disturbing - a Woman Moves in

 

          I was with people – then I’m by myself in my apt when something shocking happens. A woman I’ve maybe met before – she has a guzillion friends – is suddenly here – moved in!

          I’m baffled how this came about. I’m trying to LIVE WITH IT, ADJUST, but wow, is it difficult. I keep asking,

          “How did you move in here, without permission?”

          What gave her the right?

          It seems she knew people I knew. I see a gaggle of friends. Some seem good, some kind of wild. I see a man with a swarthy skin like partying – many faces. She came from them.

          She & her friends heard I had an    EXQUISITE apt with lots of room & most of all, in a CONVENIENT location, right in the middle of a busy area with access to all that is good – a perfect place.

          She brought with her several ‘ballet barres’ – the kind on wheels that would usually be against the wall but you can wheel them out to the studio floor when needed. She has several of these, all loaded with reams of hanging clothes.

          I look around at my apt. All the couches – I have several – are covered with beautiful material. I see one with thin glossy cloth with soft light on it; I just sat down on it & made a crease. There are beautiful rugs on the floor. The place isn’t HUGE but it’s big, but big enough for two? I don’t even see a bedroom, I see two living rooms – not sure what else is here but I know there is, just don’t see it in my vision.

          I try to think how to give her & myself privacy. Do I put a drapery across the entire wall between the two living rooms & give her one for her living space?

          I see her face, it’s eager & open, like she’s very bold to just come in here without an invitation & somehow she expects me to accept her. I think maybe she can pay rent? Maybe that would help. I’m paying $650 a month here, but it’s worth double that. I could charge her the $650 & make a profit.

          But she tells me she hasn’t got a job! Then how could she pay? She’d owe me so much money for being here. And has so much stuff the clutter has destroyed the ambience & beauty of my apt, & the privacy.

          But I don’t know how to make her leave – what to do about this. I am baffled.

          I wake up & do exorcisms to make her leave, as if she really moved in – but I know it’s in my mind – so I want to remove her from my mind.

          Forgot another scene. In an extended part of this apt is a light-haired male that’s been loyal to me for years. He’s like a best friend or even fiancé, but we’ve never been physical or intimate or even that close – but he’s always been here.

          When he sees this woman here he gets his lady fried to help him move a certain bureau – a nice one – which he gave me. The two of them are dismantling it & will haul it away.

          I accuse him of being an ‘Indian giver.’ We talk & negotiate. I tell him what will I do now, go back to my best friend the lawyer?  As we stand there discussing it he might change his mind.

          MEANING:

          *{This is a very telling vision of how your mind would feel if you actually opened up yourself to a woman / women / & maybe their children, if you create the Order-Village.

          Their PRESENCE would clutter up your mind to the point of being unbearable!

          You would not EXPECT this but they would INVADE your mind & live RENT FREE. They would POSSESS or intrude upon you with myriads of problems / issues, & there’d be no peace, ambience or privacy. You wouldn’t be able to free yourself!

          The light-haired best friend could be PETE with HIS Guardian Angel giving you a MESSAGE or it could be two of your Guardian Angels explaining this would interfere with your writing & production of books. {You would go way back to the past when you COULD NOT - were UNABLE to write a book! – Your lawyer best friend tried to help you!} The bureau he’s taking back is where you keep your books! So he’s saying the intrusion of people entering your life would disturb your mind & kybosh your literacy.

          I can fully understand this because in the last 3 weeks or so I’ve only had DAYS needed to finish our latest book. But each day something comes up – just even one problem per day – that I’ve not been able to finish it. A writer needs LOTS OF TIME / PRIVACY, a clear mind, serenity, peace to write. That we all know – People who work with their minds have to have a room where no one enters or even a hut outside where they write in private. Isolation is needed to write – it consumes one’s entire mind & the mind must be FREE.

          This could be telling me to write the blueprint, but forget about actually RUNNING /OWNING such a place as this would stop my other work!  If I make the blueprint someone with the talent for the ACTIVE LIFE {at least during g that part of their life-I’ve been in both states myself} – not a contemplative or writer – could create & run it – an ADMINISTRATOR – which is not my cup of tea. I’ve had suspicions like this for a while, but thought I’d push on & make it work. This dream warns me on the side of how running an Order would affect me.   {End}