Wednesday, 21 January 2026

RASA DIARY RE MEDITATION

 


1-20-26     diary

    There are multiple reasons why I must change my schedule & lifestyle right now.  I have to go INSIDE - my interior - where all the Power of God / myself is. I have had my mind on the world too long.  The world NEVER CHANGES. It's nothing but a series of problems. You solve one, another comes. You can never find rest or peace of mind. It's like a Greyhound chasing the mechanical rabbit. The quest to find peace never comes. Why? Because peace isn't in the world - it's only inside the spiritual realm.  But I have not given the God-world a chance. I've had my mind on the world constantly & on God in bits & pieces. Yes, I pray a lot but not MEDITATE. When you meditate you LISTEN.  You say nothing or very little. You just wait & wait - see what God has to tell you. The world fragmented, absorbed, littered your mind. You now you have to undo all that, & it takes time.

    I wondered why I could not hear my inner God as clearly as before. It was because I was not giving her my mind fully. Not enough attention, focus & time for God inside me.

    The culprit for me was not people, it was You tube. Yes, I did a lot of work, some of it after research on You tube. But I also saw too much stuff I did not have to see, like tik tok - my time looking at stuff on You tube took a huge chunk of each day. I was sharing & learning, but it also took me away from God. It was OUTSIDE of myself, my 'inside' was neglected.

    In the last year or so I have been faced with strong challenges & obstacles. Life became so rough I've been suffering some anxiety. Life was not fun any more. I needed answers of how to manage the rest of my life - what road to take - but the answers are not in the world - they are from a higher level.

    Therefore, I need to communicate with that higher level - not You tube, lol. 

    With that in mind the last few days I chilled away from the pc & fet more peaceful. Then today I started my meditation. I took 2 good hours - that's just the beginning. I will do another hour tonight & each day a minimum of 3 hours.  That time was being spent on You tube - which will now be spent listening to God.

    As I meditate, God will show me - & has begun to do so where I must go, what I must do with the rest of my life. It's a crossroad. There are many sign posts this way & that. Which road do I take? It's been complicated & I cannot figure it out without Light from God.  And there is no human that can help me & never was. Those who were at one time 'friends'  like this lady - wouldn't have a bat's eyes idea how to channel my life - only the Almighty actually knows our destiny & the right road - few people can even see a hint although at rare times,   God uses people to point a way.

 

1/20/26      Just to let you know guys I will not be on the pc as much as before.

          I need to spend a few hours a day meditating to let God speak to me & show me the way.

          There are big decisions I must make & answers to life I must seek now so for one thing, I must stay off You tube & just do on the pc what is necessary – articles & books - & not use it for recreation.  So the way I shared dozens of videos a day, that won’t happen any more.

 

          I might slow down my work a tad – not being as frantic & compulsive to get it done, also.

          Just don’t want you guys to worry why I’m not around as much – I’m meditating.

 

1/20/26        Did 2 hours of meditation yesterday, am trying for 3 hours a day. I will explain the theory or wisdom behind meditation in artices. But not now....... It's time to go inside. It's like the hardwood trees {Maple, Oak} & apple trees. They must REST in winter. The apple tree, if planted in a warm climate, will blossom but bear no fruit. {For Oaks & Maples to bear their seeds/fruits/acorns in a non freezing climate, it’s iffy. Gets complicated, sometimes yes, sometimes no & depends on the species.}

    We are like that also. The 7th day for rest is not 'for religion' so much as a mental / emotional necessity.  The 7th year leaving fields fallow, is also necessary or else the fields will no longer yield a crop. That's in the bible, but not a myth.  It's a fact you can exhaust the soil & it does not produce crops.

    Look at my productivity in the last years - was it not formidable? Looking back, yes. No wonder I began all kinds of mental / emotional symptoms. The meditation is healing & reviving me in just a few days away from You tube & only one day of meditation & I already have results!

    It' too soon to explain my results, but they have already started & soon I will post my diary re it.

    BTW the Dalai Lama meditates 5 hours a day - he said it out of his own mouth on the Larry King Show.

 

1/21/26      I did 2.5 hrs of meditation & the novena. Will write an article about it soon - Americans mostly don't know about meditation - I must explain it. What I am doing is Yoga or Eastern style meditation.  I will take the mystery out of it for the don't knows.

    Also in my spare time, instead of going to You tube, I am baking - mostly for the animals but also me. They say 'a change is as good as a rest'.  It is true because one uses different faculties.  It's mindless work. Give my mind a rest.

 

 

         

 

 

 

Tuesday, 20 January 2026

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     Just to let you know guys I will not be on the pc as much as before.

          I need to spend a few hours a day meditating to let God speak to me & show me the way.

          There are big decisions I must make & answers to life I must seek now so for one thing, I must stay off You tube & just do on the pc what is necessary – articles & books - & not use it for recreation.  So the way I shared dozens of videos a day, that won’t happen any more.

          I might slow down my work a tad – not being as frantic & compulsive to get it done, also.

          Just don’t want you guys to worry why I’m not around as much – I’m meditating.

         


Wednesday, 14 January 2026

Nobody Believed When She Built a Cabin in the Cave... Until the 5-Day Bl...

Rasa says: This Dark Church: Prosperity Preachers in Mega Churches & Trinity Blessed Catherine Emmerich Chilling 2026 Prophecy Is Unfolding?


Indeed prosperity Churches have NO CROSS  - no Sacred Sacraments or Rituals - they do not teach sacrifice for God {only to them-send $$$} They do not teach the blessedness of suffering for the sake of God & others. They teach the Heaven on Earth 'gospel' - no such thing as Heaven on earth - they do not teach the precepts of Jesus or any of the great saints of any good religions. They are for here & now, not Eternity. People like she said, worship WHAT THEY WANT - Gimme, gimme, gimme God! It is secular, physical, here & now, not of God, has no Grace, no supernatural life......It is NOT OF GOD!!!

Rasa says: It's not a Catholic World any more

http://embodimentofgod.com/college-of-the-gender-war/its-not-a-catholic-world-any-more/ 

     St Peter crucified upside down. Now his Church is upside down 

When I make statements like Lame Leo HATES women, the CC HATES women I am exaggerating to make a point.

    It rather goes like this: Since the CC is mostly gay men, they are INDIFFERENT to women, like women are IRRELEVANT or maybe a NUISANCE - an impediment to their gay ways, where they want to chase boys, women might notice & rain on their parade.

    Their attitude is this: We don't NEED women, we can run the Church all by our lonesome. And women just MIGHT interfere with our ways, & so, we think up any excuse to keep them out except as slaves, servants, loyal supporters & volunteers - the 'yes men' of the Catholic World, the ones who do the bakground work, like clean the Church, do the laundry with the help of sinful girls, clean our rooms for pennies - sometimes act as pimps when we have nuns under our control, & that is it.

    It is OUR Church, OUR turf, OUR playground, OUR world, they must stay in their lane! WE are the important gender, chosen by Christ {haha, if you are dumb enough to believe that, I'll sell you a bridge}.

    Keeping women OUT of the Church is one of the mainstays of who we are. We have an Institution, a Kingdom. To break down a chink in the wall & allow women entrance will eventually bring down the wall & it will no longer be the Church we know. The women will take over! It is a GENDER WAR & women's entrance would be a Trojan Horse! Can no one see it except Rasa Von Werder? Why is she so smart? Tell her to shut up.

    Rasa says: OK men, you can have your Church, your Kingdom. This is what I predict which is as plain as the nose on your face:

    You've come out of the closet now. First, the world found out you are not only homos for the most part, but a huge number are raping boys. We put the kabosh on that. But still you are gay & admitting it - being open about it which is a good, not a bad thing. Less hypocrisy.

          But here’s the rub: Do it WITHOUT US. We are leaving. The slaves have revolted. We have woken up. We are free. You hypnotized us, but no lie lives forever. In the old days, people believed in myths. But then came the theory of evolution. God didn’t create the world in six days. Then Adam & Eve. Who could ever believe woman came out of his rib, man did not come out of her womb? Crazy stuff to believe, like the guy I saw hypnotized who was told he had nine fingers. He kept counting over & over & came up with nine. We laughed our heads off. I saw a hypnotist told a man he was a sexy woman & told a woman she was a predatory male. They then met at a bar & both played their parts to the hilt – funny as hell.

Much of what the CC told us was like that & why did we believe them? I shall ask Mother God – why?

MG: Because they were a rich & powerful Institution, they presented themselves as AUTHORITY the way your parent would. You being just a child, not knowing any better – accept what the parent teaches you. You fear your parent. If you disobey them they might deprive you of love & its privileges: room & board, acceptance, - mostly being loved. The Catholic Church didn’t feed you physically but EMOTIONALLY. As long as you bought into their system – believed in them – you believed in their agenda, rules, whatever they purported you accepted to some degree. Maybe some rules you could not keep – like sex {lol} but most humans who were Catholic who did it anyway felt some sort of guilt, & guilt is not pleasant, it makes one look down on oneself. 



















Here is the Google question & answer:

 

These are results for how & when did the Catholic Church become so tyrannical, bullying, intimidating and punitive? 

The Catholic Church's exercise of power has faced historical criticism for being "tyrannical, bullying, intimidating and punitive" across several distinct eras, generally linked to its acquisition of significant temporal power, which began in the Middle Ages. This criticism does not point to a single moment, but rather a series of developments and events throughout its history. 

Key periods and aspects often cited include:

·                                 Medieval Period Consolidation of Power: During the Middle Ages, the Church became the dominant institution in Europe, wielding immense political, economic, and social power alongside its spiritual authority. It owned vast lands, collected taxes (tithes), and created its own laws. Critics argue that during this time, it used fear of eternal damnation and concepts like purgatory to control the populace and ensure obedience.

·                                 The Inquisition: Beginning in the 12th century and continuing for hundreds of years, the Inquisition was a powerful office set up to investigate and punish heresy. Abuses became particularly evident during the Spanish Inquisition (started in 1478), which is infamous for its use of torture, forced confessions, and public executions (auto-da-fé) to enforce religious uniformity.

·                                 The Protestant Reformation Era: By the early 1500s, widespread resentment built up over the Church's perceived corruption, including the sale of indulgences (forgiveness for sins in exchange for money) and the luxurious lifestyles and political maneuvering of popes and clergy. Reformers like Martin Luther challenged this abuse of power, leading to the Protestant Reformation.     {End Google question & answer}

 

Mother God continues:

 You delved into many other question/answers which we’ll not print here for now & you got all kinds of culturally accepted answers. But we think outside the box of this culture. We go beyond what the accepted wisdom is. We go to the answers from a Higher Power, & the answers are these:

We are fighting a GENDER WAR Once long ago the world was ruled by Matriarchy. All worshiped God as Mother & women controlled everything – they were the authority & they dominated men. This was right with God & we had peace. As the great William Bond teaches – women are the caring gender, while men have to be TAUGHT how to love – which seems to be a dormant virtue in them.  And women should not keep loving them, supporting them, he says, but teach them how to love.

The CC, as are all the major Churches on our planet is Patriarchal. And so, it does represent male thinking & it does NOT represent the female. {That is why I urged you to start working on the New Religion, Rasa, which you did by publishing a book on it in 2019}.

Now to the question of the Protestant Churches which ordain women – yes they do, but the women teach & preach the ancient Patriarchal POV from the set of male-chosen books called the Bible. Indeed, it does represent all the good things Jesus taught – which are without fault – but it also includes the wicked, evil POV of the ancient Hebrews – which has nothing to do with Jesus Christ. His religion is 180 degrees apart from Ancient Hebrew thinking. The Od Testament represents a war mentality, a ‘might makes right’ Patriarchal view & is disastrous for women. It is not Christianity, but it is included in all Christian religions.

ME:  My question to you Mother God, is what now? There are many reasons why women & men are leaving the CC. Let’s hear your answer, not the traditional culturally inspired Patriarchal answers from Google.    You began explaining how we believed myths – but new findings like Darwin’s Theory of Evolution debunked the myth of Creation. And the tall Adam & Eve tale appeared ludicrous to rational thinking. Let’s hear more in that vein, it makes sense.

MG: As you’ve been preaching a lot – think of the findings of the world’s leading geneticist – Dr. Bryan Sykes, with his “Adam’s Curse – A Future without Men” – proving male extinction. If that doesn’t sink male supremacy, I don’t know what does. And although you’re one of the few promoting that truth, it’s there & many academics know about it. The average person doesn’t – but many have heard of it.

Prior to this there was Ashley Montagu with his 1953 “Natural Superiority of Women”. People attribute it all to the Feminist Movement – it doesn’t deserve all the credit – but it has changed the culture. Many other books, studies, videos & articles have attested to “The End of Men” one way or another – bemoaning the “redundancy of men” – their DOWNFALL.

Then there’s Dr. Daniel Amen, who did thousands of brain scans & said male’s brains are asleep in the frontal lobes dept – the civilized part of the brain – while the brains of women are awake both front & back. That gives us pause & we could say ‘So that explains what I thought all along, now I know why.’

What about female body building, which you started? That gave men something to think about - that women taking drugs could become, relatively speaking, as muscular & powerful as the men taking the same drugs. With guys NOT on drugs, these women could break every bone in their bodies, lol. No more ‘Men are the God’s, women grovel at their feet.’

With the feminist movement, women did infiltrate traditional men’s roles, such as firefighter, police officer, astronaut, political figure, serious journalist & the like. A female almost became President.

So men’s egos have shrunk down & although they are still dangerous they are not as puffed up as they used to be - Now the Catholic Church.

In light of all these scientific & cultural shifts how does their authority appear?

For many years, women heard them say we can’t use birth control {they wanted us to BREED more Catholics}, we can’t have abortions {same thing, don’t kill Catholics, they were not sincere in their objections} but we did it anyway, & stayed in the Church. Everything to do with sex except marriage, they were against. Pretty soon this seemed preposterous, no one was




































listening & then when their sex scandal broke out we shook our heads to their hypocrisy. They were doing this right under our noses, albeit under the table – while we condemned ourselves for sin. They were no longer the arbiters of ‘faith & morals’ & will never be again. Their reputation has sunk, some have laughed, some have cried, some have threatened violence on them even before proven guilty. But they will never rule us again about our sexual conduct. {End Part I}