Souls will Ascend dream

 

 

Dream regards one Soul, maybe two, will imminently ascend into Heaven

9-4-22 Young man visits me

          I’m sitting at a small table with a young adult male across from me – looks in his 20’s & we chat. There is a ‘wide open’ space around us, not sure if this is a restaurant or public place.

          After a while he brings up the subject that today is SUNDAY & so he must excuse himself to go off with this man behind us to go to CHURCH {which I think is Protestant & does not celebrate the Holy Eucharist}.  I go,

“Oh, yes, it is Sunday.  Then I will go to Church also – I am a Catholic.

          When he hears that, he somehow instantly puts on a new shirt, it’s a casual one, long sleeved, like a soft nice sweatshirt & it’s light turquoise blue.  It’s the feeling he dressed up for Church, & now, he’s GOING WITH ME. 

          So off we go & where do we end up?  At my house.

It isn’t luxurious, but it’s comfy, has everything you need, well furnished & as soon as we enter we’re on the first floor – he goes to a wall which is solid windows, which are separated into parts, not like the whole wall is glass, but most of it is, then some partitions – a modern look.  Behind these windows are PLANTS & I see one very small potted plant on the ground, the dirt is dry & I think I must water it. 

          I then go to a closet on the left, open the door, & there are two white robes that came off their hangers & they are crumpled against these white boards in the closet, & I mention that, saying,

          “Robes, robes,”

          & close the door.

          There’s a feeling I’m sharing this house with my sister, who usually represents me being pragmatic, neat, worldly wise.

Then I tell him,

“We will go upstairs.  I have all the clothes for a young man you could want – the closet is filled with stuff I got for my male models.”

 

*** {CHURCH, YOUNG MAN, ROBES, ETC:  This is without a doubt, concerning the HOLY MASSES you are saying.

This young man is probably a SOUL IN PURGATORY who is SEEKING GRACE.  Today is, in fact, Sunday, but it might not be about that literally, the male is saying he wants GRACE & he says he will go to Church with this man in the dream.  But the man he seeks spiritual help from DOES NOT CELEBRATE THE EUCHARIST & so when this Soul finds out THAT YOU DO he JUMPS AT THE CHANCE.

He instantly PREPARES himself – the light blue turquoise might be a Sacred Color as the American Indians use it a lot in their jewelry & have a great respect for this color – maybe his ancestry is American Indian.  Light Blue is also a color of light BY WHICH THE MAJORITY OF PEOPLE ASCEND INTO HEAVEN.  It’s the most common spiritual aura, this might be about ascension but is he ascending today or soon?

When he appears at your house with you, IT IS A CHURCH because you celebrate the Holy Mass here as well as all your prayers.  As he looks through the WINDOW OF OPPORTUNITY you notice a small plant that needs watering – water is GRACE & there is someone who needs this Grace, perhaps it represents this young man.

When you look in the CLOSET & see TWO WHITE ROBES off their hangers it might be a portent of TWO SOULS ABOUT TO BE RELEASED FROM PURGATORY – this person & another.  It’s a prophecy that says, get ready for this, do the Holy Mass.

But I don’t understand why I am saying I will take this male upstairs where I have all the clothing for my male models.  Need help, Mother God.

MG:  Clothing is LIGHT.  OK the white robes are off the hanger which could mean imminent ascension.  The clothes in the other closet could be a step toward that – graces still needed before this happens, which you want to bestow on this person.  So you are inviting him to receive them.

As he looks through your window he anticipates Heaven, which is saying ON THE OTHER SIDE is Heaven, he is ANTICIPATING this.} ***

……………………………………………………

 

Dreamed this much earlier but didn’t type it out as it bothered me:

8-28-22                                        I Send the Gorilla back to his Wilderness  {I know this is Nick}

 

I had this ‘pet Gorilla’ that I loved.  People scolded me for having it.  But I didn’t listen.  But now I tell a friend, envisioning a wilderness sort of beyond the hill there, toward the sky:

“I sent the Gorilla back to his wilderness {or is it tribe or family, something to do with his previous living conditions, where he came from.}

There seems to be peace or closure in this.

 

*** {GORILLA:  Yes the Gorilla is Nick & this is a review.  It is NOT his condition now, you helping him get into Heaven, it is the past.  It hearkens to the time you STOPPED CHASING HIM & left him to his own devices, his people, the druggies he hung with.

It is seen as the jungle of wild animals, & rightly so, & he’s one of them.  His behavior was uncivilized, unpredictable like a wild animal’s.  You left him to it after trying to deal with it – which was IMPOSSIBLE.} ***

 

Then the scene changes & it becomes stressful.  I am underground in a mall, going from rooms to rooms to rooms, like giant rooms of all types, like stores, but they are some of them so different.

As I wander through these underground malls that seem to never end, two things bother me.  One, I see a young man I like who I want to speak to.  But he disappears.  I just see him once, then he’s gone.  Another time I see him but he looks different, but he chases a group of female friends of his, trying to catch up with them.

 

*** {UNDERGROUND MALL WHICH GETS WORSE & WORSE—MALE I CHASE:  This is the Purgatory I went through – that’s why it’s enclosed, not open, while I was relating to Nick.  One problem is he was chasing other women.  As I tried to relate to him, at one point, I ‘lost’ my relationship with myself or Mother God with mortal. 

My spiritual integrity was vital to my being, while chasing Nick was not.  I left him to get back my Oneness of body & soul.

If he wanted to chase girls – let him.  Let him live in his own wilderness or Purgatory, I have to save myself.  This is the idea of sending the Gorilla back, it tells the story in two ways} ***

 

  I lose him because my daughter lagged behind in another room.  I couldn’t leave her – no way – so I must go back to her, calling her, make sure she isn’t lost, & so of course I lose the young male as I can’t do both.  Daughter is more important than him, she’s vital.

 

I’m trying to find the way out of this place, like ‘home’ or the beginning of this mall, but as I venture further & further, the overhead becomes ominous as there’s less & less space, the concrete beams across the top are scary, as will I get into rooms that are tighter & tighter, I’ll not be able to get out of, & will I be lost?  So I back out of this journey & retrace my steps somewhat & do not go farther.

*** {SEEKING HOME, DO NOT GO FURTHER:  Is when I stopped pursuing Nick, to his chagrin.  He was DEVASTATED.  He was so used to having me after him – he tried for a whole year to rouse my jealousy, but I did not bite.  After a while, not going downtown, not trying, I broke my obsession or addiction to Nick – I was free. 

The mall becoming more & more ominous also sounds like my blood vessels getting tighter & tighter – stress does that – where I suffered heart attacks.  This could lead to death if it continued, I backed out of it & ‘retraced my steps.’  Seeking ‘home’ means happiness, peace, the correct spiritual, mental, emotional place.  I had to get ‘home’, get out of this Purgatory, survive & live.  If he wanted to die that was his choice.} ***

 

 

Enlightenment vs Holiness

 

9-3-22  Enlightenment vs Holiness

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FsXGU1tS2uc&list=PLfRo-0_w1H_Ft3JdneYo3qg7gzlP0E4LM&index=3&t=1596s

 

These thoughts are inspired by the video of Ozay Tulku Rinpoche & his wife Sadguru Ahiranta

          Ozay speaks a great teaching on Enlightenment, & how one LEAVES Enlightenment in order to help one’s fellow man.

          He left his Enlightenment, {which was attained in prison}, to be a husband to his wife Kay & a father to her & his children.  One cannot be UNATTACHED {a part of Enlightenment} while fulfilling the duties of day to day life.  He goes into the fact of loving a partner, having a roof over the head, the responsibility of paying rent & bills, etc, all the workings of normal life.  One has to SACRIFICE their Enlightenment to fulfill the earthly role. 

          That begs the question what IS Enlightenment?  Good question.  My answer is that what we call ‘Enlightenment’ is a type of CONSCIOUSNESS, or in other words, a mental, emotional spiritual place where one thinks certain thoughts & feels a certain way.  In this state one is not attached to any one person, or to things, or to ambition, or to any desires of the world, while one is focused only on the concept of God & her Infinity. 

{This is also an absolute prerequisite to seeing God face to face – which is a part of Enlightenment, not necessarily the same thing, as not all people I have seen who profess Enlightenment  <& rightly so> – claim to have seen God Face to Face.  The Beatific Vision means actually leaving this dimension & going to another one.  Enlightenment does not require that.} 

          Now Ozay speak of sacrificing or leaving Enlightenment to take part in human relationships & achieving responsibility for others in this life.  He explains that Buddha did so when he saw a vision of the water lilies.  Wondering what to do with his life next, the Almighty showed him that all humans are in various stages of evolution, & to help them achieve their spiritual destiny was a path worthy of Buddha, & so, he undertook to help humanity & of course, to some degree, gave up THAT CONSCIOUSNESS.

           However, Buddha did not give up his HOLINESS & neither has Ozay given up his holiness when he works out his plans to help others. 

          And let me add here, the term ‘Nonduality’ is Enlightenment, the Hindu word for it is Advaita, pronounced correctly, in Sanskrit A-DOIT-TA.

          To compare my intense experience of ‘leaving’ the state of Enlightenment but not giving up my HOLINESS was that remarkable word from God, when after 30 years of celibacy, God told me to pack it in, quit the abstinence, go out & HAVE FUN.  I resisted but God insisted, saying,

“If you do not do this you will be OUTSIDE THE WILL OF GOD.”

 

          I THEN DID WHAT Buddha & Ozay did – left the peace & serenity of my lifestyle & re-entered the TUMOLT & sometimes CHAOS of earthly life.  Back to LUST, drinking, carousing, having fun, being an idiot & a fool, all part & parcel of my obedience to God.

 

          And why did I do it?  To REMAIN INSIDE THE WILL OF GOD.  When I asked my most informed friends, why did God force me to do this, William Bond had the best answer,

“Perhaps it wasn’t for you, it was for others.”

 

          That goes perfectly with the reasoning Ozay suggests here, I went out & made a damned fool of myself for humanity.  Others got the benefit of my holiness, even when I fell into lust & had sex with numerous guys, my grace rubbed off on them.  I must have SAVED SOULS when they had contact with me.  As many females benefited by my presence, - I met hundreds of females as well as males in our college town bars, we talked, hob knobbed – some of them told me THEY WORSHIPED ME!

 

          In the end, it took eleven long years to wear myself out.  From 2008 to 2017 I danced my ass off but that stopped with severe anxiety attacks over one male, while heart attacks followed.  No more dancing, didn’t have the strength.

          I continued seeing my one Beloved until the Corona fiasco shut down the bars.  He was a drug addict & had moved in with his female drug partner– after a while he came out to the bars that reopened, but I went downtown no more.  During this time I cured myself of the attachment to him – it was rough, it took a couple years to get over the addiction & regain my Enlightenment.  Prior to that, he had total control over me & it was torture.  Now I regained control & told him,

 

          “No more sex unless you leave your phony wife & go into rehab.”

 

          Two months later, he died of an overdose.  Was it a suicide from a broken heart?

 

          My time with lust & ‘having fun’ had reached its conclusion. Was my mission finished? Have I succeeded?  Do I get my diploma, Lord? 

          This video speaks of the miraculous way God worked to bring Ahiranta & Ozay together, all the obstacles & experiences they faced,– in fact, Ahiranta says she got a serious illness in order to meet Ozay – God works in mysterious ways – Ahiranta saw a vision of Ozay from years before, when he was 11 or 12.  In this sighting she saw a man who took her into his arms & told her everything would be alright.  A marriage made in heaven.  Their relationship is fascinating & the way they tell their stories also is.

          Ozay makes a great point about understanding your own feelings, verbalizing them, putting them into words.  Because if you don’t figure out why you feel as you feel, confusion reigns.  You must meditate & search deep inside yourself to know why you feel what you feel to find peace. 

          These are great people, this video is top notch, I recommend seeing it.  Check out their channel, as they have many videos, including their adventurous hideaway homestead in beautiful downtown {not} Sweden! – 3 ½ miles from the nearest town! 

          PS  Ozay gives an informative, insightful treatment of the results of ‘cause & effect,’ the way STRESS, negative situations, cause changes in the body – DIS-ease or illness!  He gives the example of the beloved wife Kay, who was tortured by her parents who psychologically took her daughter away, pampering her with bad love, excusing her mischiefs, making the Mom look bad, in other words, stealing Kay’s daughter from her.  Kay as a Mother, should have had AUTHORITY – RESPECT but this she was denied.  The benighted child of course stuck with the Grandparents for favors & treats, not the Mom who rightfully disciplined her!  This took its toll on Kay, her teeth fell out.  Later she got CANCER & DIED from it.  Ozay wondered if he should have intervened – he didn’t because the child was already 10 yrs old, he thought the dye was cast.  But in hindsight he has regrets for not helping.

          He thinks he might have taken Kay far away to Wales, where his family is from, but Kay was ATTACHED to her Mom in spite of the wrong-doing that was KILLING her!  My take on this, is Ozay, if you had taken Kay to Wales, she could still have stayed in touch with her Mom, it’s not like death, it’s only physical distance.  But she needed authority over that child, & distance could have done the trick.  Again, hindsight is clear as a bell, while being in the thick of things it’s foggy indeed.

          Once Ozay starts talking, the fascination begins.  He’s like William Bond, both are working-class men, not academics or ‘a million words’ intellectuals.  They are natural geniuses who cut through a many-word idea in quick insights, - they give you doctorate revelations without the doctor’s degree.

PSS  Ahiranta Explains Her Own Malady 

          Something I did not discern right away, took me a day, & then I realized Ahiranta explained her own malady.

          It happened when she spoke of the RUNNER who when he hit the finish line, had spent so much of himself, he collapses & even loses control over his own BOWELS & LIMBS.

          When I get insights or revelations it’s usually because I have seen PIECES OF A PUZZLE & all of a sudden, all the pieces are together & I see the picture.

          I’ve know Ahiranta for many years, & she has a trait I was always aware of but I did not connect it to any malady.  I knew about her sickness as it’s been a thing she’s spoken of from eons ago, & is part of the way she met Ozay – she needed help.

          The pieces have now fallen together & I know why Ahiranta has symptoms that are mysterious & crippling so to speak, but which have no physical origin.  And it is so simple that it’s as plain as the nose on your face, but no one ever sees it.

I didn’t see it as I thought that illness was cured many years ago & I’ve not spoken to Ahiranta & Ozay now for a few years – except to say hello.

So let me spill it in a nutshell, & that is all there is to it, Ahiranta, you give too much, you love too much, your heart is too open, you exhaust yourself, you spend your love & affection in an abnormal or extreme way.

When a person does as you do, they get hurt more than they should & they become ‘the sacrificial lamb.’

One must love themselves as well as their neighbor, you sometimes love the neighbor MORE than yourself, & as we listen to Ozay in the video, he speaks of CAUSE & EFFECT, & the cause of your malady is GIVING TOO MUCH, the effect of this is the exhaustion, the body collapsing, losing control over the body & all else that follows {long ago I recall your series on your paralysis} & whatever else is happening, though it seems remote, like BURNING, is all caused by this mental, physical, spiritual & emotional exhaustion – there is nothing else.  You are doing this to yourself, & when you stop, the symptoms will stop.

I prayed on it, asking God why you do this & God said it doesn’t matter – just stop.

Just for example, for years now you have been writing me letters, sometimes I cringe when I read them, because they are so mushy, so affectionate, I fear answering them as if I don’t respond in kind, or with as much affection, it might hurt your feelings.  I just don’t know what to say – you GIVE TOO MUCH LOVE SO STOP!

I remember when you kept speaking of the heart being open, again & again – your heart is TOO OPEN – STOP!

And you answered every one of my comments on your video -STOP!  One comprehensive comment for all my comments is enough.  It took me no effort to write my comments, it was just off the top of my head, but it takes you effort to answer them all – STOP!

Stop hurting yourself!

I have said it all, if you want to discuss it further then OK, but I have said all that needs to be said & you can believe me or not believe me but I have said what I understand. 

 When you stop 50% of this 50% of your symptoms will be gone.  If you stop 80% of it ALL your symptoms will disappear.  You need give only 20% of what you do to be a kind, loving, decent person.  Giving too much, on ounce here, an ounce there, here, there, everywhere, soon you have given pounds away from your own body & there's nothing left to balance you & keep you healthy.......

Guru Rasa Von Werder   

 

Dear FERAL Reserve: Stop Hiking Interest Rates!

By Ajax the Great 

(Originally posted on the True Spirit of America Party blog)

We at the TSAP have of course been advocating raising interest rates a while ago.  But now the FERAL Reserve seems to be overdoing it, to the point of further scaring already-jittery investors, and they need to tone it down a notch or ten, or they will risk creating a very nasty recession (or worse, stagflation or even a depression).  Inflation is still high but cooling off now, and keeping interest rates too high to for too long will ultimately do more harm than good.  Interest rates are a razor-sharp, double-edged sword, and to fight inflation any hikes need to be short, sharp, and early to be effective.  But they delayed it too long, didn't do it enough when it was needed, and now that the economy is in a technical recession, they want to keep hiking rates even more, in addition to quantitative tightening as well.

As Rodger Malcolm Mitchell notes, raising interest rates to cure inflation is often times the wrong medicine for the job.  Case in point, right now in fact.  Inflations are ultimately caused by shortages, and governments need to address the shortages to get to the root of the problem.  Neither taxes nor spending cuts nor interest rate hikes will do the trick.  Ironically, as Mitchell notes, solving shortages can often require MORE federal government spending to specifically incentivize more production of the things in short supply (oil, natural gas, energy in general, foodstuffs, computer chips, labor, etc.).  The government can purchase those things at a premium, and then sell or give those things away at a loss.  Two birds, one stone.  Problem solved.  Next.

Meanwhile, the Fed really needs to stop hiking interest rates, stop threatening to do so, taper off their quantitative tightening, and actually be ready to start cutting interest rates soon as well.

So what are we waiting for?

(NOTE:  Endorsement of some of Rodger Malcolm Mitchell's ideas, or the ideas of any third party for that matter, does not automatically imply endorsement of all of his ideas.)

Dear Billionaire: Stop Denying Overpopulation!

By Ajax the Great

(Adapted from its original version on the True Spirit of America Party blog)

A certain billionaire comes to mind as a real man of genius, a real-life Tony Stark in fact.  He is also, at least in theory, environmentally conscious as well.  He knows that climate change is a real and urgent problem, while fossil fuels need to be phased out in favor of renewable energy.  And he has long opposed lockdowns before it was cool to do so, and also supports freedom of speech as well.  So far, so good.  

But like many geniuses, he does unfortunately have a massive and glaring blind spot as well.  Not only does he deny the fact that world overpopulation (of humans) is a problem at all, but he literally thinks the biggest problem the world will face is...too FEW people.  Or at least, too few people to realize his ultimate dream of...wait for it...colonizing Mars.  Yes, he actually went on the record saying that.  

This idea is egregiously wrong on SO many levels:

• The Earth is FINITE, and only a fool or an economist (same difference) would believe that infinite growth on a finite world is possible or desirable.
• Growth for the sake of growth is the ideology of the cancer cell, as Edward Abbey famously said.  Which eventually kills its host, by the way.
• We are already LONG past any reasonable measure of sustainability, and in severe overshoot in terms of carrying capacity and ecological footprint. 
• If everyone in the world lived like the average European, we would need 2 to 3 Earths worth of resources in the long term.  If everyone lived like the average American, we would need a whopping 6 or 7 Earths.  And if everyone lived like that guy, with his five six kids, 120 hour workweeks, and ultra-rich lifestyle, we would probably need at least a thousand Earths!
• Even if everyone lived in an ecovillage, we would still need at least 1.5 Earths, if not more.
• Even with the very best technological breakthroughs that one could ever possibly imagine, that is still not a free lunch in terms of resources and material throughput.  Sooner or later, something's gotta give.
• Thus, if we want everyone on Earth to have anything even remotely close to a decent standard of living (since, you know, condemning billions of people to extreme poverty, suffering, and premature death would be cruel and inhumane), we need to SHRINK the population, or else Mother Nature will brutally shrink it for us.  Not just stop growing, but actually SHRINK down to no more than 2 to 3 billion people (and 150-200 million Americans).  
• Rightsizing the world population is the most truly pro-life thing one could do.
• And last but not least, before we even THINK about colonizing other planets, let's stop messing up the one we currently have!  There really is no "Planet B" for the foreseeable future, if ever.

Fortunately, we can shrink the population ethically and voluntarily using the two most effective methods: 1) female empowerment, and 2) poverty reduction.  Those goals are good for their own sake as well.  And make birth control freely and readily available as well.  No coercion needed.  Problem solved.

But first, we need to completely dispense with the histrionic fears of population decline and the utterly specious, outmoded, and outdated notion that "everybody must procreate".  It is truly maladaptive and insane to maintain this idea any longer.  Honestly, overpopulation deniers are worse than the climate change deniers, and innumeracy is worse than illiteracy.  Denying at least one of the root causes of a problem (along with many other problems too) is by definition worse than denying the consequences.

Jared A. Brock wrote an excellent article about this topic, and you can read it here.

Let the planetary healing begin!

P.S.  If either him or any other billionaires are still worried that the peasants aren't procreating to their liking, maybe they should literally put their money where their mouth is.  These days, it now costs a whopping $300,000 (up from $250,000 just a couple years ago) to raise even just ONE child from birth to age 18, and that sizeable sum doesn't even begin to include college costs or anything beyond that either.  If they still insist, millions of Millennial and Generation Z current and prospective parents would be glad to send them the bill for that.  Noblesse oblige, right?

(Oh, and in case you still somehow haven't guessed the name of the famous activist billionaire in question, Google is your friend.  Or simply click on any of the links in this article, and you can figure it out quite easily.)