God Advises re New Order/Religion

 

Rasa’s response to William:

Mother God Advises the Road to Go

          Well said as always William. But here’s the rub: we’ve all three been Armchair Generals too long, lol.  We have all the answers. We know what’s right & wrong. We know why Patriarchy is bad, Matriarchy is good. But how do we START IT? What is the first step? I am searching for that beginning, that first step that will end up a huge religion throughout our word. Where do I begin? You guys can’t be the ones to get this sisterhood started as you are men, lol, so it’s left to me. You are righteous theorists, journalists, authors, thinkers, philosophers, theologians & all that - & you’re dong it well. But again I say WHERE DO WE or I BEGIN to plant this New Religion on Terra Firma & make it GROW?

          It’s kind of like a MARRIAGE. Two people FANTASIZE about what married life will be like. They love each other immensely. But then there’s REALITY that sets in, the day the honeymoon is over, he has to work, maybe she as well. She gets pregnant, then the problems begin. He loses his job. Then what? She has physical complications. What do they do? There is the LOVE & there is the REALITY which is the day to day, here & now, obstacles, problems, survival, bills, handicaps, sickness & above it all, LOVE CAN GROW COLD! What they thought was love, suppose for one of them it was only INFATUATION based on PHYSICAL DESIRE? Then all bets are off, it’s finished, the foundation of the house is corrupt! It falls apart.  Game over.

          We three are IN LOVE with the IDEA of Matriarchy. We know it’s great, we know what we have here is wrong & Matriarchy is right. But for Mother God’s sake, where do I begin?

{Jesus Christ’s STORY is what made Christianity take hold. But He did many PHYSICAL things to form an organization, like choosing twelve disciples, the Holy Women – all the people who believed. He would sacrifice His life, they had to continue. The Greatest Story Ever Told.}

          Maybe MY STORY will have an impact, the past, where I did things no other woman did & they worked. But my story has to be propagated; just sitting there on a shelf doesn’t work. Of course, besides doing those things I was also informed by William Bond & other great thinkers re the ISSUES – the ideas I had already tackled & overcome – now I had the formulas or back stories re why I had to do what I did for the betterment of mankind – all that. That came with STUDY. I did not study & then work, I acted first, then studied. I worked by instinct or an inner voice. Later I sat down & wrote why I did what I had to do – like WHY Female Body Building – WHY Stripping for God, WHY Female Domination, WHY Women for Combat Duty.

          The thing that was the catalyst for my DISCOMFORT a few days ago was all this money I have sitting there waiting to be used & I don’t have that much time to live. Should I not use it to start Female Empowerment, Matriarchy? Without first praying, just meditating ingenerally but not asking God I conceived the idea of the BUILDING where we have DAY VISITORS & what would happen there. You saw the story - but I felt a strong REPUGNANCE to doing this even though I thought of it. Everything that could go wrong came up to my mind, & there were more of those than Good Luck Omens.

          So last night I did what I should have done in the firt pace – I asked God, lol. And God answered me. Why didn’t I ask Her in the first place? Because I’m human & I thought Mother would want me to act on my own two feet at times & not be a mamby pamby baby & ask Her re every little thing. But I must calibrate myself & realize I am a Tiny Infant next to Infinity & this is a monumental problem & I CANNOT LET GO OF HER HAND. She spoke to me in genera, voicing her displeasure at my idea of trying to start the Order PHYSICALLY in a building but stressed the need to go INTERNET for starts – build up a base there. Let me begin.

 

Mother God:  I appreciate you trying to figure this out all by yourself, a little child with no experience of this nature – you were sincere. But sincerely wrong, lol.  You MUST use the internet to gain interest, which you did start but have stalled a bit – the Podcast, where you teach religion. You gave it the proper title ‘The New Religion for Women’ but so far you haven’t really started the new Catechism or Matriarchal messages – you were concentrating on seeing God Face to Face, holiness, sanctify, the path to God & all that, rather than the political issues Matriarchy brings up. So well & good, let’s keep going & veer into the things NO ONE ELSE IS SAYING that needs you to step in & fan the flames.

There is so much more that can be done on the internet:
Face Book, Instagram, Twitter, all those social media outlets you could have the religion on, connecting to others that are even remotely of like mind. No one said it would be EASY. What of your projects has been? Lol. They all took away your ease, gave you a monumental headache & even heartache, but you got through. So why should this be easy? Except you are more experienced, older, wiser & hard things should not be as heavy as before.

Me: But what abut all this money I have? If I am going to die in 11-12 years & during that time I might even get more money, how do I start spending it for the Cause? I did spend some on my original webman when we built the firth sites, but not much since then. They money keeps growing. Unless there’s a war & money is defunct, it should be good to go for work. What do I do with it?

Mother God: Spend your money on Internet work to start. I don’t have it figured out to give you yet. You might start with one good employee like you used to have – Nick. If you can find one good employee that works even 2-3 days a week – Nick used to work 5 – that would be a beginning. This person could start your presence once again on Face Book & the other venues. You of course will write all the material inviting women to the New Religion & stating all you hope for – why it is – what it is. You must put some feelers out there & see who responds.

Me: That sounds like a good small step, athough in life, you think it’s small but when you try doing it, sometimes it isn’t. For example. I looked on yelp – found someone to help me with my landscape work. He came over right away, gave me an estimate, I said yes. Then the day he was to start work he came, but said he could not start because he could not get the frozen branches he had from before – out of his truck. So he could not cut down my branches that needed it & fill up the truck. I said fine, wait till you can do it. Next appt he again can’t come, still can’t get the frozen branches out. Then next appt. his PARTNER has to take his daughter to the doctor. What happen then? I call – he for the first time doesn’t answer, & he doesn’t call back!

I get an OMINOUS feeling & my inner voice says, ‘he’s afraid of you.’ I ask why & She says,

“Someone told him something abut you that scared him.”

I’m not exactly sure what this could be, but people have been spreading rumors about me, since I’ve been in the adult trade, since Day One I moved here – over 30 years! And they go from stupid to bizarre, to outrageous to downright dangerous, where I feared people would come & burn my house down! I had anxiety attacks for 3 years because of the rumors!

It sounds bizarre, but to sum it up, some men are afraid to enter my house & one guy – we had to find nails – feared going into the cellar with me even though his male friend was with us! I told him he had to choose the nails, they were all in the cellar, & he said just give him ANY nails, they’ll do - & this guy was not a child – we’re talking 20 years old & HIS FRIEND WAS WITH HIM!

Another guy came from a business 20 miles away to deliver a truck load of supplies. He told me ‘they’ told him to ‘be careful of her’. I asked be careful of WHAT? He said they didn’t explain, just be careful. I’m still mystified.

It all started when I gave my adult magazine featuring my Life Story to the man who was remodeling my house – for which he got about $25k from me over a year & a half – that was 1989. He & his wife then told their friends abut me –{my husband warned me to keep my business a secret but I didn’t listen} - & the HYSTERIA started. I found out that people have a great fear of women who are SEXUALLY FREE – in the adult trade – not owned or dominated by a man – outside the margins of patriarchy & standing on her own two feet. Since this woman doesn’t fit into any neat category they can recognize, they are filled with wonder & fantasies of who she is & what she does. There is this great fear – believe it or not – of being SEXUALLY PREDATED – me corralling someone & forcing them to do sex or porn movies! I know this sounds off the wall – but this is the facts I’m dealing with.

So as I said, getting an employee sounds like child’s play but if you factor in what I just said – it isn’t. Indeed, most people I try to hire do work for me, but there’s the odd bird. And I never know when that will happen – I get my hopes up like I did with this tree trimmer, then they are dashed.

Mother God:  OK, let go of all that, try not to take it too seriously or be afraid. Indeed, maybe one out of ten will react that way, maybe less then that. What has happened because of it? Nothing. You just keep going until you find someone with their feet on the ground that isn’t a scardy-cat wimp – or didn’t hear any rumors. That’s the majority. And some even though they are afraid of you, will work without entering the house – which is well & good, because in most cases, you’re safer if they don’t. Remember the employee who robbed you of $250 from your purse!

And about your money – in the future you will find where to put it, trust me on this, don’t agonize about it.

And on your longevity, now that you are on this diet, you might live longer than expected. With clean veins the sky is the limit. Remember Dr. Greger’s grandma who had several stents & open heart surgery, was on her last legs at 65. Then she met Pritkin & he got her on the plant diet. And she lived THIRTY MORE GOOD YEARS! And Dr. Greger does all his work in her honor!

Me:  OK Mother God. Things are more simple now. Internet, here I come. I will seek a new employee. Hope to find a female this time, it’ll be more comfortable to do this work. And all you said to me gives me more confidence, thank a lot.  {End}