Saturday, 14 September 2024

Lady Diana Life Shown Me

 

The Poor Little Waif who gets Kidnapped-9-14-24

 


        It’s Lady Diana in Purgatory showing me her pain!



 

  In this dream, clutching her to my heart as an invisible infant, she takes me on a tour of her life ending with death!

 

Born July 1, 1961, married 1981 – 20 yrs old – Explains her as an innocent, naive waif, kidnapped by a ‘big man’ –

 

        I wasn’t even going to type out this dream as I didn’t know who it was about & right now I’m bogged down with work. But upon meditating I realized it was Lady Diana responding to my prayers of yesterday, where I pleaded mercy for her & the other Royals Holy Mary gave me.

        It’s about a girl – 8 years old. A big scandal. She was kidnapped bya man, everyone is looking for her but can’t find her but somehow I connect.

        I see her standing in a place, humble & small, & explaining,

        “He said he would give me $8.”

        I know the child had no concept of money – she was poor - & this seemed like a fortune & she went somewhere with this man, who kidnapped her.  I see her small, alone, the man big, on the left, he’s nebulous. I will put a picture of her as the waif she looked like.














        *{MEANING:  What is a child? Someone vulnerable, innocent & naive. They can be conned or fooled easily. It seems someone sold her a bill of goods – why she should marry him, & she fell for it. To be kidnapped is to be taken against one’s will or reason& then at the mercy of the one that kidnapped you. This is saying Charles conned her to use her for his own purposes.}*

        This scene of the child seemed disconnected with other scenes but the main part f the deam is I have a little girl – is it her? – clasped before my heart & I am taking her on a long quest to find some place, but what that place is & why I don’t know.

        I am a great & powerful being who never touches the ground – I fly.  I hold a tiny girl before my heart – she’s become invisible but she is there. I go through this huge city, flying here, there & everywhere on my quest. I get into some dangerous spots - bad neighborhoods filled with derelicts, evil people; criminals, & I must not allow them to touch me & none of them does through the rest of the dream.








        *{This city is the place of her life & her journey through it, & she’s taking me to show me what she lived. The ‘bad areas’ are the bad spots in her life, where there was no love or support. She did not want to be affected by these which means the evil therof did not pollute her soul or cause her to sin. The good neighborhoods, which I’m trying to reach all the time, were the good spots in her ife & we look forward to a good place seen as a ‘Valhalla’ in the distance – the bluish-gray buildings.}*

        I want to get to a good neighborhood, but it isn’t just physical wealth, it’s something else.  I see this ‘good’ neighborhood in the distance, tall buildings, shining grey & bluish tint & is this the goal?  But as I strive to reach it as I said I hit all sorts of bad places, in particular one was scary.  I go into a bad place, like a block filled with evil persons, & I veer to the left, & another similar place, then another & it seems I’m trapped.  But somehow I find a way out, thank God, & flying to better areas again.

        *{This bad area where she seems trapped is the end of her life, where she does get out – to be explained.}*

        After a while I see another scene of this child, apart from me.

        She is standing {wearing a light green small dress} looking at a man, much bigger than her, wanting a meal. He says

        “YOU WILL GET NO MEAL!”

        This is so evil I can hardly believe it, the child is to be starved!

        *{This is the KEY to the meaning of her life going ‘wrong.’ Charles married her under false pretenses, leading her to believe it was love when all the while he loved another woman – Camilla – as everyone soon discovered. She is asking for the NOURISHMENT of LOVE. Love is the main thing in life that gives us what we need – it is the meaning of life, but he COULD NOT give it to her as he did not love her!  And you can’ MAKE someone love you, they either do or they don’t - & from this point her life was heartbroken & disappointing.}*

        I cry out to someone, not sure who,

        “Give that child to me, I will give her a good meal!”

        *{Right now I am trying to figure out how to nourish her & the best way is the Holy Eucharist, which I started saying for her today, as I’m also saying it for Queen Elizabeth, & add to that, one Mass for Prince Philip & Princess Margaret: 3 Masses a day will cover all bases.}*

        This vision was seen in a house long ago, in my old room, where there is a brown bureau of clothes I left behind.  And yet this bureau is the one in my present-day upstairs guest room.  I haven’t been here in a long time – I left home permanently but somehow ‘sneak back’ without fam knowing it, to go through my old clothes there so I can go to a restaurant {is it with the child?} We are going to a class place & I must look presentable.

        *{I am with Di going back a long way – She is done with her family completely, as she is dead. But she wants to review & maybe show me something.  I feel a kind of fear coming back here as I left my fam – like I said - & I should not want to be back, but I have to. When I say “I” did this or that, I am in her, she in me, I am experiencing her life.  BROWN bureau is HER sufferings.}*

        I first see an expensive special embroidered lace top & bottom, long sleeved, with pants. It’s one of the most expensive outfits I ever purchased.  But here the colors have changed, lots of black in the design which wasn’t there before.

        *{This MOST EXPENSIVE outfit {as it was in my own real if} is her most expensive or bad experience, meaning, it COST a lot of pain. Here it’s filled with a shiny BLACK which means death – funeral. This could be death of a relationship, perhaps with Charles, which could be saying, was the most devastating thing to happen to her.}*

        I hold a printed garment next to me & compare with what I have on, but I see the print of my top clashes with the other print. What I have on is like a blue checkered vest. It’s frustrating & I’m in a hurry.

*{I sense this second try at an outfit is she has love, represented by the blue & white vest, which is over the heart – but when she holds the other garment to see if it fits, there is a CLASH. This sounds ike her trying out the relationship with Hasnat Khan – there was a clash between them. He said he could not marry her because if he did, his life would be a Hell! So that DID NOT WORK or fit.}*

 















  I find an orange pair of semi loose stretch pants & an orange stretch semi-loose top that match but don’t look classy but they don’t clash. Is this what I end up with? These go on top of my other clothes, which is messy.

*{Messy is right. This orange DANGER-DON’T GO HERE! Is the relationship with Dodi Fayed, which sounds like a replacement for Hasnat – they are both Muslims.  She is seeking love desperately – they say Haznat was the love of her life but it was he who broke it off.}*

        This sounds like a short dream but the flying went on & on for what seemed like a long time, with so many obstacles & wicked areas with dangerous people, it was nightmarish.

MEANING:

*{It all went downhill when she discovered Charles didn’t love her.  Notice this part:

“I hit all sorts of bad places, in particular one was scary.  I go into a bad place, like a block filled with evil persons, & I veer to the left, & another similar place, then another & it seems I’m trapped.  But somehow I find a way out, thank God, & flying to better areas again.”

        This is where she was TRAPPED at the end of her life. One bad place  - Charles – didn’t love her. Second bad place Hasnat – didn’t love her. Third last place, Dodi – a warning signal, serious, the most dangerous – orange says STOP.  No way out but death.}*

I continue praying for my Royals which the Holy Virgin gave me & speaking to them each day.

There’s much more to say later.    {End}

       

       














Friday, 13 September 2024

Royals in Purgatory!

 

 


Our Holy Mother awards me Royals in Purgatory - whom I must help!  Yowza!

Find Lady Diane-Queen Elizabeth II-Prince Philip-Princess Margaret in Purgatory 9-12-24



              Dream:

        There’s a male I like who I would like to get closer to, be with him alone, & for that I thought maybe I could go camping with him. But I don’t want him to think I’m trying to seduce him as he might say no, say I ask would he like to go camping with me & also this small creature {like a caricature of a person or an animal, can’t figure what it is} & he says YES.

 

        *{Don’t know why the dream begins like this. It sounds like a long-lost friend GEORGE who last I spoke to him seemed to be dying – abut 7 years ago.

I will learn by the end that my desire to go camping with him is to see if he is in Purgatory, dead, & Wilderness would be Purgatory. Wanting to be close would be I care about him.}*

 

        I then know we need a WILDERNESS for the camping & we are in the city, so I go to the outskirts of the city & begin a trek to find wilderness. I’m walking on the edge of a hill & to my left I think is the forest but there’s a wall of trees, large, with thick trunks like 3” in diameter, & they are so close together you can’t get through.

 

*{TREES are CROSSES or hardships. These being so close together they for a barrier or WALL to get into the place. These would be hardships in my life that disable me from getting into PURTATORY which I am keen to visit.}*

 

   I walk & walk. After a while decide to climb up on a branch to see from higher up & as I do so I touch some kind of latch, & I hear a CLIC & looking down see this is a gate between the trees. What I touched connects with a latch lower down. All I need to open the gate is move this latch. The gate is about 6’ tall with a white painted frame & the body of it is a white metal netting & it has been put there conveniently for certain people to walk right through. 


        *{HIGHER BRANCH would be extra suffering or pain. When I experience this a PORTAL to Purgatory OPENS UP. There’s a CLIC for a LINK so to speak. The GATE shows WHITENESS or PURITY OF HEART & the METAL NET represents a sieve or a netting that does not permit bigger or less humble persons to enter. The sieve strains them out, leaves them behind. But something humbled me & I OPEN the gate or access to Purgatory.}*








        Opening the gate, I walk right in to an astounding sight. It’s a huge room, part indoor, part outdoor. The walls are about 20’ high. One wall has a waterfall cascading down from the top, gently – that’s to the left. Before me the wall is covered with a red Persian rug tapestry. The whole room is exquisite & magical & I hear someone say it belongs to “MARY – QUEEN OF SCOTS.”

 

*{This is PURGATORY & this particular room is the domain of Our Bl. Virgin Mary. {Mary Queen of Scots was Roman Catholic, we will see that this has to do with England, she was beheaded in England as a threat to the throne. The TAPESTRY gives it away besides the name, as recently I dreamed of Our Holy Mother inhabiting a room where a round bed & a square one were both covered with this red tapestry

Our Holy Mother regularly visits Purgatory & this represents her portal or domain, the waterfall being Her Grace flowing down from Heaven. This is not Heaven as it has a CEILING, & Purgatory is never open to the sky, it always shows a limit. If a sky is shown then there’s a sort of atmosphere or thick clouds that make a ceiling, in dreams I’ve had of long ago.

This is Her Power which is presenting me this Vision & Experience. She presents to me only the most SPECIAL clients & wow, what a gathering these are!}

 

        I walk to the right & there is a door that goes to another, smaller room, which I imagine to be a library.  The door is open; a tall, thin female that looks like Lady Diana is standing there talking to another female. I walk up to her & am so shocked that I drop my hat, held in my right hand, onto the floor. I’m in awe as I thought Lady Diana was dead, but here she is alive.  I exclaim,

        “You look exactly like Lady Diana!”

        She is TAKEN ABACK, abashed, & acts or seems to indicate, it isn’t her, & she retreats into that room behind her like it’s the room where she works, indicating to me she’s just going about her business.

 

        *(Lady Diana is abashed or embarrassed that you have found her here – that she is in Purgatory & not in Heaven – as everyone supposed she would either instantly go to Heaven or be there within days. But here we are, years later.  No one has probably accessed her secret, private space before you & she is pretending it’s not her – but it is!)*

 

        I’m then taken, with another female, to a room to the right where we sit down at a smallish maybe round table, she to my left – I don’t know who she is.

        As we sit there something remarkable happens. Queen Elizabeth II is brought over seated right across from us, & who to me is ‘the King,’ – Prince Philip – is seated to my right. He’s thin, tall & stately in his seat.

 

        *{This as well as the meeting with Lady Diana & the female on the left who will turn out to be princess Margaret {sister of the Queen} could ONLY happen through the intercession of Holy Mary! I mean what human could access these four people on their own accord? Certainly not I.}* 

        The lady to my left & I are both so astonished that the Queen & King would be seated at our table we remain silent for what seems a long time.  We don’t know what to say & are afraid to say the wrong thing.

        Someone brings the Queen a dish with several round biscuits, the color of corn bread & soft, about 3” in diameter—3 of them, I vaguely sense is she eating one & the others for after?

       













        *{The Queen AT MY TABLE {being escorted here by an Angel} – receiving this BREAD is no doubt being given three of the Holy Eucharists I have consecrated!  Wow!  “The King” being also present although he’s not getting the Eucharist is participating in the Grace being generated here, & so is Princess Margaret. What she does at the end is so I can IDENTIFY who she is, her action only for that reason.}*

 

        We’re here for a while & it comes to the end of our being here, the lady to my left does something inordinate.

She climbs over a chair or the table & speaks boldly into the face of the Queen, it shocks me & I want to tell her it’s wrong. At this point she is wearing brightly colored clothing. It’s like whole decorum of the occasion fell apart.

 

*{This is how I know it’s Margaret: She broke proper protocol when her lover came to visit & instead of allowing him to greet the Queen first, Margaret ran up to him & embraced & kissed him. She was bitter about Queen Elizabeth forbidding marriage to the love of her life - Peter Townsend.}*

 

Now I’m done here & I exit through a door from this place & outside I’m back in the city – not an ugly city but the buildings, some of them, seem grayish blue. However, I hate cities, I’m not happy being here.

As I walk up the street this little guy catches up to me. He looks exactly like the assistant chef – the one in the lowest pecking order at this restaurant ‘The Gondola’ which Gordon Ramsay assisted. When Gordon came back unexpectedly to check on them the indolent main chef & his arrogant assistant were gone, but this little guy was still there. Something about him I couldn’t forget – maybe his simplicity & humility.

So little guy speaks to me & I ask him about the wilderness & not sure what he says, but I describe my property, how wonderful it is – but it’s far from here – that it would make an incredible camping site. I tell him about the woods, the swamp & island. There it ends.    {End}

MEANING:

        *{Seeking George in Purgatory somehow triggered my going there & through the intercession of Holy Mary seeing these celestials & bringing them the Grace of God.

I DID NOT see him in Purgatory, but he was OUTSIDE {could represent in my mind, when I knew him} first before I went there, & last, after I exited. Does this say he’s still alive?  Being IN THE STREET is being OF THE WORLD.  And why do I continue speaking about the Wilderness or Purgatory or describe my Paradise?    {End} 


CHANNELING the ROYALS – Their time in Purgatory as of Sept. 12 2024

               First I spoke to Lady Diana, asking why she’s still there after such a long time.  {Died Aug. 31, 1997 – over 27 years in Purgatory – a long stretch. Errol Flynn was there about 24 years.  Elvis, what I term the ‘average decent person’ was there a bit over 5 years.}

        Lady Diana said something like this:

        “I was not the faultless Saint many believed me to be, honorable, self sacrificing, a victim of Charles {with his Camilla.}

        My downfall was this:  I was born in privilege & luxury, & I felt I was SUPERIOR to others & not only did I DESERVE all this, but even more.  I played the victim with Charles, but that was beause I was SO PROUD I felt he & all other men should fall at my feet – as I was so beautiful, rich & aristocratic, all the honors in the world weren’t enough for me.

        I did good deeds, but some of them were calculated to beget love & popularity, not self sacrificing love.  I had a great personality & appearance, & people are so fooled by the exterior it was easy for me to win them over.  Consider how I flaunted my affair with Dodi Fayed – this was an outrage to the Royal family. This type thing isn’t done but I did it out of revenge – not that it got me anywhere but dead.

        Now I am dead & been in Purgatory a long time – I could not fool God!  She knows the heart & mine was not pure, so here I am.

        I hoped to stay here in privacy & secret, allowing the people to think I’m a Saint in Heaven. You see in the dream how private my room is, no one enters, you saw me outside the room.

        When I saw you {& I was speaking to my Guardian Angel} & you recognized me, I pretended it wasn’t me & went back to my private space. I hoped no one would find me there, but you did, with the assistance of the Virgin Mary.  Now you will tell the world & that shames & abashes me.  Oh well, too late for me.  I just have to suffer until I’m cleansed.  Ask them to pray for me & say Masses or have them said.”

 

I asked Queen Elizabeth {died Sept 8, 2022} what she was being cleansed of & she said,

“I didn’t care enough for my people. There was so much I could have done, but I didn’t do it. We Royals are all the same, as you questioned Philip also & he reminded you of when you channeled Queen Victoria & she said our minds are ony on ourselves, or privileges, our luxuries, & keeping our positions & wealth.  We do not think about the people too much, their poverty, their homelessness, their suffering – we act like it has not much to do with us.

We do struggle to keep good reputations in the eyes of the people so they don’t lynch us – lol. We want to keep our heads.”

 

Prince Philip said the same things {died April 9, 2021 3 ½ approx. years in Purgatory} – that they were engulfed in their own world, apart from the masses their own interests of privilege, power, what they have they don’t want to lose. They rarely think of those in need within their realm & how to alleviate suffering.  There’s so much they could do but they don’t care, but they do want to keep up appearances so the pubic won’t hate or assassinate them.

 

Princess Margaret {died Feb 9, 2002} – 22 years in Purgatory.  She said like so,

“We are all here a long time because we didn’t love enough. There are very few exceptions in Royalty, who actually love others to go out of their way to help.  It’s cleansing for selfishness, feeling we deserved to be rich, powerful & waited on – given all life has to give.  Our sufferings were usually not as great as the poor, so we did not have as much occasion to pay for our sins, so here we are.”    {End}

       














Other Dreams:

               Had so many other dreams the last 10 days I could not write down.

Two about Nick: He was getting over his drug delusions, putting them into a suitcase to put aside…. & after that, God had worked on him to improve him, giving him two prosthetic legs from the knees down.  He was fat, pus & blood oozing out of him, lying partly on my body with a terrible weight – I was oppressed. {This would be in real life he was a spiritual burden} He appeared as my good husband Rich, I was helping him walk with the new legs. {New legs, prosthetics are props or gifts given by God to help him walk a better road – better not by flesh, as he has none, but in his metaphysical being.}  This means he is changing strongly under the Grace of God.

Our Holy Mother appeared along with St. Joseph - I was on a project with Her & Her Holy Family. I could not type it out & what I saw of the room she was in is stated in the dream re the Royals.  Large room, two beds, one round, one square, maybe Queen or double size. Both beds covered with the Persion red & black print rugs/tapestries I had long ago. {Red is new blood/suffering, & black here might mean funeral or death. I had no inkling what it was about, could not take time to analyze it, but in view of the Royals of the 12th  She might have been preparing me for that!  If nothing else, to recognize Her by Her Presence – the tapestry/rugs.}

Also dreamed abut Arnold being with me, liking the new dress I chose for a podcast – white with red roses. It’s a portent that my podcast will be a success. Could be that outfit or the entire work.  {End}

 

9-13-24 More Questions

               ME: To Mother God, Sofija: Mother, this is an event. I am overwhelmed. I have been given four members of the English Royal family to tend to in their Purgatorial state. This is a great privilege & I am humbled. I know God is no respecter of persons & to God we are all equals, lol, but we in America are besotted by Royals, first, the English, & then the others. Why me? Why the HONOR?

        MG:  You were given this ‘honor’ because God – myself, the Holy Virgin – KNEW you could be trusted, would be loyal & capable & would say Masses, pray for them, & do what had to be done. You have proved yourself time & again, so those who have served God properly get more assignments.

        ME: Queen Elizabeth stands out. I will begin the Gregorian Masses for her today; I feel that is what God would want. Does the fact that I loved her in childhood when she was crowned Queen enter into this?

        MG:  Certainy, it’s a link. And it linked you with her affiliates. They’re all in a SIMILAR state so it’s convenient for you to minister to them as one unit – the way you helped Frank Sinatra & Dean Martin, who appeared 




















 together, & Rudolf Nureyev & the gay body builder at the same time: “Birds of a feather flock together.”

        ME:  If as I minister, they continue to appear to me & let me know how they’re doing, this could make an entire book. Some people would be fascinated – this is knowledge given to few. How many people access those in Purgatory?

        MG:  So few & why?  Because they don’t care – they do not apply themselves to this quest, they do not daily pray for souls or get Masses for them in general. When they do think about Purgatory it’s usually when a loved one dies. They get some masses pray for a week or two or three, & then sayonara. They don’t realize their loved one maybe be in Purgatory for YEARS needing help. They just forget them, so these souls are forlorn, lonely, abandoned. But then again, while they were alive, what did they do to help souls? So what goes around comes around. They neglected so they are neglected.

        ME:  Did God choose me because there are so few to choose from?  I mean most people don’t give a damn. And also, Holy Mary appearing to me recently with St. Joseph – I had no idea why. This is so rare. Was this a portent of a major event?

        MG:  Lol. Sad but true. God looks upon the earth, & you would think She could find quite a few persons ready, willing & able to help the great Queen, & the marvelous Lady Diana at the very least if not the other two who were less celebrated – to help them in their Purgatorial need. But people are like friends on Face Book. You have thousands of ‘friends’ but when you left FB & tried to connect only two remained, Pete & William, lol. The others were not

 

TRUE friends, empty, shallow, not God’s love, just bodies making noise mostly. Some are good people but not meant to be your close friends forever, it’s shallow, fly by night, winds of change, fair weather buddies for the most part.

        ME:  What shocked me the most was the state of Lady Diana. I was fooled just as the others were. Here she gave the impression of being the victim of Chares, with his Camilla. But upon further inspection she had this Hindu doctor – Hasnat Khan – purported to be her ‘true love’ & then Dodi – Dodi was especially wrong being a Muslim, against all the protocols of the Royal family.  And she had others.  So how does that make Charles the bad guy when he had one woman he loved - Camilla, while she had many?  And yet, we all blamed Charles for cheating on her, not loving her.  What a farce.

        MG:  The proof of the pudding is in the eating. You know & I know, & she knows, that being in Purgatory for 27 years is a long stretch, proving a lot of sins to be cleansed. That’s the dead giveaway of the state of her heart – it was not clean. She was giving us the impression of goody two shoes only forced to have affairs outside of Charles because he didn’t want her. We were all fooled; her public persona was convincing, her beauty & personality were the mask she hid under. But now she is revealed, you found her out by the Grace of God, & people will know - & she wasn’t happy about this.

        ME:  Was there any dark karma, her being killed with Dodi in the accident?  That’s kind of like saying ‘dying in the middle of sin’ like the lovers in Dante’s inferno, sliding into Hell in each others arms. {I don’t believe that happened, it’s just an analogy, I don’t think the lovers went to Hell in real life.}

        MG:  It was kind of like God saying ‘Let’s end this charade. It’s over. Enough is enough.’

       ME:  I prayed much of the night for them & will continue. Be with me, Mother God & give me Light & Strength.  Thank you!}

PS I just found out Dr. Haznat Khan was also Muslim, Pakistani by birth. So Diana was really stepping out.    {End}