SYMBOLS OF THE 2-28-20 DREAM: 5 SOULS HELPED FROM PURGATORY

CHILD, DAUGHTER:  This is usually my flesh

MOM:  In this dream, it’s likely my earthly Mom.  Mom can be Mother God, the God Self within, or any maternal figure we are talking about.

BAREFOOT, GOING BAREFOT:  This is respect, humility & openness in whatever happens in the dream.  In this case, visiting Purgatory.

ALONE, I GO ALONE:  When visiting Purgatory I do not take the flesh, it’s the Spirit that travels, she is left behind even though we’re in ‘nonduality.’

 

STRANGERS, 5 FROM MY MOM:  In this dream, 5 people in Purgatory who were associated with my earthly Mom—She sends them to me for help.

CENTERING:  The center of ourselves is God, so this means all eyes & minds are on God.

 

BREAST, HAND ON:  In this dream, the man’s hand on my breast while I see my dress is red means he hurt my heart/emotions.  This incident was a trial for me, I had to forgive him, which I did—that act of charity helped bring or merit Souls coming to me.  Forgiveness is a huge virtue, powerful.

 

DRESS, RED:  Pain, emotional, over the heart.

TOUCH:  Touch can be either painful or beneficent, in this dream painful;  always interpreted within the context of the dream.  God touching you can be painful or a blessing.  ‘The hand of God has touched me’ sounds good.  But ‘the hand of God is upon me’ might mean punishment.  Someone touching you means they affected you, you had some sort of reaction.

 

DOGS, VARIOUS TYPES:  Dogs are inner senses.  We have the sense of seeing (vision, understanding), smelling, tasting, skin sensations & hearing—all this is inner as well as outer.  Dogs are ‘our best friends’ as are our inner senses, as through them we discern secrets, such as the intentions of another – are they friend or foe?  Part of our inner senses are ESP, psychic vision & discernment.  These are human senses & there are also ‘Gifts of the Holy Spirit’ pertaining to this:  Knowledge, Understanding, & Wisdom.  These are the supernatural level but all part of our arsenal of surviving & thriving in this harsh world.

 

LEASH:  control, restraint, guidance.

GREY, GRAY:  Often pertaining to the mind, grey matter of the brain.

PISSING:  Can be utter contempt or watering for good.

UNDERGROUND:  Can pertain to a lower consciousness;  Hell, Purgatory, depression, death.  But can also in other dreams mean roots, secret life, source of physical life.

GRATE:  The bars of a cell or place people are imprisoned, in this dream.

 

STREET:  That which is open to the public:  ‘Don’t put your business in the street.’

From Guru Rasa Von Werder,   2-28-20

FIVE SOULS FROM PURGATORY HELPED

2-28-20-FIVE SOULS HERE BEING HELPED

          I’m in a house with my little daughter.  She’s really small, like 2 or 3 yrs old but very active like a 7 yr old.

          (THIS IS MY FLESH IN A HUMBLE STATE, LIKE A CHILD—THE SMALLER THE CHILD COULD BE THE MORE HUMBLE ONE IS.)

          The house is a combo of the old farm house plus this one but different than both, nicer.

          I’m looking at my feet as I get dressed.  The shoes I try on are good, I don’t want to spoil them just on a plain walk, am saving them for special occasions.  Especially beautiful are these sandals which have a wide transparent band around the front, my toes inside are beautiful with long nails, & I can spread my toes which I do.  I decide not to ruin my shoes on this walk & go barefoot, thinking it’s the city, will my feet be safe?

 

          (GOING BAREFOOT IS LIKE THE ‘DISCALCED CARMELITES’ – THEY STAYED THAT WAY EVEN IN WINTER, OUT OF HUMILITY.  THEN WHEN MOSES CONFRONTED THE BURNING BUSH GOD TOLD HIM ‘TAKE OFF YOUR SANDALS, THIS IS HALLOWED GROUND.’  THIS MEANS THAT WHERE I’M GOING IS ‘HALLOWED GROUND,’ WHICH IS PURGATORY.  TAKING OFF ONE’S SHOES IN A PLACE SHOWS RESPECT.)

          My daughter wants to be with me wherever I go, but right now I want to take a walk by myself so I have to lock her down, as she’s like an escape artist.  After I think I’ve secured her she finds another door unlocked & opens it.  I lock it.  It’s funny how she’s so little but reaches up to the doorknob & opens the door.  I try to explain to her to behave while I’m out & just stay put.

 

          (MY GOING ALONE, WITHOUT MY DAUGHTER OR FLESH, IS THIS VISION & UNDERSTANDING, THIS VISIT WITH SOULS IN PURGATORY IS NOT FOR THE HUMAN SELF, IT IS THE PREROGATIVE OR ABILITY OF THE GOD SELF ALONE.  I CANNOT TAKE MY BODY INTO THIS, IN OTHER WORDS.

          I HAVE TO ‘LOCK HER DOWN’ WHILE MY GOD SELF GOES SOME PLACE.)

          As I start to leave I go through the middle room in which stand five or so strangers – men & women.  Instead of me asking them who they are, they all ask me who I am.  Apparently they know some of my relatives but not me.  I try to tell them I am my sister’s sister—maybe they know her. 

 

          (THESE ARE FIVE PEOPLE FROM PURGATORY IN WHAT APPEARS AS ‘AVERAGE’ STATES (stated below) – NOT SUFFERING GREATLY.  PERHAPS THEY ARE ABOUT TO ASCEND.  THESE PEOPLE ARE UNKNOWN TO ME.

ALL THIS IS DONE BY VISION.  THE SYMBOLS OF CENTER – CENTER ROOM, ALL FACING CENTER—SEEMS TO REPRESENT GOING ‘WITHIN,’ CENTERING ONESELF ON GOD.  ONE CANNOT HAVE THEIR MIND ON THE WORLD OR THE FLESH TO HAVE THESE VISIONS & VISITS WITH PURGATORY.)

 

          One of the men puts his hand on my left breast & keeps it there.  I seem to be wearing a red dress as I look down.  Each of these persons is standing & all casual, maybe leaning on things, & all around the room in a broken circle, all facing the center of the room.  The room has all kinds of furniture.  They’re dressed like average people & all look average.

          (APPARENTLY I INCUR SOME SUFFERING FOR THIS MAN, AS WHEN HE TOUCHES ME ON MY LEFT BREAST, WHICH MEANS HEART & LOVE, I SEE MY DRESS BEING RED, WHICH MEANS I EXPERIENCE PAIN.

 

THE PAIN I RECENTLY UNDERWENT WAS WHEN THREE PEOPLE TURNED ON ME IN HATE & ANGER—ONE OF THEM WAS A MAN.  I FORGAVE THEM ALL.  THE GRACE OF THIS FORGIVENESS COULD HAVE GONE TO A SOUL IN PURGATORY—WHAT WE SUFFER RIGHTEOUSLY HAS MERIT, FORGIVENESS IS CHARITY—CHARITY GIVES GREAT HELP TO SOULS.)

          I then go outside into the street where my sister has been walking our dogs, two on a leash, one loose.  It seems to be night, but lit up by street lights.  The loose one stands over a grating in the middle of the street & pisses into it.  He has unusual hair or fur – yellow with grey border in patterns, the fur is like short yarns hanging off him.  I hope he’ll be safe in the middle of the street; he seems to be resting there now.  I pray a car doesn’t hit him.

 

          The two dogs on black leather leashes I don’t see clearly, I think they’re medium sized short haired grey one with a medium-big head like a Great Dane.

          (DOGS REPRESENT OUR INNER SENSES—MY SISTER IS ONE OF MY PERSONALITIES, THE PRAGMATIC ME.

THE DOGS ON A LEASH COULD BE PSYCHIC SENSES, TWO KINDS AS THERE ARE TWO DOGS.  I THINK THIS BECAUSE THEY’RE GREY & ONE HAS A  ‘LARGER HEAD’.  THEN THESE MIGHT BE MENTAL PERCEPTIONS, AS GREY IS OFTEN ‘GREY MATTER’ OR BRAIN.

THE YELLOW ONE ON TOP OF THE GRATE SO FAR HAS ME STUMPED.  IT MIGHT TAKE ME DAYS TO FIGURE IT, I WILL ADD AN ADENDUM.

 

PISSING CAN BE CONTEMPT, AS ‘I’LL PISS ON YOUR GRAVE’ – BUT THERE’S A FAR CHANCE IT MIGHT BE WATERING SOMETHING WHICH WOULD BE GIVING IT GRACE & LIFE.)  IF WHAT IS UNDERGROUND BELOW THE GRATE IS PURGATORY, THEN MY SENSE MIGHT BE WATERING OR REFRESHING IT.

IF WHAT IS UNDERGROUND IS HELL THEN MY SENSE MIGHT HAVE CONTEMPT FOR THE DEMONS & SO ‘PISSES’ ON THEM.  IT MIGHT BE SAYING ‘WE HAVE BEATEN YOU – JESUS HAS – BY HIS BLOOD, HIS CROSS, HIS DEATH.’

LYING DOWN IN THE MIDDLE OF THE STREET THEREAFTER, RESTING, IS DOING SOMETHING OBVIOUS, OPEN & PUBLIC, EVEN AT ONE’S RISK PERHAPS.

 

          I MUST PONDER THE MEANING OF HIS COAT.  IF IT LOOKS LIKE A MOP, MADE OF THREADS OR CLOTH, IT COULD MEAN MY SENSE IS HELPING TO CLEANSE THE SOUL – MOPPING IS CLEANING.)

          I ask her who those five people in the house are & she says,

          “They’re Mother’s people” or

          “They’re from Mother”

          some words like that.

          (IF THIS IS MY EARTHLY MOTHER SHE’S IN HEAVEN & SENDING ME FIVE ASSOCIATES OF HERS TO HELP.

          I HAVE GREAT POWER RIGHT NOW BECAUSE I’M SAYING THE HOLY MASS.  NOTHING GETS SOULS OUT FASTER THAN THE BODY & BLOOD OF JESUS & MARY!

 

          THIS UNDERSCORES WHAT I’VE BEEN TOLD ABOUT THE MINISTRY, THAT IT IS NOT THE DESIGNATED PLACE OF THOSE IN HEAVEN TO REACH PURGATORY, IT IS OURS.

I BELIEVE IT’S BECAUSE WE MUST LEARN TO USE OUR CHARITY – THE SOULS IN HEAVEN HAVE FINISHED GAINING MERITS—THEY CAN GAIN NO MORE, SOMEHOW IT’S IN THE INCREASE OF MERITS OR CHARITY THAT GIVES US THE POWER TO AID SOULS.   

 BUT THERE ARE SUPER-SPECIAL SAINTS LIKE JESUS & MARY WHO GO TO PURGATORY REGULARLY--THEY ARE EXCEPTIONS.  PERHAPS IT IS ONLY THE HIGHEST IN HEAVEN WHO CAN DO THIS, IT MIGHT BE THOSE SOULS WHO ON EARTH MINISTERED TO THEM, THEY’RE ALLOWED TO CONTINUE FROM HEAVEN {I hope I’ll be one of them.}

  FROM WHAT I’VE EXPERIENCED, SOULS IN HEAVEN USE US AS PARTNERS TO GET THEIR LOVED ONES UP.  IN THE PREVIOUS DREAM I EXPLAINED HOW ERROL FLYNN USED ME TO GET HIS WIDOW & BEVERLY AADLAND UP.)

          I tell her about the man holding my breast & she says

          “I’m sorry.”

          (THIS BEING SORRY MIGHT NOT BE BECAUSE OF A SOUL IN PURGATORY, BUT THE MAN ON EARTH WHO HURT ME I FORGAVE, AS IT’S HIGHLY UNUSUAL FOR ME TO FEEL PAIN FROM OUR ‘HOLY SOULS.’

—{But there is another factor:  If it’s a ‘bad ghost’ as in Amy Allen’s “Dead Files”—these are renegades & apparently God allows them to roam the earth, the way She permits demons—some of these souls are demoniacs.  Amy Allen goes to haunted houses to ferret out what is there torturing the living.  This type of thing is not what I do, although I’ve been doing exorcisms most of my life—*everyone should learn exorcism as demons & demonic souls are all over the place.  Look on my website www.WomanThouArtGod  for instructions on exorcism & how to say the Holy Mass.*  

 

I had a great experience with Amy Allen.  On Christmas 2018 she appeared to me & gave me her ‘mantle’ or Anointing.  This means, in theory, that she gave me her Power—this makes her my most recent Guru.  I have not yet tried to use her power, my ministry to souls has been private, praying & saying Mass at home—I have not gone to haunted houses to do what she does.  Perhaps the time will come when I might be called to use her Power—who knows.)

—I have experienced direct pain from a soul in Purgatory only ONCE in my entire life.  It was Dean Martin & he gave me excruciating head pain from his jealousy over Jerry Lewis & Frank Sinatra—they were his partners & he thought they were getting more attention.

 In addition to that, the only discomfort I recall from a soul was my first husband Stanley.  For many years he appeared to me & still hated me *unjustly*.  When an angel told him I got married again & my second husband died & prospered me he was angry—he made me suffer & wanted me to continue life in poverty.  Finally I asked God not to show me him any more, but last year I relented.  This act of charity triggered his release, & I had one more vision of him ascended—it was over after 55 years of cleansing!  And each vision of him until the last one was painful.

 

But I must say, & this is important, most of my contact with the souls goes from pleasant to joyful, to even blissful or ecstatic.  The Presence of God is Powerful in these transactions.  Yes, some of the souls I see are terribly unhappy, crying in torture—but once they are shown to me means I get busy doing good for them, & each time they are shown they have improved, getting more & more happy, which makes me happy, & finally, on their day of release I share their great joy!

It is awful to see some of these souls so abandoned.  None of their relatives prays for them or has Masses said – those that do is usually only the beginning, right after they die - & sometimes they have an annual Mass said for them at best.  Many souls have no assistance whatsoever.  They sit in their dungeon or cave completely alone, isolated, forgotten, crying, crying, why does no one help them?  The living are too busy with their worldly pursuits to even care.

 

And what about the benighted Protestants?  Martin Luther did an awful thing by adding one word in the bible, from ‘by faith’ to ‘by faith ALONE.’  The to-be-pitied Protestants think that no matter what sins they have committed & how many, they will go straight to Heaven by believing in Jesus.  ‘The devils believe & tremble.’  We all pay for our own sins through the fires & torments of Purgatory—The worst pain in both Hell & Purgatory, the saints teach, is the absence of God.  They say that on earth the soul did not think about God, but in Hell they can think of nothing else.  And in Purgatory they long for God with hunger & thirst, waiting, waiting, it always seems so long as there is no time in the afterlife.  It feels never ending. 

 Then there are those that everyone assumes ‘went to Hell—so why pray for them?  They judge & condemn more quickly than they forgive.  Two examples:  Timothy McVeigh & Errol Flynn.  People think of their transgression, unaware how they suffered.  I reached Tim McVeigh & we got him out, ditto Errol Flynn.  Recently I wrote about him under one of his videos on You Tube.  An angry man posted saying Errol was a die-hard sex sinner & went to Hell……

Never forget ‘judge not, lest ye be judged.’  Remember ‘the woman caught in adultery, in the very act’ – Jesus said, “He who has no sin cast the first stone.”  Someone said that what he wrote in the sand were the private sins of the individuals who condemned her—each one dropped his stone when he saw his sin revealed.  Jesus then said, “Woman, where are your accusers?”)

DREAM EXPLAINS HOW A MAN HURT A WOMAN BADLY, BUT SHE ENDURED THE PAIN, USED IT AS BUILDING BRICKS TO ENLIGHTEN HIM & GAIN AUTHORITY

2-27-20-MOVING-BIG PACKS-OZEE N AHAHA

        First, I’m with a male & we’re visiting a house.  Is it my Aunt & Uncle’s house?—but bigger, like their house plus something more like the old farmhouse & my house combined.  It’s old; it has two or three stories.

        (THIS GOES BACK TO THE PAST WHERE YOU & A MALE COMPANION – THE OLD JOHN BEFORE ENLIGHTENMENT – WERE PUNISHED.  YOU WERE BOTH SUFFERING WHILE YOU WERE TOGETHER.)

         We’ve been visiting here & enjoying ourselves but I confess to my male companion, who is subordinate to me, that I miss being home.  It might have just been a week here, but it feels like a month.  I think about home & how I long for it.

        (YOU LONG FOR HOME, WHICH IS WHERE YOUR HEART IS, WHICH MEANS PEACE, HAPPINESS, CONTENTMENT.

         QUESTION:  SINCE THIS IS A HOUSE OF PAIN, WHY AM I ENJOYING MYSELF?

        MOMGOD:  YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE.  YOUR MIND WAS ON THE EARTHLY PLANE ‘HAVING A GOOD TIME’ GOING TO THE BARS & PARTYING, BUT YOU WERE NOT DEEPLY HAPPY, THE KIND THAT COMES WITH BEING INTIMATE WITH GOD.)

        We are permitted to take all our belongings with us.  We pile up bag after bag.  But I’m sneaky & want to take something away without permission from the lady who owns this house, not sure if she’ll allow me.  I think I’ll conceal the booty.  I put it in a tall regular paper bag with her framed pictures on top.

 

        (HERE WE CAN TAKE CERTAIN THINGS FROM THIS EXPERIENCE BUT I FEAR ASKING MOTHER GOD, WHO OWNS THIS HOUSE OR STATE—SHE IS THE AUTHORITY OVER ALL—FOR SOMETHING I’M NOT SURE ABOUT.

I HIDE WHAT I’M TAKING UNDER MY DEVOTION TO HER.  BUT IT’S A FLIMSY PACKAGE BEING INSIDE OF PAPER.)  

 

        But she looks at the pictures, & then sees the booty below.  What is it?--Red bricks.  Now knowing how heavy bricks are, why on earth would I want to take them from here?  We have to carry our bags from here, I don’t even know if we have a vehicle.  The bricks remind me of the ones I gathered after my handyman took apart the indoor chimney—I put them underneath trees, one of them solid like a decoration.  They were scorched black on one side.

         (RED BRICKS, SCORCHED ON ONE SIDE.  THIS IS THE ‘BUILDING BLOCKS’ OF THE RELATIONSHIP JOHN & I HAD-RED IS PAIN, SCORCHED IS BURNED OR PAINFUL.  ‘ON ONE SIDE’ WELL, YOU WERE THE ONE THAT WAS HURT—HE TREATED YOU BADLY.  AND THE BRICKS ARE THE BUILDING BLOCKS OR WHAT THE RELATIONSHIP WAS MADE OF.  FOR YOU THERE WAS A LOT OF PAIN.

 

        BUT YOU USED THIS PAIN SOMEHOW, FOR GOOD.  PUTTING IT ‘UNDER TREES’ – TREES ARE SYMBOLS OF LIFE, SOMETIMES LONGEVITY, NOT LIKE PLANTS.  SOME TREES HAVE BEEN ALIVE SINCE THE TIME OF CHRIST 2,000 YEARS AGO.)

        The lady who owns the house, owns the bricks, the bag is right under her chin when she discovers them.  She isn’t mad, just slightly surprised, it’s not like I’m stealing anything of value.

 

        (THERE IS A MESSAGE HERE APARENTLY.  LET GO OF THE PAIN INFLICTED ON YOU, DON’T TAKE IT WITH YOU TO THE NEW RELATIONSHIP.  YOU DON’T NEED IT, IT’S OVER, FORGET THE PAIN.  THE PAIN LED TO THE NEW LIFE, IT’S OVER.)

        Then after this episode, I find myself in another place, sort of farther, more opportunities, more beautiful.  It turns out, after a while, this is the home of a good friend of mine, a great Guru named Ozee.  There’s many other people around, & once again, my male companion & I are visiting.

 

        (I SUSPECT THIS IS YOUR LOVER JOHN, WHO HAS IMPROVED GREATLY & THIS SAYS IS NOW ENLIGHTENED.

SINCE HE’S ‘SEEN THE LIGHT’ THE RELATIONSHIP WILL BE COMPLETELY DIFFERENT.  THE OLD JOHN IS SOMEHOW STILL CARTED ALONG WITH YOU – HE S IN YOUR MIND.  BUT THE NEW JOHN IS CALLED GURU OZEE, A NEW MAN.  HE’S BEEN TRANSFORMED)

 

        We are outside & there’s a body of water, quite large, peaceful, no big waves, the sun is shining on the water, it sparkles.  Ozee takes this large branch with green leaves all over it.  It’s sparse, you can see through it.  I would say it’s at least 10’ long & maybe 7-8’ wide, spread out—it isn’t heavy.

        (“I AM THE VINE, YOU ARE THE BRANCHES.” 

        THIS IS JOHN’S NEW LIFE & IMAGE, HE’S NOW BEAUTIFUL.  BRANCH IS PART OF GOD, LEAVES ARE VICTORY.  HE DECLARES HIS VICTORY BY HOLDING THIS BRANCH IN FRONT OF HIM.

         WATER IS GRACE, NO WAVES IS PEACE.  SUN SHINING & SPARKLING OVER THE WATER IS HAPPINESS IN GOD, THE TRUE HAPPINESS, NOT THE KIND YOU HAD IN THE BEGINNING OF THE DREAM WHERE YOUR FLESH PARTIED BUT YOUR SOUL WAS IN TORMENT.)

        

 

        I am on a hill looking down, about 30’ away,  Ozee takes the branch & holds it in front of him, where he looks really beautiful.  I say this to him,

        “Wow, do you look good that way.  I’d like to take some pictures of you, maybe naked…….{he looks uncertain about the naked part} & I add ‘If Ahaha gives permission.’

        What troubled me is that he just dropped the branch, let it fall into the shallow water & walked away with his male friends.  I wanted that branch for him to pose with.  Could we get it in time, before it floated away?

 

        (IT SEEMS JOHN, AS THE NEW MAN, HAS RECEIVED ENLIGHTENMENT ESPECIALLY REGARDING OUR RELATIONSHIP, BUT IS NOT HOLDING ON TO IT.  HE’S HAD A RELAPSE OR IS ‘BACKSLIDING’, WENT OFF WITH THE MALE FRIENDS AS HE ALWAYS DID IN THE PAST – {ACTING OUT HIS SHALLOW THOUGHTS & FEELINGS.  WHAT HE USED TO CALL ‘HAVING FUN.}

 

        THIS IS A CLUE THAT JOHN/OZEE STILL HAS A PROBLEM—HE’S NOT READY TO BE WITH ME.  THE NAKEDNESS REFERS TO BEING OPEN & THEREFORE VULNERABLE.  HE’S HAVING DOUBTS ABOUT OPENING HIS HEART, SURRENDERING HIMSELF TO ME IN A GENUINE RELATIONSHIP.  HE GOT THE GRACE OR THE LIGHT, THE SPIRITUAL UNDERSTANDING, BUT FOR NOW, HE ISN’T COOPERATING OR ACTING UPON IT & REVERTING TO HIS IMMATURE BACHELOR DAYS.)   

 

        Ahaha is his Guru wife – we’re friends, I really like her.  I am totally respectful of her.  Although I like Ozee very much I would not do anything inappropriate with him as she is his wife.

       (AHAHA IS MY LOWER SELF, THE BODY.  THIS IS THE NEW RELATIONSHIP I HAVE WITH MY FLESH.  THE DREAMER IS THE GOD SELF.  WE USED TO BE IN CONFLICT, BUT THE FLESH SURRENDERED TO ME & SAID, ‘NOT MY WILL, THY WILL BE DONE.’

        AT THAT POINT WE ENTERED NONDUALITY & ONCE MORE, AS IN THE PAST, MERGED INTO ONE.

        IT IS WITH MY CONSENT THAT SHE CAN NOW HAVE HER WAY WITH JOHN—I DEFER TO HER, I PERMIT HER, I RESPECT HER.  {When she was rebellious I threatened her.})

         Then a moment after that we’re standing in a room on the second floor, which is circular with windows {reminds me of Waccabuc} & a black shiny Mercedes with nice silver wheels is pulling up – it’s Ahaha.  ‘She has class’ I think, driving a car like that.

        She gets out, looks mellow.  I guess we can now ask her about the pictures.

         (WACCABUC IS EVERYTHING POSH & SUBLIME.  THE WIFE AHAHA ARRIVES, WE ARE IN DEFERENCE TO HER—SHE WILL DECIDE ABOUT THE ‘NAKED PICTURES’ WHICH IS A CLUE THAT SHE WILL DECIDE WHEN TO RESUME THE RELATIONSHIP, BUT IN THE NEW PROPER WAY.

        THE CIRCULAR WINDOWS IS VISION ALL AROUND, A WIDE PERSPECTIVE, NOT NARROW VISION THAT SEES IN PART, THIS SEES A BIG PICTURE.

         AHAHA ARRIVES IN A BLACK SHINY MERCEDES WITH SILVER WHEELS.  THIS BLACK IS NOT THAT OF DEPRESSION, SHE IS MELLOW.  SHE IS NO LONGER JEALOUS.  BLACK MIGHT MEAN ‘UNKNOWN’ WHICH IS IT IS UNKNOWN TO US WHEN SHE RESUMES THE RELATIONSHIP—IT’S IN HER HANDS, OZEE IS AT HER MERCY & I DEFER TO HER. 

 

        THE SILVER WHEELS ARE THE PERMANENT RELATIONSHIP, MARRIAGE.

HER BEING MELLOW IS SHE IS NO LONGER JEALOUS OR ANXIOUS, SHE HAS ASCENDED FROM BEING HIS VICTIM TO BEING HIS AUTHORITY.)

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SYMBOLS WITHIN THIS DREAM:

AUNT & UNCLE’S HOUSE:  punishment, pain, suffering {cry Uncle}

HOME:  Place of security, contentment, safety, comfort, peace, happiness.  ‘Home is where the heart is.’

 

HOUSE:  State of mind, consciousness.  Could be one’s own or someone else’s.  Could be in the past or present, the way it was, the way it is.

BRICKS, red, scorched black on one side:  The old relationship where I suffered & was ‘burned.’  These were the ‘building blocks’ of the relationship because I endured the pain & built upon it {put the bricks under trees in real life}—the way Jesus & his followers benefited from the Cross—the Cross was like a throne – from there Jesus vanquished Satan, his demons, his lies, the sinful world, & liberated us.

 

In this dream, permission was not asked to take the bricks onward.  It is saying drop the pain, it did it’s work, you’re free, don’t carry it inside—it’s a heavy burden.

TREES:  Life, long life.  Some trees existing now were alive during the time of Christ.

 

WATER, body of:  Grace of God, Holy Spirit.

BRANCH, large, many leaves:  Part of God, connected to God, ‘I am the vine, you are the branches.  Leaves are victory or success.  ‘Crowned with laurel leaves.’  They threw down palm leaves, branches, at the feet of Jesus on his donkey—this honored him as their spiritual leader.

 

NAKED:  Without pretense, sans mask or costume.  Open, vulnerable.

GURU OZEE:  The old John who has gotten new light, he’s now informed or Enlightened.

GURU AHAHA:  His wife, the authority over him.

 WINDOWS, circular, along a circular wall:   A wide vision & understanding.  Seeing is believing.  Windows of opportunity.

WACCABUC:  A posh, classy, old-money neighborhood {in real life} I used to visit, an earthly Valhalla to me.  This would be a wonderful consciousness.

 

 

MERCEDES BENZ, shiny black, silver wheels:  The wheels give it away—it’s what the wife is using as her vehicle, it’s her way of getting some place.  The silver represents the permanent relationship, marriage.  The shiny black is not depression in this context, it’s the unknown.  It is unknown to us when she will decide to resume the relationship – we are both in her hands.  Ozee has to wait on her will, I have deferred to it.  It says she is ‘mellow’ which means she’s at peace, has no anxiety or jealousy.  She’s at the place of authority.