3-31-20-CHANGE IN RELATIONSHIPS

interpreted for a friend

        I am with my boy friend Jackson, outside, standing in a place that reminds me of the old ‘drive in’ theaters.  His female roommate is standing here also – the three of us.

 

        The movie screen is way up high, maybe 30’ on a wall before us, we all three look at it talking about it.  John is tall, she seems short.  She’s wearing clothes that have plants pictured on the material—mostly green with splashes of other colors on top of white, it’s loose clothing.

 

        *(HE IS TALL:  He’s important to me.

        SHE IS SHORT:  She’s not important to me.

        HER TOP, WHITE WITH PLANTS ON IT, GREEN, OTHER COLORS:  She has PLANS for this relationship to nurture & grow—{Plants are like your garden, it grows, it bears food, nourishment, could be plants you eat or flowers, flowers mean love.}

MOVIE SCREEN, LIKE DRIVE-IN THEATERS:  This is the ‘theater of life,’ the three of you are facing & thinking about what is to come? 

 

HIGH UP, MAYBE 30’:   High up is like reaching to the sky or God, asking what is the future?  What does the theater of life bode for us, what is the next scene?)*

  He is talking a lot, I am trying to talk to him but having trouble, as he keeps DEFERRING TO HER like she’s more important, he has to keep up this relationship with her moreso than with me.  I do not know which way to go – keep talking or walk away & forget it?  If I continue this will that keep us together or if I walk away will that end us?  I’m in a dilemma as he ignores me a lot when I’m talking, turns his back on me.

 *(IGNORES ME FOR HER, MY DILEMMA TO TALK TO HIM OR NOT:  This is a review how it was.  ‘Talking’ refers to ‘being,’ relating, having a relationship as well as sex.  You don’t know which way to go.

ALL THREE TALKING:  A triangle or he is relating to two women at the same time but SHE IS MORE IMPORTANT TO HIM AT. THIS TIME.)*

        

Jackson is wearing a black jacket made of pea-coat material, thick, & it’s shaped kind of draping off the shoulders almost like a cape to his waist or lower – not quite a cape, a bit like a bell coming down, the bottom not tight but loose.

 

*(BLACK PEA COAT:  Navy, ‘a girl in every port,’ sailor’s are notorious for having females wherever they go, so this sounds like ‘what is the next port?--the next woman?’  Being black, it portends the END of something – his present roommate – shaped like a

 BELL:  ‘Ding dong’ is like a reminder, a notice, an announcement like bells in a Church say time to go there or bells at a wedding saying ‘It is consummated.’  This announces the end of them, beginning of a new relationship with you.  You all see the ‘writing on the wall,’ the portent, the prophecy, the next part of life.)*

He seems ANIMATED, I feel uncertain.

 

        *(HE SEEMS ANIMATED, I AM UNCERTAIN:  This is a big change for him, he’s excited, you were not sure what to do, stay with him or leave.)*

SCENE CHANGES 

 

The scene changes.  Now we’re in a car where his female is driving,

*(HIS FEMALE DRIVING US:  This is pivotal, because the situation with his female changes so that he has to or will switch from her to you—she MAKES or DRIVES the two of you to be together.)*

 

 Jackson & I are in the back seat with his son to the right of us sitting.  Jackson is in front of me, like across my lap, almost taking up the entire back seat in the position he’s in, facing me.

*(HIS POSITION, ACROSS ME IN MY LAP, FACING ME:  This is his new SITUATION.  He’s now

IN YOUR LAP:  means submissive to you, like a lapdog, like a pet or child.

 

HIS SON TO THE RIGHT:  This is probably not a separate person but the child within him being present.  It might be a reconciliation or agreement between his Higher Self—in my lap--& his flesh going along or in agreement.  Prior to this there had been conflicts (higher conscience vs lower self rebelling.)*

 

He’s wearing a long-sleeved white cotton shirt & we’re real intimate, myself kissing his arm/body/torso.  The feeling of the kisses is DEEP like we are melded, united or like melting into each other, the way you do when you are really close, the energy flowing back & forth like he’s me, I’m him sort of thing.  His cotton shirt is designed with these little holes that look like tiny hourglasses, one on top of each other separated by a tiny waist the way an hourglass would have, the holes are only a quarter inch wide – they are embroidered, like having little frames around them.  Jackson seems LARGE like he was in the first scene, animated.

 

*(DEEP, HE’S ME I’M HIM:  We are now UNITED in spiritual wedlock, energies interchanged, wills in unison.

WHITE COTTON SHIRT:  nuptial garment

 

HOURGLASSES EMBROIDERED ALL OVER:  The time has come, finally.  The design being holes rather than something placed on top of the material, say pics of hourglasses, could be saying ‘no sand, it has run out.’)*

 

He’s talking about some OUTRAGEOUS action that someone ought to do.  I scoff at it.  I tell him,

“Would you have your son do that?  Would you do it yourself?”

When I suggest that it shows how ridiculous this action is but I cannot recall what it was—like a joke but crazy.

 *(CRAZY ACTION:  Seems like a hint about ‘crazy love,’ which is love so intense it doesn’t ‘make sense.’  I was there in the past but I got over it—it might be his turn to feel that way.  I am telling him to ‘cool it’ & be rational.  He would tell people I was ‘obsessed,’ now it’s his turn maybe.)*

Where we’re going is a little mall that has a restaurant.  We’re all hungry & looking forward to a meal.

 *(GOING TO RESTAURANT, ALL HUNGRY:  We all need love & emotional nourishment.  This little mall reminds me of the one I go to by me – the spot is a grocery store.  This symbolizes he will be with me for love/nourishment—she has driven him to me, brought us together by whatever happens to her—her bankruptcy most likely.)*

 

As his gf drives, she’s small in front—he doesn’t talk to her or pay attention to her, only me.  I get the feeling that the car is made of a teal color – which is a type of green.

*(SHE’S SMALL HE ONLY PAYS ATTENTION TO ME:  She’s no longer important to him, I am.  He has his.

 

 

BACK TO HER, FACING ME:  He is finished with her, she’s behind him, but he’s facing me, in my lap even-- which means she is done, he’s with me.

       

TEAL CAR:  Teal is green mixed with blue.  Her financial condition has crashed, sadness {blue} mixed in to the finances--their situation ends, ours begins—it was predicted a long time, survival.)*

3-30-20-Will The Crash Of 2020 Accelerate The Transition To Matriarchy?

 By AJAX the GREAT

 

Four years ago, I posted an article on the True Spirit of America Party blog titled, "Is the Crash of 2016 Upon Us?", as well as an article on this blog titled, "Will the Coming Crash of 2016 Accelerate the Transition to Matriarchy?".  In the first, I outlined the various reasons why I predict that author Thom Hartmann was probably right in that there will be another financial crisis and stock market crash in 2016, perhaps even one that that will make 2008 and even 1929 look like a walk in the park.  Looks like that didn't materialize in 2016, as that year is now in the rearview mirror, but seems to be happening right now in fact.  Yes I know, I could in fact be wrong.  But recent events are making it look increasingly likely every day.

The bubble--scratch that, BOIL--looks like it has been lanced.  And the novel coronavirus (now called COVID-19) would have been almost a non-event in terms of its effect the stock market had the market not been so grossly overvalued and precarious in the first place.  Not just stocks, but bonds and derivatives as well.  This can get real ugly real fast!

So what does that have to do with Matriarchy and the inevitable transition in that direction?  Turns out, a lot in fact.  Basically, in order for Women to finally reclaim their rightful position as the new leaders of the free world, men need to surrender to them.  And most men will not surrender until they truly hit rock bottom.  It's just our nature that way.   Of course, even with the most cursory look at the statistics (and an open mind), we can all see the writing on the wall.  Women are rising, while men are falling.  In fact, Women have already crossed the Rubicon in terms of education and are well on their way to becoming the richer gender, meanwhile us fellas are falling away and falling apart.  We are being gradually replaced by both Women (for higher-skilled jobs) as well 

 

as robots/machines/AI (for less-skilled jobs), our wages have been falling, our once-great  labor unions have been busted by the powerful men at the top who threw the bottom 80-90% of us under the bus, and we are thus are becoming increasingly redundant.  And the past two recessions, especially 2008-2009, have basically been dubbed "mancessions", in which men got hit significantly harder than women in terms of un(der)employment (excluding of course the "austerity" government budget cuts that happened in 2010-2013, that hurt Women more than men).  We must note, and it bears repeating, that this is NOT the fault of Women, but rather the result of our very own karma.

Thus, if the next or current crash is like 2008 or worse, I predict that men will likely be collectively hit so hard that they will never fully recover.   We still haven't fully recovered from the last one, so this time would likely be the ultimate death blow for us.  Sooner or later, it is only a matter of time before men will literally be begging women for a bailout.  And when that happens, Women would then be in the power position.  Not right away, of course, but we can see how this could accelerate the transition in the medium to long run.

Donald Trump was unfortunately elected  POTUS as of

January 20, 2017, as he "won" the 2016 election against Hillary Clinton despite losing the popular vote by nearly 3 million votes.  That seemed to set the Women's movement back quite a bit, at least in theory.  But this is America's "dark night of the soul", thus also a time of transformation.  Look no further than the #MeToo movement to see how galvanized Women have become.  And now in 2020, soon Trump will be out of office (hopefully replaced by Bernie Sanders) and we can all see the light at the end of the tunnel, God willing.

(This is true not only for the Trump era, but for the entire 40 years of neoliberalism since Reagan and Thatcher as well.)

So fellas, it is time to do some serious soul-searching.  If you have not yet renounced the demonic patriarchy in all of its forms, now is the time to do it.  God willing, we will soon need Women to rescue us.  Because let's face it, we have dug our own graves and will be in over our heads in no time.  It will happen sooner than you think.  And when Women finally do take over, they will remember exactly how they were treated, so it really behooves us fellas to clean up our act yesterday.

IF AMERICANS WROTE THEIR TRUE STORY – THIS IS WHAT OUR GOVT DID TO THEM

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                      3-24-20 SUMMARY A PEOPLES HISTORY OF THE UNITED STATES BY HOWARD ZINN

RASA SAYS:  MATRIARCHY IS THE ANSWER, IT SOLVES ALL OUR PROBLEMS, WITH MOTHER GOD AS THE HEAD OF THE HUMAN RACE.  TAKE OVER THE FAMILY & THE WORLD, & 99% OF ALL OPPRESSION WILL BE GONE.  IT IS HUMAN MALES WHO HAVE DONE THE DAMAGE –ONE THIRD ARE POSSESSED BY DEMONS & THEY ARE RULING THE WORLD - THE GOOD GUYS ARE AFRAID OF THEM, PUT NO HOPE ON GOOD GUYS TO TAKE OVER.  ONLY WOMEN WITH THE POWER OF MOTHER GOD CAN DO THIS.

the MESSAGE IS:  Keep fighting against the oppressive demons—all Patriarchal govt’s—or else they will turn us all into slaves like animals in factory farms—use us up, work us to death, the way Simon LeGree used up his slaves in ‘Uncle Tom’s Cabin’………………………………………

 the SUMMARY:   In A People’s History of the United States, Zinn aims to write an account of American history from the perspective of persecuted, powerless, marginalized people, rather than the usual pantheon of heroes and elites. He begins by studying  HYPERLINK "https://www.litcharts.com/lit/a-people-s-history-of-the-united-states/characters" Christopher Columbus ’s conquest of the New World in 1492; over the following century, European explorers wiped out entire Native American tribes and brought tremendous wealth back to their own countries. English settlers came to North America in the early 1600s, and soon afterwards, they were involved in a series of wars with the Native American tribes, during which they used terrorist tactics to assert their domination.

Another important feature of early colonial life in North America was slavery. English settlers used slaves kidnapped from their homes in Africa for free labor, and they also hired indentured servants—poor white people who were forced to spend years paying off their debts. Slaves frequently staged revolts and uprisings against their white masters; indeed, many elites in early colonial America were frightened that black slaves would unite with poor whites and take control over the colonies. Elites instituted policies designed to drive poor whites, Native Americans, and black slaves apart, and use them as “a check upon one another.”

 

In the late 18th century, the Founding Fathers were responsible for organizing a revolution against the British. However, these figures weren’t particularly radical in their vision of the future—rather, they were wealthy, powerful people who saw an opportunity to become even more powerful by manipulating the working classes against an external enemy, Britain. It was during the Revolutionary War that American leaders developed the rhetoric of freedom and equality, which is, to this day, one of the most important tools that leaders use to control their people. In the 1780s, the Founding Fathers drew up the Constitution, which provided for a strong federal government, largely so that they would have a way of protecting their own property and interests.

In the 18th and 19th centuries, American women of all classes and backgrounds asserted their radicalism again and again, in spite of the pervasive sexism of their society. After it became more common for women to attend college in the early 19th century, educated women became more active in feminist causes.

 In the early 19th century, America became a major imperialist power, first by expelling Native Americans from their ancestral lands (violating treaties that the American government had signed), and then by annexing Mexican territory in the Southwest. The Mexican-American War of the 1840s set a paradigm for American militarism: again and again, the American government would find a flimsy pretext for starting a war, and then use this pretext to acquire new territory and resources.

 

The Civil War is often remembered as the event that prompted the federal government to intervene and end slavery forever. But in fact, the federal government only did so because it had been pressured by generations of radical Americans who staged uprisings, slave revolts, and exercised their right to petition the government. When the government finally did free the slaves, it did so in a way that gave African-Americans minimal support. Indeed, in the years following the Civil War (the period known as Reconstruction) the federal government provided some financial and military support for African-Americans in the South. However, following 1876, the federal government backed away from supporting African-Americans and instead aligned itself with the interests of Southern business elites. In the second half of the 19th century, the federal government became bolder about cooperating with business; indeed, it supported military interventions, especially in Latin America, that were designed to strengthen American business. Nevertheless, there was widespread resistance to America’s aggressive, imperialist foreign policy.

 The 19th century was also a time of widespread labor and union activity. Faced with the fact that the law and the government didn’t even pretend to protect the common American worker, laborers went on strike, protested in the streets, and demanded better wages and shorter hours. In response, the federal government again and again showed its support for the business establishment by deploying troops to break up strikes and enforcing business as usual. When the government did help the common worker, it was careful to provide modest, superficial reforms to the system, which were designed to satisfy the American people without helping them in any profound way. In the face of the government’s dismissive attitude, laborers embraced Anarchism,   

 HYPERLINK "https://www.litcharts.com/lit/a-people-s-history-of-the-united-states/terms/d7791726-76ca-409f-ba03-66d8d179ece9" Socialism , and  HYPERLINK "https://www.litcharts.com/lit/a-people-s-history-of-the-united-states/terms/6a6503d5-8e85-4dc8-b1fd-e6e419f1fd4f" Communism —ideologies that questioned the  HYPERLINK "https://www.litcharts.com/lit/a-people-s-history-of-the-united-states/terms/8b8f888e-878a-4905-a72a-7faa1f7fa865" capitalist  premise that private business should own production and manufacturing.

 During World War One, the American government sent its poorest citizens to die in a conflict that had nothing to do with them. It also passed a series of laws preventing citizens from speaking out against the war in any way. Indeed, many Socialist activists of the era were imprisoned for daring to state the obvious—World War One was a corrupt, imperialist conflict. During the Great Depression, the federal government continued its policies of moderation and pacification: it passed some policies that benefitted workers, but did nothing to fundamentally challenge capitalism or the American business elite.

 During World War Two, the U.S. claimed to be fighting for purely moral reasons: to end Fascism in Europe. In fact, Zinn argues, the government fought in World War Two because it saw the chance to make America the world’s leading power. By the time the war was over, America had made inroads with leaders around the world, ensuring that its own businesses would be granted free trade rights abroad. The war ended when the American government detonated two atomic bombs in Japan that killed massive numbers of civilians, a decision made largely to assert America’s new status as the world’s leading superpower.

 

During the Cold War—the standoff between the U.S. and the U.S.S.R., the world’s other leading superpower—the U.S. government tried to frighten the American people by warning of a global Communist takeover. The government funded coups and right-wing dictatorships around the world, often deposing democratically-elected Socialist leaders in the process, always with the claim of protecting democracy and fighting Communism. In reality, the Establishment was trying to protect its own business interests, ensuring that the world’s leaders would continue to cooperate with American corporations.

 

During the 1960s, America experienced an outpouring of pent-up radical frustration. The people fought for civil rights, women’s rights, gay rights, environmental protection, Native American reparations, and hundreds of other radical populist causes. In many cases, the government’s response to its people’s actions was to institute tepid, superficial reforms that didn’t address the root causes of the problem. For example, the government reformed the voting process to protect African-Americans’ voting rights, but did nothing about the systematic poverty and racism that many black people faced every day.

 

In the 1970s, 80s, and 90s, radicalism seemed to die down in America. But in large part, this was because the media stopped reporting on popular protests. Meanwhile, the American government, despite shifting back and forth between Republican and Democratic leaders, enforced a virtually consistent political agenda, in which welfare was cut back and the military budget increased. Even after the end of the Cold War, America’s military budget continued to grow. Americans joined together in record numbers to protest the meeting of the World Trade Organization in Seattle in 1999, a sign that radicalism wasn’t dead in America.

In the final chapter of the book, Zinn discusses the “war on terror,” during which the government deployed troops to the Middle East, supposedly to fight Muslim terrorists. Zinn concludes that, while it’s too soon to see what the American reaction to the war on terror will be, the American people need to decide if they stand on the side of morality and decency, or if they support imperialism and military aggression.  end SUMMARY...............................

 

Lesson from Rasa Von Werder:  Keep fighting on all fronts – animal rights, women’s rights, the rights of the poor, the marginalized, the forgotten, the hated, the downtrodden – Fight for prostitutes, for instance – let them do their trade the same as doctors, lawyers, social workers, waitresses, dancers, actors, clerks, accountants – anyone.  It is THERAPY WORK for adults the same as psychologists & social workers.

 The only difference is the brainwashed hatred of those who are not in the business, against them.  They become SCAPEGOATS for a hypocritical, judgmental, hysterical, confused society which projects their own fears onto women who do sex.  Leave them alone; no legalization, no herding into corrals, no licenses, no oppressive rules, leave them as you would leave be a person in a farmer’s market selling tomatoes & cabbages.  LEAVE THEM ALONE—STOP CALLING THEM NAMES!

 And stop calling anyone bad names!  STOP HATING RATS!  STOP CALLING MEN PIGS BECAUSE PIGS ARE NICE!  The men we hate are not human, THEY ARE DEMONICS, they have been taken over by demons so thoroughly there is no vestige of human-ness in them—wake up to how evil Patriarchs are. 

We need a Mother God, & we need her back in our hearts, minds, & on altars in our homes.  She needs to lead us, guide us back to sanity.  To work for Matriarchy is the umbrella on all fronts – Matriarchy is the answer to all our problems.

 WOMEN DO NOT NEED MEN.

God does not need men.

Animals do not need men.

Men do not need men.

Men are redundant, unnecessary & dangerous.

We can do all the hard work by ourselves, with the help of machines.  They no longer do it all by hand anyway.

Long ago we wanted them for physical strength.  No more.

Good bye men, you are going extinct, no soon enough.

God, nature, the world, the animals & women HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF YOU.

DREAMS EXPLAIN HOW DEMONICS THWARTED A LOVE AFFAIR BUT THEY WERE DEFEATED & GOD HAS ORDAINED HEAVEN FOR US

3-27-20-Breakthrough-Escape-Heavenly Garden

for a friend

I break through his prison window – We escape & hide (2) They try to assassinate me, I escape far away (3) My Dad mows & prepares a Heavenly Garden on our property

        My Lover Samuel is in prison, & he can be visited & seen through a thick prison window.  A lady is there on this side looking at him & speaking to him through the window.

        *(SAMUEL:  Is a person you love who is helpless or imprisoned by circumstances he cannot get out of.)*

        I go over there & out of my anger {not sure why} begin kicking the window.  The female there went away.

 

        *(WINDOW:  Of opportunity.  There’s a way you can free him & you use some kind of spiritual power.  (Legs are mystical travel.)  The lady on this side is your flesh who can do nothing to liberate him, it has to be God Power.  He has been waiting for your help, he cannot free himself.

        MY ANGER, KICKING OUT OF MY ANGER:  After figuring out the entire dream my anger is against the people who imprisoned my lover, turning him against me.  I am breaking down our separation, making our relationship possible.)*

         The scene changes so the place seems more off to the side, the window is smaller & prettier – the first one was large & plain.  This one is made of leaded glass, like a stained glass window with pieces leaded in horizontal waves of all different sizes, but the glass is transparent, not colored.  Before the window was about 4’ X 4’ but now it’s about 2.5’ X 2.5’ & he’s been standing there waiting on the other side.

        *(WINDOW, LEADED GLASS IN PIECES, HORIZONTAL WAVES, TRANSPARENT, SMALLER THAN THE OTHER:          His ‘window of opportunity’ has shut down in size, diminished, which means he has less opportunity now than before.  The WAVES are problems {‘don’t make waves’}—His problems are now YOUR OPPORTUNITIES because you can & will BREAK THIS WINDOW or get through to him, you can reach him in this mental / emotional prison & he will get out.

 

TRANSPARENT:  is obvious or easily seen.  His problems are easily seen, this is an opportunity as he is desperate.)* 

        I continue kicking hard & to my surprise & his, a small piece of the window falls out.  I continue kicking as this small opening reveals the window can be broken.  I must kick all of it in as for him to climb through; he mustn’t cut himself by the space being too small with jagged glass edges.  I kick until all of it is broke through, he climbs out quickly, we run off together before anyone would notice he is out.

         *(BREAK THROUGH WINDOW, ALL OF IT:  This problem/opportunity is used by the Higher or God Self to get him out of his self-imposed confinement.  He will come to you now, a situation you have prayed about for years.  You knew he had to reach ROCK BOTTOM before he’d give you a proper relationship & THIS IS IT—this predicts what will happen.)*

        Now I guide our escape.  We must not travel the main roads – they will find us there.  I find my woods.  The road is to the left, about 50’ on a higher level—they can’t see us from the road.  Where we walk is beautiful, many brown leaves on the ground, the trees are big, tall, & straight. I hope we walk this path we don’t come across the INTERLOPERS I have seen before, who encroached upon my property in many dreams, trespassing on it I suspect, taking over some of what I own.  We’re on our way on a long journey.

 

        *(MAIN ROAD:  A public place.  This warns that do not advertise you two being together, stay off the main road – don’t tell the people who know him as they will put him into ‘imprisonment’ again.  This shows he has been imprisoned by public opinion, his friends & family – those who know him, their opinions, have kept him away from you—he feared these people.

        LONG JOURNEY:  Predicts once we get together it’s a long journey or our being together will be a long time.

 

        MY WOODS, BEAUTIFUL BIG, TALL, STRAIGHT TREES, BROWN LEAVES ON THE GROUND:  This is ‘my way, my truth, my life’ – like Jesus said, the same path as his, the right one, it is righteousness.  We must walk this path together to get away from the ignorant, the confused, those in darkness—who are not for God & her Truth.  Don’t advertise to them what we’re doing – stay away from them as they will infiltrate your business, interfere with Samuel, try & take him away again.)*

        Next scene we’re in a ROOMING HOUSE that is plain—everywhere nice brown wood paneling, the halls, the rooms.  In our room the door is open to the hall, {we’re on the second or third floor} & Samuel has turned into Tommy, my cat & showing typical male behavior.

 

       *(TOMMY MY CAT, HE TURNS INTO HIM, TYPICAL MALE BEHAVIOR:  His instinct will be to know what’s going on in his own world, to be somewhat involved.)*

        He sits in the hall because we hear sounds in the building – he wants to see whatever action is going on.  But I take him, pull him into the room & close the door.  I tell him he’ll be found out & they will take him.  We must keep a low profile.

        *(DOOR, CLOSED, STAY INSIDE, LOW PROFILE:  Keep your relationship secret, keep to yourselves, do not allow him to get involved with his old cronies, friends & family – they are bad for him.)*

 

        A sort of small female {is it my daughter?} is also here.  They are sitting on the floor, maybe playing cards.  I tell them to whisper – they must not hear us.  Quiet, secrecy is of the utmost importance if he wants to remain free.

       *(REMAIN FREE, STAY QUIET & SECRET:  Interference from those who kept him a prisoner before is deadly to your relationship.  By all means, stay apart from them – they want to keep you two separate.  They want to keep him low minded, drugged up, the same way they are.  Most of his friends & family are addicts, lowlifes, it’s their mentality & lifestyle, they don’t want to ‘lose one of their own.’

……………………………………………………………….

 

        I ESCAPE ASSASSINATION

        Next, there’s a group of men who want to assassinate me, they want to do it officially & publicly.  We are in a very large square in the middle of a village.  It’s more than 100’ in all directions.

        One of them, who’s carrying a large sword like the ones where I have a pic of like 7-8 guys in India displaying their 5-6’ swords all in a row – tell me to go up on this balcony at the right edge of a building – it’s about 3 floors high, stand there & they’ll shoot me.  I say ‘ok’ & go there.

 

        I see that behind me is the wide-open sky so instead of waiting for them to shoot me, I take off & fly, & I go far, far away, through many areas, completely escaping them, many miles away, possibly to another country.

        *(ASSASSINS:  These are demons & demonics whom I have escaped, they are men.  These are the PEERS or associates of Samuel who INFLUENCED him not to be with me.  Their desire to KILL or ASSASSINATE me was to kill our relationship.

 

The fact that they wanted to do this PUBLICLY (on the balcony) rather than privately gives the hint WHY.  They did not want me to get the credit or recognition for being LOVED by Samuel, his LOVE for me was a THREAT to them – it went against their beliefs & lifestyle.  They are of the world, the flesh & the devil – I am of God.  Satan is the enemy of God.  They would rather he go to Hell with them than Heaven with me.)*

…………………………………………………………..

 

My Dad & the HEAVENLY GARDEN

        I’m at the old farm house, leaving through the kitchen.  It’s dusk or twilight – going to be dark soon.  I didn’t want my Dad to go outside to work, as it’s late, but he INSISTED.

        *(DAD:  In many dreams, Dad is the symbol of the man who gives me away to my husband.  It probably has nothing to do with my flesh & blood Dad, he’s just a symbolic personality.

 

WORK, HE INSISTED ON WORKING:  He wants to show me something, a vision or understanding.  ‘It’s late’ means it’s almost time for something, a phase is ending for another one to begin.)*

        As I walk outside toward the back fields first I notice it’s gotten CHILLY.  I have on short shorts, but also a thick black sweater that zips up in front—I zip it up & soon feel warm.  I keep walking.

        *(CHILLY, THICK BLACK SWEATER ZIPS UP I GET WARM, SHORT SHORTS:  This black sweater & chilliness portends the END of something – a funeral – ‘blacked out,’ an ending.  It’s the end of a certain part of your life.  The short shorts might say ‘in a short time.’)* 

 

         To the left it’s hilly.  Dad is up there busily mowing on the riding mower, he might be finished before dark.  There are thick weeds here—he’s making up for lost time as for a long time he hasn’t been here & hasn’t been able to work, he wants to get these old dry weeds all down.

        *(THE WORK, GET OLD DRY WEEDS DOWN, MAKE UP FOR LOST TIME, BEFORE DARK, HASN’T BEEN HERE FOR A WHILE:  This all points to the man who wants to bring me to the new husband wants to HURRY—get this phase over with for the next one.  This is the PAST & the present separation from Samuel.  He wants to get this phase, on the hill of Golgotha or suffering, mowed down, finished, before dark or before the next phase {of happiness} begins. )*   

 

        I continue walking straight ahead & come to a remarkable area Dad has mowed already.  Strangely, it is bright daylight here.  It’s our lawn, but it’s a garden.  The grass is super thick, in clusters.  He mowed it but not like a crewcut, the grass is clumps that seem to burst out in a beautiful fashion although it is mowed.

        He mowed AROUND clumps of wild flowers & pretty bushes – there are some small trees here & there, the place is now like a GARDEN, not a lawn, a wonderful feeling.

 

        I am amazed by one area where there are rows of wildflowers.  Somehow he’s mowed IN BETWEEN, an area of less than a foot.  How did he do it?  Have no idea.

This garden is HEAVENLY in its beauty & feeling.  The light is broad daylight but soft, & yet elsewhere it was dusk.  The color of the vegetation is saturated, brilliant.

*(HEAVENLY GARDEN DAD PREPARED:  This is the FUTURE with Samuel, it’s HAPPINESS.  The old, dried up weeds in the past – Dad is hurrying to mow it down, get rid of it.  The future is ready.  It is soft but bright daylight – the Light of God is in it.

 

The flowers are love.  They are WILD which means they were PLANTED BY GOD, it is God’s love between us, heavenly love, not lust or of the world, flesh & devil, it is OF GOD.

When I was a child, 5-6-7 years old, I used to draw endless pictures of gardens like this, with ornamental bushes & small trees.  This is those images coming to life, my heaven on earth. 

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