9-18-23
Visit to Purgatory last night & the Gospel of Satan
Trying times during the night – visit to
Purgatory. Now I know for sure when I
dream of empty, restricted places that are like prisons; fenced in, limited,
constrained, it’s Purgatory. And by me
going there & fighting to get out I am working to release the Poor Souls
there. This will be abridged as I have
other work to do.
I’m in a city & everything seems alright
until I go down this lonely street, empty, & appear on a street where every
building is exactly the same, with fire escapes & a totally empty street
& it is night, but I can see. There
is something ominous about this – the sameness of the buildings, the emptiness,
& a sense that it’s closed in although I am outside. I feel afraid & hurry back to the street
I came from.
But when I come to the end of this street,
thinking I’ll be free, back in the city, instead I’m in a YARD that is enclosed
by strong wire fencing, high up, maybe 10’, & I see no way out except to
climb. But at the side I wish to climb on
I see they have put a wire fence on top of it that has no openings, it’s so
tightly knit you cannot put your fingers into anything.
In spite of this, I leap up, & then I see
on top is a circular scheme of barbed wire, about a foot tall, with those huge
kind of barbs you see on prison walls.
IN SPITE of that, I leap up & I’m past the fence.
However I meet a couple people I met earlier, a
male & a female. The male wants to
RISE UP & I permit him to latch onto me, but he is SO HEAVY he pulls me
down. I tell him to let go, I need to rise up, & I do rise up to tall
buildings. Then the female does the same
& I must tell her also to let go as I rise up.
{These
people are Souls in Purgatory who are TOO HEAVY in spirit to rise up to a
higher level – I cannot take them to a higher place or Heaven yet, they must
let go & let my soul rise up, which they do. Remember the analogy in the Egyptian ‘Book of
the Dead’ where your soul must be as light as the lightest feather or you
cannot enter heaven:
“Maat’s feather is one of the most common Egyptian
symbols used in hieroglyphics. The goddess Maat represented justice in
Egyptian culture and the Ma’at feather can be seen in the context of “ensuring
justice” in ancient inscriptions. This is because the ancient Egyptians
believed that one’s heart would be weighed against the Maat Feather in the Hall
of Two Truths when one’s soul entered Duat. If his heart was found equal or
lighter than this it would mean that he was a virtuous person and he would go
to Aaru (paradise ruled by Osiris). If not, then his heart would be eaten by
Ammit, the goddess who ate the soul and he would be cursed to remain in the Underworld
forever.}”
There was more – about my needing a place to
stay & having trouble finding my nice, cheap but good motel. I’ve been there many times in dreams – now I
realize these were all about Purgatory.
It’s a hotel where my room is plain, simple, only WHAT I NEED &
nothing else! It’s a good location, good
building, & the mgt. know me – they give me the room for $8! I love going there, it’s a resort – I hate
expensive places & I have my sights on finding this place again, although
having a bit of trouble.
The trouble is I’ve lost my vehicle. A taxi can get me there if I recall the name
of the place, but alas, I am confused.
Is it this or that? I keep
repeating & am not sure.
{Meaning:
This is my struggle to assist Souls in Purgatory. Why do I need a room
for myself? It’s probably where I will
take the Souls to minister to them; I certainly don’t need to personally stay
in Purgatory. When I have a PLACE
probably means I give them hospitality & Grace, but am having some trouble
delivering.}
also ‘The Gospel of Satan’ –
Prosperity Preachers
Rasa’s comments on this video of Costi
Hinn {nephew of Benny Hinn who protests against Prosperity Preachers} “More
than a Healer”
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TYhOltiyhxA
The
Gospel of Satan:
That
is the gospel of Benny & his prosperity preachers. "I will give you
all the Kingdoms of the world & their glory, if you will bow down &
worship me" - It was the last temptation to Jesus after several others
{turn stones into bread, jump off the pinnacle of the Temple, lol - foolish
tests}........These men & women are riveted on the world & its glory,
which is the Broad Highway to Hell. Do they think
life on earth is eternal? What will they say after the moment of death when
they face God as a JUDGE instead of a FRIEND? They will be TERRIFIED,
MORTIFIED, FRIGHTENED by the GOODNESS, THE MAJESTY, the BRILLIANCE of God, they
will want to ESCAPE the VISION OF GOD & run into Hell & hide where they
cannot see what they forfeited, lost, & trivialized. Indeed, God was
IMPORTANT to them but only as a VEHICLE to USE for their enrichment. God was
not someone to humble oneself, accept his/her Will, bow down, become empty,
'Put first the Kingdom of God & everything shall be added unto you.' For
them it was 'Put first the love of money & use God to get it. Do whatever
it takes to lure the masses into giving. Use the gimmick of the 'slain in the
spirit,' but not God's spirit, HYPNOSIS, & lure them in. Snake oil for
sale, chop the head off the rattlesnake & say IT'S IN THE ELIXIR WE ARE
SELLING, except IT AIN'T THERE!
Jesus did NOT say, 'Get into our Rolls Royce
& follow me,' lol, He said 'Take up your Cross & follow me!' What is
the Cross? Hardship, pain & suffering, disappointment, broken Heart,
Tragedy, dishonor, unfair treatment, sorrow, illness, loss & our daily
struggles. Every day here on earth is little crosses, then once in a while, a
Big Cross appears. How we handle the crosses & Big Cross God will see the
quality & quantity of our LOVE. If we react with anger & bitterness,
moaning & groaning, 'Why me, why me - God isn't fair!' then that isn't
love. I know a lady I tried to help but she blocks God. She told me when being
a child her alcoholic Dad abused her & no one cared. Where was God? And she
still hates God & won't let God into her heart. That means she has
forfeited ALL THE GOOD that God brings to her, & she has children! She
cannot bring good to them as she blocks God! I warned her she will not enter
Heaven this way & am still waiting for her to open the way for Grace to
enter.
I love the lady that stood up {finally a woman!--yes there was a
little girl too} & said she was unsettled & uncomfortable when recently
she was very ill, & the church people prayed for her healing. Should not
the prayers be directed toward God's Will? Isn't Heaven our home? She is asking
why are we forever asking for healing, healing, should we not ask for God's
Will? What if God doesn't want us healed, what if God wants to take us to
Heaven? Should we not help the sick person prepare for that?
OK so we are so concerned about people. But
remember - We are one of the species of animals. We are 'the Naked Ape.' How
about caring about animals, praying for them, caring about wild animals? I do
my charity by feeding wild animals. I have many species from the woods , coming
to me, day & night, to my back yard – from bees to bears, coyotes,
porcupines, possums, fox, deer, raccoons galore, skunks, coyote, etc. I buy
food & cook for them each day – dog food, noodles & rice in chicken
broth, cookies, brown sugar, etc. Other
animals also have needs, stop being so selfish & care only about this
species. Humans are SO SELFISH. First is
me, me me, then my family {my blood} then if at all, they might mention
others. Care about others & God will
take care of you. Buddhist daily pray for ALL SENTIENT BEINGS.
I am no longer a 'Catholic' literally, I am
ecumenical. However, they have GOOD TEACHINGS ON SUFFERING. I bought a set of
tapes from Ven. Fulton J. Sheen on the Utility of Suffering, & I sent it to
Joni Erickson Tada. She sent me a thank you letter. This was like 45 years ago.
I'd seen her on the Billy Graham show. And she has endured.
Also from Ven Bishop Fulton J Sheen: "God
whispers to us in our pleasures, & shouts to us in our pain - Pain is the
megaphone of God." When do people turn to God, when they are 'having
fun?" No, when they are suffering, when tragedy strikes, when a loved one
dies or gets very sick, when an accident happens. People just take life for
granted when all is well & they turn to God when all is not. And so, God
would be ignored if we were always happy, right? And so, pain seems to be
necessary for us to remember THERE IS A GOOD & I NEED HER! May I remind
people to PRAY DAILY, not just when hardship strikes!
Healing for the soul is the main healing. The
people I have met as I ministered {mostly} WANT HEALING - PHYSICAL THINGS. I
had to tell them "Remember you can pray for spiritual things, such as
VIRTUE, getting closer to God, loving God more. I had to TELL THEM before they asked
for spiritual things. They don't THINK about spiritual things enough, their
minds are on the world & flesh. Broad Highway to Hell.
Costi mentions how Jesus did not always want to
heal, heal, heal, & that for everyone. One time out of a huge crowd He only
healed one man. Another time He'd done many healings in a place & they
clamored for more, but he told his disciples to push off in the water to
another town where He wanted to PREACH. People greedy to get their physical
healings & miracles, but not greedy to be taught, to learn morality,
theology. Always on the lower level - Get with it, people, it's not all about
the flesh. Anne Catherine Emmerich {one of the world's greatest mystics,
visionaries} explained how she saw two men run up to Jesus while He was
traveling & pled for healing. But Jesus knew they only wanted to get healed
so they could continue sinning, & He refused. By no means did Jesus heal
everyone. And God does not heal all of us all the time. A lot of times sickness
& sorrow, tragedy & pain, bring us closer to God. If you would pray
every day, for everyone, all beings, animals included, you would fill up your
spiritual bank account with much credit, & then in time of trouble it's
more likely your prayers will be heard.
"Touch not the Lord's Anointed" lol.
Those prosperity preachers ARE NOT ANOINTED. God cannot, will not, give her
Gifts, Anointings to those who are full of themselves, egomaniacs, lovers of
luxury & status. There is NO ROOM in their Hearts & Minds! Where will
God put her Gifts? No room, lol. They are BLOCKING God by their actions. Touch
them all you want, they are Satan’s.
Very good teaching on YOU CANNOT BUY HEALING -
Anyone tells you to give a big donation, more likely you will be healed - No
such thing. God decides who & when will be healed. And the quote of Kenneth
Copeland saying he will get his treasure on earth? What an idiot! Your treasure
will TURN TO DUST & you will have NOTHING. "What profit a man to gain
the whole world but forfeits his soul? For what will he exchange for his
soul?"
My opinion re Paradise where lived 'Adam
& Eve' was Matriarchy, where women ruled the world with LOVE. Mother is the
caregiver, man is not in particular. He was 'designed' to obey the woman, to
protect her & the children - but a segment of men WENT AWRY. They became
rogue humans, & out of that came Patriarchy, the culture of DEATH -
Necrophilia. Matriarchy is the Culture of LIFE - Biophilia. See the discoveries
of Anthropologist Marija Gimbutas - who found that in the days of Matriarchy
there were no weapons of violence, not even swords. When we worshiped God as
Mother, there was Peace, NO WARS, NO VIOLENCE.
Costi talks about going to the bible & set
everything right if it's biblical. Now myself, yes, I believe in the NEW
TESTAMENT but the Old Testament is a history of wicked warlords - Patriarchs -
that were murderers & thieves. They invented God in their own image &
likeness. But the New Testament I'm all for. Jesus & I are One, whatever He
says, I do. Or He says don't do - I don't. Always trying to live up to him.
Pattern of his Uncle - Moments when he
'repents' are THEATRICS. What a Charlatan. Hope he repents before death but to
me, I doubt it. There will be no U Haul behind his hearse, lol.
About sickness coming out of sin, let's get
back to the ancient days when even Christians believed in reincarnation &
karma. Sickness & suffering may be caused by PAST LIFETIMES, karma of them.
What sin has an infant committed? Impossible. It might be past lifetimes. What
else could it be? Could be a test for the parents & family. Indeed, all of
our life is a TEST OF LOVE. There has to be suffering to be tested! St. Teresa
of Avila had a bad carriage accident. She asked
God why - I am your friend. And God answered, "I treat all my friends that
way" & she said "No wonder you have so few." Lol -- We must
pray for all the world daily & also Souls in Purgatory. Many Protestants do
believe in Purgatory but they don't always tell you. John Alexander Dowie
believed - I prayed & he took me there {I've been there many times, he took
me again.} Saint Martin Luther King Jr. on his Feast Day 2 years ago used my
office {portal} to get a huge group of his clients out of Purgatory into
Heaven. {Saints in Heaven do not directly minister to Purgatory, but we on earth
do. They work with us as partners to lift them up. God also allows us humans to
help Souls Ascend.}
The 'health & wealth' gospel is SICK -
completely against Jesus - who represented Poverty & Emptiness for the sake
of God. "Take up your Cross & follow me." "Sell all you
have, give to the poor & follow me." Born in a cave, running for his
life from Herod & all the Pharisees - facing all the fakes, phony
hypocrites who kill by the letter of the law. I just gave away a household of
goods to a family whose house burned down. Had so much stuff no longer needed
as I gave up my 2nd residence {apt}, all that stuff cluttering up my house. I
gave them the BEST I had, not the left overs, & GLAD of it. Felt so good.
And still going through all my stuff to give to the thrift place. Get empty,
get clean, then get happy with God. God is ALL.
One last thing & I might be done, lol. What
about the Gnostic Gospels? There are many: Mary Magdalene, Peter, Thomas -
others. Why limit yourself to the books chosen by a group of men, excluding all
the others? God has no limitation, only humans do. In fact, why not read 'Book
of the Dead' from Egypt? You could learn
something. Why not Protestants study Catholics & vice versa? I believe in
tenets from both, & reject other dogmas from each. I choose what I believe,
men don't choose for me. God is Infinite. Each religion is an ATTEMPT to reach
that which we cannot, will not ever understand. Open your mind, stretch out,
see what you can find out there.