4-9-20-SEVEN FOOT TALL MAN
CHOOSES ME
I’m in my apt in B’klyn in my bedroom. There are people in other parts of the place;
I seem to be isolated here, in my room.
Then two things I become aware of at the same time. One, the fire escape is crowded with people –
it extends across the two front windows, real life fire escape is only on one
window, but there are two here. All of
them are crowded with people trying to get some air, to be outside during this
time of isolation, men & women are sitting sunning. I especially see a man
in beige trunks, reclining halfway on his back.
Everything is friendly, a good feeling of people being together.
*(ISOLATION, QUARANTINE VS PEOPLE BEING TOGETHER: This is about that dichotomy, being isolated,
or being together. It beckons to mind
when they say
“Alone in a crowded room”
If you have nothing in common with people, although there
are many around you, you still feel isolated & alone. But if you have something in common or
intimacy, you feel CONNECTED & not alone any more.)*
The second thing I see is on top of the table that holds a
water tray is a small screen, like the screens people look at like a computer,
but this is small. It’s only about 5”
tall & 7” across. I never paid
attention to this screen, like it had nothing I wanted on it, but now I see a
TV show or movie is just beginning, & it’s well done.
There’s a man that seems to be an opera star / announcer,
speaking in a grand voice in English, clearly, impressive looking &
sounding. He’s tall, a feeling of an
opera star, wearing a snug brown outfit, he stands with feet apart, arms akimbo
delivering his message.
*(TALL MAN, LIKE AN OPERA STAR, IMPOSING: I did not see this right away but after
getting toward the end of the dream realized it’s the man I love—Bobby-- &
there’s a weighty message here. At first
glance I thought I had summoned a saint but it’s different.
BROWN OUTFIT, BLACK BOOTS:
Brown seems to be a color coming up often these days both on him &
myself. All colors mean multiple things,
the definition I give to brown in the last two dreams is SERIOUS, a serious
message.
BLACK BOOTS: Like all
colors black has many definitions, one of them is MYSTERY—what is black is a
mystery to us, it’s the unknown. This
dream will reveal a serious mystery about my Beloved.
HE
IS IMPRESSIVE: This is a large part of
the mystery. This is my LOVER’S GOD
SELF, HIS SOUL that has migrated from a previous lifetime to the one here &
now. He is TALL because the God Self is
IMPORTANT, God is important, it’s the part of us that is Immaculate—without
sin—it is priceless & perfect. It is
the lower self, not the actual God-Self/Soul that houses sins, {which must be
clarified in Purgatory before we can see God face to face.}
There’s
then the ‘lower soul’ which would be our unconscious, our lower spiritual
energy-entity, while the God-Self Soul is the Highest Level. That is the one that migrates from body to
body in various lifetimes.)*
I look at this & think I’ll stay & pay attention –
it might be interesting.
Then it all changes.
Now I’m in this movie, it’s come to life. The man is standing there in a theater or club
with the stage behind him. He’s called a
party – he’s special – hundreds of people came, I see them piling in, many so
close to each other they seem to be on top of one another, in colorful party
clothes, females & males.
*(PARTY EVERYONE WANTS TO COME: This is Bobby in this lifetime – attractive,
popular, wants to have fun & everyone wants to be with him—male &
female. He is a star.
COLORFUL CLOTHES:
Lots of emotions, especially the women, they are infatuated or
fascinated with him.)*
The man I now see more clearly is dressed in a ‘cavalier’
fashion in all brown, snug fitting with plain/elegant black boots up to his
knees. He is at least a foot taller than
anyone there – the visitors are average between 5 to 6’ tall, he’s 7’ tall.
*(HE’S A FOOT TALLER THAN ANYONE HERE: This height is his God-Self. It is this that makes him a star. In another lifetime/s, he achieved great
spiritual stature. The people around
him, his family & friends, have not.
They are attracted to his Spiritual Charisma – which is the Presence of
the Holy Spirit.)*
He stands there like ‘The Jolly Green Giant’; he always has
his legs apart -- imposing. Everyone
wanted to come to his party & I’m here also.
*(HIS PARTY, I’M HERE ALSO:
I’m a part of his life & I think a lot of him.)*
Now the giant man walks around his guests like in a hallway
adjoining the room (with his attendants) & for some reason he just faintly
puts his index finger on me – my shoulder I guess – to say he’s seen me.
*(FAINTLY
PUTS HIS FINGER ON ME LIKE TO SAY HE SEES ME:
This must be when he first singled me out—I was so impressed, & took
me to make love. But I did not see him
again for three years—didn’t know where to find him.)*
This made me feel special, because he’s the
star, we’re like a bunch of ‘nobodies’ & for him to single me out is
unusual.
*(HOW
HE MADE ME FEEL: indeed this accurately
says how he made me feel when we met. I
saw him as a great star & was lucky to be chosen – I said so to him. I even asked him if he was real or was I
hallucinating or imagining him? He
seemed ‘too good to be true.’ He didn’t
see himself as special—his family & friends had not lifted him up.)*
Shortly after that he does more than just faintly touch me
with the tip of his finger, this time he puts his hand on me definitely to let
me know he’s chosen me.
*(PUTS HIS HAND ON ME STRONGLY: This is when we started going steady three
years later. He told me he wanted to
marry me.)*
I now see myself, what I’m wearing. Wow, am I covered! And as I walked through the premises I took
one sweater off, & was planning to take more & more off as I got more
‘confident’ so people could see how I looked.
First, my head. I
have on a thick ribbed grey knitted cap which fits tightly over the head down
my forehead. Underneath I have beautiful
thick, curly blonde hair but I’m not showing it at all.
On my body I have several layers of light grey & black,
mostly loose. One of the light grey
things is like an ‘athlete’ shirt which has medium-thin straps that show all
the shoulders & arms, except there’s the black under that. I’m so covered no one could see any hint of
how I am underneath, so he isn’t choosing me for that.
*(MY LAYERS OF CLOTHES, BLACK & GREY, EVERYTHING
COVERED & CONCEALED: This is a
spiritual concealment, not physical.
When we dated my body was obviously revealed; it was my SPIRIT that was
hidden.
This says that HIS ATTRACTION TO ME WAS NOT MY BODY BUT HE
SAW, FELT THE SPIRIT INSIDE ME—THAT WE WERE KIN & HE CHOSE ME AS HIS FROM
THE BEGINNING.
Because I’m saying, I was concealed, no one could see my
body – my body is the Real Me, True Self, God Self, but this explains he saw or
felt this Real Me.
BLACK & GREY LAYERS CONCEALING ALL: This is me being a mystery – people don’t
know who I am like the general population did not know who Jesus was until it
was revealed. The Three Kings knew who
He was, his Holy Mother & foster Father knew who He was, Holy Anna &
St. Simon knew who He was, the Shepherds discovered he was Holy when the angels
told them. His identity was revealed to
the privileged but hidden to normal folks—Herod feared him not because he was a
Spiritual Giant but he was predicted to be a King, & Herod thought he would
be an earthly King—but of course Jesus said to Pilate in answer to the question
if he was a King,
“My Kingdom is not of this world.”
Even his close friends & Apostles were not certain who
He was when he asked who do people say I am?
They said things like ‘Prophet’ but then Peter blurted out,
“You are the Messiah!”
And so, even though Jesus did many miracles & healings,
his True Identity was still hidden, unrevealed, not obvious. It took the Holy Spirit to show Peter who
Jesus was—Jesus said so.
In this dream, it says I saw the identity of my Beloved
Bobby – I saw his God Self from the start.
And he also saw that I was his Anointed mate, & in the end of this
dream it’s revealed we were mates in a previous lifetime
THICK GREY RIBBED CAP ON MY HEAD COVERING HAIR, EVERYTHING,
DOWN MY FOREHEAD: This is how thoroughly my God-Self was hidden
to the public, yet my Soul Mate instinctively felt it. Covering the head would be covering the mind
& thoughts, ‘Where my head is.”)*
OK, then I get close to the man, & as I do so,
amazingly, he is shorter than me. I have
my left hand over his shoulder, gently rubbing it like to show him I like
him. He’s wearing a blue or green
spandex type top, soft, it’s pleasant to have my hand on it as I caress him.
*(AMAZINGLY HE IS SHORTER THAN ME: This is spiritual stature. All is relative as far as this; he’s a foot
higher than most people spiritually, but not as tall as I am. It means I evolved closer to God in previous
lifetimes than he had, but still, we are both Great Souls.
MY HAND ON HIM, CARESSING: This could be saying first he put his hand on
me to choose me, now I put my hand on him to accept.
GREEN/BLUE SOFT SPANDEX OUTFIT: This is here on earth, blue like the sky,
green like the earth. We meet on the
earth, he singles me out, I accept him.
We desire each other. Hand on
SHOULDER:
is comforting—as shoulders are what we carry the cross on.)*
To my surprise he starts speaking to me in RUSSIAN! He doesn’t know English at all! I try to explain to him, that my Grandma was
Russian. We’re looking for something in
common – he asked me like who I was or what I was about or something. I say to his attendants – how do you say
Grandma in Russia? I say her
name, her first name was Luba & her last married name I will not say, &
it was Lithuanian anyway so it would be irrelevant. He has two female attendants who apparently
know both languages; they’re dressed in red & are his height.
*(HE SPEAKS RUSSIAN, DOESN’T KNOW ENGLISH: This is the key to the dream, this
scene/symbol opens up the entire meaning.
I then bring up my Grandma {while trying to find some common ground},
RUSSIAN GRANDMA:
Here I go back a couple generations to show WHAT WE HAVE IN COMMON. This tells me that the reason this man
singled me out is that we were in relationship some generations ago – in a different
land, culture & language.
He did not single me out merely for physical, in this
lifetime, looks or anything. He saw
through my COVERING or physical cover, the underlying IDENTITY or person he
knew long ago – when we were together IN ANOTHER LIFETIME.
This explains why he’s CHOSEN ME. It’s like the Three Kings who sought out
Jesus because he was their Guru in a previous lifetime. He was continuing his life in another body, but
he was that SAME SOUL.
This dream explains that it is the GOD SELF that is reborn
again & again in other bodies, that is the identity that continues. The body dies, the outward form, connection
with the physical is all gone, & there’s a new body, nationality, culture
& language. But the SOUL / GOD SELF
has not CHANGED, it’s deep inside.
When people are drawn to each other in a mysterious/compulsive
way, as if they knew each other before, it could what’s called TWIN
FLAMES. Twin flames loved each other in
a previous lifetime & have business to finish. Just as the Three Kings honored Jesus as
their reincarnated Guru & gave him precious gifts, twin flames feel
something that is underneath the physical, culture, language, cover & they
feel a pull, a pull that will make them go through anything to be together.
This is why this Great man puts his finger on me – first
lightly, then strongly, to say,
“YOU ARE THE ONE. I
CHOOSE YOU.”
Out of all the people on earth, the twin flames recognize
each other as being ONE, they cannot be happy with anyone else.)*
Then it seems it’s just him & me talking, a bit off to
the side, & I try to reach him in ‘sign language.’
I want to tell him he’s a great man, & I make gestures
to that effect of ‘something great.’ He
isn’t aware I’m describing him & he asks who that is.
I point to him & say,
“It’s you.”
*(SIGN LANGUAGE-GREAT MAN IS YOU: I am the only one he knows who recognizes his
God-Self & that it is highly evolved.
The people around him do not see this at all. Some have demoralized him, others diminish
him, he has never had anyone ‘restore’ him or confirm his great God
Identity. The reason we want to be
together is called Divine Relationship—our God-Selves recognize each other.)*
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