Thursday 9 April 2020

I SEE MY LOVER’S GOD SELF & HE MINE—WE WERE TOGETHER IN A PREVIOUS LIFETIME—TWIN SOULS


4-9-20-SEVEN FOOT TALL MAN CHOOSES ME

          I’m in my apt in B’klyn in my bedroom.  There are people in other parts of the place; I seem to be isolated here, in my room.

          Then two things I become aware of at the same time.  One, the fire escape is crowded with people – it extends across the two front windows, real life fire escape is only on one window, but there are two here.  All of them are crowded with people trying to get some air, to be outside during this time of isolation, men & women are sitting sunning. I especially see a man in beige trunks, reclining halfway on his back.  Everything is friendly, a good feeling of people being together.
 
          *(ISOLATION, QUARANTINE VS PEOPLE BEING TOGETHER:  This is about that dichotomy, being isolated, or being together.  It beckons to mind when they say

          “Alone in a crowded room”

          If you have nothing in common with people, although there are many around you, you still feel isolated & alone.  But if you have something in common or intimacy, you feel CONNECTED & not alone any more.)*


           The second thing I see is on top of the table that holds a water tray is a small screen, like the screens people look at like a computer, but this is small.  It’s only about 5” tall & 7” across.  I never paid attention to this screen, like it had nothing I wanted on it, but now I see a TV show or movie is just beginning, & it’s well done.

          There’s a man that seems to be an opera star / announcer, speaking in a grand voice in English, clearly, impressive looking & sounding.  He’s tall, a feeling of an opera star, wearing a snug brown outfit, he stands with feet apart, arms akimbo delivering his message.

 
          *(TALL MAN, LIKE AN OPERA STAR, IMPOSING:  I did not see this right away but after getting toward the end of the dream realized it’s the man I love—Bobby-- & there’s a weighty message here.  At first glance I thought I had summoned a saint but it’s different.

          BROWN OUTFIT, BLACK BOOTS:  Brown seems to be a color coming up often these days both on him & myself.  All colors mean multiple things, the definition I give to brown in the last two dreams is SERIOUS, a serious message.


          BLACK BOOTS:  Like all colors black has many definitions, one of them is MYSTERY—what is black is a mystery to us, it’s the unknown.  This dream will reveal a serious mystery about my Beloved.

HE IS IMPRESSIVE:  This is a large part of the mystery.  This is my LOVER’S GOD SELF, HIS SOUL that has migrated from a previous lifetime to the one here & now.  He is TALL because the God Self is IMPORTANT, God is important, it’s the part of us that is Immaculate—without sin—it is priceless & perfect.  It is the lower self, not the actual God-Self/Soul that houses sins, {which must be clarified in Purgatory before we can see God face to face.} 
There’s then the ‘lower soul’ which would be our unconscious, our lower spiritual energy-entity, while the God-Self Soul is the Highest Level.  That is the one that migrates from body to body in various lifetimes.)*
 
          I look at this & think I’ll stay & pay attention – it might be interesting.

          Then it all changes.  Now I’m in this movie, it’s come to life.  The man is standing there in a theater or club with the stage behind him.  He’s called a party – he’s special – hundreds of people came, I see them piling in, many so close to each other they seem to be on top of one another, in colorful party clothes, females & males.

          *(PARTY EVERYONE WANTS TO COME:  This is Bobby in this lifetime – attractive, popular, wants to have fun & everyone wants to be with him—male & female.  He is a star.


           COLORFUL CLOTHES:  Lots of emotions, especially the women, they are infatuated or fascinated with him.)*        

          The man I now see more clearly is dressed in a ‘cavalier’ fashion in all brown, snug fitting with plain/elegant black boots up to his knees.  He is at least a foot taller than anyone there – the visitors are average between 5 to 6’ tall, he’s 7’ tall.

 
          *(HE’S A FOOT TALLER THAN ANYONE HERE:  This height is his God-Self.  It is this that makes him a star.  In another lifetime/s, he achieved great spiritual stature.  The people around him, his family & friends, have not.  They are attracted to his Spiritual Charisma – which is the Presence of the Holy Spirit.)*

          He stands there like ‘The Jolly Green Giant’; he always has his legs apart -- imposing.  Everyone wanted to come to his party & I’m here also.

          *(HIS PARTY, I’M HERE ALSO:  I’m a part of his life & I think a lot of him.)*

 
          Now the giant man walks around his guests like in a hallway adjoining the room (with his attendants) & for some reason he just faintly puts his index finger on me – my shoulder I guess – to say he’s seen me.

*(FAINTLY PUTS HIS FINGER ON ME LIKE TO SAY HE SEES ME:  This must be when he first singled me out—I was so impressed, & took me to make love.  But I did not see him again for three years—didn’t know where to find him.)*

 This made me feel special, because he’s the star, we’re like a bunch of ‘nobodies’ & for him to single me out is unusual.

 
*(HOW HE MADE ME FEEL:  indeed this accurately says how he made me feel when we met.  I saw him as a great star & was lucky to be chosen – I said so to him.  I even asked him if he was real or was I hallucinating or imagining him?  He seemed ‘too good to be true.’  He didn’t see himself as special—his family & friends had not lifted him up.)*

          Shortly after that he does more than just faintly touch me with the tip of his finger, this time he puts his hand on me definitely to let me know he’s chosen me.


           *(PUTS HIS HAND ON ME STRONGLY:  This is when we started going steady three years later.  He told me he wanted to marry me.)*

          I now see myself, what I’m wearing.  Wow, am I covered!  And as I walked through the premises I took one sweater off, & was planning to take more & more off as I got more ‘confident’ so people could see how I looked.

          First, my head.  I have on a thick ribbed grey knitted cap which fits tightly over the head down my forehead.  Underneath I have beautiful thick, curly blonde hair but I’m not showing it at all.

 
          On my body I have several layers of light grey & black, mostly loose.  One of the light grey things is like an ‘athlete’ shirt which has medium-thin straps that show all the shoulders & arms, except there’s the black under that.  I’m so covered no one could see any hint of how I am underneath, so he isn’t choosing me for that.

          *(MY LAYERS OF CLOTHES, BLACK & GREY, EVERYTHING COVERED & CONCEALED:  This is a spiritual concealment, not physical.  When we dated my body was obviously revealed; it was my SPIRIT that was hidden.

 
          This says that HIS ATTRACTION TO ME WAS NOT MY BODY BUT HE SAW, FELT THE SPIRIT INSIDE ME—THAT WE WERE KIN & HE CHOSE ME AS HIS FROM THE BEGINNING.

          Because I’m saying, I was concealed, no one could see my body – my body is the Real Me, True Self, God Self, but this explains he saw or felt this Real Me.


           BLACK & GREY LAYERS CONCEALING ALL:  This is me being a mystery – people don’t know who I am like the general population did not know who Jesus was until it was revealed.  The Three Kings knew who He was, his Holy Mother & foster Father knew who He was, Holy Anna & St. Simon knew who He was, the Shepherds discovered he was Holy when the angels told them.  His identity was revealed to the privileged but hidden to normal folks—Herod feared him not because he was a Spiritual Giant but he was predicted to be a King, & Herod thought he would be an earthly King—but of course Jesus said to Pilate in answer to the question if he was a King,
          “My Kingdom is not of this world.”

 
          Even his close friends & Apostles were not certain who He was when he asked who do people say I am?  They said things like ‘Prophet’ but then Peter blurted out,
          “You are the Messiah!”

          And so, even though Jesus did many miracles & healings, his True Identity was still hidden, unrevealed, not obvious.  It took the Holy Spirit to show Peter who Jesus was—Jesus said so.


           In this dream, it says I saw the identity of my Beloved Bobby – I saw his God Self from the start.  And he also saw that I was his Anointed mate, & in the end of this dream it’s revealed we were mates in a previous lifetime

          THICK GREY RIBBED CAP ON MY HEAD COVERING HAIR, EVERYTHING, DOWN MY FOREHEAD:   This is how thoroughly my God-Self was hidden to the public, yet my Soul Mate instinctively felt it.  Covering the head would be covering the mind & thoughts, ‘Where my head is.”)*



          OK, then I get close to the man, & as I do so, amazingly, he is shorter than me.  I have my left hand over his shoulder, gently rubbing it like to show him I like him.  He’s wearing a blue or green spandex type top, soft, it’s pleasant to have my hand on it as I caress him.

          *(AMAZINGLY HE IS SHORTER THAN ME:  This is spiritual stature.  All is relative as far as this; he’s a foot higher than most people spiritually, but not as tall as I am.  It means I evolved closer to God in previous lifetimes than he had, but still, we are both Great Souls.

 
          MY HAND ON HIM, CARESSING:  This could be saying first he put his hand on me to choose me, now I put my hand on him to accept.

          GREEN/BLUE SOFT SPANDEX OUTFIT:  This is here on earth, blue like the sky, green like the earth.  We meet on the earth, he singles me out, I accept him.  We desire each other.  Hand on

SHOULDER: is comforting—as shoulders are what we carry the cross on.)*


          To my surprise he starts speaking to me in RUSSIAN!  He doesn’t know English at all!  I try to explain to him, that my Grandma was Russian.  We’re looking for something in common – he asked me like who I was or what I was about or something.  I say to his attendants – how do you say Grandma in Russia?  I say her name, her first name was Luba & her last married name I will not say, & it was Lithuanian anyway so it would be irrelevant.  He has two female attendants who apparently know both languages; they’re dressed in red & are his height.

 
          *(HE SPEAKS RUSSIAN, DOESN’T KNOW ENGLISH:  This is the key to the dream, this scene/symbol opens up the entire meaning.  I then bring up my Grandma {while trying to find some common ground},
         
          RUSSIAN GRANDMA:  Here I go back a couple generations to show WHAT WE HAVE IN COMMON.  This tells me that the reason this man singled me out is that we were in relationship some generations ago – in a different land, culture & language.

          He did not single me out merely for physical, in this lifetime, looks or anything.  He saw through my COVERING or physical cover, the underlying IDENTITY or person he knew long ago – when we were together IN ANOTHER LIFETIME.


            This explains why he’s CHOSEN ME.  It’s like the Three Kings who sought out Jesus because he was their Guru in a previous lifetime.  He was continuing his life in another body, but he was that SAME SOUL.

          This dream explains that it is the GOD SELF that is reborn again & again in other bodies, that is the identity that continues.  The body dies, the outward form, connection with the physical is all gone, & there’s a new body, nationality, culture & language.  But the SOUL / GOD SELF has not CHANGED, it’s deep inside.

          When people are drawn to each other in a mysterious/compulsive way, as if they knew each other before, it could what’s called TWIN FLAMES.  Twin flames loved each other in a previous lifetime & have business to finish.  Just as the Three Kings honored Jesus as their reincarnated Guru & gave him precious gifts, twin flames feel something that is underneath the physical, culture, language, cover & they feel a pull, a pull that will make them go through anything to be together.

          This is why this Great man puts his finger on me – first lightly, then strongly, to say,

          “YOU ARE THE ONE.  I CHOOSE YOU.”
  
          Out of all the people on earth, the twin flames recognize each other as being ONE, they cannot be happy with anyone else.)*

          Then it seems it’s just him & me talking, a bit off to the side, & I try to reach him in ‘sign language.’

          I want to tell him he’s a great man, & I make gestures to that effect of ‘something great.’  He isn’t aware I’m describing him & he asks who that is.

          I point to him & say,
          “It’s you.”

          *(SIGN LANGUAGE-GREAT MAN IS YOU:  I am the only one he knows who recognizes his God-Self & that it is highly evolved.  The people around him do not see this at all.  Some have demoralized him, others diminish him, he has never had anyone ‘restore’ him or confirm his great God Identity.  The reason we want to be together is called Divine Relationship—our God-Selves recognize each other.)*

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