I Assist a Male Soul Improve his State
I went to a place that was dangerous as there were hundreds
of hoodlums here & much violence.
Police were all over the place trying to manage them.
It’s a sort of vast street scene & the persons minglig
outside are all DIRTY like wearing dirty cothes & their bodies & faces
are covered with dirt. They are
ruffians, criminals, violent toward each other & anyone they might.
I’m behind a long wall {inside a long building} with all
windows along it but for some reason I decide to go out there & face one of
their leaders on behalf of a young {below the age of 30, maybe even a teen, but
her age is vague} female I call my daughter.
So I go out there, oblivious to any bullets that might fly
& walk toward the right where this man, his head covered with dirty white
rags as if it’s injured, & the dirty clothes as all the others are wearing
& dirt on his face & body, & say to him, presenting the female on
my left,
“This is my daughter.”
I say her name, which sounds Spanish, like this might be a
Mexican neighborhood. By presenting this
female as my daughter I am somehow preventing her from being hurt – like
everyone is in danger here unless they have special protection, & in doing
this I prevent both him & any of his associates from hurting this
female. I see something blue about her,
not sure what.
Now later I cannot find my daughter & I go looking for
this leader.
He is no longer in the dirty neighborhood, nor is he
dirty. I find him in a room in a decent
hotel, a small but clean, comfortable room.
He’s sitting. His hair is totally
different. He’s clean; no more dirt
anywhere, clean clothes, clean face & body & now I see he’s young &
attractive, maybe 25, also thin.
His hair is interesting.
His scalp surrounding his forhead & around the head is bound up
& his hair is big & wide in an Afro going several inches away from his
head around it & also on top. He is
totally different than what he was, & when I ask him does he know where my
daughter is, he agrees with me that
“She might have gone off with someone.”
Then an unpleasant scene.
I have decided to make love with one of these lowlifes – why
I have no idea. We’re lying on a bed
where we are about to do it, & he is ugly.
He’s very short, no shape to him, just up & down - like he’s only 5’ tall & his penis is
about 2”! I am thinking,
“Wow, how do I get out of this? I sure don’t want to suck his penis!”
Not only is he repulsive but all his friends are around they
they can see us, which adds to the unpleasantness & even danger as some of
them might think it’s their turn to make love to me!
I was perturbed about my daughter going off & being perhaps nt under my protection. Could be in danger here. {End}
MEANING:
*{Purgatory to be sure. The scene is souls who were sinners in life,
perhaps in the way portrayed here; gang bangers.
Who
are you & your daughter? It’s the
Mother God within you who has entered this sphere but this is saying that it’s
the work of your FLESH that is significant in getting souls released or
improved. That makes sense. Only in our flesh do WE GAIN MERIT, not with our
“soul” or “God Self.” So you are presenting your daughter/flesh to this man,
she is the MINISTER or agent of Grace to him! But where does the Grace come
from? The God Self, in
We must have bodies to gain merit – that is
why the souls in Purgatory cannot pray for themselves, do good deeds or
anything to gain merit.
Then
it says you can’t find your daughter & you are anticipating making love to
someone who repulses you {but he’s real excited about this intercourse, which
is imminent but does not actually occur-we are both naked because he sees me as
I am, I see him as he is—he says whoopee, I say ‘ugh’} & you see other ugly
souls who might want like wise—all men, the gang bangers.
Why
are you now separated from your flesh & why are you repulsed by this soul
you are planning to transmit Grace to? According the teaching of this dream,
you need her to do something to become the minister of Grace, & by yourself
you cannot transmit Grace to this soul or other ones who might be in need of
it—It’s a JOINT EFFORT of soul with body – that is why the Saints in Heaven
cannot directly help the Purgatorial souls – they must use us as Portals! The ugliness of these souls is the filth of
their sins.
And
so, apparently, your flesh did no more after that one act where the ‘leader’
was cleansed –you quit for the day. {You were tired.}
The
completely improved state of the ‘leader,’ his new residence, is what happened
after the three Masses you said last night.
His sins were cleansed. He’s not
yet ascended, but greatly improved..
His
appearance – clean skin is his being is clean, clean clothes are the vibrations
or lights surrounding him--the mantle of energy. His hair, no more bandages around his head
which indicate injury or woundedness. His hair is now positive thoughts, his
mind was disturbed before.
When
you presented your daughter to him it was like this,
Look,
sinner, here is my flesh. You cannot wound
her {by your sinfulness} because I am the God Power & I will use her l to
transmit Grace to you. Honor her.
This
dream underscores the importance of a Celestial being taking us to Purgatory –
flesh cannot enter there by itself. It
has to be a Saint, an Angel or one’s God Self.
The improved room the ‘leader’ is in is his consciousness. }* {end}
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