Wednesday, 30 April 2025
my obituary - lol
my obituary - so nice - lol
https://wonderclub.com/obituaries/view_obit.php?u=10336
Tuesday, 29 April 2025
DON'T EAT EGGS! BAD CHOLESTEROL!
https://my.clevelandclinic.org/health/articles/11920-cholesterol-numbers-what-do-they-mean
CHECK YOUR CHOLESTEROL - IT COULD BE A KILLER!
DON'T EAT EGGS ANY MORE! OR SHRIMP - BAD CHOLESTEROL. MINE WAS 360 WHICH IS DEADLY, MOSTLY FROM 3 EGGS A DAY 5 DAYS A WEEK.
I'VE NOW BEEN ON THE WHOLE-PLANT DIET 13 WEEKS. I DO EAT FISH, BUT NOT THE SHELLFISH HIGH IN CHOLESTEROL LIKE SHRIMP & LOBSTER. THIS DIET YOU STOP EATING ALL MEATS, DAIRY & OIL. I USED TO EAT CHEESE A LOT, NO MORE. I USED TO USE OLIVE OIL - NO MORE. THE FISH I EAT IS POACHED, IT HARDLY NEEDS TO BOIL, JUST PUT IN VERY HOT WATER A COUPLE MINS, IT'S DONE. NO BREADED OR FRIED OR PROCESSED STUFF. I ALSO QUIT DRINKING - IT'S POISON.
Monday, 28 April 2025
Revelation re Future Love
4-28-25 Future Love Interest Appears Again – this
tells me a woman is hurting him, using him for money
I’m with James Brown again. And we’re looking for a place
to eat – which hasn’t been easy because either it’s late or it’s night. We see
what looks like a DINER on an elevation, it’s long like a diner – has no
windows & the entire outside wall is brown wood.
We go to the right end of it which has a door but we ust
climb two unusual steps that are difficult. One is a couple feet up where you
have to strain to get on it, & the next one is the same. Then we’re in.
We sit & orderd our food, but then he DISAPPEARS.
I get up to look for him & go to the other end of the
diner, where two females are standing, both dressed in nearly white colors, the
one on the left has some sight pastel hues – both of their the clothes are
lose. I don’t care for the stance of the one o the left as she’s leaning
against the wall & maybe exit I an arrogant or defiant way – like a ‘wise
guy’ look.
I say to them,
“Have you seen a young man with a hound’s tooth jacket?”
{It was then I knew this was
Luke – the new love interest – because my first dream on him he had such a
jacket on - & in the dream it said it was ‘all I saw.’ While all he saw was
my rose colored nails.}
I was thinking maybe he exited through that door & they
saw him. But they say NOTHING & I get a feeling I should not engage them in
further talk, descriptions or anything – I just walk back to my table.
Soon he appears, I see only his NAKED BACK like he’s
bending forward, which the entire back has a quarter inch growth of hair
growing over it flat & sparse. {It’s NOT digusting like hair on guy’s backs
is, it’s very neat.}
Then there’s a female present to our right. She is annoying
& irritating, I PUSH her away to the right. But she won’t quit whatever
she’s doing. I then pick her up &
toss her to the right. Her being is in the shape of a SQUARE PILLOW – the kind
you might put on a couch, not a bed. The material over it is a texture of the
ones I had in my spare room, a kind of ribbed stripe in its texture. I pick
‘her’ up holding onto this material
& toss her.
Another woman of authority appears to the right also &
takes this female aside & tells her re me:
“You don’t know what her job requires, she is NOT
disgusting.”
But I don’t think she got the issue right & I exclaim,
“She’s trying to get MONEY out of me!” {End}
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MEANING:
*{This was so hard to understand I’ve taken all day to
reveal it, thinking about it while I did my work. It seemed IMPOSSIBLE to get.
Slowly but surely it began
to make sense.
It has to do with a woman who is not annoying ME but HIM
& this is saying she wants money & it’s a harassment or a pressure
that’s driving him ‘crazy’.
I know from the first dream that he & I are ‘one head’
or on the same page. I’m feeling what he’s feeling.
In the beginning we’re both looking for nourishment –
whatever that could mean – maybe LOVE. Indeed, true love is the greatest
nourishment on earth & in Heaven. God is Love.
But we DO NOT FIND IT.
What we find is STRESS. The restaurant is a symbol of the
Cross as its brown wood. So here we are. It’s not easy to look for it, - those
steps are hazardous.
Once inside, we place our ORDER that NEVER COMES. No food
or nourishment is forthcoming. There is no LOVE in other words, in this place.
What is this place? It has to do with a woman that is
extremely annoying & irritating – the one I push away then pick up &
toss. And I explain to a Saint {the woman in authority} that is trying to help
it’s about money – she demands money. And she had no right to do this.
Important symbols. First why his BACK, he’s bending all the
way forward & there’s this sparse hair that is a quarter inch long neatly
growing all over his back.
Don’t laugh – this looks like my pubic area right now.
Three months ago I had a test done in the hospital & the nurse shaved my
twat. It was a precaution in case they had to use my groin for the test – but
they didn’t. So I got a bald twat for nothing.
Meanwhile, three months later, it’s grown to about the
length I see on his back. Mysterious isn’t it? Wait ‘till you hear what it
means.
In the dream he
DISAPPEARED or went away for a while. That means for a time his mind was not
with me – it was some place else. {This will show me where his mind is when
he’s with a certain woman who hurts him – whoever she is.}
I venture that re his back there are a couple facts. One,
bending forward like that is he is carrying the weight of the Cross – so heavy
it makes him go forward. Now I suspect when he was absent from me, some place
else, whatever was happening made him BALD. That means DROVE HIM CRAZY or
extreme stress. Having luxuriant hair would be great thoughts {hair is
thoughts}. White hair would be terrible stress. NO HAIR would be the most
extreme - something has driven one mad.
BUT - & this is tricky & takes discernment. On his
bare, driven crazy back a small growth of hair has returned & it looks
exactly like my area return of hair. {Hearkens to our oneness again – same
heads on the same page, experiencing this woman’s harassment – both of us. He’s
me, I’m he – we are ‘one.’}
This
sounds like it’s saying since he meet me, he’s been consoled, his peace of mind
is returning. It’s like the last dream where there was ONE SMALL BITE on the
pear / pair that represented the beginning of our relationship. One small bite
& here a tiny bit of hair growth. Being with me is him being restored.
There’s
a very strong symbol here about the persona of this annoying woman. She’s a
PILLOW or CUSHION & this cushion has the same weave as the covers I had in
my guest or spare room.
And
she’s annoying me {or him-we are ONE} for money.
This
woman – whoever she is – be it gf, wife, whoever {I don’t know his status,
didn’t ask} – doesn’t want just her BILLS PAID – She wants LOTS OF MONEY. How
do I know? Where is the symbol? The CUSHION. She wants a CUSHION which means
EXTRA – not to survive but to THRIVE & this man is her meal ticket &
cash cow & she’s driving him nuts! There is NO LOVE here – see this
restaurant we came to is not LOVE – it is THE CROSS!
Another
symbol is the WEAVE of the material on the cushion – it’s like my spare room. A
room that is a guest room, spare room is something EXTRA. It’s a room YOU DON’T
NEED. Again, says she wants A LOT. For me to, in the dream, pick her up bodily
& toss her – lol – means she REALLY got on my nerves!
I
suspect her to be also the woman ‘on the left’ by the exit where I inquired
about my young man in the ht jacket. Her stance is a ‘wise guy’ – like a
gum-chewing trailer trash type person who has no respect. And I decide to not seek any further repartee with her –
she’s not disposed to be HELPFUL. {End}
Sunday, 27 April 2025
Re New 'Lover' to be
My
Dad has Died & his Friends Come to me – The Weird Straight Pin Ritual
I’m
in a place that seems happy, strangely, as my Dad has JUST DIED.
We
seem to be in the mountains, some kind of pleasant place like a chalet &
I’m surrounded by friends. Lots of windows, scenery & light.
Now
someone comes to the door. It’s a contingent of older Lithuanian men, dressed
like the men I used to know as a child {when family was together, happy,
working in the Church auditorium with Dad’s School, Mom producing plays for the
Church, we went to Mass every week, Catechism. A full table every Christmas,
middle aged men mostly.}
OK so
these men don’t even know me, but the knew my Dad. They have arrived about 4 or 5 of them, to honor his passing. I
greet the first one at the door – my friends did not know the language, no one
else could speak to them. He’s dressed in beige layers, sort of like raincoat
outsie, maybe a vest, maybe a white shirt, he looks around 50 to 60 & the
others, all similar.
Now
they are inside & another phone call comes in, also my friends don’t get
the language. I pick up the phone which is a firm green PEAR with a small bite in it,
I say,
“Labas”
And
the man answers labas which means hello.
Then
I realize it’s the same man as in the group already here – I confirm this. He
says, as he is disappointed,
“Maybe
next week would be a good time for you?”
Because you see I ignored them. I was busy
doing little things – nothing important, trivial things like trying on some new
outfit that was funny, like a bunny costume one of my male friends had been
wearing & never spoke to them. I am not pleased with myself for this. I
think about it going to them in the middle of the room where they’re waiting
& speak to them. They wanted a conversation to honor Dad, maybe chat on old
times?
I resolve to do this.
But I don’t SEE it, it just moves on to the next scene.
Someone – maybe one of those men – has cut out the back of
a half gallon milk carton, on which is printing, maybe 250 words. And there is
the MANIFESTO of my Dad, lol. I have NO IDEA what it is. But the man holds this
sign up for me which I see far away – I’m’ at least 10 or more feet away – see
the sign, not the words.
I
also see shoes, are they on my feet? The soles are STURDY, hard, dark, they
extend a quarter inch or so beyond the area of the shoe top.
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MEANING:
*{ME: Mother God, once again I sense this being
about the new ‘lover’ although NOTHING has happened between him & me except
the most innocent, businesslike transactions. But I call him this because of
what YOU SAID.
My
first hint it might be about him has to do with Dad. Dad shows up when it has
to do with HUSBANDS & giving me ‘away’ from Dad to new man. He appeared
numerous times when I was relating to spiritual husband Nick.
So
here he is again, dead, but it isn’t sad or gloomy- no one is wearing black,
it’s all beige. No bad symbols of suffering or tragedy or punishment.
So
death is often an ENDING of one thing, a beginning of something else.
My
best guess is that Dad has ‘passed away’ because he won’t be needed any more.
He’s ‘giving me away’ for the last time.
Why
are his OLD FRIENDS who don’t even know me, coming to see me to console me on
is death – to chat on old times – but they aren’t wearing black, it isn’t
somber, it’s fairly cheerful & friendly. But I not on purposely ignore them
for a while. They contact me again. Someone is trying to give me a MESSAGE.
They arrive, call again through the PEAR, then I’m shown the manifesto from the
MILK CARTON.
Help
Mother God, sort this all out.
MG:
You are right – Dad won’t be giving you away to someone else in the future,
this is it – set for life. Who are his
old friends who you never even knew?
It
seems to me it’s SAINTS. But which ones? Are the souls in Purgatory helping
you? Are they the spiritual friends of new lover who we shall call what? Luke?
The
fact they’re all older is saying ‘ELDERS’ – which means wise men. The LAYERS of
clothing, the outside of which is raincoats mostly is this- It has to do with
PROTECTION. A raincoat protects one from rain. LAYERS are also protection. One
layer protects less than three against the weather or anything on the outside.
Why beige? It’s rather neutral, but might be you were wearing a beige top &
bottom the day he worked here - & he looked at you & waved to you
several times from his job.
ME:
so the Elders here are saying God sends this man to me as protection?
Protection against my landscape falling apart? Which it is – lack of
maintenance. Then there’s my body. I could use a friend to take me places fun
places, & necessity places. I have people who don’t love me to do that –
but if someone loves you it’s different. You can DEPEND on them. And it’s part
of something happy – love makes you happy - & Luke is as strong &
healthy as an Ox in its prime.
But
I ignore them. Then one of them calls me through a firm, not overripe PEAR to
ask me if next week is better to talk.
MG:
That’s a hint. Next week you two are going to talk – he said so. This week you aren’t talking any more – no
reason to. But you’re putting on a BUNNY SUIT which means FAST - lol – so
you’ll be talking to him SOON & maybe things will happen FAST.
{The
bunny suit had been worn by one of your male friends, then you put it on
without underpants. This might be those mutual desires again – he wants things
to happen fast, then he passes that on to you. You’re of the same mind like in
the first dream of him – James Brown & you as heads being together. No
underpants, is this about SEX?}
The
PEAR: Oh, how could I have missed that? Pear is PAIR – two getting together as
a PAIR.
And
you speak THE SAME LANGUAGE once again, shows the same thoughts / feelings /
desires. Outsiders don’t see or understand
this {the language} – probably no one that knows either one of you could
imagine you as a PAIR.
Now
we get to the MILK CARTON & the SHOES.
Milk
is LOVE – The ‘milk of human kindness,’ the nourishment of love or its giving
life from Mother to child.
It’s
his MANIFESTO. It’s about LOVE. You can’t see the SPECIFICS, but if it’s on a
milk carton, that’s what it’s about – love. He has love, he wants your love.
One of the saints is conveying this to you do try to believe it
Last
but not least is the SHOES.
The
SOLES of the shoes are featured. They are thick, hard, strong, durable. This is
a prediction of this affair – it’s LASTING, not a thin, weak fabric like a
slipper that wears out. {End}
Strange
scene. I see ‘Candy S’ & ‘Lotsa Top’ {2 strippers} conducting a bizarre
ritual. Candy is putting many straight pins across the skin of Lotta Top – it’s
some sort of a sex fetish. This is being done the bottom of my driveway which
is somewhat concealed from the road. And to the right of this area is a CHILD,
innocent, making a video or podcast. She looks like a picture I have of the
most innocent, sweet girl with her right
hand in front of her heart, bent, loose, casual. And she tells me,
“Don’t
let them be here doing that.”
And
someone tells me not to mix the two – these don’t go together.
Then
Candy comes back here & tells me she finished her video on the mountain
{across the street} with this other lady, she is done, etc. So there was no
mixing of the two, it was OK.
MEANING:
*{This
was so strange I ignored it, but upon
thinking, realized it had to do with my new ‘lover’ that God said she
gave me, who was here prior to that day, working around that area. Now the new
lover is the innocent child – in my first dream about him with the ‘hounds
tooth jacket’ it was determined he is PURE IN HEART – this captures that.
But
the other scene of the straight pins is myself as ‘Candy S’ & this guy
‘Lotsa T’ I shall call Joe who is less than qualified to work as he’s a ‘broken
drum’ with all kinds of maladies, no strength, no endurance, & he could
only work 20 minutes before collapsing.
Me
putting the straight pins must be my thoughts as before I repented I thought
badly of him – it was uncharitable – as he looked like he hadn’t taken a bath
in a year. Hair oily, matted & stringy, arms filthy up to the shoulders. He
even showed me his bare foot after taking off his boot & socks & it
looked like his nails would fall off, thick & brown.
I
way overpaid him, feeling sorry for him, & I repented of my thoughts &
good came out of it as I helped get Joe Weider out of Purgatory.
But
meanwhile, this dream tells me not to mix the two. Don’t let the loser guy be
here at the same time as the winner is working! I worried on that as the loser
wanted to come on the day winner was here. And I thought in my mind not to
allow them to meet. Besides that the loser isn’t working for me any more, as I
was still willing to give him a chance, but he did not return my last phone
call. Mother God tells me this is OK because he’s more of a bother than a help.
But
why am I ‘Candy’ & he ‘Lotsa Top?’ It might be my sweetness & kindness
in all ways except criticism IN MY MIND. Him being Lotsa Top could be he was
active in the ‘head’ – constantly TALKING & trying to prove to me how much
he knew – lol. Crazy stuff like he could recall being 6 months old, &
Patton wanted to conquer
And
going ‘UP THE MOUNTAIN” to finish the ‘video’ or ritual is my repentance, as
the mountain is
Earl
I also did prayers for Earl because he’ been a friend. I did exorcisms. He told me he was going to improve his ways to be closer to God.
