Can this be? Romance for me?

 

Is Romance Brewing? Dream Portends Some Kind of Relationship  4-22-25 

I’ve had kind of a ‘long night.’ And at the end it’s morning, say 10 AM. And I seem to be feeling good.

I come to this tiny coffee shop or convenience store, a counter that might seat 5 people – it’ walls are glass I see glass to the left & behind me, glass walls -  & my friend a porn star, Annie, is behind the counter. And she is giving shots {whiskey} I believe, or coffee or WHATEVER you might want/need, which surprises me. The feeling is,

“Hey, I despaired of finding any place to drink or eat or any amenities & I find this place open by the Grace of God, so unusual.”

Vaguely I was out there in the world; it was night I was trying to find shelter but could not. Some lean to – anything, but found nothing – then this.

As I sit there a man arrives from off the street on his way to office work. What attracts me to him is his HOUND’S TOOTH JACKET. It’s terrific. Not sure how to explain. It’s soft but tailored – he’s sitting so close to me I can touch it, but I don’t try to.  {I don’t see his face clearly, only the jacket registers strong}

We exchange a few words but I don’t ask him anything or pry in any way, like who he is, what he does, his marital status – nothing. I stay mostly silent.

What he is impressed by from me is my NAILS. They are long, not too long, filed just right, & on them is rose colored polish. Not saying they’re totally perfect, just a bit of polish chipped off on the very ends – tiny bits, other than that perfect. I am handling things with my hands on the counter so he sees my hands & nails.

After a short time he leaves then returns.  I did not express any interest although I had it - so when he left I didn’t try to detain him or anything.

Meanwhile Annie’s Mom comes in & she goes to the back room to my left – a tiny room – she’s wearing light yellow - & she brings small kids – the family. She has short blonde hair.

I’ve met her before & I express enthusiastic hellos {wish I could recall her name}, but she ignores me like snubbing me - A slight discomfort for me.

As I said, the man returned & he purchases some packets of snacks, one I see is sunflower seeds. Annie says this, trying to ascertain if he’s MARRIED,

“So you have kids?”

Meaning snacks for kids. But I say to cover for him,

“I have a friend who works in an office who always buys those kinds of snacks before he goes in. {I meant my attorney friend from long ago.}

Now the AMAZING THING happens.

This man turns to me purposefully & says directly, which is his way,

“Can you give me your phone number?’

Which means he’s interested, wants to call for a date or friendship.

And I immediately go through my purse looking for some paper {white}, find a sheet, tear some off, write my number & hand it to him.   {End}

MEANING:

*{Mother God: You’re hitting pay dirt here, daughter. This is the man we’re discussing & you prayed about him last night. You heard not much but this dream will re-affirm what I already told you.

It’s been a LONG NIGHT. That means a long period OF DARKNESS. What kind of darkness? One where you could not find SHELTER or a lean to – {someone to lean on – someone who gives you shelter *GIMME SHELTER!* or a shoulder to lean on or a thought – anything. You could find NOTHING.} But this dream indicates the night has ended, you have found someone.

ME:  The porn lady, Annie, what does she represent?

MG: This represents SEX & someone who pursues it. You ONCE did – but NOT NOW.

ME: She is PROVIDING a space, an opportunity a framework with her little shop & she’s giving any sort of drinks or snacks one wants, a convenience store or bar or coffee shop,  you name it. She seems to be important.

MG: It’s a meeting of the OLD YOU vs the NEW YOU. You have CHANGED from one persona to another. At one time, you did pursue males for sex, after God told you to quit celibacy & you became a Cougar. But now you have amended yourself & feel free to just be the you you feel like being – which for years now you’ve declined from sex as you felt God would excuse you, not pressure you to have sex. Was it all in your mind, you’re thinking, that God wanted you to have sex so often? Now you’re free to go either way, the middle road which you think is best. And you’ve not grabbed any opportunities for sex although they’ve been there.

You’re looking AT YOURSELF in this coffee shop of opportunities – where you can have or get anything {lol} through GLASS is SEEING. You can see. You can see from ‘both’ or two sides, the side glass wall, and the front glass wall - Two ways of life; two ATTITUDES.

And so there is Annie, with her inquisitive, intrusive question because she’s looking as a PREDATOR {lol.}

But the NEW YOU not only stays quiet & gives him safe space, you help cover for him – like whatever he is, he is – leave it alone. Doesn’t mean he’s married with children because he bought snacks.

ME: Her family snubbed me, I was friendly. Meaning?

MG: This is a BIGGIE. Her Mom & family represent now, not you, but women like you used to be when a Cougar, which is pushing forward to sex. Her family is birds of a feather, those LIKE HER – Those who see him as a SEX OBJECT, want him for his sex appeal.

And there’s more: These women, the dream says, will be JEALOUS of you because the way Annie is jealous of you we told you recently because you have MAINSTREAM attention while her fame is only in the underworld of pornography & other fringe groups.

 Those kind ideas are LIMITING – lust ‘comes & goes’ but love is something STABLE, it isn’t limited. So here she goes into a TINY ROOM with the kids, a room with limitations & she’s jealous of you because you ARE NOT limited to sex. In other words like I told you before, this man will be interested in you FOR LOVE, which is a mainstream, important concept – while sex of itself is NOT. People can have multiple partners not loving any of them, but the one they love is IMPORTANT. So if this man will love you, these women who think they can have him because of sex cannot be in the place you are – the one that is loved. Her snubbing you is being cruel or mean because she’s jealous.

ME: All we focus on or see in each other is I see his hound’s tooth jacket he sees my rose colored nails.

MG: Hound’s tooth you think of ‘clean as a hound’s tooth.’ This would be ‘pure in heart’. A person’s CLOTHING is their ‘mantle’ or the ‘light’ or ‘vibes’ – or who they are inside radiating from them. You somehow detected it

And he somehow detected your LOVE. The color of rose means love, roses are symbols of love, especially this color. NAILS are usually weapons of a sort – like scratching one’s eyes out.’ And women’s nails especially represent their negative qualities, as they don’t ‘fight like a man’ they claw, or rip hair out – symbols of women fighting  But he doesn’t see this type quality in you that might be typical of women, he sees love.

ME: I don’t get how he could see anything, he only was with me for 5 minutes, we spoke only of business, no chit chat whatsoever. It was matter of fact.

MG: Maybe God showed him, like I said, I gave hmi to you. So maybe I showed him, reached into his heart & mind.

ME: Now he leaves I don’t bother him. So I guess he know I’m not like other women – him being so attractive, I make no sign that I want hi to go for e, I don’t try anything – which proves I suppose I am not expressing my LUST. Could this be why he comes back?

And when he does, the lustful woman pries re his statu but I do’t & I cover for him. What do the sunflower seeds stand for?

MG: Something HAPPY. Like ‘Look on the sunny side, always on the sunny side.’ He WANTS HAPPINESS. Perhaps he’s had enough of lust. Looking as he does he might be like you were once – the object of EVERYONE trying to get to your body & this sort of harassment becomes tedious & painful. You become their victim.

And it seems that when you PROVED YOURSELF not to be after him lust wise you did not drive him away. He now is able to receive the message God put to him,

“See this woman as Love. Love her, she will love you.”

It could be notable that in the last years several men have tried to be friendly to you. But you made a decision not to pursue this because St. Charbel said if you did, he would leave you. You decided you didn’t want to lose St. Charbel or any other saint, so you stayed by your lonesome. In other word, you sacrificed for the Kingdom of God or closeness to God.

That might be one reason God is rewarding you.

ME: OK in the dream he gets forward with me. So only time will tell. Let the Will of God be done, whatever it is. Amen.   {End}