4-28-25 Future Love Interest Appears Again – this
tells me a woman is hurting him, using him for money
I’m with James Brown again. And we’re looking for a place
to eat – which hasn’t been easy because either it’s late or it’s night. We see
what looks like a DINER on an elevation, it’s long like a diner – has no
windows & the entire outside wall is brown wood.
We go to the right end of it which has a door but we ust
climb two unusual steps that are difficult. One is a couple feet up where you
have to strain to get on it, & the next one is the same. Then we’re in.
We sit & orderd our food, but then he DISAPPEARS.
I get up to look for him & go to the other end of the
diner, where two females are standing, both dressed in nearly white colors, the
one on the left has some sight pastel hues – both of their the clothes are
lose. I don’t care for the stance of the one o the left as she’s leaning
against the wall & maybe exit I an arrogant or defiant way – like a ‘wise
guy’ look.
I say to them,
“Have you seen a young man with a hound’s tooth jacket?”
{It was then I knew this was
Luke – the new love interest – because my first dream on him he had such a
jacket on - & in the dream it said it was ‘all I saw.’ While all he saw was
my rose colored nails.}
I was thinking maybe he exited through that door & they
saw him. But they say NOTHING & I get a feeling I should not engage them in
further talk, descriptions or anything – I just walk back to my table.
Soon he appears, I see only his NAKED BACK like he’s
bending forward, which the entire back has a quarter inch growth of hair
growing over it flat & sparse. {It’s NOT digusting like hair on guy’s backs
is, it’s very neat.}
Then there’s a female present to our right. She is annoying
& irritating, I PUSH her away to the right. But she won’t quit whatever
she’s doing. I then pick her up &
toss her to the right. Her being is in the shape of a SQUARE PILLOW – the kind
you might put on a couch, not a bed. The material over it is a texture of the
ones I had in my spare room, a kind of ribbed stripe in its texture. I pick
‘her’ up holding onto this material
& toss her.
Another woman of authority appears to the right also &
takes this female aside & tells her re me:
“You don’t know what her job requires, she is NOT
disgusting.”
But I don’t think she got the issue right & I exclaim,
“She’s trying to get MONEY out of me!” {End}
MEANING:
*{This was so hard to understand I’ve taken all day to
reveal it, thinking about it while I did my work. It seemed IMPOSSIBLE to get.
Slowly but surely it began
to make sense.
It has to do with a woman who is not annoying ME but HIM
& this is saying she wants money & it’s a harassment or a pressure
that’s driving him ‘crazy’.
I know from the first dream that he & I are ‘one head’
or on the same page. I’m feeling what he’s feeling.
In the beginning we’re both looking for nourishment –
whatever that could mean – maybe LOVE. Indeed, true love is the greatest
nourishment on earth & in Heaven. God is Love.
But we DO NOT FIND IT.
What we find is STRESS. The restaurant is a symbol of the
Cross as its brown wood. So here we are. It’s not easy to look for it, - those
steps are hazardous.
Once inside, we place our ORDER that NEVER COMES. No food
or nourishment is forthcoming. There is no LOVE in other words, in this place.
What is this place? It has to do with a woman that is
extremely annoying & irritating – the one I push away then pick up &
toss. And I explain to a Saint {the woman in authority} that is trying to help
it’s about money – she demands money. And she had no right to do this.
Important symbols. First why his BACK, he’s bending all the
way forward & there’s this sparse hair that is a quarter inch long neatly
growing all over his back.
Don’t laugh – this looks like my pubic area right now.
Three months ago I had a test done in the hospital & the nurse shaved my
twat. It was a precaution in case they had to use my groin for the test – but
they didn’t. So I got a bald twat for nothing.
Meanwhile, three months later, it’s grown to about the
length I see on his back. Mysterious isn’t it? Wait ‘till you hear what it
means.
In the dream he
DISAPPEARED or went away for a while. That means for a time his mind was not
with me – it was some place else. {This will show me where his mind is when
he’s with a certain woman who hurts him – whoever she is.}
I venture that re his back there are a couple facts. One,
bending forward like that is he is carrying the weight of the Cross – so heavy
it makes him go forward. Now I suspect when he was absent from me, some place
else, whatever was happening made him BALD. That means DROVE HIM CRAZY or
extreme stress. Having luxuriant hair would be great thoughts {hair is
thoughts}. White hair would be terrible stress. NO HAIR would be the most
extreme - something has driven one mad.
BUT - & this is tricky & takes discernment. On his
bare, driven crazy back a small growth of hair has returned & it looks
exactly like my area return of hair. {Hearkens to our oneness again – same
heads on the same page, experiencing this woman’s harassment – both of us. He’s
me, I’m he – we are ‘one.’}
This
sounds like it’s saying since he meet me, he’s been consoled, his peace of mind
is returning. It’s like the last dream where there was ONE SMALL BITE on the
pear / pair that represented the beginning of our relationship. One small bite
& here a tiny bit of hair growth. Being with me is him being restored.
There’s
a very strong symbol here about the persona of this annoying woman. She’s a
PILLOW or CUSHION & this cushion has the same weave as the covers I had in
my guest or spare room.
And
she’s annoying me {or him-we are ONE} for money.
This
woman – whoever she is – be it gf, wife, whoever {I don’t know his status,
didn’t ask} – doesn’t want just her BILLS PAID – She wants LOTS OF MONEY. How
do I know? Where is the symbol? The CUSHION. She wants a CUSHION which means
EXTRA – not to survive but to THRIVE & this man is her meal ticket &
cash cow & she’s driving him nuts! There is NO LOVE here – see this
restaurant we came to is not LOVE – it is THE CROSS!
Another
symbol is the WEAVE of the material on the cushion – it’s like my spare room. A
room that is a guest room, spare room is something EXTRA. It’s a room YOU DON’T
NEED. Again, says she wants A LOT. For me to, in the dream, pick her up bodily
& toss her – lol – means she REALLY got on my nerves!
I
suspect her to be also the woman ‘on the left’ by the exit where I inquired
about my young man in the ht jacket. Her stance is a ‘wise guy’ – like a
gum-chewing trailer trash type person who has no respect. And I decide to not seek any further repartee with her –
she’s not disposed to be HELPFUL. {End}
Wow, very interesting dreams again, Rasa! The plot thickens. But in the context with the other dreams, it still seems to be tending towards the right direction overall. The article and artwork were great and lots of cute fuzzies as well. I will be sure to share it in a little while.
ReplyDeleteWishing you the best of luck, and have a good night 😊🍀
Pete