Re New 'Lover' to be

 

My Dad has Died & his Friends Come to me – The Weird Straight Pin Ritual  4-27-25 

I’m in a place that seems happy, strangely, as my Dad has JUST DIED.

We seem to be in the mountains, some kind of pleasant place like a chalet & I’m surrounded by friends. Lots of windows, scenery & light.

Now someone comes to the door. It’s a contingent of older Lithuanian men, dressed like the men I used to know as a child {when family was together, happy, working in the Church auditorium with Dad’s School, Mom producing plays for the Church, we went to Mass every week, Catechism. A full table every Christmas, middle aged men mostly.}

OK so these men don’t even know me, but the knew my Dad. They have arrived about 4 or 5 of them, to honor his passing. I greet the first one at the door – my friends did not know the language, no one else could speak to them. He’s dressed in beige layers, sort of like raincoat outsie, maybe a vest, maybe a white shirt, he looks around 50 to 60 & the others, all similar.

Now they are inside & another phone call comes in, also my friends don’t get the language. I pick up the phone which is a firm green PEAR with a small bite in it, I say,

“Labas”

And the man answers labas which means hello.

Then I realize it’s the same man as in the group already here – I confirm this. He says, as he is disappointed,

“Maybe next week would be a good time for you?”

 Because you see I ignored them. I was busy doing little things – nothing important, trivial things like trying on some new outfit that was funny, like a bunny costume one of my male friends had been wearing & never spoke to them. I am not pleased with myself for this. I think about it going to them in the middle of the room where they’re waiting & speak to them. They wanted a conversation to honor Dad, maybe chat on old times?

I resolve to do this.

          But I don’t SEE it, it just moves on to the next scene.

          Someone – maybe one of those men – has cut out the back of a half gallon milk carton, on which is printing, maybe 250 words. And there is the MANIFESTO of my Dad, lol. I have NO IDEA what it is. But the man holds this sign up for me which I see far away – I’m’ at least 10 or more feet away – see the sign, not the words.

I also see shoes, are they on my feet? The soles are STURDY, hard, dark, they extend a quarter inch or so beyond the area of the shoe top.

MEANING:

*{ME:  Mother God, once again I sense this being about the new ‘lover’ although NOTHING has happened between him & me except the most innocent, businesslike transactions. But I call him this because of what YOU SAID.

My first hint it might be about him has to do with Dad. Dad shows up when it has to do with HUSBANDS & giving me ‘away’ from Dad to new man. He appeared numerous times when I was relating to spiritual husband Nick.

So here he is again, dead, but it isn’t sad or gloomy- no one is wearing black, it’s all beige. No bad symbols of suffering or tragedy or punishment.

So death is often an ENDING of one thing, a beginning of something else.

My best guess is that Dad has ‘passed away’ because he won’t be needed any more. He’s ‘giving me away’ for the last time.

Why are his OLD FRIENDS who don’t even know me, coming to see me to console me on is death – to chat on old times – but they aren’t wearing black, it isn’t somber, it’s fairly cheerful & friendly. But I not on purposely ignore them for a while. They contact me again. Someone is trying to give me a MESSAGE. They arrive, call again through the PEAR, then I’m shown the manifesto from the MILK CARTON.

Help Mother God, sort this all out.

MG: You are right – Dad won’t be giving you away to someone else in the future, this is it – set for life.  Who are his old friends who you never even knew?

It seems to me it’s SAINTS. But which ones? Are the souls in Purgatory helping you? Are they the spiritual friends of new lover who we shall call what? Luke?

The fact they’re all older is saying ‘ELDERS’ – which means wise men. The LAYERS of clothing, the outside of which is raincoats mostly is this- It has to do with PROTECTION. A raincoat protects one from rain. LAYERS are also protection. One layer protects less than three against the weather or anything on the outside. Why beige? It’s rather neutral, but might be you were wearing a beige top & bottom the day he worked here - & he looked at you & waved to you several times from his job.

ME: so the Elders here are saying God sends this man to me as protection? Protection against my landscape falling apart? Which it is – lack of maintenance. Then there’s my body. I could use a friend to take me places fun places, & necessity places. I have people who don’t love me to do that – but if someone loves you it’s different. You can DEPEND on them. And it’s part of something happy – love makes you happy - & Luke is as strong & healthy as an Ox in its prime.

But I ignore them. Then one of them calls me through a firm, not overripe PEAR to ask me if next week is better to talk.

MG: That’s a hint. Next week you two are going to talk – he said so.  This week you aren’t talking any more – no reason to. But you’re putting on a BUNNY SUIT which means FAST - lol – so you’ll be talking to him SOON & maybe things will happen FAST.

{The bunny suit had been worn by one of your male friends, then you put it on without underpants. This might be those mutual desires again – he wants things to happen fast, then he passes that on to you. You’re of the same mind like in the first dream of him – James Brown & you as heads being together. No underpants, is this about SEX?}

The PEAR: Oh, how could I have missed that? Pear is PAIR – two getting together as a PAIR.

And you speak THE SAME LANGUAGE once again, shows the same thoughts / feelings / desires.  Outsiders don’t see or understand this {the language} – probably no one that knows either one of you could imagine you as a PAIR.

Now we get to the MILK CARTON & the SHOES.

Milk is LOVE – The ‘milk of human kindness,’ the nourishment of love or its giving life from Mother to child.

It’s his MANIFESTO. It’s about LOVE. You can’t see the SPECIFICS, but if it’s on a milk carton, that’s what it’s about – love. He has love, he wants your love. One of the saints is conveying this to you do try to believe it

Last but not least is the SHOES.

The SOLES of the shoes are featured. They are thick, hard, strong, durable. This is a prediction of this affair – it’s LASTING, not a thin, weak fabric like a slipper that wears out.   {End}

 

4-25-26 - Straight Pin Fetish – Innocent Child

 

Strange scene. I see ‘Candy S’ & ‘Lotsa Top’ {2 strippers} conducting a bizarre ritual. Candy is putting many straight pins across the skin of Lotta Top – it’s some sort of a sex fetish. This is being done the bottom of my driveway which is somewhat concealed from the road. And to the right of this area is a CHILD, innocent, making a video or podcast. She looks like a picture I have of the most innocent, sweet girl with her right hand in front of her heart, bent, loose, casual.  And she tells me,

“Don’t let them be here doing that.”

And someone tells me not to mix the two – these don’t go together.

Then Candy comes back here & tells me she finished her video on the mountain {across the street} with this other lady, she is done, etc. So there was no mixing of the two, it was OK.

MEANING:

*{This was so strange I ignored it, but upon  thinking, realized it had to do with my new ‘lover’ that God said she gave me, who was here prior to that day, working around that area. Now the new lover is the innocent child – in my first dream about him with the ‘hounds tooth jacket’ it was determined he is PURE IN HEART – this captures that.

But the other scene of the straight pins is myself as ‘Candy S’ & this guy ‘Lotsa T’ I shall call Joe who is less than qualified to work as he’s a ‘broken drum’ with all kinds of maladies, no strength, no endurance, & he could only work 20 minutes before collapsing.

Me putting the straight pins must be my thoughts as before I repented I thought badly of him – it was uncharitable – as he looked like he hadn’t taken a bath in a year. Hair oily, matted & stringy, arms filthy up to the shoulders. He even showed me his bare foot after taking off his boot & socks & it looked like his nails would fall off, thick & brown.

I way overpaid him, feeling sorry for him, & I repented of my thoughts & good came out of it as I helped get Joe Weider out of Purgatory.

But meanwhile, this dream tells me not to mix the two. Don’t let the loser guy be here at the same time as the winner is working! I worried on that as the loser wanted to come on the day winner was here. And I thought in my mind not to allow them to meet. Besides that the loser isn’t working for me any more, as I was still willing to give him a chance, but he did not return my last phone call. Mother God tells me this is OK because he’s more of a bother than a help.

But why am I ‘Candy’ & he ‘Lotsa Top?’ It might be my sweetness & kindness in all ways except criticism IN MY MIND. Him being Lotsa Top could be he was active in the ‘head’ – constantly TALKING & trying to prove to me how much he knew – lol. Crazy stuff like he could recall being 6 months old, & Patton wanted to conquer Russia with Hitler.

And going ‘UP THE MOUNTAIN” to finish the ‘video’ or ritual is my repentance, as the mountain is Calvary, where Jesus was crucified so I figuratively went ‘up the mountain’ & repented of my lack of charity - all was made right.   {End}

Earl

          I also did prayers for Earl because he’ been a friend. I did exorcisms. He told me he was going to improve his ways to be closer to God.