9-1-21  Little Ganesh Born to Him & Me

 

          Watched Tenzin Palmo teaching yesterday for about an hour.  Before going to sleep chanted her name, & asked her,

 

          “Tell me why he {my SH: Spiritual Husband} will get angry at his fake wife, & why he will choose me or be with me instead of elsewhere, after their breakup.”

 

Above - the Great Enlightened Being Tenzin Palmo embracing one of her nuns, she's recently built a nunnery for many students, she raised the money on a grueling tour of Europe

          Had the following dream:  I see a female somehow looking for a partner, like say, looking through the dating sites on the internet.  Then appears before her a man who is not likely, & he’s sitting in front of her, I see both of them waist up.  His face is interesting but he is LOW CLASS, – ghetto maybe - & he seems to be popping this pill, that pill, this drug, that drug.  He seems erratic, unhinged, out of control, & yet she is told THAT IS THE SUITABLE MAN FOR YOU –he is CHOSEN by fate.  His face reminds me of Joseph Cotton I saw yesterday in Portrait of Jennie – handsome, but many features to it, like divided into sections as they showed Cotton’s face close up under soft lights.

 

          *** LOW CLASS, UNHINGED, FACE DIVIDED:   This is him alright, that’s the impression he gives from one angle, the purely physical.  But the ‘face divided’ is saying he has more than one facet, he is not limited to his surface appearance.  He’s MULTI FACETED, there’s more to him than at a glance.  UNDER SOFT LIGHTS is when you can see the other facets, which is saying GO SOFT ON HIM, DON’T JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER.

The dream says without a doubt HE IS THE RIGHT MAN, CHOSEN FOR ME. ***

 

          I also see something to do with the commercialization of HIS BEAUTY. I see him wearing a shirt where the sleeves are DIVIDED into 3 sections, {with rubbery type thingies that hold the cloth together in 3 sections, like they used to wear in Shakespeare’s days & sometimes worn by male ballet dancers like in Giselle or Swan Lake.}

Those sections are PADDED in a decorative way, the material shiny like satin, sort of bluish grey, meant to be theatrical, somehow the rest of it is also theatrical, like long pants decorated, & he is appearing somewhere in an entertainment capacity – not sure how – making money or attempting to do so.  He seems to be part of a team.  I see him from the back, arms reaching up to some kind of stage like 5 feet up.  {Later vaguely see him turn from that & move toward me}  He seems to be SUCCEEDING at what he does – his beauty is outstanding - but it’s all quite vague as to what he does, how he makes money. I seem to be or feel like I’m PRIVILEGED to appear into his life because he’s a SUCCESS.

 

*** ENTERTAINMENT OUTFIT, REACHING UP TO A STAGE, A TEAM, SEEMS TO BE A SUCCESS:   I am stumped, Mother God.  His music which he is trying to do is NOT a success.  I produced material on his beauty which also FLOPPED as he rejected it & would not cooperate.  So I cannot understand here what this means.

 

MG {Mother God}:   This is YOUR PERCEPTION.  You can see the success or potential in him – his beauty most of all.  You did something about it, you produced images, you published & promoted them.  You saw him as extremely special, the most special of all men you had met, you felt privileged to be desired by him, you treated him like a celebrity.  And this was LONG AGO – now 10 years since you met on that first date.

ME:   His outfit, what are the sleeves as described, from the ancient days?  From classical times?

MG:  This again says REACHING from so long ago – since he was a TEEN & now he’s PUSHING 30!  Yes, he was reaching for success.  He’s trying to be a success with music, & he also wanted to MARRY YOU.  He’s not got there.  In the dream, after he reaches to that high place, which HE DOES NOT REACH, HE ISN’T THERE, ONLY REACHING, you vaguely see him turn & move toward you.  This predicts he will come to you in the end.  It’s taken him YEARS to find out he cannot just respond to you chasing him & he has seen no success with his music either. {He thought he’d be a star, that you would keep chasing him forever, but neither has happened.} The ‘success’ here isn’t explained, but his greatest success will be in winning the place next to you *** 

 

          Right after this I’m somewhere in a club where there are scarce people & this man appears again IN ANOTHER FORM or body, still handsome looking different & he decides to take my arm & we’re walking together through the dance floor.  Everywhere, from all angles, people are looking at us – everyone is curious - & I am OK with that, but say to him,

 

          “Does it bother you that everyone is looking at us?”

 

          *** EVERYONE LOOKS AT US:   John & I were apparently NOTICED by the public downtown, seen as a couple.  Mother God, help on this.

          MG:   This is when the two of you were hobnobbing, even though he tried hard NOT to appear with you on his arm because it embarrassed him to be in love with you, nevertheless, people noticed.  They knew he accepted you, he loved you. ***

 

          Can’t recall his reaction, but later I’m standing by the wall of this place that seems similar, & he invites me to a RESTAURANT for a lovely dinner, then disappears.  I’m getting ready for that dinner with a male friend near me, talking, when I get confused.  Is he supposed to pick me up – which would be most agreeable – or am I supposed to go there, meet him?  Because he’s not appeared & time is passing by.

 

          *** INVITED TO RESTAURANT BUT I AM CONFUSED WHETHER I’M SUPPOSED TO MEET HIM THERE, OR MORE APPROPRIATELY – WILL HE PICK ME UP?  TIME IS PASSING, I AN CONCERNED:   OK, he invited me to a FETE this is saying; the lovely dinner represents the MARRIAGE FEAST.  He did say in the beginning, even on the first date, when you asked what did he think of you, he said,

          “I want to marry you.”

          Now a lot of time is passing.  Are you supposed to go looking for him, or is he to look for you?  That is the question.  As everything has changed, the scene downtown, your situation with the place you met, everything.  When are you going to get together & how?  You are concerned. ***

 

         Later I see us together – don’t see details of how it happened.  There’s an announcement that is surprising – he & I had a baby daughter!  There’s a big poster of her, for the public to see - telling the world she’s been born, & she has the most AMAZING NOSE like an elephant or the God Ganesh.  She is decorated with thingies, not sure what, the way Ganesh is, & her nose seems to be the outstanding feature of her – why she’s special – the whole world should know about her birth.  Are there jewels around her left nostril – in many colors?

 

          Then I see the little girl clinging to her Dad as we walk along the street.  It’s ICE on the pavement & he wants to show that she can WALK ON HER OWN.  He puts her down on the street & she immediately PLOPS DOWN, even like doing splits as her little legs can’t hold her up.  She’s a toddler.  I tell him, let me carry her, & I pick her up, then all is OK.  The ice is like in spots, an ice skating rink, inches thick, & there’s some snow around.

 

          *** THE ICE, SHE PLOPS DOWN LIKE IN SPLITS, LIKE A SCATING RINK AFTER HE PUTS HER DOWN:   I need help on this, Mother God.

          MG:   He cannot let go what he has with you or the relationship.  He must stay close to you – you are his success – the toddler represents it.  Letting you go to ‘stand alone,’ - he cannot do it.  The flopping like that is he cannot walk alone like you have – he needs you to hold him in your strength.  And so, symbolically you are picking him up, carrying him, holding him in your arms of strength/love.

          The ICE, some places like a skating rink, is the dangers of this world – how easily one can fall within it.  And there are dangers all around, & the snow, which is deception {silent but dangerous, deceiving}.  That’s where your abilities come in, the experience, wisdom & strength. ***

 

          *** BIRTH OF OUR LITTLE GIRL LIKE GANESH, SEE POSTERS ANNOUNCING HER BIRTH – SHE IS SPECIAL:             Ganesh represents success, good luck, prosperity.  This is the stage of success he was reaching for.  She clings to him means he has her, they are intimate, he is intimate with the success he has begotten by us being a pair, she is the fruit of our relationship, the result.  Notice he never had it until me – I am his success.

 

          *** POSTERS ANNOUNCING HER BIRTH:   There will be public notice about the two of you getting together, winning each other, against all odds.  You’ve come a long way, you’ve both suffered.  He was fooled by his fake wife, you were repudiated in a sense, you were laughed at by his friends, who sided with the false – just because she was his age & a druggie like most of them.  People will know, & that will be important to you because of what you’ve been through – being the ‘back door’ wife while he held her as the real thing on social media, while she reveled that she had won his heart.  But it was all a façade, a chicanery. ***

 

          When I first saw her in the flesh I was worried about her nose, but see she has a normal, natural nose, & the Ganesh thing is just a ‘picture’ or metaphysical image near her a few inches in front, but she’s normal, thank God,& attractive.  Her nose reminds me a bit of Tenzin Palmo.

 

          *** NOSE LIKE TENZIN PALMO:   This is a propitious sign, heralding that Saint Palmo has given this vision, that you are her – like her – a great Instrument of God, that you have succeeded like she has. ***

 

Meaning of Ganesh.  My first impression was PROSPERITY/WELATH, but here are more nuances:

 

 

Lord Ganesha among the various powerful Hindu Gods is said to be the god of prosperity and wealth. Lord Ganesha is believed to bring good luck and thus he is worshipped before anything new is started. Ganesha idols and statues are of great significance to people around the world and thus are in great demand

 

What happens if Ganesha comes in dream?

So when a person dreams about Lord Ganesha, it means that he or she will achieve success. Lord Ganesha is also associated with auspiciousness or Shubh. He is the bestower of goodness. Therefore, dreaming about him also indicates that you shall be showered with his blessings

 

 

In some parts of India Ganesha is depicted as celibate, but in others he is said to be married to both Buddhi (“Intelligence”) and Siddhi (“Success”). Yet other traditions give him a third wife, Riddhi (“Prosperity”).

 

Ganesha, also spelled Ganesh, also called Ganapati, elephant-headed Hindu god of beginnings, who is traditionally worshipped before any major enterprise and is the patron of intellectuals, bankers, scribes, and authors