Genius Man Chooses me

 

12-20-24    MENTAL Transmission - GIFT

What literary/intellectual genius has chosen me after reading my PDF?

 

This has a lot to do with wanting to be loved & accepted.

I’m with a gang of people – I say gang because they aren’t very nice, all greedy, out for themselves, not caring about others, all wanting to be loved & accepted but not caring about the other guy. So they form a clique & I’m trying to be in it but don’t seem to fit in. Here I am on the outside, the margins.

          There’s an important man here, later I see its Noam Chomsky. Everyone wants to be loved by him. There’s a GROUP that surrounds him, like a fan club, - is he teaching them? I see him but at first, don’t even try to go there – because I don’t think they’ll allow me in – there’s too many hovering around him.

          *{Noam Chomsky is one of two things – Either an intellectual, genius of a man {Chomsky is called a genius of linguistics} in the LITERARY field who will FAVOR me somehow re my BOOK PROMOTION or else he’s a symbol of the Almighty giving me a GIFT of wisdom / mental clarity / increase of mental ability.}*

          I see this ‘storefront’ on the corner of the street – it’s like a bar/club but I see nothing but the men. It’s all glass walls. Inside are all homosexuals. They are touching each other, close like sardines, possibly doing sex acts but this is vague - Maybe only affection. They’re all wearing mostly PINK – with some white touches.

          I go in there for a visit & sort of get close to one man, not in the mob that are all touching, but in front of them, but there only for a few minutes & I leave.

          *{CORNER is Cross or Crucifixion – glass walls – it can be SEEN obviously, the street. All making love, touching affection, some kind of sex. It seems degenerate. *probably how society sees the people here-@ the bars*  Not sure about this – all I can think of is the people downtown drinking, carousing & ready to have sex, all close to one another but it’s all PHYSICAL – nothing spiritual  or intellectual here - & I join them FOR A SHORT TIME & LEAVE - could be my eleven years participating in this as a Cougar {under the command of God – it wasn’t my desire but I JOINED THEM but I didn’t TOUCH them could mean I wasn’t AFFECTED spiritually, that is to say I did not degenerate but only did this because I had to. Why is it homos? Could be people that are outcasts or their behavior is not approved so they are ‘crucified’ by society.}*

          I go to the preliminary room that now doesn’t have that many people – but it has some booths; it’s a large courtyard. On top of this place is a smaller gallery higher up were Noam Chomsky is sitting, reading a wide newspaper, like 4’ wide, only one foot tall, lol, with high contrast black & white print, the black in ‘bold.’

          *{This intellectual/genius is reading my LONG LIFE STORY & the black & white – {it is color} – but being black & white is something OBVIOUS which HE SEES that most OTHERS – including myself – DON’T SEE! We have here a symbol of a man with great MENTAL ABILITY.}*

Earlier I was with him with another female – he loved both of us I thought, but the other female is more aggressive & all over him & he responds. She’s in FRONT of me, I’m behind her. But after a while I see she’s on a ‘lower level’ – the physical & there isn’t much there for him to relate to.

*{This OTHER WOMAN is my flesh – so many pictures of it, that he can see & responds to & one imagines he loves my flesh more than the metaphysical – but we will see at the end he loves me for the METAPYSICAL the most!}*

          There was also a small guy here or elsewhere, dressed for playing baseball, in their uniform, & this is vague & strange. He takes off his uniform & rolls it up & puts it on the floor by where the floor meets the wall – tucked away & then what, escapes me. He’s so small like a toddler, even smaller. Yet he’s a man, a fully developed body, just tiny.

*{This escapes me – need to think.  Could it be the child within this man? But then what?}*

          Now I walk into this large gallery & across from me in a booth is Jayne Mansfield sitting at a table, alone – is she reading something? She is IMPORTANT & I want to talk to her – rarely get the chance. I begin walking to her to interview her for something then glance at Noam Chomsky & see he is ALL ALONE. I must make a CHOICE – talk to her or him – she’s important, but he more so, so I sacrifice talking to her & go to him.

          *{Jayne Mansfield has got to be me, but I am SACRIFICING her. That could mean I sacrifice the physical part of me for the metaphysical, which is TRUE.}*

          Now’s my chance!

*{He being alone & ‘now’s my chance’ is significant. If this is ONE MAN means I have his attention. He is someone many people are clamoring for, want his attention, could be a big time editor/reviewer, manager of a magazine or newspaper. But now as in the previous scene, he is reading my PDF. And in a moment he will transmit something to me that is of a higher nature – spiritual, Godlike, supernatural & mental!}*

          Yes, I did see previously he loves me more than that female who was on the physical level.

          I go to him & it amazes me that he wants to KISS me, & it’s erotic.

          These are kisses such as I’ve never had before. It’s one after another, after another.

          His FACE & prominent TEETH remind me of the Doctor I met yesterday who counseled me about my heart. He’s like him.

          With the first kiss, it’s really close. Then he says ‘come closer.’ And another kiss, ‘come closer’. And another, & another. With each kiss I merge more & more into him – up to five times I’d say – until I can’t stand it any more & I say

          “OK, I can’t take any more” – so I stop it.

          Each kiss I seemed to somehow beam through or filter through his teeth. I did not see the doc’s teeth, but this guy it’s the most prominent feature of him. His face is lean like the Doc’s.

          These kisses were really INTENSE. And as he kissed me I knew he had CHOSEN me as his favorite person to love – no one else. I was special to him, it was a big deal to be chosen by this man! And I wasn’t even sure I’d be accepted in the beginning!

          *{This is an amazing business. This man is transmitting to me HIS UNDERSTANDING OF MYSELF, MY LIFE & MY ACTIVITIES! In a series of transmissions that come from WISDOM – a Gift of the Holy Spirit {teeth} - he give me MORE & MORE understanding, such as I did not have before to the degree that I am OVERWHELMED & can’t take it any more! He definitely loves me in God’s love, & what he has chosen me for remains to be seen, if it is a man such as I imagine.}*   End