3 dreams - TWO men Ascend!

 

5-23-25 Change my mind about helping earth people – Shall stick to Poor Souls 

I am home & now I fly through the air not too much above my street. It is NIGHT but yet I can see like daylight & the entire street is covered in soft snow & there is great fog, & I fly straight across many streets, like maybe a mile. I the come to a road, if I turn right which is a dim forest road {mystical, pleasant, brown clear path with trees close on both sides, it goes up a hill, the down}, but it’s LONG & I’m not sure if I can go to the very end of it & back in the time I have. Instead I turn left & when I do so I end up at a highway with a huge sky & a line of TOLL BOOTHS like 5 or so. And I don’t want to go through the toll, & I tell myself, this is where I stop & going back, so I go back.

MEANING:

*{The night before I made prayers, that I DO NOT want to extend my ministry to those on earth – not regularly {if it’s an emergency or urgent or God wills it OK, but not on a random, daily willy nilly basis the way it is with Purgatory.}

I said to God, look, in a ministry one is rewarded by the JOY one gets in ministering – even if there’s suffering on the part of the client & minister – the outcome is joyful as they are helped. But in the two latest experiences of living people, both were unpleasant to me. One, the man was not helped, & two the woman I had to help gave me a real unpleasant feeling & I was not nourished or made joyful {it was so vile to me I didn’t even record it}, & I have a CHOICE & since I do, let me help Purgatory for the most part, as usual, not people of the earth. My decision long ago was they of the earth can pray & get answers, they can do things to gain grace, while the souls in Purgatory are helpless & can do nothing for themselves So they are the most gratifying to assist as there isn’t any failure And I get the most peasant mystical joy when I contact them- there is never an rejection or refusal from them – a different feeling altogether.

So what I’m saying is recently I included the living in y prayers & had experiences of them I didn’t like – so now I’m backing off.

The TWO ROADS after I pass my own snow-covered foggy street – {this says I didn’t understand or forgotten - I was in darkness of the mind, forgetting the consequences of helping those of the earth – so it was night, but then I saw the Light, & it was foggy but I would soon see the two roads clearly.}

The road to the RIGHT {righteous road} that I did not go on is Purgatory – where I usually go. Then I turn to the earth & yes, it’s wide open sky, but it has TOLL BOOTHS. The toll booths are a PRICE I DON’T WANT TO PAY, lol.

So now I see clearly one ministry vs the other, & I decline the earthly one & remain with the Poor Souls.}*   {End}

5-24-25                 Two husbands – Mary Jane Helping etc –I marry two men & both ASCEND! Whoopee! 

Definitely helping men in Purgatory. I see wo husbands. The first has an average appearance – dependable sort. And why did I marry him when I’m so hard set against marrying anyone? It kind of bothers me, but then I think, what harm can he do?

Then here I am with a second husband, dressed in layers of black clothes & on the clothes is a blue marker, like you’d mark a cow or horse or sheep for something – I think I this case slaughter - & in his case death. I am close to him & kissing or making some kind of loving motions.

I see my late best friend, Mary Jane, at my outdoor faucet & I have a fancy car like an old fashioned 1930’s Roadster, sort of copper colored, & Mary is back here REPAIRING my vehicle. And I accidentally walk into the water & a muddy place & soil my right foot with its ‘ballerina’ back slipper.

MEANING:

*{ME: Definitely need help her, Mother God about the last part with the car.  The beginning is it’s the first time I ever dreamed of MARRYING souls in Purgatory & it’s a real good sign for them as I gave them total Union with me, which is the MOST Grace or Light I can give them. Does it mean they Ascended? I ask Mother God.

MG: That’s where the Roadster copper colored with Mary Jane attending comes in. It’s a terrific dream & I’m glad you finally decided to record it {after being to busy}. Yes, they both ascended. This is the first time Mary Jane has used you to help HER clients, - using our portal. She is ‘repairing’ the car or helping the vehicle that will get them to Heaven- vehicle like Elijah’s ‘Chariot of Fire’. Or ‘Chariot coming forth to carry me home.’

Your ballerina slipper, black, in the mud is you descended from your Heavenly sphere, united each of these guys to your soul, & got them up in this ‘chariot’ of fire so to speak. Copper is definitely similar to gold {Love} & also fire. And this fancy limo-Roadster is also showing that we go up in an exalted or luxurious fashion.

Mary Jane is turning on your faucet outside – her back is to you – because it’s YOUR portal, or Fountain of Grace.

The two men. The first is saying he’s og GOOD CHARACTER – a dependable person, not a great sinner or criminal. The second the blue mark {it was like this ^ pointing upward}, on his black clothing is he’s marked for death & Ascension. Perhaps he had a short Purgatory or no Purgatory at all – could be for both men. They have to be SPECIAL if I married them – the first ones from Purgatory ever!   {End} 

5-25-25   Strong Dream re NICK 

I was with Nick {late lover, now united to me in Mystical Marriage living his Purgatory within my domain – but he did & does get tiny glimpses of Heaven occasionally} & there’s a variety of scenes.

In one I’m in a building looking down at him in a courtyard, where he is chained to a spot {but not uncomfortable}, sitting & he has a cell phone in his hand endlessly talking. He looks pretty good. His outfit is unusual in that his penis is enclosed in a white sort of ‘codspiece’ but the rest of his clothes are darker. He’s in this spot, chained, as a punishment for something & it is for ‘two’ is it hours or days?

I somehow get hold of him to speak & say

“We could have been talking & talking during this time”.

In other words, I love him madly but he spent those “two”whatevers talking to others when we could have been having conversation.

            At another point he’s with a fw people & I’m on his right close to his bare arm & just to kiss his arm as I lie there means something to me. He isn’t even paying attention to me.

          Then the room changes into a kind o ‘tribunal’ or courtroom where his male friends sit in a circle facing us & I question each one, one at a time – but I only see the beginning - one man – the rest haven’t even sat down in the circle yet. And I say to the man,

“Do you think I’m too old, he’s too young?”

This guy has a mustache & beard & is not so young himself – he’s middle age, like 35 – yet he’s one of the inner circle. And to answer my question he says YES. But he’s uncertain, feels shaky in his answer.

          Then I am EVEN CLOSER to Nick, the closest I’ve been. Now he’s a cop or ex cop – not sure. He’s in a doorway I am right on top of his neck & face, which are inches from me. And he says,

“I ABANDONED you.”

          And I say,

          “What about now?”

          And he says,

          “This is ANOTHER DAY.”

          But I don’t get a STRAIGHT ANSWER how he feels now.

          MEANING:

          *{Yesterday I saw a video re a man who was a serial killer but also became a cop & it helped him snag female victims.

          ME: Mother God, I need help on this. The analysis isn’t obvious.

          MG: OK, it’s about Nick’s repentance of sorts. Yes, he’s living his Purgatory united to you. The CHAIN is his inability to be free - he is enjoined to you because of your mutual  love but at the same time, he cannot ascend to Heaven because he sinned – part of his sins were against you. So we’re addressing that now.

What was his sin against ou? You arrived in True Love & this love could have broke the chains he had on earth – his emotional scars & his addiction to drugs. He used the drugs to kill the pain he was in – but there was an alternative method. He could have gone into rehab & had a relationship with you that meant something {instead of using you from time to time for sex & emotional nourishment}- & IN TIME his emotional wounds would have been allayed.

But not only did he turn a deaf ear to you he hurt you horribly to the point you almost died of heart attacks.

So he refused the remedy God sent him through you & now he is CHAINED to the karma of his decisions & he is endlessly TALKING to those who not only CAN’T HELP HIM but are keeping him SICK.

His penis clothed in white – lol – is the only GOOD thing he did – He used his penis to make you happy – that is all – he did little to nothing else to maintain a decent relationship with you. He put all of himself into his drug partner & druggie circle of friends, who you’re questioning now.

Only ONE FRIEND remains. I sense it’s the athlete you wrote to begging for help to get him away from where he was, to talk to you & be with you.

He DENIED that Nick was addicted, that he’d ever been abused {he said he knew him since age ten, nothing of the sort happened} & ‘if he wanted to be with you he’d be with you. I won’t interfere.’

But right after Nick’s death he was repentant – you could see his reaction n the internet – he knew he’d been wrong.  And he’s the only one of the circle who admits he was wrong & is sorry. The rest ‘aren’t even there’, they aren’t sorry about anything.

As far as being ‘the cop’ this man was an emotional wreck & damaged in many ways. He took it out on others, torturing them, killing them. Nick now he admits how he hurt you & you ask what he feels now & he partially admits he was wrong but the repentance is not yet complete.

When he is completely repentant & of what he did to you that might be the end of his Purgatory & he can ascend into Heaven.

Before you were only kissing his arm but now you’re at his neck & face – you are CLOSER which shows he has repented somewhat & come closer to TRUTH/GOD. When we ADMIT what we did wrong & are SORRY, we get closer to God. Our sins are what blocks us from Her.

He died Aug 14, 2022. So it’s been approx. 2 years, 8  months, 3 weeks in prison so far.   {End}