Mary Says Continue Masses

 

Trials on Earth -Finally Purgatory 12-10-25 

I have NOT been saying the Holy Mass for about a week now. Why? ‘Been saying it steady for about a year & a half & felt like a break. I’ve been working on a better contact with the God within me – Sofija I call her, like my middle name which means wisdom -  asked her,

“Are you displeased or disappointed in me for not saying the Holy Mass lately?”

She said,

“Not at all. It was your idea to say the Holy Mass constantly – God did not tell you nor did I. You pressured yourself.”

I felt a great RELIEF at this answer. Yes – it’s me, mysef & I pressuring myself – all in my own will & head, I should not be afraid to miss it at times.

Nevertheless, I have not had the souls in Purgatory appearing to me each night as they usually do. As I lay in bed in between sleep this night I noticed, all my travels were outside. There was a sky. That means NOT Purgatory. But at the end of the night it changed. Yes, I’d been praying every day the right prayers {invoking all the Masses & Graces generated on earth for them} praying the rosary prayers {Our Mother, Hail Mary, Hail Holy Queen – others – hundreds of repeats} all night each time I awaken. Did none of that help the souls  I wondered?

 

          The Great War That Killed Most People

 

I was outside in huge hilly places, big sky, when a great war broke out & people were being killed all around me.  There was no place to go hide, or escape, it was just happening & there was nothing any of us could do.

Finally it ends. The open hills are bare of most people – it’s just myself & a few survivors standing around. The ones who did the killing are also here – I guess they’re all men & there isn’t any FEELING of violence or emotion, it’s just like matter of fact.

I finally get an answer – How many people were killed & how many survived?

Someone tells me 165 were killed & 6 survived. The ratio is immense.

I sense that somehow – don’t know how – even though they were firing into the people, they could avoid killing certain ones – us. I am puzzled as to how they did this, but here we are. We are CHOSEN to live. So very FEW of us were chosen to live, to do something, but what we are to do I don’t know.

MEANING:

*{Mother God this seems to be about people who are ‘spiritually dead’ therefore CANNOT GATHER & TRANSMIT GRACE - & by this less than 4 people out of a hundred are SPIRITUALLY ALIVE & therefore CAPABLE of doing God’s work. This work requires the SUPERNATURAL – the Holy Spirit. And here 6 out of 165 spiritually ALIVE means less than 4 out of 100.

I  knew the majority of people are unsaved & on the ‘broad highway to Hell’ – Jesus said ‘many go there’ & the Saints say more people go to Hell than not. But less than 4 out of 100 is astonishing & frightening. No wonder the word is such an evil place.

But this is reminding me of the necessity & importance of doing my work – as so few are even capable. Out of the less than 4 who are alive – how many minister to the poor souls?}*

 I Descend into the Underground – Finally in Purgatory

 Then I am underground on a mission. I’m supposed to help people – we all are. We work steadily. It’s like clinics for the underprivileged, the poorest of the poor. Like if you took everyone who can’t make a living – can’t function – they’re not well – they need help - both men & women.

 

*{obviously our poor souls. They can’t help themselves.}*

 

The women are served in a certain section – I believe I was there - & later on the women leave this area & the men enter. The area has many rooms including rest rooms where I seem to be going when at one point; I get caught in there when the men enter.

I feel UNSAFE in this male section like the guys here can be dangerous – they’re on a low level – they might bother me or even try to rape me.

I want to leave – I ask how did this happen? I go left & see a long room with tables with all kinds of fruits – including grapes, apples, oranges etc. {one man is sitting here at the head of a long table}in spite of the fact that this is desolate. A man who seems naked – tall & thin, pleasant - conducts me to turn right for the exit – I thank him.

 

*{This is a low section of Purgatory which I’m not supposed to be intimate with – all men. I do see Grace – the fruits on the table – being sent to them. And one that is  not as low helps me to find the exit – thank God.}*

 

There was a lady here earlier who told me

“You will have to quit your other job to work here.”

She meant the job I had in the outside world. I didn’t want to tell her I did not have to work – that made me sound privileged.

She wanted me to continue working here although it was not pleasant work - the need was great I did not want to turn her down & said

“OK let me have some applications.”

 

*{This lady is not identified. If it’s Our Holy Lady I’m in trouble – lol. I cannot disobey her. And I have not said a Holy Mass for about a week. This does scare me. But you see I do not turn her down. Earlier speaking with my God Self – Sofija – she was saying more or less it’s OPTIONAL – my idea to say the Masses. But this lady implies it is HER WISH that I work here – that I quit my job in the world to do this! I’m AFRAID to say ‘I don’t have to do this’ lol. So I acquiesce by saying to give me some applications. That’s a yes. My ‘day job’ must mean contact with the world. That I should absent myself from it & retain my hermit-like lifestyle. She is rather indirect & gives me a CHOICE. This does sound like Holy Mary; she has such a gentle touch. But does she not give the impression that she DESIRES my working here full time? Full time means every day & night & that again, implies the Holy Masses because only then do they appear to me most every night.

I recall man years ago - it was around 1980, she appeared to me & said she wanted me to go to the ‘bakery’ every day. I understood that to mean Holy Communion at the Church. And my response to that is I went EVERY DAY for THREE YEARS!}*

 

  I imagined myself being here for a while & rising up to head of management. It seemed likely, I being qualified. I see myself in that position & there’s some kind of small brown towel folded up near me.

The woman that was telling me about the job was bending over near me – we’re looking at documents or papers or some kind of work. She’d been active here before I came.

 

*{Someone – maybe my imagination – is saying I am highly qualified to do this kind of work & eventually I’ll be a managerial chief. The folded brown towel is what? It’s not throwing in the towel – then it would be RUMPLED. This is NEAT. BROWN is suffering. So this is saying I resign myself to this job although it requires some effort & I will be rewarded to a higher position spiritually.

The Holy Lady BENDING near me might show some humility – like God has so few friends, so few people doing this work – I am needed! Please don’t slack off!}*

 

I also recall a handsome young man in a light blue suit coming into one of our official rooms & squatting down. He was facing away from me – didn’t see me. And was someone in the office waiting on him? No – just a dark wall! I could see he was unhappy, needed help, seemed to be frowning.

 

*{OK here is my next client. His being HANDSOME means he;s close to Ascension – close enough for me to buckle down & help - like when Farah Fawcett appeared to me she was beautiful & it didn’t take long to get her out.

He’s not facing me why? He’s facing the front of one of the offices because I have NOT REACHED HIM! {And there is NO ONE THERE – just a wall or closed wooden windows he’s facing! This cries out there are so few workers he isn’t being helped & yet he’s close to Ascension!} – could be my lack of saying Masses – maybe they would have been for him! I will address him & send the Power. His blue suit is obviously sorrow, ditto his frown.  He must have my Masses – prayers aren’t strong enough!

And squatting could mean no chair - no hospitality. This room where he is hoping to get help has no FURNITURE – which means COMFORTS.

MEANING:

*{If this is not a message to continue the Masses I don’t know what is. Holy cow the Virgin herself asks me to go for it! Sofija, you have been OUT RANKED! It isn’t optional – it’s HER WISH! Her wish is my command!

The dream underscores how few people God has to do Her work. And Holy Mary bends to me – yiikes – God is desperate for workers!

I am shown some of the sufferings so bad I am not to go there. {the men looked terrible!} But God has presented a young man not far from Ascension – go to it girl – say Masses for him!

I am calibrated & I thank God for it. Onward & upward.  {End}