RASA: FOOD FOR SOULS BY HER “DEATH”. AND SHE COMES BACK TO LIFE JUST AS JESUS DID.
(‘Like’ Jesus in terms of
similarity, not saying ‘as great’ as He.)
I had two dreams in particular
that explain this phenomenon, which I have never experienced as I have never
physically died before. Yes, I have seen
God “face to face” but I more alive than being on earth. This time I literally, physically died and
“went to the other side,” but I have no memory of tunnels or people like
relatives “waiting for me”, just dreams which explained what had happened. I will try and cut them short as they are
long and tedious and I don’t have the patience or time to write it all out.
GOD ACCEPTS MY DEATH THE SAME
AS THAT OF JESUS’. GOD TURNS MY “BODY
AND BLOOD” INTO A “EUCHARIST” OR SPIRITUAL FOOD FOR SOULS-- WHERE IT’S GIVEN TO
THOUSANDS OF SOULS IN PURGATORY TO ASCEND INTO HEAVEN.
In this dream/vision I was
called to perform. First I was told to
do a comedy act. I did it but then
searched for the door for the strippers as I had to change into what I really
do.
*(PERFORM: An activity, sometimes public, where one does
something, in this case, for the benefit of others. In other dreams it might mean for one’s own
benefit, but when you perform ‘on stage’ it means for others.
COMEDY
ACT, FIRST: In this dream, it means ‘laugh,
smile, be happy, even though you die. It’s
for the benefit of others.
DOOR FOR STRIPPERS: It says in this dream ‘what I specialize in’--&
what would that be?--my ministry to Purgatory.
Yes, I am a dancer, the ‘Stripper for God,’ I gave many sermons before I
danced, counseled men between shows, & spoke of God to the media, but
compared to this, it’s a small number of people. The great number of people I minister to ARE
THE DEAD.)*
There were two audiences in
this club. On the stage you could turn
one way or the other. On one side were
about fifty people, on the other, many thousands, and the audience were a few
feet down.
*(AUDIENCE,
50 PEOPLE VS THOUSANDS: On earth I am
reaching scant few during this time, in this dream, but in Purgatory I am by
this action or ‘performance’ reaching thousands. It refers to my heart attack, quickie death
& resurrection or return.)*
After
I danced to the small audience I walked down to the lower, and I am not wearing
the black sequin gown I saw in my arms, it’s a beautiful light blue diaphanous
one – it flows to the floor.
*(DRESS,
BLACK SEQUINS AT FIRST, NOW WEAR A DIAPHAOUS LIGHT BLUE: The black sequins say ‘you died, it’s your
funeral. But now you appear in the
beauty of God – light blue is a spiritual color associated with Our Blessed
Mother.)*
I
“parade” in front of this huge audience who are on my right, and I show off my
right breast. Under my breast I am
holding a small white table top. On top
of my breast hangs a necklace which is just one oval, white pearls in the
middle and light green or mint pearls around it.
*(NECKLACE,
OVAL, WHITE PEARLS IN MIDDLE, LIGHT GREEN AROUND, ON MY BREAST: Jewels are Gifts, Graces, Awards &
Anointings. I am here displaying some
sort of gift which is associated with WISDOM & LOVE as pearls are wisdom,
& it’s on my breast, which means love.
I am showing my love/grace to these souls – transmitting it to them,
they are seeing it & presumably receiving the goodness of this grace.
*(TABLE, SMALL WHITE UNDER BREAST: An altar like an altar for the Holy
Mass. My life due to love is sacrificed
for others.)*
I see one female looking at me in wonder, her eyebrows
up and her mouth open like “wow.”
*(WOW-FEMALE LOOKING IN WONDER: A female soul in Purgatory is entranced by
what she sees & receives in this grace.
Perhaps she is a symbol for them all.)*
MEANING:
Prior to this I was carrying the black sequin gown and
accessories. This represents MY FUNERAL
or DEATH. I “died” from multiple heart
attacks according to this.
{In real life indeed I went to the hospital &
after many exams they found I had several heart attacks but did not know how
many—they told me they try to figure by the enzymes in the blood, but it’s not
an ‘exact science.’ My opinion, out of
the fifteen ‘extreme anxiety attacks’ I had five of them were actually the
heart.”}
I appear to one audience on
one side – the earth – but now I have turned to “the other side” which is “a
few feet lower” or Souls in Purgatory, their bodies being “a few feet under
ground.”
My breast I am showing off
represents MY LOVE. I died “out of Love”
the way Jesus did. Had Jesus’ not died
out of love, his crucifixion would have been like any other normal death – but
it was SACRED, a great martyrdom (even though he was taken out of the tomb
three days later, revived and healed according to the BBC documentary, ‘Jesus
in Kashmir’.)
The table top – white – under
my breast signifies ALTAR. The oval
jewel on top of breast says, “this is a Sacrament...- a Eucharist, your
Sacred “Body and Blood” or the grace
thereof, you are showing to these many souls, and they are being helped by
this. They are in wonderment at what you
have done. You have died for love and
they benefited.
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2 16 17 I DIE IN THE ARMS OF JESUS!!!!!
DREAM POPE PIUS XII (HE
REPRESENTS OUR LORD, THE POPE IS SEEN AS “CHRIST ON EARTH”)
It’s a tradition in my family
that when we dream of the Pope, someone is about to die or in this case, has
died. (We dread such dreams.)
The DREAM
(There is a rock in my
kitchen that I found – highly unusual. It’s round with a circumference of 8.5”
and has what I call “hieroglyphics” all over it. It’s like a “message.” The
color is mottled dark brown with medium brown. This rock will be mentioned)
I am in a place in a balcony
where Pope Pius XII is sitting on some kind of chair and below him are thousands
of people who admire him.
*(POPE
PIUS XII IN A CHAIR HIGH UP: He stands
in for Jesus – It’s ‘The chair of Peter’-- This will be to fulfill a promise
Jesus made to me in Jan 1978—‘I promise that you will die in my arms.’
BALCONY: Pedestal, place where one is seen.
BELOW
HIM THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE WHO ADMIRE HIM:
Both he & Jesus himself whom he represents are greatly admired.)*
I’m in this balcony near him, later I see my
Mom and brother seated next to each other right at the edge, with the Pope
maybe ten feet beyond on a sort of “stage”.
They are in dim light, as it would be in a movie theater, the audience
is darkened, the stage is lit. The Pope is in a very bright light as he’s the
center of attraction; the “spotlight” is on him.
*(MOM & BROTHER WATCHING FROM DIM LIGHT
NEAR THE POPE: These two were my enemies
in life but they made it to Heaven. For
some reason God has permitted them to be present at my death – it says they are
‘on the edge’ near him.
ON
THE EDGE: In this dream could mean they
are on the ‘outskirts’ of Heaven or on its margins not in a high place like the
saints—or else it could mean they were on edge about my moving toward death
& dying, probably the former, not the latter—as I don’t think they were
concerned about me.
My question to MomGod: Mother these two were the bane of my
youth. Both were cruel & cold
hearted—bro was this way mostly because Mom wanted him to. Why on earth are they there at my death &
why are they the only ones? I mean I
have my grandmother & my Dad who loved me could have been there. I sort of resent their presence here at this
Sacred time.
MomGod: It was because they did not love you God put
them there & made them watch the Holy Reception you received from Jesus. They wanted to believe you had no value &
led others to believe so, but here they were shown your great spiritual
development, that you died in the arms of Jesus--& there could be no
greater death. This informed, &
corrected their sick concept of you, it educated them, it might have shamed
them.)*
The
Pope had BREAD IN HIS HANDS and he fumbles it or drops it and I jump to his
area to help, (as it’s really bad to drop bread, it’s like the Eucharist). The
bread turns into the rock/ball I described and it falls kind of behind the
Pope.
*(BREAD
IN HIS HANDS, fumbles it & drops it:
This is my body which falls & dies, as if by the hands of Jesus. It’s compared to the Eucharist in this dream.
ROCK/BALL WITH HIEROGLYPHICS: This is my body which has been marked /
anointed by God, it’s like a message written on my body. The message could say ‘she works for God, she’s
sent by God, this is her message, etc.’)*
In
my attempt – I have no idea how this happened – I stumble on top of the Pope,
so like he’s embracing me and I am kind of in his lap. He is surprised, so am
I. It’s like I’m sharing the spotlight with him with all those people observing
me. It’s highly unusual and somehow it has to do with the role of women, that
women are not supposed to be “in the lap” of the Pope so close to him or
sharing his seat and yes it has to be, somehow God allowed it to happen. It
implies or declares union or commonality with him, his acceptance of me and
therefore women.
*(LAP,
IN HIS LAP: There are multiple meanings
here. First, I am ONE with Our Lord, ‘No
longer I live, but Christ in me. I am in
the great light or spiritual height He is in, & we’re both surprised.
ROLE
OF WOMEN: It has to do also with my
message or mission, the role of women, female empowerment, & God’s will to
bring back worship of Mother God & Matriarchy.
ACCEPTANCE
OF WOMEN: It could also have to do with
the fact that Jesus himself ordained me as a Priest to show that he wants
females in the priesthood. I have at
this time said many Masses for Souls, privately.)*
When
I “fell” into his lap I stumbled, it was not on purpose. It’s like I “share his
glory” and I did not mean to do that, was just trying to help as he dropped the
bread.
*(FELL
INTO HIS LAP, NOT ON PURPOSE: This
excuses me from vainglory or pride. I
was trying to do God’s work, not trying to share his glory – it was He, Jesus,
who gave me his glory for trying to help.)*
So I
move away from this stage, go past where Mom and brother are, and someone calls
me “back” into the “dim” light where they are in and past through the balcony I
guess to the exit. I am in amazement as Mom and bro have no inkling or
awareness of my significance or the role I played, which this dream explains.
They still think of me as a “nobody.”
*(DIM
LIGHT, MOM & BRO IN IT: They made it
to Heaven but in a lower part, they are not great celestial beings or saints.
It
was explained earlier – they wanted to have a low opinion of me, they did not
respect me. They were apparently forced
by God to be present at the Glory God gave me.
They might have kept their ideas or feelings for another moment, but
this would clear up fast.
EXIT,
MY EXIT: I leave the underworld of death
& the Glory of Heaven & head back to earth. It’s not my time.)*
MEANING
I
was baffled and it took me a long time to get this dream, as it is so
unbelievable.
“I
promise you that you will die in my arms”
Jesus
said to me in Jan., 1978 the night of our “betrothal” where he gave me three
rings.
This
was when I asked him,
“Promise
me that I will not die without paying for my sins.”
“Dropping
the ball” is the end of something, as when the ball drops in Times Square at the end of the old year, beginning of new. This
ball is like a person, it signifies me, and there is a message,
“Rasa,
the Pope of your childhood, this Pope, has ‘dropped’ you or signifies your life
has ended but a new one is beginning.
Jesus
is receiving you into his lap, his arms, on his Throne (the Pope stands in his
stead, all Catholics are taught that), in the LIGHT OF GLORY and all these many
Souls in Purgatory (the audience below) are receiving the benefits of your
death and resurrection. You are the Holy Communion to them.
When
I leave this spot and go backward, I am leaving behind Mom and brother. They
are in Heaven together as I predicted many years ago – he would join her, she
loved only him and awaited him.
But
they are not in a “great light” as I just died in, very bright Light of Glory.
I
was confused about this and God told me,
“Where
they are is dim compared to where you have reached in Heaven. The light is all
relative. You reached the Light of the great saints.....this is Jesus – the
Holy Father is his symbol, letting you know “this is death” (as to the
tradition we always dream of the Pope at a family death.)
Now
your death is over and you return to the “dim light” where these relatives are
and back to earth. The earth is not “glory.” The spotlight was the “Glory” of a
great height in Heaven.
Thank
you God, for all this.
I
might meditate further and give more thoughts later on. This is deep.
Guru
Rasa, shared 4 13 17
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