3-23-20-the DOCTOR & OLD
MAN VOMITS-WACCABUC
Two STRONG/CLEAR dreams. Amazing that I can dream this well
when after I do all my work, I watch TV now for hours & it no longer
CLUTTERS my mind.
Dream: the DOCTOR:
It was the middle of the night, in my upper back yard, more
toward the back road,---feeling a type of whimsical bliss, so happy being alone—seem
to be looking up I see an airplane in the sky getting ready to land in my
yard. I suddenly remember, it’s the
DOCTOR I called I wanted to see! But now
I have changed my mind – don’t want to see him or anyone.
*(DOCTOR: Is ‘Doctor
Feelgood,’ the lover Laren. I know this
from studying the entire dream, not at first.
MIDDLE
OF THE NIGHT: Breaking through a
darkness of understand, getting a revelation.)*
And so I wave him off like,
“Changed my mind – please go away.”
*(UPSETS HIM, WANTS TO SEE ME: Notice how happy I am alone, but he
isn’t. He wants to see me & is upset
I don’t want to see him. ‘Doctor, I reached out to you before, but now I don’t
need you’ – but he needs me.)*
This upsets him greatly & he wants to land & see
me. My hand waving has the power to move
his plane, accidentally I wave him over to my broken-down shed by the creek,
the side of the shed next to the path to the house – the shed is about 40’ from
the house on the lower yard, & his plane crashes there & a bit of an
explosion – fire - & the shed catches on fire!
*(SHED: Shed is
broken down, contains junk & clutter.
No longer has anything I need.
This sounds like OUR RELATIONSHIP AS IT WAS –ghastly. He related to me only to HURT ME. He would ‘make love’ to me when he felt like
it, refuse to give me his phone, would never call me, just tap on my shoulder
when he saw me. Would praise his new
live-in on social media {not sincerely, he uses her also} & never told me
he loved me any more. It became more
painful than joyful over the years. I
knew I was breaking my own rule ‘No sex until the relationship’ & he knew I
was TOO WEAK TO RESIST, LOVED HIM TOO MUCH IN THE FLESH. But I got closer to my MomGod within &
that freed me, so now Dr. Feelgood needs me more than I need him.)*
Nothing happens to the doc, he is fine, he got out & I
join him in the shed. The fire is
burning slowly on the edge of the shed, he stoops down to go through my things,
to sort them out & remove them before they burn up.
I go to him & as I enter I call,
“Kitty-kitty”
in case there are any cats hiding in the shed – but I know
there aren’t—it was a precaution.
*(PRECAUTION CALLING KITTIES: These are inner senses, as most animals have
some superior senses to us. I am asking
the inner self if there is any danger here of something meaningful being
destroyed – there isn’t.
In other words, I have stopped doing sex with Laren because
he’s not given me a relationship – he’s been ghastly. No relationship--no sex was my rule. When I broke it he got sex & I got hurt.
So now I am saying is there anything I need to receive or
get out of having sex with him again?
Should I have sex with him again even though there’s no
relationship? The answer is NO.)*
As he goes through the stuff here I tell the doc,
“Don’t worry, I have removed all the things that were
needed from this shed – the rest of this can perish.”
*(WHAT
WAS NEEDED REMOVED: There is nothing in
the sex-only relationship that is needed.
All that was good in this liaison has been removed, nothing left to hold
onto. Let it burn up, be destroyed.)*
But my male friend in a few moments find some things that
have not burned up or will not as they are on the edges or margins of this shed
somewhere – ancient rug runners, ordinary things. He’s helping & he’ll take this stuff to a
bonfire & destroy it – we’re making a clean sweep!
*(MALE
HELPER: Could be a guardian angel—I have
three. He is helping remove the ‘fringe
residual energy’s’ or other clutter, junk, that lingers IN MY MIND OR PSYCHE
pertaining to this.)*
The doc reminds me or makes me think of the dentist, whose
appt with me was cancelled due to the ‘pandemic.’ He really wanted to see me, & this doc
was extremely upset when I wanted to wave him off.
*(DOC UPSET:
This again confirms Laren is upset for not seeing me, perhaps because neither
of us can go downtown & hook up, possibly he’s suffering from the
‘pandemic’ rules. But it does not bother
me, I am free, he is not.
I’ve
been told for years by my inner voice & channelers, ‘He will come to you
when he hits rock bottom.’ Apparently my
absence, plus the rules of the pandemic, plus going bankrupt have brought him
to his knees.)*
………………………………………………………
The OLD MAN WHO EATS THREE
MEALS, LIES ON HIS BACK ON A RAFT ON THE EDGE OF THE WATER, THE WATER RISES,
HIS MOUTH IS OPEN & WATER BEGINS TO ENTER.
I KNOW HE MIGHT DROWN. I CLIMB
OFF MY TREE & SAVE HIM.
I am with this man I later realize is old. We are by a small lake on a pleasure trip and
cross to the other side, in a raft I see later.
*(OLD MAN: Once
again, the same lover, Laren. {Husband,
Wife are ‘old man, old lady’} In my dreams often I have ‘parallel dreams’ which
tell the story I want to know from more than one perspective.
RAFT: Something that
enables you to get somewhere, a vehicle, a ‘life raft’ that keeps you
AFLOAT. Being ‘afloat’ sometimes refers
to finances, ‘this extra job kept us afloat.’)*
There I find a tree with many trunks. I climb it, making sure I get off this one
trunk that is unstable. I actually pull
it away from the tree & let it fall – it’s rubbery, kind of big, you would
not expect it to be unstable. Had I hung
onto it I would have fallen with it. I’m
on a good branch now, way up, maybe 20’.
*(UP A TREE: This is
about some hard times, being ‘up’ including up a tree is usually hardship or
suffering. This might refer to MY
FINANCES because one way or one branch {path, action} WAS LIKE RUBBER – rubber
means ‘bounced check’—I avoided some financial shrinking, kept half my money out of the stock market
& kept it safe—So I am good during this drop.)*
I look down at my friend who is lying on his back on our
raft which is right at the edge of the water.
He’s fallen asleep with his mouth open.
The raft has food here & there.
The animals, seeing him not conscious, have taken advantage & are
all over the raft – raccoons & other medium, not dangerous, but all hungry
animals all over the raft rummaging the food.
*(ON HIS BACK, ASLEEP:
Helpless, unaware. {on your back means submissive or helpless} This refers to financial as I see where this
dream is going.
MOUTH OPEN: This is
needing to be fed (like the baby bird), nourished or sustained.
WATER COMES UP, FILLING HIS MOUTH: Instead of sustenance he’s getting ruin. Water means many things, in this scene it is
ruin & might destroy him. When water
causes FLOOD or DROWNING it’s not the grace of the Holy Spirit, its disaster,
often associated with loss of resources.
Floods destroy crops, property & lives. Drowning takes away your life.
Water
is like AIR. Air can be beautiful, but
it can be a hurricane or tornado & destroy.
Sun can be a delight, but it can burn up vegetation or give cancer.
ANIMALS
RUMMAGING FOOD WHILE HE SLEEPS: MomGod,
I am stumped. Animals mean inner senses
usually. How is his ‘food’ or resources
being rummaged while he is asleep or unaware?
She:
He is not aware of what’s going on in the world regarding the govt use
of the Pandemic to send people into poverty.
Most people see society in a subjective, myopic way, their own limited
human experience. But knowledge is
power, so if you understand what is being done you aren’t confused.)*
Then I see the water has risen, & as small waves
appear, it goes into his mouth. At this
rate, if he doesn’t wake up he’ll drown.
I quickly get down from the tree, rush over to him, sit him up & as
he sits up he vomits again & again, at least three times, & the quantity
is huge – like 3 big meals.
*(WATER RISES: Danger
to resources, water causes floods, damage to property & life.
SMALL WAVES: Small
problems or events that are negative, ‘don’t make waves,’ here even small
things can drown him—like minor bills when he has no money.
IF HE DOESN’T WAKE UP:
If he doesn’t become aware he will perish.
WATER GOES INTO HIS MOUTH:
He is in danger of financial breakdown or bankruptcy.
SIT HIM UP {AWAKEN HIM ALSO} & HE VOMITS: Vomiting is getting rid of something or
having a revulsion to something that makes you vomit—a horrible taste, smell,
reality or sight can make you upchuck.
What I show him – the truth– is repulsive to him but saves him.
Me: MomGod, what
saves him if I tell him the truth about the govt doing this on purpose?
She: He might give
up waiting on those around him for help & come to you. He knows scant few people who even if they
could, would truly help him. His friends
are mostly in the same boat. When half
the world is perishing you cannot expect the non-perishing half to save
them. They will help a few. But even in families, now that people are
losing their jobs they go to relatives for help & the relatives say ‘I have
my own problems.’ These are the
situations he’s surrounded by. Many of
his friends have no jobs, or else low paying ones. Many have lost their jobs due to so many venues
being closed—hair salons, gyms, nail places, theaters, bars, restaurants,
churches, yoga centers, etc. This is a
recipe for the poor to get poorer while the rich gain control. He has to see the big picture, it isn’t going
to go away fast.)*
The first two vomits are like mashed potatoes, a huge
amount, the third vomit is like chop suey, a whole plate full. When did he eat all this? He must have been starving.
*(FIRST TWO VOMITS LIKE MASHED POTATOES: Stumped again MomGod. Any ideas?
She: This happens in
three increments. Think that way. First vomit is the big amount of something
like mashed potatoes. This is bad stuff
happening financially. It could be the spouse he is with—the place where she
worked is shut down.
The symbol of ‘like mashed potatoes’ –
potatoes are a STAPLE, a basic like ‘meat & potatoes.’ It’s COMFORT FOOD & something one depends
on, like the Irish once depended on their potato crop & when the blight
made it fail, they experienced ruin.
Losing one’s ‘meat & potatoes’ is ruin.
The second vomit could be them reaching for money
elsewhere--some other disappointment, failure or reversal. Could be welfare, unemployment, another job,
seeking loans or help from relatives & friends. The third thing,
CHOP SUEY: Sounds
like ‘chopped’ which means eliminated.
There’s a TV show called ‘Chopped’ where chefs fail with their dishes
& get eliminated. This could mean BEING
FIRED or prevented from working. It
could be her situation or his or both, you can only guess but it’s a bad
omen.)*
We then return to the other side & the movements of the
water have made his vomited food float over here – the animals have followed
the food & want to consume it. It
isn’t disgusting as it wasn’t even digested, it’s edible to them.
*(FOOD FLOATS HERE, ANIMALS FOLLOW IT: Again the animals are the senses pointing us
to something. The food is resources or
possibility of gaining money. It COMES
BACK TO US; it is still edible or viable.
THE OTHER SIDE, RETURN TO IT: This refers to him & me. He left me – he went to the other side of the
lake, he chose to be with another female.
The ‘pandemic’ came about, we both found concern but he faced TOTAL
RUIN, BANKRUPTCY.
And
so, he returns to WHERE WE STARTED, WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER, in this dream we are
on a pleasure trip but then cross the water to the other side – which leads to
failure. With me, the resources that
were a calamity RETURN TO HIM as I have enough money for everything.)*
We then go into the building by the water. It seems we have been at a ‘resort’ or
‘vacation.’ But I did not enter the
building until now.
When I do, it is a neat school room, not huge, average
size, rows of small dark desks for about twenty young people {don’t see many
kids, 5 or 6 right now}– the walls are painted light blue. A teacher in front
speaks to me.
*(SCHOOL ROOM: Lessons we must learn before we find
happiness.
SMALL DARK DESKS:
Dark, depressing or dreary experiences we must have before we learn.
DESKS NOT ALL OCCUPIED OUT OF 20, 5-6 STUDENTS: Only a fraction of people, one out of four,
might learn their lessons which lead to success.)*
The teacher says to me,
“This used to be A GREAT MANSION.”
*(USED TO BE A GREAT MANSION: I will
describe the mansion as bliss. At one
time, Laren & I were in bliss. But
things went wrong & we lost it.)*
{Ah, I think, just as I SUSPECTED—this used to be the
Victorian mansion of Waccabuc!}
*(MANSION IN WACCABUC:
Forebodes having all a person wants; happiness.)*
This school room is modest & not big – unlike the
premises long ago. It’s like an
‘anteroom/foyer’ to the mansion, a small first floor you go through before you
see the beauty above, with the bliss it brings.
Then I say to everyone,
“Oh yes, I thought this was the old mansion in
Waccabuc. I used to go there in summers
as a child.
My aunt & uncle were the caretakers of the place – he
took care of the grounds, she took care of the house & two boys.
A & U had the entire THIRD FLOOR to live in. It was furnished with EXQUISITE contemporary
furniture of a light beige color, in the best taste. It had a round wall with windows lining it
& a balcony.
The rest of the house was furnished traditional, perhaps
Victorian & other elegant old-fashioned furniture. It had EIGHT BEDROOMS & four baths– the
hallway walls decorated with wild boars in the woods {which I gazed at a lot}. There was a library with books, a grand
piano, & the most INCREDIBLE LAUNDRY.
The laundry room, {this was 1952-53-54} had not one washer & dryer,
but two washers, two dryers, which in those days were exorbitantly
expensive. The room was huge, neat, with
a wooden floor - you had plenty of space to hang up delicates.
They had horses which my uncle tended, even shoed them.”
I explain all these details to the teacher & class
& then tell them I’m going into the house now to look around, to see how
it’s changed. I tell them Waccabuc was
heaven to me & I feel that heavenly feeling now being here again.
*(WACCABUC MANSION, THE DESCRIPTION:
What I am explaining is the happiness I had in this place, which
parallels the bliss I had when I was with Laren.
All that I describe gives me joy. This means that Laren & I have returned
to our original relationship, from long ago, when it was blissful. We entered through the portal of ‘school of
hard knocks,’ our lessons bore fruit.
We are in Waccabuc—joy, bliss, happiness. We are together again. This is a prediction.
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