Jesus @ my feet!

           1-14-25 In my dreams beautiful & sexy mean SPIRITUAL

          I am working hard & Tom Selleck is here {symbol of Jesus Christ in his greatest sacrificial love – this symbolism started with my Divine Interior Stigmata}

          He’s promised me that when I get done with this work he’s going to take some Polaroids with me. This means a lot to me, I am eager.

          So I’m finally done working & get ready for the images, but he says he’s in a hurry & must go immediately, can’t wait to take them! I’m so upset that it’s like death – I say does anyone know where I can get a long sharp knife to kill myself?

          I argue & argue with him re this. I tell my daughter a few things, she’s here. So who’s the dreamer? Gotta’ be my Soul – my God Self. I notice that I look not so great. Ordinary clothes, my hair is sort of pinned down on my head, not combed well, some pieces sticking out.

          The last straw is we’re in this hallway & a fat voluptuous girl with dark skin is to his right, they’re both faced toward me. She is good looking with a shapely body, large breasts & curvy full lips - & he KISSES her!

          I’m outraged & cry out she didn’t even ASK him to kiss her!

          Then I see he HAS TIME to linger with me, he just didn’t want to – it was an excuse, as he had time to kiss this lady!

          I think go into this hallway & I am now completely naked. And I find a lipstick – Yes, I had not had time to put on my lipstick, was calling to my daughter to get me it but someone didn’t have it. So I see a lipstick tube & pop it out & the color is a shade of blue, very thick lipstick with sort of ‘cracks’ in it like soft cracked mud, & I slather it onto y lips.

          Then I find this STRING, like STRIPS of it with pieces of strings closely knit all running off it. I take strips of it & cover my nude body, strips over my breasts, over my stomach, hips, legs, my whole body is covered by these strips – quite interesting like I had a dress made of all tassels.

          I call my daughter to get the Polaroid camera, hoping he’ll take pics with me now.

          But when he sees me I am amazed. He falls to my feet & kneeling before me, adores me! I got more than what I wanted!

          MEANING:

          *{This is without a doubt, yesterday I was collecting clothes for Good Will & found two items that I have kept for you’ll never believe how long – sixty years! They are two custom made capes made of pure expensive wool, one is cashmere, both lined with expensive satin.  They are thick & heavy, the smaller cape was made for a girl making her First Holy Communion – Vivian V, who last year DIED & I helped her out of Purgatory! This cape is bright red & cashmere. The other cape is brown, for myself, like Our Lady of Mt. Carmel.

          I wore the cape probably a dozen times, Vivian wore her cape only ONCE & when they moved to Puerto Rico, her Mom returned the cape to me.

          These two items have so much meaning & memory for me I was loath to give them up. But now I was determined to clean out my closet & remove all that I don’t use, no matter how expensive it was.  I have a suit from Christian Dior, still has the price tags on it for FIFTY YEARS & why I did not give it away? I have other items like that I will soon divest myself of. {Just the last 2 days filled 9 large garbage bags with clothes for charity & in the last two years, gave around 20 such bags to them – my business has caused great clothes accumulation!}

          I decided to give away those two capes, finally. But when I went to get them I was dismayed as the RATS had chewed up a turquoise-green marabou negligee next to these capes, & the feathers, thousands of tiny ones, were all over the capes, especially the hoods!

          Luckily, I had a big roll of wide scotch tape, & I used up the entire roll removing these feathers off the capes before putting them into the bags! It was a job, let me tell you, but I got them all off taking about 15 minutes each cape.

          Now this dream explains the SPIRITUAL RESULT of what took place. I wanted UNION with Our Lord in the Highest manner – the self sacrificing kind, but was unable to find it. He makes an excuse why not, I am devastated but I see him KISSING anther female so I see obviously his excuse was just that – he had time – but I wasn’t worthy of the Polaroid.

          The female he kisses, being as described, means she was doing something in PURE & PERFECT CHARITY so she deserved his attention! So I see I am the problem, not that Tom/Our Lord actually had to go!

          But now it shows me symbolically, being NAKED {naked before God is no impediment, no veil- means I have no ulterior motive in what I did, it’s pure charity}} & taking these STRIPS like tassels & gluing them all over my body, layer by layer This is what I had to do with the capes. This act of self sacrifice – giving up the capes - & then CLEANING THEM with the sticky tape – was so PLEASING to Tom/Our Lord that He does MORE than take a Polaroid with me – he kneels at my feet adoring me! This is a form of WORSHP so it mean Jesus & I BECAME ONE on this occasion! In other words, strange as you may think, when I WORSHIP HIM in True Love, he conversely worships me!

The symbol of the thick blue LIPSTICK? It might represent A KISS? As Jesus kisses her, now I kiss him? I know it’s far fetched, but I can’t think of anything better.  {End}