Success-Many Dreams

 1-4-25    Tremendous Arnold Dream – Two venues it seems have promoted my new book – “Whisperer”

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Yesterday & today {almost 1k today so far!} the views on my blog have skyrocketed due to no action on my part. I suspect someone somewhere has put a review of my book but who & where?

The incredible dream of ARNOD says there is some HUGE success.

I appear some place in public with Arnold. He ACCEPTS me in terms of love is the feeling. I put my arms around him & we hold one another in an embrace, mostly me holding him, but he accepts it. He’s young & full bodied & attractive. We stand this way for a LONG time & people walk by & see us. One lady is the closest companion of his wife & I know she’ll tell the wife, but Arnold doesn’t seem worried – like it’s INEVITABLE. This lady is wearing a hat, like they did in the 50’s – she’s petite, old, holds some sort of position like ‘maid of honor’ & strangely, seems to have something to do with the Fire House {vague} – lol. She has blue in her clothing.

As I hold him I see my stomach going in & out in very deep, somnambulant breaths like I am in the deepest sleep. He’s wearing light clothing, some soft yellow, maybe white. This lasts forever – lol.

Later I approach him again this time he’s old – like 70 - & wearing black pants & maybe a white t-shirt. I embrace him again, his face is kind of pale, old, but this lasts a short time. It’s not as ecstatic as the first time.

*{This sounds like someone has accepted my book for a review or article. Have no idea who or what. The first one is significant, like Big Time. The second is good, but not as big

Details: Why is that little lady – best friend of his wife, coming by? It’s easy to get LITERAL like what if the man ‘promoting’ my book is married & his wife might not like that the subject is me, but he’s thinking – so she doesn’t like it, but I’m doing it anyway.

His clothing, appearance is young, healthy, big, strong. This would be the VENUE. Maybe I should check Rolling Stone.

The second is OLDER, more conservative venue. Harpers? The New Yorker? Either the venue is not as much readership or they gave me less coverage. Pale here is the opposite of ‘sanguine.’ Sanguine would be EAGER like ‘red blooded.’ And the black pants see to be a wipeout, death, funeral, nothing there type of thing. This might mean the review or article is not as good as the first one. Could be less space or disapproving of the book, the back pants seem  like ‘no sex’ so that might mean disapproval or a harsh review. But there is no bad publicity, lol, the book gets attention either way – it means success.}*

 

Prayed to St Charbel 1-3-25  

          Spoke to him about getting Souls out of Purgatory. ‘Use my portal’ I said – as Saints have to use the portals of living persons to go there & liberate souls. I think this vision came from him: I saw so clearly, a person living in dire circumstances in front of their terrible shack. The shack was made of a hodge podge of materials, the way a homeless person with no resources would slap together. Like a garbage dump, junk one finds. And the person is in rags. After I see the first one we go down the line & I see many, similar but different shacks & rags.

          Just now asked him why God gave me this ministry & he said my love for them.     

         

1-2-25   I’m at the Post Office 

 & the Manager, at the end, has an UNEXPECTED tiny celebration in honor of New Year. He pulls out a bottle – is it champagne? Gets one or more glasses, he’s like kneeling before this little table - & he gives me a plain glass with this beverage & I drink it. It’s citrusy. What is noted here is it was not expected, never had a celebration at the PO before!

          *{This is a message, probably from Guthrie, changing the date & time of my appt much more convenient – hurrah. Also got good results from my blood test.}* 

12-31-24- Churches-Special Man-souls in Purgatory 

          I’ve been suffering pretty badly since a few days before Xmas & just TODAY the spell LIFTED & I understood that my suffering was to help the Souls! I did not have a clue while it was going on. God did something to make me miserable – depression, anxiety, just fell to a low point. And God allowed Mrs X’s demon to assault me, it was a demon of demoralization – that I am worthless. Lost all my inspiration & the ability to work & get things done. I could not even write own the dreams that I knew were about Purgatory.

          OK, last night I am visiting two different Churches for something special & with me go huge crowds. A special event or Holiday, can’t say what.  I do recall passing th idle aisle & bowing on my knee to Jesus in the Bl. Sacrament. The crowds were like hundreds or even over a thousand in the larger Church – this is Catholic.

          When the services were finished on my way back home or some place I stop at this small building, like a terminal {like 6’ x 6’} & there is a special man – someone I’m in love with. I kiss him & it’s nothing sultry, maybe the cheek, but very loving, & he’s slightly embarrased because the place is filled with children. He’s flustered by the kiss. He’s VERY BEAUTIFUL.

          *{This might be St. Charbel as I was praying to him yesterday.}*

 

Another dream: a few days ago. I give a three piece lingerie set to a young girl who is wearing the main piece. It’s red lace, the bust is very thin & she’s flat chested because of her youth. She loves this lingerie, & I tell her there’s a jacket & another piece. She’s sitting on a bed, smiling with joy.

*{Giving CLOTHING is transmitting Grace – like the ‘mantle’ of the prophet is her Anointing. This garment has a double meaning – lace is bridal which mean UNION, red here might be suffering. But she is joyful. It could mean she received some suffering, but it brought her closer to God which gave her joy, & there’s more to come – more garments.  And its me who gives her this.*}

 Another dream; I give a new apt to a man who is so little, I see him in the beginning looking forlorn, tiny, like insignificant. I award to him my apt I used to live in, much larger & better than his & I think he’s happy, & he gets bigger with this, like a normal man. And there’s another dream similar where I give another person a better apt, but the details are one.

*{Where I give a BETTER DWELLING to someone means I helped a soul in Purgatory to improve their state. This tiny man getting BIGGER, also, means his consciousness got bigger – expanded spirituality, barriers removed, sees more of God.}*

Below: I used to live here - Beverly Hills - rented it with my own money at age 20-21 - address 1860 Heather Court

 

Another dream: The Kiss. There’s a man in front of me who is naked from the waist down, this naked part of his body has stains of dark red blood. We’re I don’t know why, supposed to be making love I guess, but I don’t want to suck his dick. But I figure I could tolerate kissing him although I don’t really want to. He’s good looking, fairly young, maybe blonde. So I start kissing him & am not that much into it but he is & wants more, & it’s not too pleasant for me.  He’s wearing some kind of jacket light colored with large blue checks.

*{This is someone in Purgatory & every Mass I give them 50 kisses & hugs. This is proof one of them feels it. The dick & the blood? Some kind of suffering of his I didn’t want to deal with? The blue CHECKS are his crosses – CHECKS are always crosses, intersections, corners are crosses or sufferings & BLUE is often sorrow/sadness.}*

 

The Brick Labyrinth inside the Castle  12-27-24

 

          I see a man across from me to the left; his face is swarthy, dark hair smallish head. We are discussing a labyrinth inside some sort of mansion or castle. I see him inside it going through it. It’s extensive & lined with solid bricks, it goes up & down, back & forth, many twists & turns, deep inside, & it’s dim.

          This man is a great PRINCE, high up in society, but the person that owns this castle is even higher. The Prince wanted to go in there but he is unable because, as he explains,

          “You have to have an INVITATION to go into the castle.”

          I forgot to say, there is some sort of party or event in the castle.

          I imagined he could go because he’s a Prince, but he can’t without an invitation. Whoever owns this castle must be quite a personage.

          *{This is me beginning a new meditation, where I speak to the Infinite God – not one of the Saints, & go through words & thoughts I’ve never done before. I acknowledge the Mother God within, but I reach to Infinity & one of the things I said was ‘help me build a Temple or Sanctum Sanctorium in my mind where I can go to worship you.” This brick labyrinth is the passageway within my being that leads to this Sanctum. I think Prince Philip appears to show me that it is indeed, SECRET/PRIVATE as I expressed – even he, who is high up, cannot enter as the person there is like a King or Queen – without an invitation.}*

 

12-20-24    MENTAL Transmission – GIFT

God’s Christmas Gift to me given through Prince Philip of England, who recently ascended into Heaven

 

This has a lot to do with wanting to be loved & accepted.

I’m with a gang of people – I say gang because they aren’t very nice, all greedy, out for themselves, not caring about others, all wanting to be loved & accepted but not caring about the other guy. So they form a clique & I’m trying to be in it but don’t seem to fit in. Here I am on the outside, the margins.

          There’s an important man here, later I see its Noam Chomsky. Everyone wants to be loved by him. There’s a GROUP that surrounds him, like a fan club, - is he teaching them? I see him but at first, don’t even try to go there – because I don’t think they’ll allow me in – there’s too many hovering around him.

          *{Noam Chomsky is one of two things – Either an intellectual, genius of a man {Chomsky is called a genius of linguistics} in the LITERARY field who will FAVOR me somehow re my BOOK PROMOTION or else he’s a symbol of the Almighty giving me a GIFT of wisdom / mental clarity / increase of mental ability.}*

          I see this ‘storefront’ on the corner of the street – it’s like a bar/club but I see nothing but the men. It’s all glass walls. Inside are all homosexuals. They are touching each other, close like sardines, possibly doing sex acts but this is vague - Maybe only affection. They’re all wearing mostly PINK – with some white touches.

          I go in there for a visit & sort of get close to one man, not in the mob that are all touching, but in front of them, but there only for a few minutes & I leave.

          *{CORNER is Cross or Crucifixion – glass walls – it can be SEEN obviously, the street. All making love, touching affection, some kind of sex. It seems degenerate.  Not sure about this – al I can think of is the people downtown drinking, carousing & ready to have sex, all close to one another but it’s all PHYSICAL – nothing spiritual  or intellectual here - & I join them FOR A SHORT TIME & LEAVE could be my eleven years participating in th s as a Cougar {under the command of God – it wasn’t my desire but I JOINED THEM but I didn’t TOUCH them could mean I wasn’t AFFECTED spiritually, that is to say I did not degenerate but only did this because I had to. Why is it homos? Could be people that are outcasts or their behavior is not approved so they are ‘crucified’ by society.}*

          I go to the preliminary room that now doesn’t have that many people – but it has some booths; it’s a large courtyard. On top of this place is a smaller gallery higher up were Noam Chomsky is sitting, reading a wide newspaper, like 4’ wide, only one foot tall, lol, with high contrast black & white print, the black in ‘bold.’

          *{This intellectual/genius is reading my LONG LIFE STORY & the black & white – {it is color} – but being black & white is something OBVIOUS which HE SEES that most OTHERS – including myself – DON’T SEE! We have here a symbol of a man with great MENTAL ABILITY.}*

Earlier I was with him with another female – he loved both of us I thought, but the other female is more aggressive & all over him & he responds. She’s in FRONT of me, I’m behind her. But after a while I see she’s on a ‘lower level’ – the physical & there isn’t much there for him to relate to.

*{This OTHER WOMAN is my flesh – so many pictures of it, that he can see & responds to & one imagines he loves my flesh more than the metaphysical – but we will see at the end he loves me for the METAPYSICAL the most!}*

          There was also a small guy here or elsewhere, dressed for playing baseball, in their uniform, & this is vague & strange. He takes off his uniform & rolls it up & puts it on the floor by where the floor meets the wall – tucked away & then what, escapes me. He’s so small like a toddler, even smaller. Yet he’s a man, a fully developed body, just tiny.

*{This escapes me – need to think.  Could it be the child within this man? But then what?}*

          Now I walk into this large gallery & across from me in a booth is Jayne Mansfield sitting at a table, alone – is she reading something? She is IMPORTANT & I want to talk to her – rarely get the chance. I begin walking to her to interview her for something then glance at Noam Chomsky & see he is ALL ALONE. I must make a CHOICE – talk to her or him – she’s important, but he more so, so I sacrifice talking to her & go to him.

          *{Jayne Mansfield has got to be me, but I am SACRIFICING her. That could mean I sacrifice the physical part of me for the metaphysical, which is TRUE.}*

          Now’s my chance!

*{He being alone & ‘now’s my chance’ is significant. If this is ONE MAN means I have his attention. He is someone many people are clamoring for, want his attention, could be a big time editor/reviewer, manager of a magazine or newspaper. But now as in the previous scene, he is reading my PDF. And in a moment he will transmit something to me that is of a higher nature – spiritual, Godlike, supernatural & mental!}*

          Yes, I did see previously he loves me more than that female who was on the physical level.

          I go to him & it amazes me that he wants to KISS me, & it’s erotic.

          These are kisses such as I’ve never had before. It’s one after another, after another.

          His FACE & prominent TEETH remind me of the Doctor I met yesterday who counseled me about my heart. He’s like him.

          With the first kiss, it’s really close. Then he says ‘come closer.’ And another kiss, ‘come closer’. And another, & another. With each kiss I merge more & more into him – up to five times I’d say – until I can’t stand it any more & I say

          “OK, I can’t take any more” – so I stop it.

          Each kiss I seemed to somehow beam through or filter through his teeth. I did not see the doc’s teeth, but this guy it’s the most prominent feature of him. His face is lean like the Doc’s.

          These kisses were really INTENSE. And as he kissed me I knew he had CHOSEN me as his favorite person to love – no one else. I was special to him, it was a big deal to be chosen by this man! And I wasn’t even sure I’d be accepted in the beginning!

          *{This is an amazing business. This man is transmitting to me HIS UNDERSTANDING OF MYSELF, MY LIFE & MY ACTIVITIES! In a series of transmissions that come from WISDOM – a Gift of the Holy Spirit {teeth} - he give me MORE & MORE understanding, such as I did not have before to the degree that I am OVERWHELMED & can’t take it any more! He definitely loves me in God’s love, & what he has chosen me for remains to be seen, if it is a man such as I imagine.}*

*{PS Upon further consideration this is doubtless my Xmas gift from God, & it is awarded me through PRINCE PHILIP. He is a great Soul in Heaven this shows, & he‘s so generous, giving me this understanding/insight on my life! I guess I’ll need it as I explain myself once I get back into the media!}   End