Interpreted for a friend
This unusual dream has a double meaning.
I see that Trump comes to my dwelling & he turns out
disappointed –grumpy – because I’m not having sex with him. Things went on, I don’t recall the details.
*(TRUMP: This is your
lover Fritz. He is Trump for two
reasons—the double meaning. It is his
importance, in his own eyes, his ego, the way you ran after him at one time,
adored him. He had to do nothing for you
to love him, he could abuse you, you wouldn’t stop. He got egotistical & spoiled, he was on a
pedestal.
But when one dreams of a leader of State it also signifies
power/prosperity, victory. How would
that figure? Because in this dream, he
might take a better look at himself & check his real life – what he
has. If he realizes he is not really
that huge, important God on a pedestal, he might get off his high horse &
see you put him there. He will see he is
not ‘all that,’ even though you treated him like a King; he is diminished,
limited, fettered in & frustrated.
It is a major ‘wake up call’ against his blown up ego, you cut him down
to size by ignoring him. His pride is
hurt. Therefore, this is a MAJOR STEP in
his awakening & understanding of REALITY.)*
He thought I would sort of ‘jump into his arms’ but I did
not, I was ‘nonchalant.’ He gets this
sour look on his face, then turns to leave.
As he’s leaving for some strange reason I’m going with him.
*(I’M
GOING WITH HIM: This is for visionary
reasons, to see his state.)*
We wait outside my door & a car pulls up
– his wife. {There’s an associate male
to his left, but I can’t figure who he is or what he means.} She isn’t the beautiful blonde we all know
of, an ordinary brown-haired lady, short pageboy type cut, & it’s not a
fancy car, an ordinary roundish convertible, a sort of light brown color, even
has some rust on the bottom {or did I imagine that?} So I am thinking,
“To the eyes of the world he is such a rich, important man,
but in real life his wife is ordinary & his car is.
*(HIS WIFE: With the
real Trump, Melanie is the candy on his arm, gorgeous, glamorous,
impressive. This little wifey of his is
just an average person – does not impress anyone. This is who he really has, who he can get,
his ‘speed’ as they say.
VEHICLE: A vehicle is
a way to GET SOMEWHERE, in life, lifestyle, success. Where gorgeous Melanie makes the real Trump
seem like a ‘big guy’ because of her great beauty – this ordinary female cannot
win this man any points. Furthermore,
she does not have the wherewithal – at least any more – to support him. The
RUST on the car is a hint.
Rust is when something has gotten old – rusted machinery might not be
the best looking or run like it used to – a ‘rust bucket’ is sold cheap. Rusty means old, worn out & used up – on
its way out. This is her abilities &
her relationship with him. At one time
she seemed like a Rolls Royce, supporting him, giving him sex & the ‘party
lifestyle’ where she & their friends all drugged out. This party lifestyle might now be over as she
is broke, some of the friends no longer have jobs – {none of them was that
flush even with jobs as half of them were dishwashers, janitors, pizza makers}
- not many parties left.
The car is rather
ROUND: Round is not
square. In the dream of yesterday, I sat
down at a table & took a round dinner roll, but my host changed it to
square. It meant, ‘You have a square
meal – three squares means three decent meals – this vehicle being round says they
no longer have ‘square meals’ or ‘three squares’ – she can’t finance him
properly, there’s a SHORTAGE OF MONEY.
Then there’s the
CONVERTIBLE: This
could mean two things. One, it’s for my
VISION that I can see into the state of their lives. But second, it could mean they don’t have a
ROOF OVER THEIR HEADS:
which means a place to live – she might not be able to pay the rent any
more, not having a job – he never paid rent any place he lived, that’s his
pattern. He has never wanted to
contribute nor in his druggie state has he been able to – too much goes for
himself. And so WHAT HE HAS does not
portend success, greatness or prosperity.
It belies failure, ‘the poor & obscure’. This gets him off his egomaniacal trip, so in
that sense it’s a MAJOR VICTORY & the second reason he might be the Big Man
Trump—big in REALIZATION.
CAR
IS BROWN: In degrees of suffering, black
is the worst while brown is next to it.)*
We then appear at his residence. It’s just a square room inside a house – the
house is terribly messy, but their room is neat & ordinary, with medium
light blue walls. It has framed pics on
the wall & decent furniture, nothing fancy like you would expect of Trump.
I see them ‘fussing around’ inside & he bending doing
something, & I feel they are ‘strapped in’ like limited or closed in inside
their room.
*(BENDING DOING SOMETHING:
Bending is humbling oneself, where the opposite would be ‘holding
oneself high.’ It’s a big deal for him
to be humbled.
And what is humbling him?
All that we spoke of above, which culminates in his LACK OF FREEDOM,
UNABLE TO DO THINGS HE MIGHT WANT TO DO- go places, buy things & most of
all, unable to be a ‘somebody’ instead of a ‘nobody’ in the eyes of the world.
He has been struggling for years to become like a show biz
idol of his – the star is rich & famous, but he has not the slightest idea
how to make it. You told him the steps,
you even began the process for him to become ‘somebody,’ but he rejected &
scorned your efforts – even accused you of ‘exploiting’ him when you were
pouring money, time & effort into a well that would stay dry. He now has the karma of his own actions – has
nothing & is nothing in the eyes of the world.
BLUE
WALLS: Sadness. The situation around, outside, is probably
the state of society right now – the Pandemic, which is a mess.
This
Pandemic has rendered them with limitations, frustrations & sorrow. They are boxed in, limited, shut down like
the ‘lockdown’ idea.)*
The strongest theme or feeling is that he is upset because I
refuse him sex. He wants me to sort of
‘jump into his arms’ because he’s so big in my eyes – he doesn’t want to beg or
demand, & to show how superior he is he just leaves to say ‘I can live
without it,’ but in truth, he can’t. He
is concerned. Who picks him up, where he
goes, tells the story.
*(HE IS UPSET: You are
not upset, but he is. He tossed out a
boomerang that said,
“I am the big man – adore me.
Chase me, I love it, & I will tell people you are obsessed. Be there whenever I want you, make me feel
like the most important thing in your life.
I will drink it all in & take you for granted.
I will take up with another woman to use her not for love,
but finances & drugs, I will feature her on social media as my woman – you
will have no public recognition. I will
keep you on the side because I need you, but I won’t tell you I love you any
more, I’ll act nonchalant. I will appear
at your doorstep once in a while to get your love, fill up my emotional gas
tank, then I walk out the door satisfied, leave you yearning & wondering.”
This boomerang has come home to roost. All that he did is coming back to him. Now he is yearning & wondering,
“Where are you? Don’t
you love me any more? Do you have
another man? Will I ever be with you
again? Have I lost you?”
Now he is obsessed with the question why, why, why? What did he gain by treating you badly like
you didn’t count? Now he doesn’t
count.)*
No comments:
Post a Comment