11-6-21—GOOD FRIEND RUDY RISES 2 HEAVEN IN 18 DAYS – THE RECORD OF ANYONE I HAVE HELPED

 

          Had this dream:

          I am home when someone comes through the door to the right – two people, a female & male.  The female is carrying the metal walker Rudy used 100% of the time – the male has some other contraption he had to use as an invalid.  She is already inside the door, he is just getting in, & they exclaim,

 

          “Rudy ran away!”

 

          It seems he was sitting with someone to dinner, he saw the occasion of a back door close by & he took the chance of running.  It was like he was a PRISONER on earth, having to do with those contraptions he had to use - & he ESCAPED from the prison, from needing to use those contraptions.  The scene of his running away I picture the way we were situated at ‘Bob’s diner’ in a nearby town – where I used to take him occasionally.

 

          *** HE RAN AWAY!:  The persons coming in the door with his contraptions are letting me know that Rudy no longer needs them – he ran away means he escaped the prison of his invalid body & the need for help – he RAN means he became super-mobile.  He escaped his prison body with death – but still, he’d been in purgatory these last few 18 days & this is saying he is no longer suffering – he is FREE. That means, in a moment will be vividly described – Ascension.

        

  The reason this is seen that he was sitting at a DINNER TABLE in a restaurant like the one I used to take him to - is because I have been saying the Holy Mass for the last few days, & it has released him.  I did not single him out to God, but all the souls in Purgatory.  I learned that when they connect a soul to me in Purgatory – officially – like they did with him & many others, they are united with me mystically & even if I say not a word in prayer, they are being helped. 

 Every night since starting the Mass I have seen myself with Souls in Purgatory, - most recently I was go-go-dancing to a group of men in a restaurant {meaning the Eucharistic Supper} doing sexy moves, & they were all delighted & smiling.} *** 

        I also see myself walking with Rudy on Grand St in B’klyn.  We’re at an intersection, & the light just turned from green for walking to red, - we were partway in & Rudy runs AS FAST AS HE COULD to get across, but I decline the risk of running & hang back to the curb.

 

          *** RAN AS FAST AS HE COULD TO THE OTHER SIDE:  The other side is HEAVEN.  I was with him to ESCORT HIM TO THAT POINT but I was not going to die & enter Heaven with him, I remain on this side.  ***  

 

          As he ran I notice he’s wearing a BRILLIANT VEST.  It’s made of large SPANGLES, {an inch or two in diameter} REFLECTING LIGHT, hanging in the sun, mostly silver, maybe bits of gold.

 

          *** SPANGLES, MOSTLY SILVER, PARTLY GOLD:  These are LOVE LIGHTS which Rudy received from the Holy Eucharist that enabled him to go to the other side from this sad world & Purgatory into God’s Holy Bliss. ***

          I wake up & go back to sleep – joyful in the knowledge that Rudy has ascended  into Heaven.

 

          The dreams change like this.  I am with a male & a female that seems like a child I hold by the hand later on.  We’re exploring a beautiful woods or nature scenes behind some sort of dwelling, which somehow is in the public domain, not someone’s private property.  It’s a feeling like no one is here, no one goes here but we are here.  As we walk together we see empty houses, beautiful, made of wood that is like thick posts of all kinds, vertical, horizontal, brown & grey like ancient, very decorative, clean, uncluttered, nothing messy.  We know we can live here if we wish, somehow, or just hang out, it’s a bit mysterious.  Beautiful trees, bushes, grasses all around.  We are exploring.

 

          *** MYSTERIOUS HOUSES, THICK WOOD, ANCIENT, SORT OF NO-MAN’S LAND, NO ONE GOES HERE BUT US:  Not sure what this means, could be the life we could have together, it might be beautiful but it will be PRIVATE – not to share with the world.  The world with its opinions would ruin our relationship. ***

 

          We then go through a path in the woods, which has been there a long time & I have walked this path dozens of times in dreams.  But something has changed.  A new path has opened up across this pathway, THIS IS NEW, someone opened it somehow.  It goes across the woods, & to my surprise, I thought the extent of this woods in this direction would be much longer, but it is quite short.

 

          *** The very long path I have walked across is my long life.   But something has suddenly opened up – a vision of another life.  It is that young male I am with & I am startled that THE PATH IS NOT LONG ACROSS THE WOODS, I imagined it was going to be quite long.  This is HIS LIFE – it will be CUT SHORT. I suspect this male is my ex-lover, spiritual husband Bob. ***

 

          I tell the male let us walk this path, just opened up, & see the end of it.  We walk & at the end the ‘park’ or woods stops & there is a paved street, & directly across from us is a building with columns, the color is like beige clay, it’s imposing & the word I think of is ‘mausoleum’ because it’s not an office or govt building, more like something of a museum, but I keep thinking the world mausoleum, as I said.

          The biggest surprise is the shortness of the woods in this direction, where it ends.  I never saw it but imagined it long like the long road I’ve walked so often, in the 90 degree angle to it.

 

          *** MAUSOLEUM means PLACE OF REST after death or CEMETARY.  I have just now looked at prices of stand-up mausoleums like this one looks in the dream, & this would cost MILLIONS if it’s for an individual person or family.  If it houses many & one has just a small space, the price is about the same as a regular burial.

          Question to Mother God?  Why am I seeing his final resting place this way rather than an ordinary cemetery with a tombstone?

          MG:   It’s the degree of love you have for him, that you see his resting place like a great mansion made of stone.  ***              

           As we were traversing the woods I saw lions, but the lions were undernourished, thin, males with manes, families, little cubs looking just like them but all so skinny & pale they look sick – incapable of hurting anyone.  We walk around in the same area as these lions but are not afraid.  I don’t want to tell the man about the bears I know are here, he’ll be scared out of his wits. 

          *** Lions, thin & pale look sick.  I especially note the male lions & cubs.  This is a symbol of Bob & maybe his child.  This says he will be weak, sick, before he dies.  It won’t be a sudden accident.

DON’T WANT TO TELL HIM ABOUT THE BEARS:  Bears are great suffering.  He is so fearful I can’t tell him he’s going to get sick & die young. ***

 

          But I do tell him,

          “There is something else in this woods you must be aware of,”

          & conveniently we see a healthy wolf not far from us – thick fur, he looks formidable, his face is fierce, in his position of sitting you can see folds of fat around his neck covered in fur.  I did not dare tell him about the bears.  He couldn’t handle the fear.

 

          *** THE WOLF:  Represents DRUGS.  He is a drug addict & you have warned him consistently re the dangers of drugs, but of course he’s never listened.  He isn’t afraid of drugs, he thinks he can beat the consequences, but the consequences will occur.  This says that his sickness will happen because of drugs – not like a drug overdose, but addicts are not known to take care of their health.  The drug keeps them out of their misery & happy, they don’t discipline themselves as far as diet or exercise.  So not taking care of himself but just doing drugs, will cause his sickness.  My suspicion also is he has gotten or will get the ‘death jabs’ & that will be the end.  Only someone who really fights against these poisons can live.

          The reason the wolf represents drugs is because the group of friends who are all addicts, I am told, work like a wolf pack to keep their addict friends within the clan – they want no one going into rehab & leaving.

          The WOLF looks FIERCE & FAT/HEALTHY because his addiction is fierce & strong.

          But the BEAR you cannot tell him about because he is chicken-shyt scared of the truth.  He wants to live in delusion, that he can keep drugging & he’ll never die.

          This revelation is new.  Years ago when we first started dating I knew he’d have dire consequences from drugging, but now that I know he’ll be with me, I thought he might go into rehab, or else, if he doesn’t, I could manage his health for the better.  But this says the dye is cast, his days are numbered.  He has free will, I will not be able to control him away from drugs & into good health, even if he is with me.  It’s TOO LATE.  He took up with Ruthie 5 years ago – had he surrendered to my & God’s will then, he would have been saved.  But he chose her & drugs, & so, it seems by this revelation, even when he comes to me it’ll be too late to save his life as he won’t change. ***

 

 

Cures for the shots or anyone who needs immune system help:    ELDERBERRIES, D3, Vit C, ZINC, OREGANO OIL, QUERCITIN, L-GLUTATHIONE, ASTRAGALUS, L-LYSINE, N-ACETYLE CYSTEINE, MUSHROOM COMPLEX, 

 From herbalist in Marina del Rey, CA, Dr. Richard Schulze:     ECHINACEA ANGUSTIFILIA & ECHINACEA PURPUREA ROOT FUIT

            SIBERIAN GINSENG ROOT

            PAU D'ARCO INNER BARK

            FRESH GARLIC BULB JUICE

            WHITE ONIONS - HOTTEST AVAILABLE

            HORSERADISH

            CAYENNE PEPPER - OR HOTTEST PEPPERS YOU CAN GET

        

 

MORE:   BLACK WALNUT CONCENTRATE

               WORMWOOD COCENTRATE

                MARSHMALLOW ROOT CONCENTRATE

                OAK BARK CONCENTRATE

                 LOBELIA LEAF OR SEED CONCENTRATE

                 MULLEIN LEAF CONCENTRATE

                SKULLCAP CONCENTRATE

                 UVA URSI, HYDRANGEA OR GRAVEL ROOT CONCENTRATE

                 COMFREY ROOT CONCENTRATE

 

        Put these into raw, unfiltered local HONEY -  GLYCERINE - GARLIC JUICE & APPLE CIDER VINEGAR, BLEND, DRINK WHAT YOU CAN EACH DAY

 

        Of course, all the hard stuff like horseradish root, you have to shave or grind down first, then put into formula & blend in blender 

 

        ALL THESE ARE AVAILABLE FRO PACIFIC BOTANICALS IN OREGON

 

 OH yes one of my faves is RED CLOVER, I have saved many pounds of it.  It cures CANCER, if it cures cancer, it is for immune system

    Oh yes,  get lemons from store.  Grind off the outer rind.  Put into things like drinks, salads.  Important, also CURES CANCER.  Anything that cures cancer is IMMUNE SYSTEM - DO THIS!      Will explain more later.

 From Pete:

         In addition to the Vitamin C, NAC, resveratrol, fisetin, and zeolites that I have noted before.